Stirring as she tried to open her eyes, indeed she had somehow felt she was in a comfortable place and this felt like a dream to her because well the floor had been her bed for 144 months and she had already become used to that.She laid there enjoying the peacefulness that came with the space she had found herself in.As she slept there enjoying the peacefulness, she began to feel pain as she had now finally awoken from her slumber. It felt like she was going to die from the pain she was feeling.Her ribs ached, her head churned, and her hands hurt too.’Had she been kidnapped by the rogues yet again? Then what was the need for her to take an entire day running away from them when they still had that time to get closer to her? Maybe it was a dream! Maybe she had not run away from them, maybe as she was about running, she had been caught by one of them and hence the fact that she felt so much pain at this moment.Maybe she had been beaten for having the guts to try to live the space
When she struggled even more to talk and couldn’t get anything out, she then decided to point to her ear and mouth.She thought that if she had just done that she was going to pass over to those at the hospital ward that she doesn’t hear anything and could not speak specifically because she had been mute for an extensively long time.Jacqueline gave her a look, and then back at Xavier, maybe he could understand her as she was his mate.But Xavier gave her a look, which screamed she didn’t link him, and he, in fact didn’t know what she was saying.“Maybe we should give her a pen and paper she just might write down what she is explaining” a nurse assisting Jacqueline suggested.“Fine bring one now so she tells us” she ordered, and a few seconds went by, and the paper and pen were brought.She began to write but her hand was shaking and the way the words came off from the words she was trying to write was super ugly but at least she had written something down and they coulkd read it.“I
Well, form the look of things after her treatment at the hospital she had been resting for continuous week just in bed and not doing anything else she sure needed it.She had been taken to show around the pack, but when they were walking, she had felt weak and well, hence the one week in bed she had gotten.The doctor had said her body was still finding ways to recover from all the stress and trauma she had gone through, hence the reason why she had even collapsed when she was going to the bathroom.Judging from the way she reacted to hands being raised or if she heard a chaos outside the way she reacted sure showed that she had a past she was running from and Xavier could only wish he could help his mate be fine and normal yet again.Mathias had finally found his mate, and Xavier, being Mathias’s best friend, was excited that they had found their missing ribs from the goddess and were super happy.She had serious PTSD as per the diagnoses and Xavier had to make sure he didn’t portray
She watched him as he had just signed to her.She was still wondering how he could sign so well as from the way he looked he didn’t seem like someone who could have just learnt how to sign that perfectly.“What’s your name?” he asked her slowly, hoping she was just going to respond to what he had asked without feeling like she was trouble to him.She had a feeling of fear. Something deep within her bugged her from trusting him, but from the way he had behaved from the days she had been there, maybe it was wise she just trusted him, right?They had been together for like two weeks yet he had not forced her to tell him her name and he was steadily making sure she fine and not wanted to force her to do something which she didn’t want to do.Looking down at her hands she fiddled for a moment, she just felt somewhat happy as for sure she could not remember the last time someone had asked her what she was called, somehow this was emotional to her, she looked at him and the look in his eyes
Xavier paced up and down in the silence of the room.He was glancing from time to time to see if she breathing because her last scream had made him see the depths of her pain.How could he have treated her so bad that she couldn’t handle questions asked?It had been twelve hours since she had convulsed and had gone into a deep sleep yet again.He really was concerned. Just looking at her at this moment was somehow the hardest job he had ever done as an Alpha.This reaction to the trauma she had gone through, the wounds, the way she behaved was somehow not the normal behavior of a wolf.She indeed had the smell of a wolf that he had picked off but then again, why was she behaving this way?How many times was she going to beg for her life? How long was she going to go into a coma when asked questions? How many times was she going to run away from the questions asked? How long was it going to take for her to freely open up to him so he was able to help her out? She was saying the basics
She winced in pained as the bandage was finally wrapped around her hand.Xavier had just ran off probably still in his feelings as he indeed wanted to know how he could get his mate talk to him without being scared he could hurt her.He for sure was there to protect her and not hurt her ever.She deserved love and love she shall get but still she had to allow him give her the love she was running from.She couldn't understand why Xavier had ran away, somehow she felt maybe it was because Jacqueline had come to help her from maybe his grip.Maybe he was one of those who was going to hurt her if she sat there and was in deep thougjts, or if she didn't something which was had!Most times back at the rogue pack when she had had her episode from the dreams she had when sleeping she would be bound with silver around her wrist as they burnt her body and she screamed all through the night and day as they all laughed at her and she probably knew they insulted her because she didn't hear what t
