ALEX'S P. O. V
Noah left. He is gone. Did she do something wrong? Why is she being emotional? They had unprotected sex once. Fuck. No. She cannot risk getting pregnant by having unprotected sex again. She explained the whole blood situation and he was really indifferent about the disgust she expected was replace by love as well as concern. Argh, why does this man love her? She should have probably kept the whole tidbit of information to herself, that would have brought her more time to think of solutions to her current problem at hand.Basically she hasn't been 'intimate' with anyone for like more than three years and when she was intimate, her hymen did not stretch. Since she was intimate with Noah her hymen must have stretched enough to break causing the embarrassing sight this morning. So technically the person that broke her hymen is the same person that just left her alone in a big ass room. That selfish jerk left her alone with her thoughts...What if they do not work out? That the reason she can not afford to get pregnant... His gone. Maybe he will kick her out, worse break up with her. Wait, are they even dating? Yes. No. She is meeting his family but it doesn't mean they are together, right? Shit, does that mean he will want to meet hers? Dammit he left. He broke his promise. His gone. Shit he is still not back after her 'well thought' shower. Did she do something wrong? Is she being emotional about demanding that there be some rubber?
No. Stop overthinking Lex… There is one solution to this travesty that will save her face and allow Noah to return to his room without making anything awkward or make the other uneasy.Tonight perhaps she will just have to ask Perm for a different room because the condom thing is something he is defiantly not willing to compromise on. Her request was not bazaar, right? Condoms. Whatever they are in terms of relations, they might as well be safe right?
At this point she is pro condom because their relationships foundation is mainly built on uncertainty and lust, therefore its not a particularly strong foundation. Fuck. Condom. Shit. Besides she is an aspiring doctor and there are scary cases of unplanned pregnancies involving single parenting or abortions that shes not willing to take chances on.That is why she concluded unprotected sex without certainty would just be a painful Band-Aid to rip off eventually. Besides she does not want to raise a child before shes ready to raise one, her biggest fear is raising a child alone just like her mother did. Or have a man who who takes what he wants and leave her with all the responsibility just like her dad did.
Noah has an insatiable appetite and an annoyingly erotic foreplay… Why did she think that the small condoms medium sized condoms she bought will fit him, oh yeah… Because purchasing the set had been so embarrassing that she just took the first thing her read up on is important and ran out of the shop, hell shes not sure if she will ever return there ever again.Noah must think she's being an idiot, troublesome and he left which means he might leave her for this. Noah did initiate everything between them sexually and romantically. In the end control is in the alpha males hands and she panted exhausted, in his arms. Shit, shes in trouble of losing herself to this uncertain relationship.Surely the is guest room here is close by or must she awaken Perm to take her there? No that would be awkward and rude... but she offered... It would also be rude to invite yourself in another person's household… Okay fine she will just go downstairs and call her, yes that will work."Where are you going?""You can stay here. I was about to ask your mo-"Lips crashed against hers which momentarily stunning her. When her eyes closed she knew she was lost to the sensation and all her doubts mixed with fears vanished."Condoms. The ice cream is in the fridge."He broke the kiss just to hand him large box and he bought ice-cream? That is so sweet."Noah. I- you miss- understand the direction I was going. I-"His lips were hungry. Desperate fingers groping, searching, exploring. She knew now that there would not be a point of using logic. Right there and then, her fated Wrestled logic with lust. Especially the lust this man's touch induce tends to drive her in a sexual frenzy. Fuck it, she seethed her body building with a rush only her fated can satiate."Noah. Please. Now."Noah pressed his lips on her boobs biting, sucking and creating friction. He lowered her on to her back before...Fuck. Shit the combination of sensations and simulations Alex cried out her pleasure a tad bit too loud.She did not know how or what Noah expected and how to pleasure him but everything was so natural. He taught her what he likes and one of those things was having her, having his way and making sure that she hits the heights of ecstasy."Axx baby. Fuck."
The sounds of their love making, coupled with their moans made her push back following her mans tempo."Noah. I. Ah. Please. Yes."All hell broke loose when she bit down on his shoulder, like a mosquito only moving when she was satisfied. At the height of their orgasm Alex pressed her coppery lips on Noah's and their forehead rested on each other. They reached their release together and she laid there spent in Noah's arms.The mark she left was more of a love bite than a claim, no harm no foul. She rested content in his arms her fingers brushing hard abs. Before Noah, she feared sexual intercourse but now she hungered for it or is it just him?
