ALEX'S P. O. V
"Alex girl, what took you so long? Noah."
She got out and hugged Lucas and Toby. Is she at peace with the relationship? No. But she's trying to be more open to this world and she's trying to be a better friend. Her action of getting out off the car sprung up a simple question she was not yet ready to get into, right now.
"Alex what is this?"
Shit. She literary forgot she had the bag in her hand that Toby's wolf would recognize, if he ever used it. She faked a smile dropping the bag in the front seat, as the alphas took the bags. She looks down at the fairly frozen ice cream which she handed to Toby.
"I don't know if you like ice cream but I've eaten so much ice cream."
Without answering she jumped in the car trying to come up with a story, it's unfortunate she knows that Toby is not one to easily drop things.
"Thank you. Do you have a spoon? Oh and you didn't answer my question."
She handed him a disposal spoon. Her avoiding answering the questionis now raising attention inside the car. She forced a smile pointing at the bag...
"Oh, this? Yeah. It's green tea..."
Oh no. This little secret has the ability to change everything in her life and she's not ready yet, for whatever change. She's not ready for the truth. She's not ready to leave Noah, she just found him.
Although she is completely grateful for Mrs Zheng's help and confidentiality, suppressants in this economy are mighty expensive. She cannot afford to buy the drugs and keep a roof over her head at the same time.
*****Back story? Okay... She received a message yesterday from her manipulative mother. Shes getting her mate to cut her off until the day she comes 'home' to visit. Her family wants her to agree to face Parker, her living trauma induced nightmare. Hell no. The way she sees it, she has two options. The first being, visiting the house that packed his life with luggage (traumas). Or the second option, get a job. (Pretends to think) JOB!!! Definitely getting a job. The point she was definitely is running out of suppressants and these would help since she knew her heat was pending.
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"What does she mean by that?"
Toby asks Lucas and she pulls the bag from his line of vision, she's definitely lying but what choice does she have?
"Mrs Zheng got me this green tea which has healing properties that including pain and anxiety, it was made by the packs homeopaths. Y-you know how s-stressful school can be. Noah you should drive, focus on the road. Agh I am just stressed, I literally have a lot to do before this New Year starts."
Noah gace her a side eye but ultimately said nothing, Lucas thankfully stopped the little man working on her nevers from asking further questions.
Of course, she has strong feelings towards Noah but this is not about Noah so there is no need to involve him. Suppressants is the only thing that ensures she can breathe and live free in her nature, the natural herbs gives her security.
This makes her feel secure in her own body, alpha pheromones cannot affect her as much as it would an omega when she's on drugs. With omegas, when alphas release pheromones or when in heat their thoughts were the furthest thing from clear. Suppression's makes her clear headed, she knows she is with Noah because she fell for him and not her biological nature.
It is silent. Silence. Eventually a conversation on whatever arose started but she was deep in her thoughts she did not care. They stopped at a hotel for the day after driving this time more than four hours. It was now dark and they probably have nine hours to rest before their flight tomorrow.
They got inside the beautiful luxurious room that they are going to share. She ran to the bathroom showered and came out to a brooding man sitting on the couch. She handed him a towel, he took it and made his way to the bathroom. A few minutes later he came out hair dripping, broad chest with beads of water and those eyes that stared at her as if she was his everything.
"Axx are you keeping something from me?"
Mind still focused on the hot body, perfect hair, lips, eye shape and the happiness under that towel... She shakes her head and focus on listening to her fated. She understands her mans love language is communication amongst other things but she's not ready, yet.
"Yes. A lot. But I do not want to get into it. Noah. I l-love you and I have never said that to anyone before nor have I even put it to thought, that was before you. I tried not to admit that to myself, but I do love you. Noah, please for now please trust my words- my heart. There are without a doubt many stories of my life that are just on me and has nothing to do with how I feel about you."
"I know. I just wanted to say. Uhm. Whenever you ready I will be here. I here to lend you a thousand ears and shirts."
"You my fated, you stuck with listening to my burdens for as long as we are together."
She playfully punched Noah's shoulder and hugged him to relieve his defense. Both just laughing, at last things are going back to the way they were before. Even at the mist of the anger and uncertainty she feels happy the spark is lit brighter, shinning on their connection that grew each day they spent in each other's company.
"Well then this is a nice bed... It would look better with you in it."
Noah started towards her and began slowly kissing and nibbling on her sensitive spots on her neck and behind her ear that makes her shudder in pure pleasure.
