She winced in pained as the bandage was finally wrapped around her hand.Xavier had just ran off probably still in his feelings as he indeed wanted to know how he could get his mate talk to him without being scared he could hurt her.He for sure was there to protect her and not hurt her ever.She deserved love and love she shall get but still she had to allow him give her the love she was running from.She couldn't understand why Xavier had ran away, somehow she felt maybe it was because Jacqueline had come to help her from maybe his grip.Maybe he was one of those who was going to hurt her if she sat there and was in deep thougjts, or if she didn't something which was had!Most times back at the rogue pack when she had had her episode from the dreams she had when sleeping she would be bound with silver around her wrist as they burnt her body and she screamed all through the night and day as they all laughed at her and she probably knew they insulted her because she didn't hear what t
“I ended up in this pack because the rogue pack had been attacked and to my sense I felt running away from the hurt and pain was the only thing I could and hence I ran to where my feet and the sounds in my ear could take me” she said as she let go of Jacqueline’s hands.“I really am sorry Nathie” she apologized still as she could see the distance and hurt in the eyes of the girl before her.“I am surprised I could survive an entire five hours run without crumbling to the ground” she said as she remembered running that day until she thought something was wrong with her with the way she had left and just ran the entire yard not looking back even once. What if they had followed her? She wouldn’t know and maybe she would have been caught but somehow she was here and extremely thankful she was here.“Oh Nathie, I really am sorry for what you went through, Xavier and I and our entire pack would never want to hurt you” she said encouraging the young Luna to get comfortable with them and Xav
“Do you want me to go away?” she asked as he carried her to bed ready for her to sleep.“Of course not, I want you to be here, stay with me and make me be able to help you out in ways your healing comes fast” he said as he looked at her his eyes filled with warmth.She had remembered just when Jacqueline had told her to make sure that she told him everything if she felt comfortable that way or not.And well it felt like she had finally decided she was going to have the conversation with him till the point where he indeed did not want to listen and when she didn’t want to talk anymore.Alright it was time to get over the fear that is if she could get over the fear without thinking the ground was going to open and swallow her as she spoke of the things that worried her.She had to accept him, he didn’t have a bad spirit that she felt and knew quite well she knew for a fact that he was ready to listen and he also was ready to help her heal and he was her mate. The moon goddess was good
After the stroll she had returned to her room and she was curled up in bed.The blanket was extremely warm and she was reading a novel Jacqueline had given her for mental health.She had not seen Xavier since she had spoken to him about what was done to her, she had not even told him everything but the minimal and he had just been hurting.She could feel his pain as it shot through her chest.He was upset about the entire issue and somehow she was getting upset as to why he was so hurt and not even letting her who had gone through all of the things fight her battles. Somehow she didn’t want him fighting this battle with her; she didn’t want him being hurt and upset.He was upset and she for sure knew it was her fault and how could she curb the entire issue when she still was trying her best trust and want him around her.She shouldn’t have told him, this was the reason why she didn’t want to let him into that dark past of hers.Everything bad that had happened since she came here was
“What the actual heck was going on?”Mathias roared in his mind as he was not happy that his mate was going through those entire problems and he couldn’t help her out.“How could all of that be done to her, not even our worst enemies had gone through those kind of punishments even after they had made away with our jewels they were beaten and turned into our slaves but we had made sure we kept feeing them”Growling he stood up and in his fierce nature he pushed the chair to the ground with force he still was thinking hard, this was one of the situations where he had not yet found a solution to as he didn’t know what else he had to do the punishments and hatreds kept building in his mind as he knew if he made sure and certain to get to Derrick he was going to make sure they received even more than they ever had encountered.Xavier could feel himself losing control and Mathias made sure he was changing his colors in his eyes from one minute he was mad, the next he was giddy and the next h
“Xavier Chadson Hills you found your mate and you didn’t think it was the perfect thing to tell your family?” his mother asked and from the way she said it he knew for a fact that she had said all of those words in capital letters meaning she was disappointed he had not shared the good news they all have been waiting for.“I was waiting for her to get better” he replied not really knowing what he wanted to say because he knew Yvette and Joy had started a conversation he was not ready for just yet.“Why are you waiting for her to get better before you introduce her to us and why haven’t you marked her already?” His mother asked still waiting for his response she had to know why.She knew her son was not one to talk much but they all knew that he had been waiting for his mate for a very long time and now that she had come why did it seem like he was hiding her away from them?“Because she is yet to accept me and I don’t want to make her hate me and reject me you know what it would do to