..."I am sure about us. I tried not to love you, I failed. I do not want you to leave but by chance you do, I am just trying to cushion the blow in case of a fall out."Darkness...
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NOAH'S P. O. VShit she fell asleep after proclaiming her love for him. Great. His beautiful Axx did not consider his feelings and declaration of his love to be true. Damn, this is extremely confusing to him. How clear must a guy be? Did his family give reason for her doubt?.After showering, he shaves throwing the disposal razor away. Alex's toiletry bag was open he might as well use her face lotion. He loves her smooth face that is soft like marshmallows, her caramel skin drove him crazy. They do have different beauty standards here but in his eyes his fated mates darker skin, nontraditional weight and preferred status his mate is perfect in his eyes.he reached his hand in the bag for the clear oil when he saw a white box- 'Suppressants'? What is Alex doing with suppressants? Mostly omegas use these pills to control, prevent or stop their heats.They did have sex with no protection. His fated did not freak but she did demand condoms after… Could Alex be an omega? Is that why their wolves found each other? Pretending as if he had not seen the white box, he walked out the bathroom.
There is no point ruining what he has with the woman for stupid questions or take a risk to saying something that can trigger his beautiful fated. He will have wait for his fated to explain everything to him, whenever shes ready.In fact Noah might be jumping to the wrong conclusions if he were to be honest but until the truth comes out, he will be hopeful about his instincts. Fine mate. Axx does not want him to leave? He accepts her request as long as she is to not leave him too.
Besides he knows how to take full advantage of the stay. Slipping in the covers he saw the the woman before him whom he has been gifted. The woman now in his arms is so perfect, her bottom lip sticking out he loves the fact his baby fit so perfectly in his arms.
..."Noah."His brother Logan greets him by giving him a hug and slapping his back harder than he had to. The man joshed each other and laughed, clearly these were kids in briefs. Noah is truly happy to see his older brother for the first time in a while."Logan. This must be?""Ploy. Honey this is unfortunately my blood brother Noah... You have met my parents, good day mom and dad... And this must be the legendary 'friend' mom said you were bringing to the wedding.""Excuse his rudeness (he side hug Alex to ease her anxiety). This is Alex. My girlfriend and fated mate."His brother chocked on his drink and he laughed, at the expression judging his face in bewilderment. Alex stiffened expecting judgment he silently vowed to always protect her from."Your girlfriend? All this time I pitied the girl who would end up with you. My little sis (Logan pushed Noah away from his future sister in law opting to give Alex the same side hug) your luck sucks. Did my baby bro pay you? Blackmail? Trick? Either way if you need entail or dirt on him I am your man."Alex laughed and Noah growled his wolf angry another male dares touch what was his. Axx read the room and silently moved from his brothers side hug."Watch your proximity."He warned his brother who's attention was set on studying Noah. Axx moved to his side and bowed to his brother, he appreciated the fact she took time to learn the basic etiquettes to follow in their packland. He pulled her closer and she giggled but his sole intent was to move her from being close to his brother.There it is... There's no going back for him. His far fallen and will forever be in his fated mates back and call. Noah is now certain his lovely Axx is to be the second in the future of his pack. This woman is his and the furthest thing to a fling his never brought home.His brother lived to torment him like he did for Jay and the first time Logan brought his fiance to meet the family... Haha that was fun and definitely what family is for? His brother teased him that's fine but getting Alex to laugh at the nonsensical shit coming out of his mouth, now that's where Noah has to draw a line. After greetings, Noah dragged him to their father's office."You finally brought someone to meet the family... Leads me to think this is serious. How serious is this 'relationship?'""I got her to meet mom, dad, Ora and with great regret come to your wedding.""Oh my. Does she know you cold, cruel and a manipulative pain in the ass like dad?""Tell her and your dreams will perish like dust. Which brings me to why I brought you here. I don't like your hands on my fated, put your hand on her again and I will break both your hands… Deal"Noah threatened with a smirk..."You deranged ass… You wouldn't dare.""Test me on both accounts.""You wouldn't.""I can already picture it. Logan behind a desk 24/7. Running the show as I elope and move to South Africa with my fated mate (South Africa because dearest author resides there). The entire company and its brunches as we know it will be your responsibility. Everything will be on you, picture the endless