"Ah. Noah. Please."
"My turn. I believe in us and our love. That is why I got you... This. It is not a gift but-"
"Wow. You found it! Thank you! I get the gesture, thank you so much. I thought I lost this."
The art book she had when she first met Lucas and Leo. The art book she used to capture her fated mate the first time in the mist of her annoyance. Emotions weld up and she attacked Noah with pecks until she caught his lips.
She sucked on Noah's neck until there was a visible mark amongst the fading marks, marking what is hers. She became more confident brushing Noah's muscles. Shit this man is truly art, his perfect. His handsome, aura screams masculinity, his sweet and supportive.
It does not help that she fell in love with this hard, warm body before her. How could she have ever denied her love for him? Being with this man honestly feels like it is too good to be true. Was fate this generous to everyone?
She has no idea where she was going with this but her fated patiently waited for her to show him what he wanted. Dammit. This one alpha man is not just sexy, his also considerate. She grabs a hand full of condoms, the heights of pleasure not overridden by his need for protection.
She refuses to allow one night of fun alter her future even though they might be dating now, it is still not worth the risk. Her biggest fear is that she will end up alone children who won't deserve the aftermath of one night, neither does she. She cannot leave her entire future to chance, doing that is simply not responsible.
Still inexperienced, she did fumble until she finally undid her alphas pants and rolled them down. When her face to face rose she saw a massive tent, that made her second guess her entire plan.
Noah's entire body is even toned, his the right amount of hairy and gorgeous geek Godd a sculptured body to boot. It does not matter what she does, every time she touched the man or kissed in anywhere he groaned.
Fascinating, Noah is as affected by her touch as she was with the gorgeous vision. A hand set to slowly direct her slide the rubber down, she is grateful he paying enough to allow her to do whatever. She's probably doing fumbling this much because she's nervous and that nervousness is giving birth to anxiety.
Noah finally takes control, she has been wondering how long the damn alpha to figure out she has no idea what she has to do.
"You did great."
Yes! Those simple words of affirmation made her more confident, she got ontop of him making sure to balance on her knees. Noah scoots back so that her vagina that leaks with her arousal can meet his hardend manhood. She kissed him and left the rest to her lust and their hungry bodies.
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NOAH'S P. O. V
His still lays on top of him, content. That is when that scent kissed his nose again almost driving him feral and wanting more than the many hours they've been at it. This is the same scent that drove him crazy and vigorously claim his fated.
Oh shit. This is the reason she insists on condoms, why she freaked when they had sex without one... Delicious (the scent).
His little mate is an omega. Fuck. Her scent slightly changed but it felt like a massive change on his side because of his starving wolf. His wolf celebrated that fate blessed him with an omega after all, he planted a kiss on her forehead bringing her soft body closer.
Something is happening and he is now certain about was her instincts. When his beautiful omega is at the heights of passion she release pheromones like crazy. The scent of sex and omega lingered. Fuck it's addictive. His luck. His mate who was warm seconds ago is now getting hot, her temperature is rising and that made him panic just a little. Could it be her heat? It can't be, if it was to be her heat his body would not be concerned but hungry for his addictive fated mates body.
"Axx."
"Mmmm?"
She mumbled, she's definitely exhausted. He doesn't want to alarm her unnecessarily, its still five and he wants his lovely to rest.
"Are you fine?"
"Mhmm. Can we wait a while before we leave?"
Hell no. Not with that floral scent.
"Lovely. I do not know another way to ask this, so I am going to be direct... Are you an omega?"
A war battled in her mind and she immediately shot up awakened by his words. Anxiety. Her worry made him anxious to sooth it and assure her its fine.
"Honey, its fine. Just wrap your arms around me. I want you close, or at least under me writhing in pleasure."
Clearly not reassured she shot up off the bed and ran to the bathroom, locking the door.
"Babe. I swear it is normal, Toby use to have his scent around me all the time. I just li-"
Shittt. The door immediately opened.
