She ran into the room where Xavier had been said to be in. She had finally awoken from the faint and dizziness she had felt when she had just come there and looking closely now she saw what she wouldn’t have wanted to see on anyone she loves body.
Xavier was covered in blood and he had a wolf bite on his lap and looking upwards to his chest there were approximately if counted correctly three bullets holes all trying to target his heart. Terrifyingly Joy tried to pull her out as she watched Jacqueline try to revive him out of his convulsive state. The smell of crimson filling the air and because bullets where silver like she could smell the stench of burning flesh her heart hurting as her mates pains met with her as she screamed. Previous pain recurring and reminding her slowly, this was what she used to go through and maybe she just had to witness it yet again. Her chest heaving the pains he was feeling and Xavier tried his best not to share it with her, but the more he tried not to share the pains with her the more pain she felt because through their bond she could feel him trying his best to detach from her, she was holding on hence, the intensive pain she felt in her heart. He was trying to save her from this, at this moment he even had a little regret as to why he had already marked her, because deep inside he could hear her screams and they worried him because he for sure knew that was the way she felt when Derrick was making her feel she was making her feel like she meant nothing to nobody and he could do whatever he wanted with her and nobody was going to worry. Standing behind the glass doors frozen in thoughts and pain being held by her sisters in law she felt like everything around her had turned into mush and into a blur she had ever felt before. Holding her chest yet again as another swamp of pain hit her chest and she was feeling the waves of pain slowly digging into her. She swayed to one direction hoping she was taking the entire pain from him but from their now opened mind link she could hear him mumbling words of apologies to her. ‘I am sorry my princess, my Luna, you shouldn’t be feeling the pain I am feeling now, you do not deserve such pain, please detach yourself from me so you don’t hurt anymore’ he kept saying as he was trying his best to close the mind link but she wanted to be close to him. ‘Let me share this with you please’ she begged as she wanted to b e connected with him in one way or another, if sharing the pain with him was going to make him well and better she was going to do it, she was already used to such pain, what he was feeling was lesser than what she had ever felt in this life, so she could share it. She wished she was in there holding his hands as he got better, but still she knew the Jacqueline was going to do her best to make their Alpha fine and able to work as he was required to. The pain and chaos of the events left everyone in pain and trembling. It consumed everyone as they watched for the first time that Xavier had been this hurt, he was always careful, he hardly was this hurt when it came to fighting his Beta and Gamma always made sure they were super protected how on the goddess sight did he get this hurt? Watching through the glass door as they tried to hold him down steady so they could put an I.V on him as he got up with fierceness and hit the bed causing it to make a sound showed his pain was crazy. She had been put on the wheelchair and one of the guards had been kept to hold her down as she watched him go up and down whilst Joy and Yvette tried to control her and hold her as she felt the waves of pain she was trying her best to savor for the sake of her mate. Jacqueline moved to his side using a hospital surgical utensil she didn’t know but knew it was time to take the bullets put of him. Before they could even do anything to stop her, she didn’t know where she had gotten the strength or energy but Joy and Yvette could only catch a glimpse of her as she was slowly walking towards Xavier. To her it was slowly but to the twins they had only felt the fill of breeze and cold as she was no longer on the wheelchair but was already inside the room where Xavier was at. Nathalia could not understand where she had gotten the force and energy to get in there but she got closer and closer as she moved close to him the lesser she felt the pain she was feeling when she far away from him. Maybe she had to be close to him, maybe she had to be close to him to heal his pain, and maybe she was his healing she hoped, as she saw that even he had stopped thumbing in pain. She noticed he had stopped seizing as she was getting close to him, Yvette flashes her a panicked look she watched shakily as Nathalia was closer to her brother, she noticed the change in his pain and she also wasn’t feeling much pain and all she could think of was what girl was this? Was she really only a wolf or she had some other powers nobody knew, because where did she get this energy at this moment and time? These questions would be answered when Xavier was fine hopefully. The twins slowly backing away as they had come fast as they could to pull her away because they had thought she was going to collapse from the pain but here she was extremely stronger than they could even think in her tiny skin. Touching his face she watched as he grimaced in pain but not as much as he had been feeling before. As she was closer to him Jacqueline had been able to take the bullets out and they were taking proper care of the wound at hand