ALEX'S P. O. V
She honestly expected Noah to be disgusted by her. Figure it was not a story and walk out. Never speak to her again but what she did not expect him to do is pull her into his strong arms. He brushed her braids back and lulled her to sleep with the reassuring rumbles. That story was meant to kinda push him away or see if he would stay. He said nothing maybe there is no real reason to stay.
Noah knew that was the tip of the iceberg. There was more, more that he should have run before his wolf imprints on her. Run before he catch feelings like a bug. Run before he is trapped in this complicated mess. Run. She needs him to run but right now all she could do now was wait for a response.
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Alex woke up still comfortable still in Noah's arms. She did not dare move in fact his breathing style told her, the alpha is awake.
Dammit. Dammit. Dammit. Panic over rode her peace of mind after sleep. Trying to get up as quiet and slowly as possible. An arm pulled her down and her eyes met his and for a moment they stared at each other intently.
"Morning."
"Sorry about last night, you can leave now. I will be fine."
She ducked her head and did her best not to move from his embrace, she also kept her eyes averted. It was easier is way, to not watch him walk out of her life.
"Alex you are mine. Do not ask me to let you go because I can't. You awoken my need to protect, provide and care for you. I do not know how nor do I care about the explanation. I only want you. Love, you do not have to be strong any more. From this day till the end you will lean on me and allow me to share in your problems."
Shit that was enough to let his walls crumble and tears escaped. She is tired of running, fighting, hurting, hating, she is tired being scared all the time. She wants him, to lean on him. How can she do that now she has been alone for far too long, she is kinda scared to dip her toe into a relationship. So far Noah's attention has been nothing but intriguing for her.
"There is a reason I haven't dated anyone since-"
"I don't just want you because of that, I mean I do I would definitely be lying if I said otherwise but there is more to you. More that brings me a great deal of happiness. I am giving you a choice and I will respect whatever decision you make."
"Let me make breakfast. How does muffins sound?"
After they had breakfast Noah left going to the gym and all she could do was replay the first night spent together.
Even out in public, all she could think about was the alpha. Every time she thought of a reason against being with him, memories in his arms as well as the feelings gave her a reason to hold on.
Noah understood her over compulsive ways and let her be without complaint. For example yesterday she was far gone in deep into her past. Noah got him out of the kitchen before she could comprehended her surroundings, he came to her rescue like her prince charming.
"Lex. Lex. Alex! Where are you?"
"Huh?"
"I bet it has to do with a certain someone."
"No."
"Usually when you thinking, you do not have a smile on your face."
"Did Noah finally ask you out?"
"Yes."
"And?"
"Nothing. I do not know what to do."
"You considering it."
"No. Maybe."
"When I had feelings for you, you never once considered being with me in that way. I say you should go for it give your feelings a chance to explore."
Being with him was not the issue, letting him go when the time comes might.
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NOAH'S P. O. V
"So, what happened yesterday between you and Alex?"
"Toby. I have to get to class."
"It is still early and your class starts at half past nine."
"If that is the case, let us go to the faculty of medicine. They going to ask for donations to support their class research but I think Alex will be selling something."
"Since when do you care?"
"Since I set my eyes on my Axx. Common. Hurry."
"Okay fine. Let me go, I can walk on my own. Does that mean... What extent are your feelings?"
"We are going to med faculty unprovoked, just to make sure shes okay. Take a wild guess Toby."
"No need to be snippy, we here. I will go give Lucas my water bottle it is very hot and I do not want him to get sun stroke."
Indeed Alex had already sold out two buckets and was now left with one bucket. He is proud to report she had less content inside, that's how good his fated mate is at baking.
His fated handed him a cupcake she made. He made his way to take out his wallet but Alex stopped him, her face trying to hide the shyness over riding the cuteness of her cheeks.
"No don't. I wanted to do something to show my appreciation for last night- this is the only thing I can think off right now. I saved this one for you, I hope you like mint chocolate chip. If not you can just take-"
This time Noah stopped his little mate's rambling by taking a bite of the delectable gift.
"This cupcake is delicious, thank you. I will come over later to take you for lunch."
It was not so a command but something he would do. He dropped money into the donation box, bringing his face so close to her. To the one looking in it probably looks like something more than the reality.