ALEX'S P.O.V Self-pity, embarrassment and shame override her entire being. What the fuck is wrong with her, with her dammed nature? How the fuck did she not know? How the fuck did she not sense it? Why did her body betray her this way? She literally took suppressants not so long ago, why is this happening now to her? She huffed hands clasping the sink and she prayed the Earth have pity on her and swallow her whole. It is her body, how could she not detect the changes. She has never willingly been intimate with someone before Noah. Perhaps that is why she naturally thought the increase in her sex drive was due to the raging endorphins spurring her hormones. Argh! Common, she should have known better. She should have been able to treat every changes in his own body as they come. For goodness sake she is the damned doctor with extraordinary capabilities and she couldn't get that right? How foolish she has been indulging her uncontrollable, insatiable, irresponsible parts of herself. S
LEO'S P. O. V"Happy anniversary!"A very confused Jayden walked in, exchanged his shoes for indoor flats and stared dumbly at Leo. It was yet to ring a bell."It is our first f*ckerversary. We were not together so for the years this date passed, I just let it slide but now look. Cake!"He said with a smile wide, his focus evenly distributed between the man before him and the sweetness of the cake he baked. It is not the best looking cake ever and probably tastes like diabetes more than anything. His not sure if homemade cake should give you the heartburn his currently experiencing. Jayden wouldn't judge him harshly for the thought and effort his lover put on this, cake? Okay yes, he sucks at cooking but he really worked hard on making the white covered icing cake with a 'Happy F*ckerversary' elegantly written.*This is a special moment to him that called for a major celebration in his life and of course it did not go without warning from his fathers. It is not like his going throug
LEO'S P.O.V Everything was going well until it did not and it did not the day Jayden bit him. They are still very much interested in each other, in all aspects of the word but they grow distant as if something crucial is missing. Leo feels wrong being with his mate and there are times when he has this terrible thought that tells him this emptiness is not worth it. That he must master up all his strength and run far, very far away so that this feelings can evaporate. He knows that his logic is nonsensical, they are fated mates now and they took a literal term to 'to death do them part'. That was his decision to commit which means there's no escape from all these feelings and that knowledge is enough to make him want to cry. There are days he wanted to leave his dammed beloved. Oh, goddess of fate forgiveness but it is nothing bad he just contemplated it. Okay, it does not help him if he keep contemplating his decisions. It does not help that he keeps overthinking his situation more
GAB'S P. O. V "Here." He directed Toby and his friend. "This is Alex. Alex this is Gabriella but everyone calls her Gab." She never wished to give Toby a bad name ever, even amongst his friends so she willed her life to behave. She politely smiled, shaking her delicate hand. It was clear as day this omega is super high on suppressants. How do they stand the scent? Why is she taking such large dosages of suppressants? Does she not have her alpha? There are cases she has witnessed where pimps would force their sex workers to drink the drug, to of course avoid pregnancies. She was not part of the crowd but her friend was. Eventually the scent blocker became something she avoided, that drug was a reminder of a life she was grateful she was saved from. She did not want to say anything or ask in case she does have a reason to hide her nature. Everyone has to have a reason to do anything, right. Like my reason to visit Zoe as her sister, a sister that trusted an entire pack to do what
ALEXANDRIA'S P.O.VTwo Years BackAfter a few months Alex's mother got news of an incident, which occurred at her absence. Her attitude toward her dreams to peruse changed, instead of her steadfast parenting she was super supportive or maybe just overridden by guilt. Again life gave her a rude awakening, after her last conversation with God in the temple she decided it was time she actually grew up.Her mother she spend months contemplating whether to forgive or not felt so guilty, it is cute she got her application forms to the local university Callisto Art's program. Unfortunately at that time she blamed her cruelness as well as selfishness to not do the basic requirement of a mother. She's always been reckless as a child she had to survive with her mother for weeks without food and electricity, she was forced to face the negligence depression of life.Without her mother knowing she applied at Moon University. She is running away far from the disappointment and a family she never wa
Three years later... NOAH P. O. V "Nah. Toby. Your obsession is driving me insane." He said rounding the University dramatically for the tenth time to day... Ugh, imagine the exhaustion they suffered after hours day of walking around the university. In reality this is to be the second time moving to third round around the university just for an off chance they spot a guy. His best friend Toby has been obsessed with a guy who was their senior in their previous highschool and is said to have come to this particular university. "Thank you for coming to Moon University with me. I know you could have gone anywhere. Thank you for being a good friend, you even follow me through my walk to my destiny." "Yeah. Yeah. Yeah Toby, I came for the front seat to watch your drama besides you my friend are our packs gullible omega whom I can stand. As future Duecalion (alpha of alphas) as well as your friend I cannot let you wonder this world alone. Especially if you have a chance of finding your f