and also trying to clean the blood oozing from the blood that was pouring out and also the I.V was connected to him and he finally calmed down totally as she held his hand and someone from the doctors crew pulled a chair for her and she was seated. The energy she had felt a few minutes ago began to leave her and she began to see things in a blur vision and she had to be taken care of. Xavier was now laid in bed emotionless but better, looking at him she knew they were going to be there for a while. Shaking from her sitting position, thinking she was holding his hands in hers she could see that the sun had arose and it was hitting her face. But when she looked at the bed where she imagined her hurt and battered mate but he was nowhere to be found the blood stained bed sheets had been changed and the blanket had been changed and folded with a little note by her stating ‘I didn’t want to wake you so I let you continue sleeping Princess’. Where in the goddess of silent Moon was he? A question she could only ask herself as nobody was in the room with her. She was panicky, what if she had slept all through and something had happened to him through the night and she didn’t hear anything? She got up from the chair, hoping she could have that same strength she had yesterday to walk through the house to find him but well her legs were even much more shaky than they normally where so she slowly held things and was out of the hospital ward. Making her way down the hall she hoped he was fine and he had not gone to do something that was even more dangerous than what he had done yesterday. Looking from the way he was hurt yesterday she had expected to be up to make him breakfast but it seemed he beat her to it yet again. Before she went out the hall she had checked the bathroom and somehow she felt embarrassed, what if he was in there and she had seen places she wasn’t supposed to see? “He is our mate Nathalia be ready to see it soon enough because Xavier is the one holding Matthias from mating us already because he wants you ready” Kelly her wolf said. Yes she had finally given her wolf a name, at least a way to different her name from the wolf who kept her company. As she was walking sending her head inside of wards she bumped into Jacqueline as she was finished doing her checks in the ward. She had pushed her a little that she had dropped the tray of hospital utensils she was holding and Nathalia in fear got down to her knees to pick them up to avoid a scream or beating, a sense of flashback came to mind when she had refused rotten food and pushed it to the ground she had been beaten till sh could hardly move a bone in her body. “Get up Nathalia; it was a mistake you don’t need to kneel down my Luna” Jacqueline aid as she slowly wiped her eyes from the tears she hoped Nathalia never saw, her Luna was never supposed to knee before her to beg for forgiveness for anything, she hoped that she could be saved from this PTSD she was suffering from and she hoped the Moon goddess would just bring back her Luna’s good years so she would be fine. “What’s wrong Nathalia?” she asked as she raised Nathalia up from the floor she was shivering guess the fear was evident in her and she just couldn’t handle that she would be spanked or beaten for making the doctor mess something. “I was looking for Xavier. Didn’t see him on the bed, I thought he had to rest” she said as she finally made small eye contact with the doctor. “Umm, I really am not sure Luna, he went put quite early you’ve been asleep for almost half the day because now is past twelve” “Oh! Really?” she asked as she looked at her phone and indeed she had slept more than the hurt person. “So he isn’t here then?” she asked looking a little sad, feeling she had been selfish to have been sleeping when he had awoken and maybe gone back to his Pack duties. “But why was he not given rest?” she asked still hoping he was not hurt. “Well thanks to you and whatever power you carry his wolf healing was faster than it normally was reason why you were so tired and slept for half the day, when you went closer to him you healed him and we still want to know how you did that” she said hinting to her that she properly had some powers that they had to check because it was rare. “I carry special powers?” she asked her brows coming together. “Yes we are checking on it and when we find answers I will tell you my Luna Nathie” Jacqueline said with a bright smile on her dimpled cheeks. “Do you know where he is?” she asked as she shook her head at what was said by Jacqueline. “Í am sorry I don’t know but maybe alpha duties, he didn’t really say anything, you know how strict he is when it comes to his work, you are the only one and maybe me who gets to see his emotions” she said hoping the lady really understood what she meant. Suddenly she felt a sense of anger, why didn’t her wake her up? Didn’t he know she was worried about him and what was so important about alpha work that he couldn’t even wake his Luna to see him and his condition? He sure was going to get it from her when she met him at his office, she signed a quickly goodbye to Jackie as she slowly but trying to be fast walked to go meet her mate to scream at him a little.As she walked through the pack she found herself before his he was in deep conversation with Ax and Jordan discussing something about having to find whoever it was that had planned the attack on him.She didn’t look happy and Ax and Jordan all knew where this was going to having found their own mates too and even before Xavier they knew when women where mad and they knew they had to go extra lengths to make them happy.Probably something Xavier was yet to learn as he always took everything on the serious note he sure was going to learn now that having to deal with his mate held a lot of tolerance, attention and emotions he had hidden for reasons best know to him.He just left and now he was here giving orders forgetting he had a mate who was upper worried about him.Somehow he was lucky to have had a mate who was deaf and couldn’t really scream out loud because if she for sure knew how to scream he should have heard his name from the moment she entered through the small door dividing