"This is for the donation, I came all this way to support you and your class"
He gently brushed the stray hair from her face back. He was amazed to see a small group of groupies squealing, taking pictures of the two. Alex took his hand dropping it from where it rested and he laughed because now it looks like she held his hand. Good these groupies sure made it easier for him to lay his claim in the Campus, as large as it was. Soon if it was to be fates will the whole world would know that Aex is his.
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LEO'S P.O.V
"You seem to be really close to Noah."
Leo wrote down the dates and Alex stacked the boxes in the storage room. 'Since they had less than four years left of medical school, familiarizing themselves with the stock is crucial' according to their professor who will never admit the fact he just wanted free labor. The equipment was a duo task, it would go on until everyone has done it and the rotation will start again once more. Today it was their turn to record.
"He won't leave me alone."
She shrugged, nonchalant. Hiding her adorable flush behind the box of gloves.
"Why are you blushing now? You went to lunch with him."
"As friends and I am not blushing."
"Okay-okay. Are you sure he sees it that way? Believe me you are not observant with blatant interest"
"I am fine Leo."
The door opened. Lucas stormed in with a grave expression on his face. Leo's phone bared and he visually relaxed.
"Leo. Where is your phone?"
"Here. Why?"
Leo handed Lucas his phone.
"I believe in someone so much, to do this."
"What are you talking about Lucas?"
Alex heard a buzz on her phone and her eyes widened. She turned around with a fake smile hiding her phone behind her back.
"You right I do want to talk about Noah and I. Let us go to my apartment because the story is long."
Alex tried to drag him but he would not budge until they told him what is going on. Was curiosity worth suspicion? No defiantly not.
They had to tell him what they were trying to keep from him. They knew once he makes decision it would take a guy flying a jet into the ocean to change his mind.
Surrendering they will, they handed him the phone and what he saw made him sick. Literally he ranched in the nearest trash can and a few minutes later he handed Lucas his phone.
"Please give it back to Jayden."
"Leo. Just give him a chance to explain?"
"Can you explain?"
"Well... No... But-"
Then there is nothing to explain.
"Thank you. Lex can I still take you up on that offer?"
He grabbed his bag and books, they were done anyways so it would not harm anyone if they left sooner than expected. What did they expect their group is one of competence and friendship and made such a boring task fun,efficient and most important easy.
"Sure man. Lucas?"
"I will come over later. I have a promise to up hold."
"Lucas?"
"Do not worry just take care of Leo."
Leo felt more pain than he expected, broken hearted the space in his heart that Jayden made his way in. That space was empty. Jayden cheated on him with a human, the one human he tried to keep him away from. He thought he was lacking because he is not an omega, but now he wants humans too.
He feels hollow. Convincing Alex to go to the bar for 'one' drink that turned into five, six, maybe seven with is secret stash of alcohol for shifters. Now he was in that perfect state where he felt nothing, where the memory was his happy place.
Delighted alcohol made his problems vanish. At some point the night crowd arrived and pushed a fussy Alex away. Leo did not notice he just found himself in someones arms. He wanted to go back to his friend but his legs refused to go the right direction.
"What..."
He slurred... Right there and then he was pushed on the wall as lips tried to meet his. Leo was rendered helpless because he could not do anything about this. The lips dropped to his neck, fuck there is no way he would ever be into this and he did make it his displeasure vocal but the person did not stop.
"No...Let me... No... Stop."
Suddenly his head was slammed onto the wall and darkness met him half way.