“Oh Hells” he growled when his grandfather told him it was going to be hard to mark her if she had not trusted him the way she normally had to so as to allow him mark her as any wolf is given the chance to mark their mates when they are found and for the Luna and Alpha its always some big celebration except they don’t want it big and decide to do it privately.Like probably when they are mating and the wolves decide to take their mating moment to some deeper level so he alone can view how she becomes his and just his alone till they are finally free from their life length in the wolf world.“Hey Xav, use better language you still are before your grandfather and not with your friends” his grandfather said as his grandson had used the ‘f’ word without even knowing.“And also I know your horny hormones just want to jump into her but you will definitely need to calm your groins force till she gives you the go ahead and if your treat her perfectly trust me she is going to give you what you
She woke up from sleep at about nine PM. She sure did need the rest as it was helping her stamina and body return back to where is normally had to be.She rubbed her eyes groggily before she remembered he had promised to come here after his pack duties.Well, to her maybe he was busy and she shouldn’t disturb him.Maybe if he had marked her already she would have been able to mind link him but she couldn’t at this moment hence she was going to deal with him just coming here to visit her and then leave so she could heal better.When she turned to look at the table beside her bed so she could continue her novel before Jacqueline returned to give her evening drugs she was met with roses and Tulips.Wow they looked so beautiful she had seen these at the rogue pack but the roses where black roses and somehow for the tulips she didn’t know what they were called.She was going to have to ask Jacqueline what the other flowers were because their color was super beautiful and she loved how they
A light breeze brushed through her body, waking her. She glanced up and saw her father in the middle of a lovely garden, the kind she had always promised him she would have when she was eighteen, a place where she could sit and reflect on her life.The grass was dotted with the greenest of bushes, and she adored the way all the other flower bushes were trimmed and shaved. Flowers were blooming, and they were all in vibrant colours.She slowly followed the butterflies that were floating past her side in all their beauty as she got up from where she had been sitting.Since it was a brand-new location, she had never been before; perhaps her father had done it.Was she dreaming?Touching her jaws in the hopes that she would not wake up from this dream, she forced herself to walk through the soft grass and headed for a stony path.Curiously, she started walking along the path, admiring the beautiful lilies and daffodils her father had undoubtedly provided for her because she had always enj
Nathalia was certain she could remember how letters sounded, and hearing Jacqueline encourage her after she spoke boosted her confidence even further.Opening her mouth, she attempted to say the letters and even form some words; she stuttered a little, but after a few attempts, she was successful, grinning when she noticed Jacqueline grinning back with a happy smile at what she had just said."Very good, Nathalia, you are doing absolutely great, and I promise you that if you continue in this manner, you will go a long way," she said, placing a letter card beside the pile of ones Nathalia had already read out.Nathalia nodded confidently; who knew she would one day be seated in front of another, smiling and receiving compliments for what she was doing? All of this was new to her, and she wished she could stick with it forever because she was still convinced Derrick was out there looking for her.Perhaps she thought that if she could wear the new hearing aid and use her words, she would
Jacqueline grinned as she approached Nathalia at the pack hospital reception and said, "Good morning, Nathie."She smiled and said, "Good morning, Jacqueline," or more accurately, she signed back.As she could swear she had just seen Nathalia's real smile, or a better version of her face, she said with pleasure, hoping her stay at the pack had been beneficial. "From the smile and look on your face you seem to be in a better mood.""I am doing fine, Jacky. How are you?" She asked again, her smile still visible as she turned to face the doctor."How is Xavier doing?" she enquired. "I am really great.""He is fine, I think, or at least mostly," she said."Oh! "Why guess?""Well, he is busy with some pack duties," she said with a smile."Since you are here, can we do your checkup?""That sounds good." I was thinking maybe I could try some new hearing aids and learn how to talk; not that these do not help, but I have pain in my ears," she said, pointing to the hearing aids she was given wh