ALEX'S P. O. VOrganising the clearly different posters, she is troubled by this world everything is just do normal to them. It is as if everyone is content with living against the laws of nature, perhaps she's being dramatic. Their Fate seems to be happy with with all the sexual immortalities but she has more than the confusion that infested this world in to accepting every type of sin as a reality.No she's more troubled by the alpha she bumped into today. Goodness gracious, his scent was as clear as day. Father. It was overwhelming, dominant and constricting. He was terrifying, she marked each paper before placing it inside the box. She thanked God's control over destiny that she was able escape before he noticed, nothing. There nothing to chase. She is nothing. Nothing can make that alpha curious enough to be in pursuit."Come on Alex you have been at this for two days now. It looks fine, besides it is the same thing. All you were asked to do was take all the posters from the offi
NOAH'S P. O. V What are the odds of lighting striking the same place twice? Astronomical. Impossible. This is a rare fascinating occurrence. Okay, change in events this rare occurrence had to be focused, studied and explained. What was it about this beauty before him, still in his arms that drives him to-? Why is his wolf's tail wagging? His a wolf. What is it about this wolf that compels him to want to know everything about her? How is he so intrigued? The mystery of it all. Seriously what were the odds his fascination would be peaked for the second time? What is it about this woman that make him want to protect, provide and spend many nights having her in his arms? There has to be an answer to this intriguing mystery. The woman pushed up and he returned on the bike not at all facing him. Did she feel what he felt? Stalking the gorgeous queen like a hunter. The silence in his steps are brief as to not spook his beautiful prey. Their eyes met once more in the dark light and he real
GAB'S P. O. V "Here." He directed Toby and his friend. "This is Alex. Alex this is Gabriella but everyone calls her Gab." She never wished to give Toby a bad name ever, even amongst his friends so she willed her life to behave. She politely smiled, shaking her delicate hand. It was clear as day this omega is super high on suppressants. How do they stand the scent? Why is she taking such large dosages of suppressants? Does she not have her alpha? There are cases she has witnessed where pimps would force their sex workers to drink the drug, to of course avoid pregnancies. She was not part of the crowd but her friend was. Eventually the scent blocker became something she avoided, that drug was a reminder of a life she was grateful she was saved from. She did not want to say anything or ask in case she does have a reason to hide her nature. Everyone has to have a reason to do anything, right. Like my reason to visit Zoe as her sister, a sister that trusted an entire pack to do what
LEO'S P.O.V Everything was going well until it did not and it did not the day Jayden bit him. They are still very much interested in each other, in all aspects of the word but they grow distant as if something crucial is missing. Leo feels wrong being with his mate and there are times when he has this terrible thought that tells him this emptiness is not worth it. That he must master up all his strength and run far, very far away so that this feelings can evaporate. He knows that his logic is nonsensical, they are fated mates now and they took a literal term to 'to death do them part'. That was his decision to commit which means there's no escape from all these feelings and that knowledge is enough to make him want to cry. There are days he wanted to leave his dammed beloved. Oh, goddess of fate forgiveness but it is nothing bad he just contemplated it. Okay, it does not help him if he keep contemplating his decisions. It does not help that he keeps overthinking his situation more
LEO'S P. O. V"Happy anniversary!"A very confused Jayden walked in, exchanged his shoes for indoor flats and stared dumbly at Leo. It was yet to ring a bell."It is our first f*ckerversary. We were not together so for the years this date passed, I just let it slide but now look. Cake!"He said with a smile wide, his focus evenly distributed between the man before him and the sweetness of the cake he baked. It is not the best looking cake ever and probably tastes like diabetes more than anything. His not sure if homemade cake should give you the heartburn his currently experiencing. Jayden wouldn't judge him harshly for the thought and effort his lover put on this, cake? Okay yes, he sucks at cooking but he really worked hard on making the white covered icing cake with a 'Happy F*ckerversary' elegantly written.*This is a special moment to him that called for a major celebration in his life and of course it did not go without warning from his fathers. It is not like his going throug