meetings. I can see it, can you?"Noah raised his eyebrow examining his seriousness and when he did not back down the door opens and their father walks in with a large grin. Giving his brother an evil smirk he faced his father with a mischievous glint in case Logan calls him on his bluff."Father-""Fine -" -Logan"On both accounts? That or you will have nothing to use to write on boards.""What are you two slackers gossiping about like school girls?" -Xing"FINE." – LoganWow. That was faster than he thought but it did not stop his stretch."Father, as promised Logan is willing to do all major presentations for our company. Although with the company it's self I am still willing to help you and take over.""And the teacher over here agrees?""Y-Yes father. Noah over here came up with compelling points."Noah kept dodging the daggers his brothers kept shooting his direction."Perfect. I have a son getting married and will give me grand-babies. Another who dating a woman who might not be an omega but will take over the family business, every dads dream." - Xing"So Noah. Did you tell your girlfriend?" -Logan"Tell her what?""Father. Mother stepped down to be and spend more time with you because of your schedules, she basically sacrificed her career." -Logan"I have an idea for that down the road to make that a win, win situation. But for now I do not think she will go for it.""What won't I go for?"Silence fell when Alex slowly made her way to him and when she stood in front of him he pressed a kiss on her forehead. This woman is one to over analysis and come to a conclusions that would be judged by her firey mood."May you please excuse us."He pulled Alex away before his father 'helped him out' and spill the beans to his future mate. Once they were alone he held onto Alex's hand."I love you and one day I can't wait to walk down the aisle with you. We a committed bunch in this family, once our souls connect with someone it is forever."He laughed when Axx punched his chest immediately he took the opportunity and kissed her before she could complain."I thought I was something life changing serious. Let's go upstairs the bride is nervous. I read somewhere that the family's emotional support will help her ease her pre-wedding jitters.""It kinda is. Beginning of the next year my niece will be living with me to study at Moon.""Again that is not life changing serious, now hurry lets go upstairs."Poly and Axx must have clicked because she came downstairs to get him to come upstairs, the idea of family will put her at ease. His fated wants to do everything to ensure her anxiety regarding the Wedding is supported by positive energy."But I want you here. Underneath me. Writhing in pleasure."Another punch landed, this time it was harder..."I was barely able to get up this morning. Whatever you are planning to do...later. Only if you come upstairs though."Does not sound like a no. It looks like he is not the only one addicted. Noah was without a shadow of a doubt addicted, the fact that Alexs cries of pleasure are unrestricted during sex which made the mood more hot... Her plan of muffling her mouth to stop the sweet, sweet cries of pleasure did not sit well with him.He gets Alex is terrified of having sex under the same roof as his parents even though some of the room including his is sound proof. Gosh. Observing her change in behaviour after sex is one of the most beautiful things, he loves the fact she is more confident and more affectionate.
Literally during and after sex, Alex would give into him emotionally as well as physically. That gave his sneaky mind an idea, since he wanted Axx in his apartment after this wedding. The best way to convince him is by showing or giving him reasons to stay with him and being naked will give him an advantage in his pursuit.NOAH'S P. O. V Alex usually takes forever getting ready for anything so he used Logan's bathroom to shower and change for bed. He got downstairs to see his mother patiently waiting for him to walk to her. "Mom." "How is she?" His mother pulled a seat out for him and he took it releasing a burdened sigh. "Why can I feel her emotions as of they are my own?" "Because she's unaware that she's projecting. Son you have found you fated now, you have to take responsibility and be responsible." "Mom, in case you haven't noticed she tames my wolf before she even realized she did. I have developed feelings beyond our fated bond and I've never been so lost." "She's a troubled one indeed... This is your story son. I know that I've raised you right." "You know." His mother smiles and rests her hand on his. Perhaps Alex told his mom about her previous pack and as that thought popped up her face changed to that of pity. This is how she would look at him when he failed to get some answers rig