JAYDEN'S P. O. VTalking to his best friend Leam about a new project they were delegated to complete before their internships beginning. The absolute last thing he expected from the day was the hand that swung at him. Fuck. Who the hell dared? Lucas? The hell! Facing the fuming alpha that looks to be seconds away from shifting in front of a human."What the fuck was that for?"Leam helped him get up and they faced the alpha, the human got in front of him to prevent future attacks. There is no way he can get his best friend involved in his world, he will just get hurt that way and if that happens his brother will never forgive him."This is the engineering faculty and you just assaulted the faculty head!"Still shocked. Jayden controlled his stance and acknowledged the fact he just got the punched shitless. Regardless of his anger and fury the secret of their native existence is far more important than the disarray here between them especially when there was a human literally between t
NOAH'S P. O. V"What gift should we get your bother?"Long story short Alex forced him to make a stop to purchase a gift for his brother. Okay that is putting it lightly, what she basically said was:"Get your brother a gift or else I return home, I refuse to go to a wedding empty handed it is bad manners even if I am just accompanying you.""Do not worry we truly not required to buy him anyth-"(Alex got out of the car) and this was before they got to the airport. Lucas, Toby and Jayden tagged along. Jayden was surely eating this drama up mostly because woman always submitted to him with no effort from his end and now there pouts an adorable female he really wanted in his life."What I mean is that we can just show up empty handed, my mother has already prepared our the gifts. Besides she (Noah's mother) just wants to see the reason I refuse to let her guilt me into seeing one of her friend's daughters."Either way Alex did not stop moving towards the mall, Lucas and Toby got out a
ALEX P.O.VDuring their drive to Noah's family house they argued... Noah rented a car that was so expensive for just two days. Toby tried to reassure her of Noah's status here but she did not want to hear anything. Eventually Noah turned back and she chose a nice but less expensive car for them to rent."See. This is comfortable.""Alex, Noah is like a king here... this small car-"She shot the tiny peep squeak an icing glare and he immediately changed his position. She refuse to hurt such a small creature but if it continued running its mouth all bets are off. her wolf snarled in a low deadly tone and the tiny man was then covered by her best friend."Lex your eyes...""Whats wrong with her eyes?"Shooting the tiny man one more glace she was distracted by what Noah considered funny. Her wolf looked ahead but she felt herself resting on her paws and watching 'The office.' She also found that to be funny and laughed eventually the episode ended and they got to talking. At first it was
NOAH'S P.O.V The woman that has always been on his radar have always been models tall, thin and blond or sometimes when he felt frisky brunets. It's not like he went out of his way to avoid woman who are slightly curvy, its more like there was just an unlimited warmth of options. How he stumbled upon his gorgeous fated is beyond him, she's not a model, she's average height, she has more grab than his average type and she smells like honey and coconut milk. Although he has never had sex with a woman this sallow friend in the past would call a '304 not worth his time.' Begrudgingly his interest at first was based on the worst intentions but he does not view Alex as an object nor a means to an end, his views changed the day he met his beautiful fated. The first time they met it was pure coincidence, the second brought intrigue and the third was destiny. Noah thanked fate when his fated left the bathroom in nothing but her towel. There is a study he read that said: 'if you wish something
ALEX'S P. O. V"Are you sure you are fine?"Noah continues to fuss over her as if shes some fragile omega, she is an omega but this man did not know that. Noah leaned in for a kiss but she held her hand to stop the kiss from connecting and he smiles up at him."Yesss. It does not hurt that bad anymore. Sorry for- you know for being rude earlier... You know the whole me being a raging bitch thing."She forgot she lied about the excruciating pain, she just wanted aspirin and coke without questions. Let's not forget the amount of time she spent panicking in the bathroom, she just realized how fertile she was and was stupid enough to not have protected sex. She mentally kicked herself taking doubled dosage of the suppressant pill and spent the rest of the morning packing before watching Tiktoks on the bed. The coke and aspirin in some cases can be used as an efficient morning after pill, drinking both wa
ALEX'S P.O.V "Your parents are very nice." "Come here." Noah pulled her into his embrace, stroking his hair gently before planting a kiss on her forehead. "They are friendly. Warning my mother has a way of getting into someone's head. Stay with me for a while. She is a psychiatrist, a good one. I love her to bits but she is like an unrelenting dog when she sees someone she wants to fix, in a sense. I do not want her to scare you off so please, promise not to leave my side." Nodding. Not because She was terrified of opening up but because of the concern and love in his gaze. "Ready?" "No, but let us go downstairs." . Noah's family is significantly way more richer than she imagined, normal (far from dysfunctional), close and very lively. Now She gets why Noah is always happy or making stupid jokes, there is always someone that gets his way of thinking here and she laughed because they got each others jokes. Although he is future alpha he treated the help with respect. This famil
