ALEX'S P. O. V
Relaxed and comfortable in Noah's strong secure arms. The last thing that crossed her mind before sleep showed her the best parts of life, was Noah's last words... Trust me. Trust me. Trust me.
***She woke up but now hugging Noah's pillow enjoying the scent. Weird to say she even went as far as to sink deeper into his warm pillow taking in it's dry vanilla scent or maybe it was ocean breeze. Noah spent no expense on his pillow, they are just perfect. Her eyes cracked open scouting her surroundings, eventually when she looked up her eyes met amused eyes. Oh shit. Noah. There is no way she just did that. Covering her face with the culprits hard chest, she mentally kicked herself in the ass."Hey."Perhaps if she stays still, silent and close her eyes she will not see the attractive man hence forth embarrass herself more than she already did. Then by some miracle in turn the man will not be able see her. The moment she thought it worked, a laugh bubbled from the guy and his chest vibrated unfortunately her embarrassment flared."Are you not supposed to be a doctor?""I am still a student studying medicine.""Prove it. What if I told you, I hurt?"Curious and worried her weight must have caused his discomfort she immediately got up. Proud to say she was completely in doctor mode elevating what possibly could hurt such a big, strong alpha."My heart baby. I knew that you have a story, my beautiful but you showing up here makes me fear the severity of it.""Ahg. I thought you were serious. I am not yet a licensed doctor although even if I was, I am still not that type of doctor... I just hate being alone sometimes, I am sorry to intrude. I do not know how I made my way here, I literally contemplated going to a bar but I was tired. I don't know, somehow I found myself at your doorstep. I know embarrassed myself by acting like a child and sleeping over, I am deeply sorry for that. If I am overstaying my welcome I can leave."Before she got up she was pulled into a sturdy embrace and she stiffened, as the seconds ticks she slowly relaxed."No stay, I want you to stay with me for as long as you desire. Your company will forever be welcomed here and in my arms (forehead kiss)... Did you know Toby warned me about fate-"She stopped him by covering his mouth with her hand. It was crucial, she had to stop Noah from ruining this moment by mentioning another persons name while in his bed but her company."Let us not talk about Toby. Please.""Okay, as you wish... Do you want to talk about what has been bothering you?""It is nothing. Even if I was to tell you, you would just think I am being conceded or worse.""I would never. In my eyes you are the most guarded person I have ever met. You are perfect, smart and the sexiest woman I want to get to know more of. In fact, one of these days even if it takes me waiting forever, I want you to open up to me. I want you to be free around me, Alex I am going no where for as long as you will have me. Mhmm. If you do not want to talk I have an idea that is bound to be fun (he wiggled his brows before giving her a playful wink) ... Since you do not want to talk. You here. I am here. In order to pass time we can-"He leads forward. Jumping out of his embrace laughing she fell on the floor. She did not fall hard enough it hurt, even if it did she was distracted this shameless man."Pervert. No.""Then are you going to tell me?""Fine. I have a rare condition known as highly superior autobiographical memory (HSAM) but this condition is commonly known as hyperthymesia syndrome. I have an eidetic memory, I can literally remember everything with great precision. No matter how hard I try there is no off button, no way to forget a single detail and or event.""So. That is bumming you out?"Noah opened his arms to her once more, she did not think twice about slipping and sinking deeper in his embrace. She is comfortable and very close, intimate with an alpha. Although that fact scared her a bit, she realized her nightmare did not follow her when she is around this man."Kinda. I just needed someone, I figured since we already getting dinner, we can hang out before that. I did not expect to fall asleep like that and I did not want to bother my friends from their plans.""We can stay like this for as long as you wish.""Thank you."