Two days Later... ALEX'S P.O.V They were all packed up and ready to leave his family home and head back to human civilization. She definitely enjoyed staying here for as long as she did, the only family shes had for a couple of years are just Lucas and Leo. Its beautiful to be a part of a functional family for as long as she did, the people are more respectful and her wolf did not help by considering this home. She looked up at the perfect view of the woods, pack schools, play grounds and the most beautiful sunset. . . . NOAH'S P.O.V "I will miss seeing the sunset. Your family is really nice and I will especially miss eating unlimited ice cream for free." They laughed and Noah brought her closer to his embrace, he rested his chin on top of her head. He loves this, they watched every sunset since they have been here. He is delighted she likes Blue, for some inexplicable reason he really wanted Axx to view it as home. He kissed his fated mates cheek and for a few moments just to
ALEX'S P.O.V "Come child." Mrs Zheng directed them to a bench and she faced her with a frustratingly unreadable facial expression. She pulled out a small bag and placed it on her hand, she took it confused as to why she was handed her this. "This is green tea mixed with ancient herbs and this helps with scent and these are the ones you chew on when you get 'stressed'." She smiled at her with so much understanding that her brain failed to register what just happened. "Huh? Wait. These are..." "Suppressants. Don't worry Xing took Noah downstairs and I cleared the yard before you got here." Huh? What? What is going on right now? She's restless and a dark part of her circled contemplating. [Finally. Now we can come out to our mate-] [SHUT UP.] She jumped not expecting the new foreign dialogue, why is she helping her deceive her son? "Hun, your scent is faint but we picked it up... I am not sure if Noah knows but you must be keeping it a secret for a reason so I am handing you th
ALEX'S P. O. V"Alex girl, what took you so long? Noah."She got out and hugged Lucas and Toby. Is she at peace with the relationship? No. But she's trying to be more open to this world and she's trying to be a better friend. Her action of getting out off the car sprung up a simple question she was not yet ready to get into, right now."Alex what is this?"Shit. She literary forgot she had the bag in her hand that Toby's wolf would recognize, if he ever used it. She faked a smile dropping the bag in the front seat, as the alphas took the bags. She looks down at the fairly frozen ice cream which she handed to Toby."I don't know if you like ice cream but I've eaten so much ice cream."Without answering she jumped in the car trying to come up with a story, it's unfortunate she knows that Toby is not one to easily drop things."Thank you. Do you have a spoon? Oh and you didn't answer my question."She handed him a disposal spoon. Her avoiding answering the questionis now raising attentio
ALEX'S P.O.V Self-pity, embarrassment and shame override her entire being. What the fuck is wrong with her, with her dammed nature? How the fuck did she not know? How the fuck did she not sense it? Why did her body betray her this way? She literally took suppressants not so long ago, why is this happening now to her? She huffed hands clasping the sink and she prayed the Earth have pity on her and swallow her whole. It is her body, how could she not detect the changes. She has never willingly been intimate with someone before Noah. Perhaps that is why she naturally thought the increase in her sex drive was due to the raging endorphins spurring her hormones. Argh! Common, she should have known better. She should have been able to treat every changes in his own body as they come. For goodness sake she is the damned doctor with extraordinary capabilities and she couldn't get that right? How foolish she has been indulging her uncontrollable, insatiable, irresponsible parts of herself. S
LEO'S P. O. V"Happy anniversary!"A very confused Jayden walked in, exchanged his shoes for indoor flats and stared dumbly at Leo. It was yet to ring a bell."It is our first f*ckerversary. We were not together so for the years this date passed, I just let it slide but now look. Cake!"He said with a smile wide, his focus evenly distributed between the man before him and the sweetness of the cake he baked. It is not the best looking cake ever and probably tastes like diabetes more than anything. His not sure if homemade cake should give you the heartburn his currently experiencing. Jayden wouldn't judge him harshly for the thought and effort his lover put on this, cake? Okay yes, he sucks at cooking but he really worked hard on making the white covered icing cake with a 'Happy F*ckerversary' elegantly written.*This is a special moment to him that called for a major celebration in his life and of course it did not go without warning from his fathers. It is not like his going throug
LEO'S P.O.V Everything was going well until it did not and it did not the day Jayden bit him. They are still very much interested in each other, in all aspects of the word but they grow distant as if something crucial is missing. Leo feels wrong being with his mate and there are times when he has this terrible thought that tells him this emptiness is not worth it. That he must master up all his strength and run far, very far away so that this feelings can evaporate. He knows that his logic is nonsensical, they are fated mates now and they took a literal term to 'to death do them part'. That was his decision to commit which means there's no escape from all these feelings and that knowledge is enough to make him want to cry. There are days he wanted to leave his dammed beloved. Oh, goddess of fate forgiveness but it is nothing bad he just contemplated it. Okay, it does not help him if he keep contemplating his decisions. It does not help that he keeps overthinking his situation more