“I ended up in this pack because the rogue pack had been attacked and to my sense I felt running away from the hurt and pain was the only thing I could and hence I ran to where my feet and the sounds in my ear could take me” she said as she let go of Jacqueline’s hands.“I really am sorry Nathie” she apologized still as she could see the distance and hurt in the eyes of the girl before her.“I am surprised I could survive an entire five hours run without crumbling to the ground” she said as she remembered running that day until she thought something was wrong with her with the way she had left and just ran the entire yard not looking back even once. What if they had followed her? She wouldn’t know and maybe she would have been caught but somehow she was here and extremely thankful she was here.“Oh Nathie, I really am sorry for what you went through, Xavier and I and our entire pack would never want to hurt you” she said encouraging the young Luna to get comfortable with them and Xav
“Do you want me to go away?” she asked as he carried her to bed ready for her to sleep.“Of course not, I want you to be here, stay with me and make me be able to help you out in ways your healing comes fast” he said as he looked at her his eyes filled with warmth.She had remembered just when Jacqueline had told her to make sure that she told him everything if she felt comfortable that way or not.And well it felt like she had finally decided she was going to have the conversation with him till the point where he indeed did not want to listen and when she didn’t want to talk anymore.Alright it was time to get over the fear that is if she could get over the fear without thinking the ground was going to open and swallow her as she spoke of the things that worried her.She had to accept him, he didn’t have a bad spirit that she felt and knew quite well she knew for a fact that he was ready to listen and he also was ready to help her heal and he was her mate. The moon goddess was good
“Okay” she responded as she looked at him deep into his eyes and somehow she saw that he was having now another eye flip but not the silver to bluish, almost like she was seeing a need in his eyes like he wanted to lay her down on the bed and then make her feel happy. She guessed that was what should have been done the day she had been marked.“Xavier?” she called out making him pull back abruptly trying to control himself.“I am sorry sometimes Mathias just has his ways of doing things and just right now you got to meet Mathias who had come out to have a kiss at you at his will” he explained.She looked at him nervously not really knowing what to say at this point as it showed that he not only like her but his wolf also had fallen in love with her and she could only say thanks to the Goddess for this.“Hello Mathias” she finally said as she bit her lip.Mathias lost his growl as he growled now a little harder which sent vibrations through her body and gave her a grin before Xavier’s
How could he still be looking for her? Why had he not thought she had been captured and killed as she had ran away?With the way she was malnourished and left with nothing but bones and a few broken ribs, why did he think it was perfect to come looking for her still?“We had another couple of rogues come to tell us that they didn’t think you were dead because somehow Derrick could feel your presence and I don’t know why he has such a feeling about you when he had not been able to penetrate or mark you” Xavier said as he continued to explain to her what had happened.Oh Goddess! Why could Derrick not leave her alone? Why did he think that he still had a ho9ld on her life?.“How did he get my scent past your territory, you have marked me and the rogue scent is gone, the blood and wounds all healed and I smell like vanilla and musk, that’s you and I mixed in one right?” she asked nervously looking at him and he could see the scare in her eyes and goddess he didn’t like seeing her like th
“You are in love with me?” she asked a she had in her life not expected for him to fall in love with bones.Yes she literally called herself bones as all she could see were the stripes of skeletal form when she viewed herself on the mirror all she saw was a woman who had and will never be fully formed with flesh even though now she could see that it was getting full from the drugs Jacqueline was giving to her.He can’t be in love with her right?“I am in love with you Nathalia Chadson Hills” he signed adding his name to her names making her even more shivering with what she could term anxiety.The love coming from this man and those who were by him was something she was super shocked of.She liked it, and at the same time she hated it because as it was one could lose them all just like the same way she had loved her parents and her sister and finally ended up not having them for the past fifteen years of her life.Maybe she shouldn’t fall so much in love with him when he could leave h