***True to his word she remained in his arm till her stomach roared its dismay. Hoping the man did not pick up her embarrassingly long growl."It looks like it's too late to go to the reservations I set. I do not how to cook but I do not mind making you something-"Remembering how terrible Lucas was when he tried cooking for the first time days ago, just to impress Toby. It was horrible the entire kitchen was wet due to the smoke detectors assuming the apartment was on fire, the point is the food was burnt beyond repair. There was no way to save the pans and pots used in that monstrosity so everything was disregarded in the bin.The actual point is she did not take Noah's warning lightly... Shes nervous to stop him because this is not her place but she can not pretend to enjoy bad food to even save her life. With a hand she stopped him from getting up. No, there is no way she is ready to relive another nightmare."No. No. No. No. Stay. I mean don't. I can make something for us to eat. I can cook.".She got up and went to the kitchen. Gosh this man's bachelor lifestyle deprived him from owning the basic necessities. Gosh, this requires a miracle if there are to be results."Goodness. Your kitchen is lacking a lot of things. How the hell have you survived this long? You barely have the basic necessities.""I'm glad I found you then. At least now I can eat you and what you make.""Stop teasing. Get your butt here."She kept looking around and she found two carrots, two packs of ramen noodles and that is that."Yes? Is the butt cute?"She flushed not expecting that response, she steeled her expression by focusing on making food for her empty stomach."Stop teasing. Come peel the carrots and chop them up.... It looks like we will be using one pan."Real woman give up especially when it was evident the task is impossible. There is no way she can turn water into wine. She dropped the packet of ramen, the alpha wolf faced her and she laughed she's really giving up."Haha. This is not going to work out in fact it will drive me insane... So, let us go to my apartment it is way smaller than this but at least I have a fantastic, stocked kitchen."For the first time she felt free to be herself with some one in such a short period of time, coming to Noah's place proved to be a good choice..The alpha drove them to her place. Somehow he knew the directions to her flat. How he knew was beyond her, she did not ask questions she did not want to know the answer too..The two together were a killer team and with help from the goofy chef they made a delectable spread."There is no way you will finish that.""There is two seats on the table.""I will just have rice and fish.""Are you on some sort of diet? You made this gorgeous spread and you barely eating a third of it.""If you do not finish I will box it up and give it to Lucas he also barely remembers to eat. Although now he has his own hubby, that might not be pleased with my feeding his Lucas. So. What about you have the leftovers?"She has this compulsive urge to assure the alpha that she is currently fighting the bonds of their sorta relationship. She does not know why she needed to assure what her damned wolf considered 'hers' is taken care off."Alex. Look at me. What are your reservations really about?""Agh. Unlike you food goes to undesirable places like my ass, hips or stomach. That is why if you keep pushing me you will get me a full time membership card at the gym.""Hey, I love all of you and that will never change. So if a gym membership card makes you happy. Okay. Uh... Here. Now I would love to feed that ass.""You shameless, you know that?"Somehow she got immune to the dirty double meanings in his flirting."This counts as our first date right?""Yes. I cooked and you will wash the dishes so yes."."So. What do I get when I win the Moon competition for Engineering?"He asked drying the dishes, somehow the man washed dishes wrong and by wrong she means just washing the top and not the bottom because: "We one eat from the this side, who cares about the bottom?" Her eye did twitch after that question and she took the sponge and started washing dishes instead of fighting the impossible situation."Whatever your faculty decides to give you. Lucas got flowers, ribbons and I think there is a cash price (she shrugs) I don't know it think it is up to your faculty""I mean from you.""Oh. Uh. Nothing.""Promise to do me a favor - Uh. Trust me it is nothing like that, I would never degrade you like that.""Win first then we will talk.""Deal."...LEO'S P. O. V"Here I got you a new phone.""What? You didn't have to I could have gotten myself one.""You my man now and I want to take care of you. A new phone is not how far I am willing to go for you but it is what you currently need. (Forehead kiss) My number is already programmed on there.""Jay. This is too much.""I have the world waiting just say the word.""This is literally the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me. Thank you."A very emotional Leo threw himself of Jayden who caught him effortlessly. The hug he gave the guy was not for the phone but the meaning behind him buying a phone. His embrace also reminded him that he had to cancel his new phones shipping.