“You are in love with me?” she asked a she had in her life not expected for him to fall in love with bones.Yes she literally called herself bones as all she could see were the stripes of skeletal form when she viewed herself on the mirror all she saw was a woman who had and will never be fully formed with flesh even though now she could see that it was getting full from the drugs Jacqueline was giving to her.He can’t be in love with her right?“I am in love with you Nathalia Chadson Hills” he signed adding his name to her names making her even more shivering with what she could term anxiety.The love coming from this man and those who were by him was something she was super shocked of.She liked it, and at the same time she hated it because as it was one could lose them all just like the same way she had loved her parents and her sister and finally ended up not having them for the past fifteen years of her life.Maybe she shouldn’t fall so much in love with him when he could leave h
How could he still be looking for her? Why had he not thought she had been captured and killed as she had ran away?With the way she was malnourished and left with nothing but bones and a few broken ribs, why did he think it was perfect to come looking for her still?“We had another couple of rogues come to tell us that they didn’t think you were dead because somehow Derrick could feel your presence and I don’t know why he has such a feeling about you when he had not been able to penetrate or mark you” Xavier said as he continued to explain to her what had happened.Oh Goddess! Why could Derrick not leave her alone? Why did he think that he still had a ho9ld on her life?.“How did he get my scent past your territory, you have marked me and the rogue scent is gone, the blood and wounds all healed and I smell like vanilla and musk, that’s you and I mixed in one right?” she asked nervously looking at him and he could see the scare in her eyes and goddess he didn’t like seeing her like th
“Okay” she responded as she looked at him deep into his eyes and somehow she saw that he was having now another eye flip but not the silver to bluish, almost like she was seeing a need in his eyes like he wanted to lay her down on the bed and then make her feel happy. She guessed that was what should have been done the day she had been marked.“Xavier?” she called out making him pull back abruptly trying to control himself.“I am sorry sometimes Mathias just has his ways of doing things and just right now you got to meet Mathias who had come out to have a kiss at you at his will” he explained.She looked at him nervously not really knowing what to say at this point as it showed that he not only like her but his wolf also had fallen in love with her and she could only say thanks to the Goddess for this.“Hello Mathias” she finally said as she bit her lip.Mathias lost his growl as he growled now a little harder which sent vibrations through her body and gave her a grin before Xavier’s
"Nath, please be awake" her mother mind links her as she stirred in her sleep. Moaning she didn't want to be awake, she wanted yet another minutes or even an hour for more sleep before she awoke to be reminded she had an impairment. In her sleep the only hung that came to her mind was why her mother thought it was the best thing to wake her up this late at night? It was literally hitting 12 and there was no ceremony at their pack so what could be the problem. Being stubborn Natalia didn't wake but pulled the blanket to make her sleep even more to be warmer. "Nathie please be awake" her mother begged this time around. Groaning she knew from her mother's mind links she didn't sound happy with her. "Mama, what's wrong!" Nathie mindlinked her mother still half asleep. "Nathie, you need to be awake and run my daughter, a rogue pack has attacked and you need to save yourself, we were able to get to your sister earlier but we can't get to you please" "Where are you guys mummy?" she
As she ran her wolf tried it's possible best making sure it ran as fast as it could.She too didn't want to be caught in this madness.Nathalia ran into the forest the wind making 'wooshing' sounds to her ears and she heard nothing just using her hands,smell and eyes to get the fuck out of there.She was free,after 144 months she was finally free.The smell of the forest and grasses felt like a dream she had always dreamt of but had never had.She could feel her wolf become even more stronger than she had ever imagined.Whilst back at the rogue pack she always felt her wolf would leave her because what adventure was she having with it?But now she understood, it was there to keep her steady and to make sure she made it out of this place gloriously.It was her safe refuge she didn't even feel a pinch or pain.As she whipped passed trees she could feel her wolf patting her back and making her believe they were now a free wolf.Her human self became tired as she tried to rest but as she