As she walked through the pack she found herself before his he was in deep conversation with Ax and Jordan discussing something about having to find whoever it was that had planned the attack on him.She didn’t look happy and Ax and Jordan all knew where this was going to having found their own mates too and even before Xavier they knew when women where mad and they knew they had to go extra lengths to make them happy.Probably something Xavier was yet to learn as he always took everything on the serious note he sure was going to learn now that having to deal with his mate held a lot of tolerance, attention and emotions he had hidden for reasons best know to him.He just left and now he was here giving orders forgetting he had a mate who was upper worried about him.Somehow he was lucky to have had a mate who was deaf and couldn’t really scream out loud because if she for sure knew how to scream he should have heard his name from the moment she entered through the small door dividing
She ran into the room where Xavier had been said to be in. She had finally awoken from the faint and dizziness she had felt when she had just come there and looking closely now she saw what she wouldn’t have wanted to see on anyone she loves body.Xavier was covered in blood and he had a wolf bite on his lap and looking upwards to his chest there were approximately if counted correctly three bullets holes all trying to target his heart.Terrifyingly Joy tried to pull her out as she watched Jacqueline try to revive him out of his convulsive state.The smell of crimson filling the air and because bullets where silver like she could smell the stench of burning flesh her heart hurting as her mates pains met with her as she screamed. Previous pain recurring and reminding her slowly, this was what she used to go through and maybe she just had to witness it yet again. Her chest heaving the pains he was feeling and Xavier tried his best not to share it with her, but the more he tried not to
Joy grinned as she scarfed the meal down and Nathalia’s jaw dropped as she somehow knew that what she had cooked was a meal she knew that he was going to compliment it even if it wasn’t so good but she knew that she was going have to explain to her sister in law what she had made but seeing that she had loved it was so complimentary to her life and she for sure knew that now she could continue her cooking spree when at home.Joy finished the food in a few minutes and when she looked up at her she ended up bursting into laughter as she saw that her expression was a mix of amazement and also a mix of what seemed to be shock that she had ate of the food with so much happiness.“That right there Nathalia was delicious and somehow I feel so envious of my brother right now because he seems to be living the life that I want” she signed before she arose from the seat she had been on enjoying the food she had been served.She went downstairs and returned after she had washed the bowl of food t
Welp! Looking at the mark at the spot he had placed she knew everyone was going to know that he had marked her and she was his.Sighing she undressed before she got into the bathtub, she washed her hair and slowly she began to clean herself, this was the furtherance she could go to and she was happy she had gotten to thus spot.She had never known she could be this clean since she was taken to that rogue pack.Looking at the bruises on her body her mind moved back to those times that she had go through the beatings and the hell she had gone through even when she was being injected the wolfs bane that had made her almost to the spot of never being hurt.They had almost disappeared and that was a happy feeling she felt, she just saw the black lines that where now lining the parts of her body and she for sure knew that she had made the right decision that night to run away.Maybe if she still was at their pack she would have been death by now, because she knew at a time Derrick was getti
She stirred as she woke up from a good night’s sleep. She had slept so peacefully in the arms of the man she had seemingly began to love so much immediately after the fact that they had been marked to each other.Rolling around she was face to face with the man she loved so much.Xavier Chadson Hills.She smiled gently as she rubbed his arm, which caused him to stir. She was an early riser as per the fact that she had not been able to sleep while she had been in the heat of Derrick hence, she had awoken him even if he didn’t want to wake but he was happy looking at her because just as he had wanted it, she was his.He curled her in his arms and she felt the warmth she had for years always wished to have and somehow this romance made her giggly as she tried escape.Eventually she broke free from his hold and shakily she walked to the bathroom trying her best to find stamina in her movement.She came out a few minutes later to find Xavier seated on the bed a little bit worried. He looke
He nodded happily as he heard her say those words, she wanted to be marked by him, did this mean they had finally crossed the stage of her being scared of him that he bas gotten to the point of wanting him to mark her.He stood still, because she could have started she wanted him to mark her but she had not given him the go ahead.Permission was important when it came to her, he didn't want a case where he would have to start everything back afresh.She has already trusted him to mark her and that was important at this moment."I have a question Xavier" she signed slowly as she looked at him hoping she was not going to spoil the mood because she was loving the mood already as he was somewhat becoming comfortable to her."Yeah Nathalia go on" "Can you smell the scent from the spot you wish to mark?" "Yes I can and from every indication, it is rioe and ready for marking, why ask?" Xavier asked a little confused and scared too."Oh okay, good, it's just that when Derrick had held me ca