***"How was class?""Strange. Noah made it here before you.""Aww. His a junior. Besides next year is officially my final year and I received a call recruiting me for an open position overseas."Hiding his deposition to something more supportive he forced his smile."Congratulations! We should celebrate. Uh, we will have all our friends there. Yeah it will be fun. ""Leo. What is wrong? You changed all of the sudden."Leo spotted Lucas and jogged toward his packs alpha, who is packing up to going pick up his fated."Lucas. Can I come along with you to fetch Toby?"Seeing the strain arched on his friends face he nodded handing him the car keys and the box."What did you do?""Nothing. Nothing. I am serious, I did nothing wrong here.""I believe you. Give him space. I want you two to workout, it is good knowing there is someone other than me, looking out for him.""Aye Lucas, thank you. Do not let him drink.""I make no promises.""Promises about what?"Leo asked handing him the keys and relaxed in the car wait for Lucas explanation."Did Toby tell you his dad is coming? Me too. Long story short his dad is the only person in the world that thinks Toby is straight and will find a good alpha woman, funny right? He figured since Toby is omega he will find a nice woman who is his fated to settle down with. During his visit I am not allowed to love him or be alone with him, literally one time he shoved me deep into the closet I contemplated my life for like half an hour.""Haha. Sounds like being in a relationship sucks.""No. I love Toby and he loves me. We will make it work, this trial is not different. He will tell his father when his ready and when he does I will be by his side. Now that is a relationship.""Yeah right. Your relationship is perfect, I get it. Focus on the road I do not want to die.""What are you thinking about Jeff?""Haha. Not funny then, not funny now.""Do you want to talk about it?""Not really... Jay got a job offer in abroad.""So you scared of losing him?""No. I want him to go. Look Lucas you won't get it, just drive please."JAYDEN'S P. O. VCompleting his stamps of acts of community service and processing all his documents he heard a knock on the door.His wolf counted the seconds to this moment. When that moment came he was still at a loss but he could not let Leo see how him leaving him affected him. His an alpha, alphas should barely be rattled by their emotions but this man got to him. His weak when it come to his fated mate.Two days have passed he pulled out his ear pieces. Opening the door, his wolf elated his Leo came back to him. He already had Leo this time he had to let him go. Now Leo has him all he had to wait for is his decision."Tomorrow night draws the end of the moon thing. Are you going to go support Toby?""Yes.""Are you mad at me?""Did you do anything wrong?""No. Eyy... Jay. I just was to spend time with you before you leave, please do not make this hard I am trying.""If that is so, you would already be in my room wearing your gorgeous birthday suit. Hands behind your back surely
ALEX'S P. O. VLeaving the bar and his friends was probably an overreaction on her part. Still the point is she left, she could not voice her displeasure so she ran like a coward. What is wrong with her? Lucas and Leo warned her about Noah's past. Apart from the woman he was with, what hurt the most was how much he still cared about them.As if her pain was not enough her mother sent her a message saying Parker wanted to speak to her. To apologize. To give them a chance. Never. No thank you. She would rather get shot five times and jump off a cliff into a pool of starving sharks.Sometimes good people are hurt by monsters and are shamed for being victims. That the norm, right? The world sucks. She sucks. Her entire life sucks. Crying sucks.She decided to do the one thing that she could think of to distract herself enough to ignore her demons. Whipping out bowels and ingredients. In the black of night Alex was cracking then whisking. Frustrated, hurt and tired.The doorbell brought he
ALEX'S P. O. V She honestly expected Noah to be disgusted by her. Figure it was not a story and walk out. Never speak to her again but what she did not expect him to do is pull her into his strong arms. He brushed her braids back and lulled her to sleep with the reassuring rumbles. That story was meant to kinda push him away or see if he would stay. He said nothing maybe there is no real reason to stay. Noah knew that was the tip of the iceberg. There was more, more that he should have run before his wolf imprints on her. Run before he catch feelings like a bug. Run before he is trapped in this complicated mess. Run. She needs him to run but right now all she could do now was wait for a response. *** Alex woke up still comfortable still in Noah's arms. She did not dare move in fact his breathing style told her, the alpha is awake. Dammit. Dammit. Dammit. Panic over rode her peace of mind after sleep. Trying to get up as quiet and slowly as possible. An arm pulled her down and her
