ALEX'S P. O. V
Organising the clearly different posters, she is troubled by this world everything is just do normal to them. It is as if everyone is content with living against the laws of nature, perhaps she's being dramatic. Their Fate seems to be happy with with all the sexual immortalities but she has more than the confusion that infested this world in to accepting every type of sin as a reality.
No she's more troubled by the alpha she bumped into today. Goodness gracious, his scent was as clear as day. Father. It was overwhelming, dominant and constricting. He was terrifying, she marked each paper before placing it inside the box. She thanked God's control over destiny that she was able escape before he noticed, nothing. There nothing to chase. She is nothing. Nothing can make that alpha curious enough to be in pursuit.
"Come on Alex you have been at this for two days now. It looks fine, besides it is the same thing. All you were asked to do was take all the posters from the office and distribute it amongst the newbies to advertise their competition."
"That is something I was going to do, but the damned idiot I had the misfortune of bumping into messed up my entire order of papers I finished stacking that day. And for your information these are clearly different, these varies from different members in different faculties. Take a look at the different marketing strategy"
"Seriously Lucas jump in here. Listen princess, I do not know whether it is your compulsive disorder but this really insane."
"Lucas tell Leo what I'm doing is beyond his business."
"Lucas."
"Lucas?!"
They both spat simultaneously when their gaze met they realised the men whose attention was required was nowhere to be seen. They stared at each other blankly before breaking down into fruitful balls of laughter and continued their banter.
She really does enjoy spending Leo who wants to be a dentist and has this sweet, caring side that make her want to protect him. She wanted to protect him from being corrupted by this world, his world. She already lost Lucas to his sinful nature that lust over an eighteen year old boy. She shook her head raddled by questions and after about ten minutes she could finally seal the box.
"I bet you, his with that first year kid. What is his name again? Shh, do not tell me... Mhmm Toby. Do you think that Lucas has a thing for him?"
"I have nothing to say right now regarding this."
"Does this make him... Uh gay now?"
"I was raised to think different than you lot clearly were. I still need to adjust to this place and it moralities, until then you do not want to hear my opinions."
"Okay. Even if he is, as his best friends we should always support his choices or maybe this is not a choice? I do not know the rules regarding that. Besides gender does not matter when it is an alpha and omega, again I do not know enough to judge. But what I do know is that I want the best for you guys. If Toby is that for Lucas I will wave my pride flag. Go him!"
Alex shrugged not entertaining the encouragement to support this madness. She stacked the boxes on top each other, they already knew her stance regarding sexuality so she does not have to add anything. Getting up she moved to sit where Leo sat, liking girls pictures on I*******m. They sat there in silence but Leo had to break the solace with a ridiculous question.
"So, are you into guys?"
"What else do I have to be attracted to?"
She's an omega, if any alpha knew, mating would barely be her choice if said alpha happens to be her destined. She could do what many of the females in her former pack did, find a good alpha and get married. That is still an incomplete bond but all the woman seem to love their lives. Perhaps things did not not seem to be as it is without control, she should question whether those smiles were a social obligation like her presence there. No, that idea still would never work out. She knows this façade has to stick the consequences are undesirable.
"You know what I mean."
He gave her a pointed stare and she honestly did not know of a way to explain her feelings since she plans to ignore each one.
Suddenly an idea popped up, she and Leo once stayed up late looking up a bunch of feelings people have which made her see where the other alphabets came from. (Sorry but don't get triggered it's just a book). She scoffed amused by this world's ignorance and denial of biological facts, she finally faced Leo ready to answer.
"No. I do not have any romantic feeling for either genders. What do the call this again? Asexual. Asexuality is a thing you know, you world should know about something like that. What about you? Are you in to men or women?"
"There is this girl I like but she does not seem to be interested, you know. I don't even think she notices me at all."
"Did you tell her how you feel? Girls likes guys who are honest and open about their emotions.. common head up, stand up straight and have a lot of confidence. Make sure you check out all the determinants to see whether or not it is feasible to shoot your shot. Make a move without a conflict and I know you will be fine. You a great guy and if she does not see it I promise someone will and will and they cherish you like you deserve."