ALEX'S P.O.V Self-pity, embarrassment and shame override her entire being. What the fuck is wrong with her, with her dammed nature? How the fuck did she not know? How the fuck did she not sense it? Why did her body betray her this way? She literally took suppressants not so long ago, why is this happening now to her? She huffed hands clasping the sink and she prayed the Earth have pity on her and swallow her whole. It is her body, how could she not detect the changes. She has never willingly been intimate with someone before Noah. Perhaps that is why she naturally thought the increase in her sex drive was due to the raging endorphins spurring her hormones. Argh! Common, she should have known better. She should have been able to treat every changes in his own body as they come. For goodness sake she is the damned doctor with extraordinary capabilities and she couldn't get that right? How foolish she has been indulging her uncontrollable, insatiable, irresponsible parts of herself. S
ALEX'S P. O. V"Alex girl, what took you so long? Noah."She got out and hugged Lucas and Toby. Is she at peace with the relationship? No. But she's trying to be more open to this world and she's trying to be a better friend. Her action of getting out off the car sprung up a simple question she was not yet ready to get into, right now."Alex what is this?"Shit. She literary forgot she had the bag in her hand that Toby's wolf would recognize, if he ever used it. She faked a smile dropping the bag in the front seat, as the alphas took the bags. She looks down at the fairly frozen ice cream which she handed to Toby."I don't know if you like ice cream but I've eaten so much ice cream."Without answering she jumped in the car trying to come up with a story, it's unfortunate she knows that Toby is not one to easily drop things."Thank you. Do you have a spoon? Oh and you didn't answer my question."She handed him a disposal spoon. Her avoiding answering the questionis now raising attentio
ALEX'S P.O.V "Come child." Mrs Zheng directed them to a bench and she faced her with a frustratingly unreadable facial expression. She pulled out a small bag and placed it on her hand, she took it confused as to why she was handed her this. "This is green tea mixed with ancient herbs and this helps with scent and these are the ones you chew on when you get 'stressed'." She smiled at her with so much understanding that her brain failed to register what just happened. "Huh? Wait. These are..." "Suppressants. Don't worry Xing took Noah downstairs and I cleared the yard before you got here." Huh? What? What is going on right now? She's restless and a dark part of her circled contemplating. [Finally. Now we can come out to our mate-] [SHUT UP.] She jumped not expecting the new foreign dialogue, why is she helping her deceive her son? "Hun, your scent is faint but we picked it up... I am not sure if Noah knows but you must be keeping it a secret for a reason so I am handing you th
Two days Later... ALEX'S P.O.V They were all packed up and ready to leave his family home and head back to human civilization. She definitely enjoyed staying here for as long as she did, the only family shes had for a couple of years are just Lucas and Leo. Its beautiful to be a part of a functional family for as long as she did, the people are more respectful and her wolf did not help by considering this home. She looked up at the perfect view of the woods, pack schools, play grounds and the most beautiful sunset. . . . NOAH'S P.O.V "I will miss seeing the sunset. Your family is really nice and I will especially miss eating unlimited ice cream for free." They laughed and Noah brought her closer to his embrace, he rested his chin on top of her head. He loves this, they watched every sunset since they have been here. He is delighted she likes Blue, for some inexplicable reason he really wanted Axx to view it as home. He kissed his fated mates cheek and for a few moments just to
NOAH'S P. O. V Alex usually takes forever getting ready for anything so he used Logan's bathroom to shower and change for bed. He got downstairs to see his mother patiently waiting for him to walk to her. "Mom." "How is she?" His mother pulled a seat out for him and he took it releasing a burdened sigh. "Why can I feel her emotions as of they are my own?" "Because she's unaware that she's projecting. Son you have found you fated now, you have to take responsibility and be responsible." "Mom, in case you haven't noticed she tames my wolf before she even realized she did. I have developed feelings beyond our fated bond and I've never been so lost." "She's a troubled one indeed... This is your story son. I know that I've raised you right." "You know." His mother smiles and rests her hand on his. Perhaps Alex told his mom about her previous pack and as that thought popped up her face changed to that of pity. This is how she would look at him when he failed to get some answers rig
ALEX'S P. O. V Noah left. He is gone. Did she do something wrong? Why is she being emotional? They had unprotected sex once. Fuck. No. She cannot risk getting pregnant by having unprotected sex again. She explained the whole blood situation and he was really indifferent about the disgust she expected was replace by love as well as concern. Argh, why does this man love her? She should have probably kept the whole tidbit of information to herself, that would have brought her more time to think of solutions to her current problem at hand. Basically she hasn't been 'intimate' with anyone for like more than three years and when she was intimate, her hymen did not stretch. Since she was intimate with Noah her hymen must have stretched enough to break causing the embarrassing sight this morning. So technically the person that broke her hymen is the same person that just left her alone in a big ass room. That selfish jerk left her alone with her thoughts... What if they do not work out? Tha