JAYDEN'S P. O. VTalking to his best friend Leam about a new project they were delegated to complete before their internships beginning. The absolute last thing he expected from the day was the hand that swung at him. Fuck. Who the hell dared? Lucas? The hell! Facing the fuming alpha that looks to be seconds away from shifting in front of a human."What the fuck was that for?"Leam helped him get up and they faced the alpha, the human got in front of him to prevent future attacks. There is no way he can get his best friend involved in his world, he will just get hurt that way and if that happens his brother will never forgive him."This is the engineering faculty and you just assaulted the faculty head!"Still shocked. Jayden controlled his stance and acknowledged the fact he just got the punched shitless. Regardless of his anger and fury the secret of their native existence is far more important than the disarray here between them especially when there was a human literally between t
NOAH'S P. O. V"What gift should we get your bother?"Long story short Alex forced him to make a stop to purchase a gift for his brother. Okay that is putting it lightly, what she basically said was:"Get your brother a gift or else I return home, I refuse to go to a wedding empty handed it is bad manners even if I am just accompanying you.""Do not worry we truly not required to buy him anyth-"(Alex got out of the car) and this was before they got to the airport. Lucas, Toby and Jayden tagged along. Jayden was surely eating this drama up mostly because woman always submitted to him with no effort from his end and now there pouts an adorable female he really wanted in his life."What I mean is that we can just show up empty handed, my mother has already prepared our the gifts. Besides she (Noah's mother) just wants to see the reason I refuse to let her guilt me into seeing one of her friend's daughters."Either way Alex did not stop moving towards the mall, Lucas and Toby got out a
ALEX P.O.VDuring their drive to Noah's family house they argued... Noah rented a car that was so expensive for just two days. Toby tried to reassure her of Noah's status here but she did not want to hear anything. Eventually Noah turned back and she chose a nice but less expensive car for them to rent."See. This is comfortable.""Alex, Noah is like a king here... this small car-"She shot the tiny peep squeak an icing glare and he immediately changed his position. She refuse to hurt such a small creature but if it continued running its mouth all bets are off. her wolf snarled in a low deadly tone and the tiny man was then covered by her best friend."Lex your eyes...""Whats wrong with her eyes?"Shooting the tiny man one more glace she was distracted by what Noah considered funny. Her wolf looked ahead but she felt herself resting on her paws and watching 'The office.' She also found that to be funny and laughed eventually the episode ended and they got to talking. At first it was
NOAH'S P.O.V The woman that has always been on his radar have always been models tall, thin and blond or sometimes when he felt frisky brunets. It's not like he went out of his way to avoid woman who are slightly curvy, its more like there was just an unlimited warmth of options. How he stumbled upon his gorgeous fated is beyond him, she's not a model, she's average height, she has more grab than his average type and she smells like honey and coconut milk. Although he has never had sex with a woman this sallow friend in the past would call a '304 not worth his time.' Begrudgingly his interest at first was based on the worst intentions but he does not view Alex as an object nor a means to an end, his views changed the day he met his beautiful fated. The first time they met it was pure coincidence, the second brought intrigue and the third was destiny. Noah thanked fate when his fated left the bathroom in nothing but her towel. There is a study he read that said: 'if you wish something