"There is a rogue at the entrance of the pack" the Alpha's beta mind links him."Why do I have to come see a rogue you have just seen? Don't you know how to handle rogues or do I have to teach you how to do that now Jordan?" he groaned as he was busy and didn't want to be disturbed."No Xavier you need to see this, I promise you I am just not disturbing you" he said as Xavier groaned even more not wanting to be disturbed in such a way.Rolling his eyes, what could possibly be so important that Jordan had to disturb his work."What makes this rogue special that you haven't dealt with already?" he asked still not getting up from where he was aeated because he had been dealing with some stuff from the office and trying to maintain a stance at the pack house."It's a woman" Jordan said in a somewhat panicked tone."So deal with her the same way we always deal with women rogues we find" "She smells different, she is acting differently too, she isn't fighting us as the other would when we
Finally he had met his mate and now he had to make sure he took care of her and had her explain just what had happened to her when she was in the hands of the rogues who had chosen to treat as trash.Xavier had already began making plans in his head as to how he was going to deal with them specifically but now he had to get Nathalia to the hospital so he linked his pack nurse.“Jacqueline, we are on our way, I happen to have found my mate and she is badly hurt and well the moon goddess gave me a rogue for a mate” he said and finished the last sentence under his breath because well he just was still trying to understand why his mate was rogued and was it that she couldn’t hear or speak cause she looked like someone who was absolutely scared of them all even in her state of laying down there scared she sure had gone through a lot.“Congratulations Alpha” Jacqueline said as she heard her Alpha had finally found his mate after years of waiting.“Thank you Jackie” he said, “But let’s not g
“Okay” she responded as she looked at him deep into his eyes and somehow she saw that he was having now another eye flip but not the silver to bluish, almost like she was seeing a need in his eyes like he wanted to lay her down on the bed and then make her feel happy. She guessed that was what should have been done the day she had been marked.“Xavier?” she called out making him pull back abruptly trying to control himself.“I am sorry sometimes Mathias just has his ways of doing things and just right now you got to meet Mathias who had come out to have a kiss at you at his will” he explained.She looked at him nervously not really knowing what to say at this point as it showed that he not only like her but his wolf also had fallen in love with her and she could only say thanks to the Goddess for this.“Hello Mathias” she finally said as she bit her lip.Mathias lost his growl as he growled now a little harder which sent vibrations through her body and gave her a grin before Xavier’s
How could he still be looking for her? Why had he not thought she had been captured and killed as she had ran away?With the way she was malnourished and left with nothing but bones and a few broken ribs, why did he think it was perfect to come looking for her still?“We had another couple of rogues come to tell us that they didn’t think you were dead because somehow Derrick could feel your presence and I don’t know why he has such a feeling about you when he had not been able to penetrate or mark you” Xavier said as he continued to explain to her what had happened.Oh Goddess! Why could Derrick not leave her alone? Why did he think that he still had a ho9ld on her life?.“How did he get my scent past your territory, you have marked me and the rogue scent is gone, the blood and wounds all healed and I smell like vanilla and musk, that’s you and I mixed in one right?” she asked nervously looking at him and he could see the scare in her eyes and goddess he didn’t like seeing her like th
“You are in love with me?” she asked a she had in her life not expected for him to fall in love with bones.Yes she literally called herself bones as all she could see were the stripes of skeletal form when she viewed herself on the mirror all she saw was a woman who had and will never be fully formed with flesh even though now she could see that it was getting full from the drugs Jacqueline was giving to her.He can’t be in love with her right?“I am in love with you Nathalia Chadson Hills” he signed adding his name to her names making her even more shivering with what she could term anxiety.The love coming from this man and those who were by him was something she was super shocked of.She liked it, and at the same time she hated it because as it was one could lose them all just like the same way she had loved her parents and her sister and finally ended up not having them for the past fifteen years of her life.Maybe she shouldn’t fall so much in love with him when he could leave h