NOAH'S P. O. V He knew Axx might be nervous in fact he prays to the Goddess of fate to be listening... He did not want his family to screw up the absolute best thing to have ever bumped into him. Their relationship was new and the grounds it stood progressed into something mind braving. She trusts him. Which means his beautiful fated must feel the same way he feels. Yesterday in the throes of passion, he remembers so clearly how his fated bit him (like a love bite). A claim from her is at best marking her territory not to even mention the scratch marks that raked down my back... Of course her bite is not as life changing as his would. His relationship with his fated is getting to the point he wish it to reach and he just hopes his family does not screw that up for him but the fact his fated is still here confirms everything he feels about him. His leaving Axx side due to his father pure manipulation. How dare his father manipulate his beautiful, sweet, gullible fated mate? Maybe it
ALEX'S P. O. V Noah left. He is gone. Did she do something wrong? Why is she being emotional? They had unprotected sex once. Fuck. No. She cannot risk getting pregnant by having unprotected sex again. She explained the whole blood situation and he was really indifferent about the disgust she expected was replace by love as well as concern. Argh, why does this man love her? She should have probably kept the whole tidbit of information to herself, that would have brought her more time to think of solutions to her current problem at hand. Basically she hasn't been 'intimate' with anyone for like more than three years and when she was intimate, her hymen did not stretch. Since she was intimate with Noah her hymen must have stretched enough to break causing the embarrassing sight this morning. So technically the person that broke her hymen is the same person that just left her alone in a big ass room. That selfish jerk left her alone with her thoughts... What if they do not work out? Tha
GAB'S P. O. V "Here." He directed Toby and his friend. "This is Alex. Alex this is Gabriella but everyone calls her Gab." She never wished to give Toby a bad name ever, even amongst his friends so she willed her life to behave. She politely smiled, shaking her delicate hand. It was clear as day this omega is super high on suppressants. How do they stand the scent? Why is she taking such large dosages of suppressants? Does she not have her alpha? There are cases she has witnessed where pimps would force their sex workers to drink the drug, to of course avoid pregnancies. She was not part of the crowd but her friend was. Eventually the scent blocker became something she avoided, that drug was a reminder of a life she was grateful she was saved from. She did not want to say anything or ask in case she does have a reason to hide her nature. Everyone has to have a reason to do anything, right. Like my reason to visit Zoe as her sister, a sister that trusted an entire pack to do what
LEO'S P.O.V Everything was going well until it did not and it did not the day Jayden bit him. They are still very much interested in each other, in all aspects of the word but they grow distant as if something crucial is missing. Leo feels wrong being with his mate and there are times when he has this terrible thought that tells him this emptiness is not worth it. That he must master up all his strength and run far, very far away so that this feelings can evaporate. He knows that his logic is nonsensical, they are fated mates now and they took a literal term to 'to death do them part'. That was his decision to commit which means there's no escape from all these feelings and that knowledge is enough to make him want to cry. There are days he wanted to leave his dammed beloved. Oh, goddess of fate forgiveness but it is nothing bad he just contemplated it. Okay, it does not help him if he keep contemplating his decisions. It does not help that he keeps overthinking his situation more
LEO'S P. O. V"Happy anniversary!"A very confused Jayden walked in, exchanged his shoes for indoor flats and stared dumbly at Leo. It was yet to ring a bell."It is our first f*ckerversary. We were not together so for the years this date passed, I just let it slide but now look. Cake!"He said with a smile wide, his focus evenly distributed between the man before him and the sweetness of the cake he baked. It is not the best looking cake ever and probably tastes like diabetes more than anything. His not sure if homemade cake should give you the heartburn his currently experiencing. Jayden wouldn't judge him harshly for the thought and effort his lover put on this, cake? Okay yes, he sucks at cooking but he really worked hard on making the white covered icing cake with a 'Happy F*ckerversary' elegantly written.*This is a special moment to him that called for a major celebration in his life and of course it did not go without warning from his fathers. It is not like his going throug