ALEX'S P. O. V"Are you sure you are fine?"Noah continues to fuss over her as if shes some fragile omega, she is an omega but this man did not know that. Noah leaned in for a kiss but she held her hand to stop the kiss from connecting and he smiles up at him."Yesss. It does not hurt that bad anymore. Sorry for- you know for being rude earlier... You know the whole me being a raging bitch thing."She forgot she lied about the excruciating pain, she just wanted aspirin and coke without questions. Let's not forget the amount of time she spent panicking in the bathroom, she just realized how fertile she was and was stupid enough to not have protected sex. She mentally kicked herself taking doubled dosage of the suppressant pill and spent the rest of the morning packing before watching Tiktoks on the bed. The coke and aspirin in some cases can be used as an efficient morning after pill, drinking both wa
GAB'S P. O. V "Here." He directed Toby and his friend. "This is Alex. Alex this is Gabriella but everyone calls her Gab." She never wished to give Toby a bad name ever, even amongst his friends so she willed her life to behave. She politely smiled, shaking her delicate hand. It was clear as day this omega is super high on suppressants. How do they stand the scent? Why is she taking such large dosages of suppressants? Does she not have her alpha? There are cases she has witnessed where pimps would force their sex workers to drink the drug, to of course avoid pregnancies. She was not part of the crowd but her friend was. Eventually the scent blocker became something she avoided, that drug was a reminder of a life she was grateful she was saved from. She did not want to say anything or ask in case she does have a reason to hide her nature. Everyone has to have a reason to do anything, right. Like my reason to visit Zoe as her sister, a sister that trusted an entire pack to do what
LEO'S P.O.V Everything was going well until it did not and it did not the day Jayden bit him. They are still very much interested in each other, in all aspects of the word but they grow distant as if something crucial is missing. Leo feels wrong being with his mate and there are times when he has this terrible thought that tells him this emptiness is not worth it. That he must master up all his strength and run far, very far away so that this feelings can evaporate. He knows that his logic is nonsensical, they are fated mates now and they took a literal term to 'to death do them part'. That was his decision to commit which means there's no escape from all these feelings and that knowledge is enough to make him want to cry. There are days he wanted to leave his dammed beloved. Oh, goddess of fate forgiveness but it is nothing bad he just contemplated it. Okay, it does not help him if he keep contemplating his decisions. It does not help that he keeps overthinking his situation more
LEO'S P. O. V"Happy anniversary!"A very confused Jayden walked in, exchanged his shoes for indoor flats and stared dumbly at Leo. It was yet to ring a bell."It is our first f*ckerversary. We were not together so for the years this date passed, I just let it slide but now look. Cake!"He said with a smile wide, his focus evenly distributed between the man before him and the sweetness of the cake he baked. It is not the best looking cake ever and probably tastes like diabetes more than anything. His not sure if homemade cake should give you the heartburn his currently experiencing. Jayden wouldn't judge him harshly for the thought and effort his lover put on this, cake? Okay yes, he sucks at cooking but he really worked hard on making the white covered icing cake with a 'Happy F*ckerversary' elegantly written.*This is a special moment to him that called for a major celebration in his life and of course it did not go without warning from his fathers. It is not like his going throug
ALEX'S P.O.V Self-pity, embarrassment and shame override her entire being. What the fuck is wrong with her, with her dammed nature? How the fuck did she not know? How the fuck did she not sense it? Why did her body betray her this way? She literally took suppressants not so long ago, why is this happening now to her? She huffed hands clasping the sink and she prayed the Earth have pity on her and swallow her whole. It is her body, how could she not detect the changes. She has never willingly been intimate with someone before Noah. Perhaps that is why she naturally thought the increase in her sex drive was due to the raging endorphins spurring her hormones. Argh! Common, she should have known better. She should have been able to treat every changes in his own body as they come. For goodness sake she is the damned doctor with extraordinary capabilities and she couldn't get that right? How foolish she has been indulging her uncontrollable, insatiable, irresponsible parts of herself. S
