Her Kidnapper was looking for her!

“You are in love with me?” she asked a she had in her life not expected for him to fall in love with bones.

Yes she literally called herself bones as all she could see were the stripes of skeletal form when she viewed herself on the mirror all she saw was a woman who had and will never be fully formed with flesh even though now she could see that it was getting full from the drugs Jacqueline was giving to her.

He can’t be in love with her right?

“I am in love with you Nathalia Chadson Hills” he signed adding his name to her names making her even more shivering with what she could term anxiety.

The love coming from this man and those who were by him was something she was super shocked of.

She liked it, and at the same time she hated it because as it was one could lose them all just like the same way she had loved her parents and her sister and finally ended up not having them for the past fifteen years of her life.

Maybe she shouldn’t fall so much in love with him when he could leave her the same way.

Her anxiety was for sure making her have a lot of down moments that she wished she never had and then loved what she was given but her heart was weak.

“But why? I don’t understand you’ve only known me for what I term a couple of weeks so why would you say you love me? Do you love me really that much? You don’t even know a lot about me yet you tell me you love me?” she asked her eyes filled with what he could term confusion and a need to know why he had used those three little words that had in her term broken her instead of making her happy.

“So what? I love you, I have loved you from the very first day I saw you at the fence of our pack, you are my mate I am suppose to love you, and you are perfect” he said.

“But why Xavier? Why do you love me? I just don’t understand why would you love to be in love with someone so worthless and burden full like me? Someone whose life is full of problems, anxiety, pains and want for clarity why me Xav?” she signed this time indeed breaking even more the man was loving her whole heartedly and she had not even began to think of saying those words to him, she was still trying to fully trust him, she really wanted to know where and how far he could go to be nice to her before he changed but here he was falling deeply in love with her and even telling her that he loved her?

“Because you are perfect Nath, I don’t know why you think you are worthless, why you don’t add value to yourself, why do you do yourself in this manner, I love you because you are perfect and you don’t pretend and all I want from you is for you to know you are worth every inch of love and care you receive from me, my family and whoever you meet okay?”

“I am tainted Xavier, I am not perfect, I don’t even know if I would for once be so well for you to like perfectly, I am used”.

“The Moon Goddess chose you to be my mate Nathalia, she could have chosen a perfectly fit and well person to be my mate, hell many women have come my way, the ones who were sent by enemies to derail me, the ones who just wanted a night stand and those who wanted and could go any length for me to full have them as mine and mark them but the Moon Goddess gave you to me, a pure blessing and you think you are not worth it Nathalia? You are worth more than you can ever imagine I don’t know why you don’t see these” he asked this time it broke him too see that she didn’t even see herself worthy for some else to love.

Indeed those words where the truth and she in her mind now could say that what he had said was the truth but her weak heart just had to be so weak that it made her think she was unworthy of what his heart was willing to give her.

“I can see it Xavier, I just don’t know what to do, my heart is trying Xavier, it really is trying its best to accept you and to also makes sure that you know that indeed you are in love with me” she signed back to him.

She stared up to him not knowing exactly what to say, her stomach held butterflies, ones she had never had in her life before. Her wolf was indeed having a bliss in the new feelings of love and fear.

Well she could never have them because she was with the one who was bent on hurting her and making sure she knew that he was the one who had her life in his.

When she had signed the last sentence she had said to him she realized the smile on his face had disappeared.

Xavier’s smile had disappeared and somehow she knew she was the cause of it but then his hand dropped to his and within a blink she felt his hand pull her and she was on his side and then behind him and then he let out a growl that vibrated into her core and she jumped because that was just something she had never heard him do.

Shocked she tried to peer around Xavier so she could see what happening only to see a man standing in front of Xavier.

His face not looking so happy. It was filled with what she could call anger and sadness too.

Xavier walked closer to the man and they had a talk and before she could blink yhet again the man had gone, he loosened up immediately the man left and came back his good stature returning but she wanted to know why he had behaved that way.

“What’s wrong Xavier?” she asked hoping he could answer her, he had just promised her that he was going to make sure he gold her everything that happened at the pack.

“Nothing Nathie” he said and somehow his emotions turned to be what could be termed emotionless and vague.

“Bullshit Xavier, don’t do this to me again, we just had that talk now right? So why are you refusing to tell me what just happened here? That man looked scary did he come for problems?” she asked.

“Tell me what happened will you?”

“No” he answered and she pulled her hands off from him and just couldn’t understand, did this man have his own PTSD he had not explained to her? Because the way he always turned emotionless and was willing to not have talks with her when it was needed.

“Fine” she huffed as she turned and slowly headed for the stairs. She felt Xavier holding her wrist and suddenly she was engulfed in his arms sniffing his manly cologne, the one she had come to love so much.

Eventually he let go and then carried her and walked to the room and placed her on the bed their eyes meeting each other words unspoken but feelings meeting each to each.

She heaved a big breath before she took his lips into hers.

He let go and then she asked yet again, “Derrick is still looking for you” he said and just like that her heart broken into several pieces. Why was he still looking for her? Was she going to be caught yet again? He had made her life a living hell for years why couldn’t he just let her be? She was surely a problem in his life and now that she had gone why couldn’t he let her be?

“Is he going to get me?” she asked and Xavier looked at her, his heart breaking even more than hers could but his facial expression showed what she was sure she had surely seen the day he had come to see her behind the tree at the forest.

“He dares not!” he said his silver eyes showing up and she knew he was indeed going to protect her.