ALEX'S P.O.V Self-pity, embarrassment and shame override her entire being. What the fuck is wrong with her, with her dammed nature? How the fuck did she not know? How the fuck did she not sense it? Why did her body betray her this way? She literally took suppressants not so long ago, why is this happening now to her? She huffed hands clasping the sink and she prayed the Earth have pity on her and swallow her whole. It is her body, how could she not detect the changes. She has never willingly been intimate with someone before Noah. Perhaps that is why she naturally thought the increase in her sex drive was due to the raging endorphins spurring her hormones. Argh! Common, she should have known better. She should have been able to treat every changes in his own body as they come. For goodness sake she is the damned doctor with extraordinary capabilities and she couldn't get that right? How foolish she has been indulging her uncontrollable, insatiable, irresponsible parts of herself. S
ALEX'S P. O. V"Alex girl, what took you so long? Noah."She got out and hugged Lucas and Toby. Is she at peace with the relationship? No. But she's trying to be more open to this world and she's trying to be a better friend. Her action of getting out off the car sprung up a simple question she was not yet ready to get into, right now."Alex what is this?"Shit. She literary forgot she had the bag in her hand that Toby's wolf would recognize, if he ever used it. She faked a smile dropping the bag in the front seat, as the alphas took the bags. She looks down at the fairly frozen ice cream which she handed to Toby."I don't know if you like ice cream but I've eaten so much ice cream."Without answering she jumped in the car trying to come up with a story, it's unfortunate she knows that Toby is not one to easily drop things."Thank you. Do you have a spoon? Oh and you didn't answer my question."She handed him a disposal spoon. Her avoiding answering the questionis now raising attentio
ALEX'S P.O.V "Come child." Mrs Zheng directed them to a bench and she faced her with a frustratingly unreadable facial expression. She pulled out a small bag and placed it on her hand, she took it confused as to why she was handed her this. "This is green tea mixed with ancient herbs and this helps with scent and these are the ones you chew on when you get 'stressed'." She smiled at her with so much understanding that her brain failed to register what just happened. "Huh? Wait. These are..." "Suppressants. Don't worry Xing took Noah downstairs and I cleared the yard before you got here." Huh? What? What is going on right now? She's restless and a dark part of her circled contemplating. [Finally. Now we can come out to our mate-] [SHUT UP.] She jumped not expecting the new foreign dialogue, why is she helping her deceive her son? "Hun, your scent is faint but we picked it up... I am not sure if Noah knows but you must be keeping it a secret for a reason so I am handing you th
Two days Later... ALEX'S P.O.V They were all packed up and ready to leave his family home and head back to human civilization. She definitely enjoyed staying here for as long as she did, the only family shes had for a couple of years are just Lucas and Leo. Its beautiful to be a part of a functional family for as long as she did, the people are more respectful and her wolf did not help by considering this home. She looked up at the perfect view of the woods, pack schools, play grounds and the most beautiful sunset. . . . NOAH'S P.O.V "I will miss seeing the sunset. Your family is really nice and I will especially miss eating unlimited ice cream for free." They laughed and Noah brought her closer to his embrace, he rested his chin on top of her head. He loves this, they watched every sunset since they have been here. He is delighted she likes Blue, for some inexplicable reason he really wanted Axx to view it as home. He kissed his fated mates cheek and for a few moments just to
NOAH'S P. O. V Alex usually takes forever getting ready for anything so he used Logan's bathroom to shower and change for bed. He got downstairs to see his mother patiently waiting for him to walk to her. "Mom." "How is she?" His mother pulled a seat out for him and he took it releasing a burdened sigh. "Why can I feel her emotions as of they are my own?" "Because she's unaware that she's projecting. Son you have found you fated now, you have to take responsibility and be responsible." "Mom, in case you haven't noticed she tames my wolf before she even realized she did. I have developed feelings beyond our fated bond and I've never been so lost." "She's a troubled one indeed... This is your story son. I know that I've raised you right." "You know." His mother smiles and rests her hand on his. Perhaps Alex told his mom about her previous pack and as that thought popped up her face changed to that of pity. This is how she would look at him when he failed to get some answers rig
ALEX'S P. O. V Noah left. He is gone. Did she do something wrong? Why is she being emotional? They had unprotected sex once. Fuck. No. She cannot risk getting pregnant by having unprotected sex again. She explained the whole blood situation and he was really indifferent about the disgust she expected was replace by love as well as concern. Argh, why does this man love her? She should have probably kept the whole tidbit of information to herself, that would have brought her more time to think of solutions to her current problem at hand. Basically she hasn't been 'intimate' with anyone for like more than three years and when she was intimate, her hymen did not stretch. Since she was intimate with Noah her hymen must have stretched enough to break causing the embarrassing sight this morning. So technically the person that broke her hymen is the same person that just left her alone in a big ass room. That selfish jerk left her alone with her thoughts... What if they do not work out? Tha