ALEX'S P. O. V"Alex girl, what took you so long? Noah."She got out and hugged Lucas and Toby. Is she at peace with the relationship? No. But she's trying to be more open to this world and she's trying to be a better friend. Her action of getting out off the car sprung up a simple question she was not yet ready to get into, right now."Alex what is this?"Shit. She literary forgot she had the bag in her hand that Toby's wolf would recognize, if he ever used it. She faked a smile dropping the bag in the front seat, as the alphas took the bags. She looks down at the fairly frozen ice cream which she handed to Toby."I don't know if you like ice cream but I've eaten so much ice cream."Without answering she jumped in the car trying to come up with a story, it's unfortunate she knows that Toby is not one to easily drop things."Thank you. Do you have a spoon? Oh and you didn't answer my question."She handed him a disposal spoon. Her avoiding answering the questionis now raising attentio
ALEX'S P.O.V "Come child." Mrs Zheng directed them to a bench and she faced her with a frustratingly unreadable facial expression. She pulled out a small bag and placed it on her hand, she took it confused as to why she was handed her this. "This is green tea mixed with ancient herbs and this helps with scent and these are the ones you chew on when you get 'stressed'." She smiled at her with so much understanding that her brain failed to register what just happened. "Huh? Wait. These are..." "Suppressants. Don't worry Xing took Noah downstairs and I cleared the yard before you got here." Huh? What? What is going on right now? She's restless and a dark part of her circled contemplating. [Finally. Now we can come out to our mate-] [SHUT UP.] She jumped not expecting the new foreign dialogue, why is she helping her deceive her son? "Hun, your scent is faint but we picked it up... I am not sure if Noah knows but you must be keeping it a secret for a reason so I am handing you th
Two days Later... ALEX'S P.O.V They were all packed up and ready to leave his family home and head back to human civilization. She definitely enjoyed staying here for as long as she did, the only family shes had for a couple of years are just Lucas and Leo. Its beautiful to be a part of a functional family for as long as she did, the people are more respectful and her wolf did not help by considering this home. She looked up at the perfect view of the woods, pack schools, play grounds and the most beautiful sunset. . . . NOAH'S P.O.V "I will miss seeing the sunset. Your family is really nice and I will especially miss eating unlimited ice cream for free." They laughed and Noah brought her closer to his embrace, he rested his chin on top of her head. He loves this, they watched every sunset since they have been here. He is delighted she likes Blue, for some inexplicable reason he really wanted Axx to view it as home. He kissed his fated mates cheek and for a few moments just to
NOAH'S P. O. V Alex usually takes forever getting ready for anything so he used Logan's bathroom to shower and change for bed. He got downstairs to see his mother patiently waiting for him to walk to her. "Mom." "How is she?" His mother pulled a seat out for him and he took it releasing a burdened sigh. "Why can I feel her emotions as of they are my own?" "Because she's unaware that she's projecting. Son you have found you fated now, you have to take responsibility and be responsible." "Mom, in case you haven't noticed she tames my wolf before she even realized she did. I have developed feelings beyond our fated bond and I've never been so lost." "She's a troubled one indeed... This is your story son. I know that I've raised you right." "You know." His mother smiles and rests her hand on his. Perhaps Alex told his mom about her previous pack and as that thought popped up her face changed to that of pity. This is how she would look at him when he failed to get some answers rig
ALEX'S P. O. V Noah left. He is gone. Did she do something wrong? Why is she being emotional? They had unprotected sex once. Fuck. No. She cannot risk getting pregnant by having unprotected sex again. She explained the whole blood situation and he was really indifferent about the disgust she expected was replace by love as well as concern. Argh, why does this man love her? She should have probably kept the whole tidbit of information to herself, that would have brought her more time to think of solutions to her current problem at hand. Basically she hasn't been 'intimate' with anyone for like more than three years and when she was intimate, her hymen did not stretch. Since she was intimate with Noah her hymen must have stretched enough to break causing the embarrassing sight this morning. So technically the person that broke her hymen is the same person that just left her alone in a big ass room. That selfish jerk left her alone with her thoughts... What if they do not work out? Tha