GAB'S P. O. V "Here." He directed Toby and his friend. "This is Alex. Alex this is Gabriella but everyone calls her Gab." She never wished to give Toby a bad name ever, even amongst his friends so she willed her life to behave. She politely smiled, shaking her delicate hand. It was clear as day this omega is super high on suppressants. How do they stand the scent? Why is she taking such large dosages of suppressants? Does she not have her alpha? There are cases she has witnessed where pimps would force their sex workers to drink the drug, to of course avoid pregnancies. She was not part of the crowd but her friend was. Eventually the scent blocker became something she avoided, that drug was a reminder of a life she was grateful she was saved from. She did not want to say anything or ask in case she does have a reason to hide her nature. Everyone has to have a reason to do anything, right. Like my reason to visit Zoe as her sister, a sister that trusted an entire pack to do what
GAB'S P. O. V "Here." He directed Toby and his friend. "This is Alex. Alex this is Gabriella but everyone calls her Gab." She never wished to give Toby a bad name ever, even amongst his friends so she willed her life to behave. She politely smiled, shaking her delicate hand. It was clear as day this omega is super high on suppressants. How do they stand the scent? Why is she taking such large dosages of suppressants? Does she not have her alpha? There are cases she has witnessed where pimps would force their sex workers to drink the drug, to of course avoid pregnancies. She was not part of the crowd but her friend was. Eventually the scent blocker became something she avoided, that drug was a reminder of a life she was grateful she was saved from. She did not want to say anything or ask in case she does have a reason to hide her nature. Everyone has to have a reason to do anything, right. Like my reason to visit Zoe as her sister, a sister that trusted an entire pack to do what
LEO'S P.O.V Everything was going well until it did not and it did not the day Jayden bit him. They are still very much interested in each other, in all aspects of the word but they grow distant as if something crucial is missing. Leo feels wrong being with his mate and there are times when he has this terrible thought that tells him this emptiness is not worth it. That he must master up all his strength and run far, very far away so that this feelings can evaporate. He knows that his logic is nonsensical, they are fated mates now and they took a literal term to 'to death do them part'. That was his decision to commit which means there's no escape from all these feelings and that knowledge is enough to make him want to cry. There are days he wanted to leave his dammed beloved. Oh, goddess of fate forgiveness but it is nothing bad he just contemplated it. Okay, it does not help him if he keep contemplating his decisions. It does not help that he keeps overthinking his situation more
LEO'S P. O. V"Happy anniversary!"A very confused Jayden walked in, exchanged his shoes for indoor flats and stared dumbly at Leo. It was yet to ring a bell."It is our first f*ckerversary. We were not together so for the years this date passed, I just let it slide but now look. Cake!"He said with a smile wide, his focus evenly distributed between the man before him and the sweetness of the cake he baked. It is not the best looking cake ever and probably tastes like diabetes more than anything. His not sure if homemade cake should give you the heartburn his currently experiencing. Jayden wouldn't judge him harshly for the thought and effort his lover put on this, cake? Okay yes, he sucks at cooking but he really worked hard on making the white covered icing cake with a 'Happy F*ckerversary' elegantly written.*This is a special moment to him that called for a major celebration in his life and of course it did not go without warning from his fathers. It is not like his going throug
ALEX'S P.O.V Self-pity, embarrassment and shame override her entire being. What the fuck is wrong with her, with her dammed nature? How the fuck did she not know? How the fuck did she not sense it? Why did her body betray her this way? She literally took suppressants not so long ago, why is this happening now to her? She huffed hands clasping the sink and she prayed the Earth have pity on her and swallow her whole. It is her body, how could she not detect the changes. She has never willingly been intimate with someone before Noah. Perhaps that is why she naturally thought the increase in her sex drive was due to the raging endorphins spurring her hormones. Argh! Common, she should have known better. She should have been able to treat every changes in his own body as they come. For goodness sake she is the damned doctor with extraordinary capabilities and she couldn't get that right? How foolish she has been indulging her uncontrollable, insatiable, irresponsible parts of herself. S
