Meeting Mathias!!

“Okay” she responded as she looked at him deep into his eyes and somehow she saw that he was having now another eye flip but not the silver to bluish, almost like she was seeing a need in his eyes like he wanted to lay her down on the bed and then make her feel happy. She guessed that was what should have been done the day she had been marked.

“Xavier?” she called out making him pull back abruptly trying to control himself.

“I am sorry sometimes Mathias just has his ways of doing things and just right now you got to meet Mathias who had come out to have a kiss at you at his will” he explained.

She looked at him nervously not really knowing what to say at this point as it showed that he not only like her but his wolf also had fallen in love with her and she could only say thanks to the Goddess for this.

“Hello Mathias” she finally said as she bit her lip.

Mathias lost his growl as he growled now a little harder which sent vibrations through her body and gave her a grin before Xavier’s eyes slowly and struggling changed back to his cute blue orbs.

“Sorry Nathalia, Mathias can be a little ummm, horny and wan ting most times” he replied this time blushing and being shy he had just told her what had just happened.

She nodded her head a flood of butterflies filling her tummy as she didn’t even think of it the way the man was thinking but she was happy that he was indeed having such thoughts about her she blush and her small round cheeks become red and that somehow melted his heart.

“But am back now and he won’t have to disturb you for a while okay” he said.

She looked at Xavier with a smile on her face as she watched him passing his hands inside her hair. They sat on the bed cuddling for a few minutes and she loved this type of intimacy he was giving her.

It was deeper than she had ever thought of in her life and she loved the fact that he was doing this with her and she was the Alpha’s mate.

She took in a deep breath, one which anyone who knew what troubled looks where could know that she was bothered about something.

“What’s wrong?” he signed as he now was looking at her waiting for an answer so she could respond and he could find a solution for the issue she was going through.

“I am scared Xavier” she signed back as she tried so bad to hold in her tears, she knew she could trust him to save her from Derrick but still she had gone through a lot hence, the fact that she was scared as the last time he had taken himself out to go spread her scent he had come back almost a dead person and she didn’t want that at all.

“I won’t let him hurt you ever again Nathalia and I want you to know that even if he shows up now I would make sure he regrets every little hurt he had amounted on you that ruined your growth as a young wolf” he signed trying his best to reassure her so she would have the evening to them as they build their intimacy even without words to each other.

“I know he won’t hurt me when you are around but would it be selfish of me to say that I have no family and I am scared that they might not be alive again given that you said Derrick is from the Wayne Rogue pack where his family was a flood of terrorists and people who hurt everyone they met, I am just scared, I think somehow they might have hurt my family and if they weren’t hurt they probably think that I am dead”

“I am sorry you are not with your family right now Nathalia I can’t even tell you that I am feeling the space you have in your heart when I don’t to begin with because I have had mine since birth, but I promise I would be of great help to you and we would find your family” he said.

“It’s terrible I had an elder sister who could go lengths just to protect me and I really know she misses me and wants me around but I just can’t find her and my parents they loved me so much and not having to see hem celebrate all the big days of my life is just so heartbreaking”

“I will try to make sure you find them okay?” he signed back trying to make sure she knew that he was going to make sure he found a way to satisfy her intense need and then she said what made him even more sad, “I have nothing to hold on to my life before now Xavier and its hurting me” she said as she looked at him.

She knew he wanted to make her happy but she also had that void wanting her to always be by her family, she missed their family nights and all the games they played all the impromptu birthday gifts which to her now she knew her father always hid by their room door to know just what was their wish for their birthdays and gave it to them.

“You have me and I am going to make sure you have them okay, don’t bother I know Derrick may have not killed you parents and sister that night, he might have taken them to his parents pack and we sure are going to find a way to adjust the situation okay?” he said and this just made that night even more beautiful.

She had never believed that she was going to have a man who loved her this much and in as much as she keeps saying that she was certain she had began to trust him and would just want to be in his life forever because he was her peace and light.

It sounded cliché but she knew the cliché was what she had become used to and she just had to make sure she loved what was given to her by the goddess.

Gently he slide his hand behind her head and pulled her even more close to him from the bed looking deep into her eyes and she also felt a movement in her eyes, maybe her wolf wanted to come out, and maybe this was how Xavier felt when Mathias came out to make sure that he was also in control of the moment.

His lips connected to hers and she just felt every pain and hurt leave by the open window that showed the light emanating down beautifying the bed structure from where they were seated.

She kissed him back softly and he deepened it this time as his tongue made subtle movements in her mouth and all she did was love what was being done to her.

He had intoxicated her and she loved being intoxicated by him, her arousal becoming a scent of the room as he inhaled it but he knew she wasn’t ready for the jump and he decided not to focus on that.

She could be aroused but not ready to be touched, the mating ceremony was always like that the mates always were aroused and they could enjoy if their lives were better but his mate needed him and he had to be there for her.

A groan escaped her lips and a heat instantly flooded to her cheeks to which he stopped and smiled as she loved what he could do to her even if he wasn’t doing the proper mating.

His beautiful blue eyes smoldering before he kissed her even more softly now.

He eventually makes his way back down to her sweet spot sucking on it so hard and she could feel his canines graze against her skin before once again digging into her marked spot, it didn’t hurt her it was just so soft and beautiful all she could do was love what was being done to her.

She at first was scared as she feared the pain of the first day of marking but soon she began to moan as she called out his name ‘Xavier’ it sounded super hot for him and his groin more like grew stronger.

The will for him to control himself and not lay her to the bed this very moment was beyond him and he wanted her to use her mouth to ask that question.

But then he pulled away from her and placed his face on her neck mumbling something to which she didn’t hear but was certain it was him holding himself from going further than she wanted.

And she made up her mind she wanted to talk again even if it meant her learning slowly she didn’t just want to focus so much on sign language she wanted to use her words and she was going to see Jacqueline tomorrow morning to begin that process.

Closing her eyes with him on top of her his weight not being a problem but a sign of great relief she fell asleep.

She heard him mumble something yet again in his sleep this time landing a kiss to her neck but she didn’t hear a word of what he had just said so she simply told him, “Goodnight Xavey” before she was out cold.