“Okay” she responded as she looked at him deep into his eyes and somehow she saw that he was having now another eye flip but not the silver to bluish, almost like she was seeing a need in his eyes like he wanted to lay her down on the bed and then make her feel happy. She guessed that was what should have been done the day she had been marked.“Xavier?” she called out making him pull back abruptly trying to control himself.“I am sorry sometimes Mathias just has his ways of doing things and just right now you got to meet Mathias who had come out to have a kiss at you at his will” he explained.She looked at him nervously not really knowing what to say at this point as it showed that he not only like her but his wolf also had fallen in love with her and she could only say thanks to the Goddess for this.“Hello Mathias” she finally said as she bit her lip.Mathias lost his growl as he growled now a little harder which sent vibrations through her body and gave her a grin before Xavier’s
How could he still be looking for her? Why had he not thought she had been captured and killed as she had ran away?With the way she was malnourished and left with nothing but bones and a few broken ribs, why did he think it was perfect to come looking for her still?“We had another couple of rogues come to tell us that they didn’t think you were dead because somehow Derrick could feel your presence and I don’t know why he has such a feeling about you when he had not been able to penetrate or mark you” Xavier said as he continued to explain to her what had happened.Oh Goddess! Why could Derrick not leave her alone? Why did he think that he still had a ho9ld on her life?.“How did he get my scent past your territory, you have marked me and the rogue scent is gone, the blood and wounds all healed and I smell like vanilla and musk, that’s you and I mixed in one right?” she asked nervously looking at him and he could see the scare in her eyes and goddess he didn’t like seeing her like th
“You are in love with me?” she asked a she had in her life not expected for him to fall in love with bones.Yes she literally called herself bones as all she could see were the stripes of skeletal form when she viewed herself on the mirror all she saw was a woman who had and will never be fully formed with flesh even though now she could see that it was getting full from the drugs Jacqueline was giving to her.He can’t be in love with her right?“I am in love with you Nathalia Chadson Hills” he signed adding his name to her names making her even more shivering with what she could term anxiety.The love coming from this man and those who were by him was something she was super shocked of.She liked it, and at the same time she hated it because as it was one could lose them all just like the same way she had loved her parents and her sister and finally ended up not having them for the past fifteen years of her life.Maybe she shouldn’t fall so much in love with him when he could leave h
As she walked through the pack she found herself before his he was in deep conversation with Ax and Jordan discussing something about having to find whoever it was that had planned the attack on him.She didn’t look happy and Ax and Jordan all knew where this was going to having found their own mates too and even before Xavier they knew when women where mad and they knew they had to go extra lengths to make them happy.Probably something Xavier was yet to learn as he always took everything on the serious note he sure was going to learn now that having to deal with his mate held a lot of tolerance, attention and emotions he had hidden for reasons best know to him.He just left and now he was here giving orders forgetting he had a mate who was upper worried about him.Somehow he was lucky to have had a mate who was deaf and couldn’t really scream out loud because if she for sure knew how to scream he should have heard his name from the moment she entered through the small door dividing
She ran into the room where Xavier had been said to be in. She had finally awoken from the faint and dizziness she had felt when she had just come there and looking closely now she saw what she wouldn’t have wanted to see on anyone she loves body.Xavier was covered in blood and he had a wolf bite on his lap and looking upwards to his chest there were approximately if counted correctly three bullets holes all trying to target his heart.Terrifyingly Joy tried to pull her out as she watched Jacqueline try to revive him out of his convulsive state.The smell of crimson filling the air and because bullets where silver like she could smell the stench of burning flesh her heart hurting as her mates pains met with her as she screamed. Previous pain recurring and reminding her slowly, this was what she used to go through and maybe she just had to witness it yet again. Her chest heaving the pains he was feeling and Xavier tried his best not to share it with her, but the more he tried not to
Joy grinned as she scarfed the meal down and Nathalia’s jaw dropped as she somehow knew that what she had cooked was a meal she knew that he was going to compliment it even if it wasn’t so good but she knew that she was going have to explain to her sister in law what she had made but seeing that she had loved it was so complimentary to her life and she for sure knew that now she could continue her cooking spree when at home.Joy finished the food in a few minutes and when she looked up at her she ended up bursting into laughter as she saw that her expression was a mix of amazement and also a mix of what seemed to be shock that she had ate of the food with so much happiness.“That right there Nathalia was delicious and somehow I feel so envious of my brother right now because he seems to be living the life that I want” she signed before she arose from the seat she had been on enjoying the food she had been served.She went downstairs and returned after she had washed the bowl of food t