ALEX'S P. O. V"Alex girl, what took you so long? Noah."She got out and hugged Lucas and Toby. Is she at peace with the relationship? No. But she's trying to be more open to this world and she's trying to be a better friend. Her action of getting out off the car sprung up a simple question she was not yet ready to get into, right now."Alex what is this?"Shit. She literary forgot she had the bag in her hand that Toby's wolf would recognize, if he ever used it. She faked a smile dropping the bag in the front seat, as the alphas took the bags. She looks down at the fairly frozen ice cream which she handed to Toby."I don't know if you like ice cream but I've eaten so much ice cream."Without answering she jumped in the car trying to come up with a story, it's unfortunate she knows that Toby is not one to easily drop things."Thank you. Do you have a spoon? Oh and you didn't answer my question."She handed him a disposal spoon. Her avoiding answering the questionis now raising attentio
ALEX'S P.O.V "Come child." Mrs Zheng directed them to a bench and she faced her with a frustratingly unreadable facial expression. She pulled out a small bag and placed it on her hand, she took it confused as to why she was handed her this. "This is green tea mixed with ancient herbs and this helps with scent and these are the ones you chew on when you get 'stressed'." She smiled at her with so much understanding that her brain failed to register what just happened. "Huh? Wait. These are..." "Suppressants. Don't worry Xing took Noah downstairs and I cleared the yard before you got here." Huh? What? What is going on right now? She's restless and a dark part of her circled contemplating. [Finally. Now we can come out to our mate-] [SHUT UP.] She jumped not expecting the new foreign dialogue, why is she helping her deceive her son? "Hun, your scent is faint but we picked it up... I am not sure if Noah knows but you must be keeping it a secret for a reason so I am handing you th
Two days Later... ALEX'S P.O.V They were all packed up and ready to leave his family home and head back to human civilization. She definitely enjoyed staying here for as long as she did, the only family shes had for a couple of years are just Lucas and Leo. Its beautiful to be a part of a functional family for as long as she did, the people are more respectful and her wolf did not help by considering this home. She looked up at the perfect view of the woods, pack schools, play grounds and the most beautiful sunset. . . . NOAH'S P.O.V "I will miss seeing the sunset. Your family is really nice and I will especially miss eating unlimited ice cream for free." They laughed and Noah brought her closer to his embrace, he rested his chin on top of her head. He loves this, they watched every sunset since they have been here. He is delighted she likes Blue, for some inexplicable reason he really wanted Axx to view it as home. He kissed his fated mates cheek and for a few moments just to
NOAH'S P. O. V Alex usually takes forever getting ready for anything so he used Logan's bathroom to shower and change for bed. He got downstairs to see his mother patiently waiting for him to walk to her. "Mom." "How is she?" His mother pulled a seat out for him and he took it releasing a burdened sigh. "Why can I feel her emotions as of they are my own?" "Because she's unaware that she's projecting. Son you have found you fated now, you have to take responsibility and be responsible." "Mom, in case you haven't noticed she tames my wolf before she even realized she did. I have developed feelings beyond our fated bond and I've never been so lost." "She's a troubled one indeed... This is your story son. I know that I've raised you right." "You know." His mother smiles and rests her hand on his. Perhaps Alex told his mom about her previous pack and as that thought popped up her face changed to that of pity. This is how she would look at him when he failed to get some answers rig
ALEX'S P. O. V Noah left. He is gone. Did she do something wrong? Why is she being emotional? They had unprotected sex once. Fuck. No. She cannot risk getting pregnant by having unprotected sex again. She explained the whole blood situation and he was really indifferent about the disgust she expected was replace by love as well as concern. Argh, why does this man love her? She should have probably kept the whole tidbit of information to herself, that would have brought her more time to think of solutions to her current problem at hand. Basically she hasn't been 'intimate' with anyone for like more than three years and when she was intimate, her hymen did not stretch. Since she was intimate with Noah her hymen must have stretched enough to break causing the embarrassing sight this morning. So technically the person that broke her hymen is the same person that just left her alone in a big ass room. That selfish jerk left her alone with her thoughts... What if they do not work out? Tha