As she walked through the pack she found herself before his he was in deep conversation with Ax and Jordan discussing something about having to find whoever it was that had planned the attack on him.She didn’t look happy and Ax and Jordan all knew where this was going to having found their own mates too and even before Xavier they knew when women where mad and they knew they had to go extra lengths to make them happy.Probably something Xavier was yet to learn as he always took everything on the serious note he sure was going to learn now that having to deal with his mate held a lot of tolerance, attention and emotions he had hidden for reasons best know to him.He just left and now he was here giving orders forgetting he had a mate who was upper worried about him.Somehow he was lucky to have had a mate who was deaf and couldn’t really scream out loud because if she for sure knew how to scream he should have heard his name from the moment she entered through the small door dividing
She ran into the room where Xavier had been said to be in. She had finally awoken from the faint and dizziness she had felt when she had just come there and looking closely now she saw what she wouldn’t have wanted to see on anyone she loves body.Xavier was covered in blood and he had a wolf bite on his lap and looking upwards to his chest there were approximately if counted correctly three bullets holes all trying to target his heart.Terrifyingly Joy tried to pull her out as she watched Jacqueline try to revive him out of his convulsive state.The smell of crimson filling the air and because bullets where silver like she could smell the stench of burning flesh her heart hurting as her mates pains met with her as she screamed. Previous pain recurring and reminding her slowly, this was what she used to go through and maybe she just had to witness it yet again. Her chest heaving the pains he was feeling and Xavier tried his best not to share it with her, but the more he tried not to
Joy grinned as she scarfed the meal down and Nathalia’s jaw dropped as she somehow knew that what she had cooked was a meal she knew that he was going to compliment it even if it wasn’t so good but she knew that she was going have to explain to her sister in law what she had made but seeing that she had loved it was so complimentary to her life and she for sure knew that now she could continue her cooking spree when at home.Joy finished the food in a few minutes and when she looked up at her she ended up bursting into laughter as she saw that her expression was a mix of amazement and also a mix of what seemed to be shock that she had ate of the food with so much happiness.“That right there Nathalia was delicious and somehow I feel so envious of my brother right now because he seems to be living the life that I want” she signed before she arose from the seat she had been on enjoying the food she had been served.She went downstairs and returned after she had washed the bowl of food t
Welp! Looking at the mark at the spot he had placed she knew everyone was going to know that he had marked her and she was his.Sighing she undressed before she got into the bathtub, she washed her hair and slowly she began to clean herself, this was the furtherance she could go to and she was happy she had gotten to thus spot.She had never known she could be this clean since she was taken to that rogue pack.Looking at the bruises on her body her mind moved back to those times that she had go through the beatings and the hell she had gone through even when she was being injected the wolfs bane that had made her almost to the spot of never being hurt.They had almost disappeared and that was a happy feeling she felt, she just saw the black lines that where now lining the parts of her body and she for sure knew that she had made the right decision that night to run away.Maybe if she still was at their pack she would have been death by now, because she knew at a time Derrick was getti
She stirred as she woke up from a good night’s sleep. She had slept so peacefully in the arms of the man she had seemingly began to love so much immediately after the fact that they had been marked to each other.Rolling around she was face to face with the man she loved so much.Xavier Chadson Hills.She smiled gently as she rubbed his arm, which caused him to stir. She was an early riser as per the fact that she had not been able to sleep while she had been in the heat of Derrick hence, she had awoken him even if he didn’t want to wake but he was happy looking at her because just as he had wanted it, she was his.He curled her in his arms and she felt the warmth she had for years always wished to have and somehow this romance made her giggly as she tried escape.Eventually she broke free from his hold and shakily she walked to the bathroom trying her best to find stamina in her movement.She came out a few minutes later to find Xavier seated on the bed a little bit worried. He looke
He nodded happily as he heard her say those words, she wanted to be marked by him, did this mean they had finally crossed the stage of her being scared of him that he bas gotten to the point of wanting him to mark her.He stood still, because she could have started she wanted him to mark her but she had not given him the go ahead.Permission was important when it came to her, he didn't want a case where he would have to start everything back afresh.She has already trusted him to mark her and that was important at this moment."I have a question Xavier" she signed slowly as she looked at him hoping she was not going to spoil the mood because she was loving the mood already as he was somewhat becoming comfortable to her."Yeah Nathalia go on" "Can you smell the scent from the spot you wish to mark?" "Yes I can and from every indication, it is rioe and ready for marking, why ask?" Xavier asked a little confused and scared too."Oh okay, good, it's just that when Derrick had held me ca