"Alex can I be honest, uh No I want to be honest with you?"
"Of course you can Leo, there is no need to literally ask we are friends remember."
The nervous expression in her friends dark eyes got wash off and replaced by stoic expression. The door banged open and Lucas strode in walked in holding two bags, one bag with take-out meals and the other with snacks. None of them trusted the innocent smile on his face and the fact he bought them snacks, means it had to be a favour.
"What do you want?"
"A favour."
"We know. What?"
"Okay, in order to understand how I got to the position I'm in right now and for you two to get how I got here I will have to start from the beginning. Alex I know your stance regarding my choices but please attempt to understand as one of my best friends, please sit. As you both know I like Toby and it turns out, I like him more than just a lover my wolf acknowledges him as my fated. Then there is Jayden, who also likes Toby. Apparently they met before his arrival at Moon and he enrolled here so naturally Jayden was there to give him a tour. You with me so far? (Nods) Good because this is the part that drives me insane.
I wanted to see Toby so I went on a 'bathroom' break that one time, I wanted to give Toby his favourite pink milk. 'Because not matter how busy his day is the taste of the pink milk always sweet.' His words not mine ( Toby). I saw Toby laying his hands on Jayden's shoulder. Then later they hugged and saw him rest his head on Jayden's shoulder. I think Toby might actually like Jayden which really sucks because on the other hand I have been working to get his attention especially now that his legal."
"Okay and? Is there any progress or conclusion to this story?"
"Alex! Inside voice remember." (Leo scolds elbowing her side)
"It is fine Leo. I do not know how he feels about me. I don't know if by chance Toby recognise our soul tie to each other. I need to know if his wolf is waiting for mine or if he is already taken. Fortunately I found a way to test that and confess."
"What are you going to do? Follow him to the Moon camp grounds and confess?"
Alex smirked her snarky level on a new high. She was once more punished for making fun of the alpha who is hopelessly in love.
"Common Leo I was clearly joking. Besides, you are only three years older than uhm, him... Anyways I am suprised you waited this long... Besides Lucas wouldn't actually do that, I mean go as far as to miss an entire week of education just to follow a bunch juniors to the beach..."
"Actually..."
Alex groaned her mind screaming to call the fool an idiot but he held his tongue. She knows Leo would not be pleased with her behaviour so she chose to stuff her mouth with greasy pizza.
"Our campus Coordinator asked if I would love to accompany the future moon candidates to camp near the beach, due to my title as Moon 2016. Guys it is fate, I am not meant to give up on him. I agreed to go to the camp and also volunteered you two to go with too. I know what I did was a dick move, I should have at least asked you beforehand but in the heat of the moment I didn't think. I do not know what to do and I need my best friends to support me, I can feel it Toby is my fated mate.
Back then, call me selfish but I did not want to be tied down. We were both too young and his age made me most uncomfortable especially when we speak of responsibility so I kinda let my fated slip through my fingers. That when I was ready to even glance at the future, him. My future begins with me needing my mate and after three years of constant communication Toby came back into my life. Somehow everything aligned itself though him, I feel it in my bones his my fated. At one point I am glad I finally acknowledge my feeling enough to want to do something about it but now unfortunately I kinda see Jayden as competition."
"Calm down man. You are technically the top in our class, so a week off will not affect your perfect score. So take this time to figure out the mess of your emotions, don't worry Alex and I we will just be there for back up... right Alex?"
She probably stopped paying attention, all she did was ponder if what her pack preached is a lie. Impossible, their book also condemned such immoral sexual sin but Lucas is a friend who did not judge her past. Although her friend lack information of said past, they accepted her... Maybe verbally hating on their ideology is kind of selfish on her part.
"Right. So whose car are we taking? Since this whole thing is last minute and all."
"We will take mine."
Leo offered, his façade was back on. Alex was so close to an emotional break through. Jayden was full blown into Leo and Leo's mini crush could be Jayden or said girl he speaks of. Boom one of her friends will finally in a healthy relationship but it will be with a guy.
And the other now waste his braincells partying, enjoy one nightstands and drink like his getting paid. Dammit. Why the hell does this beta, feel they need to be emotionally close off when there's an alpha around who wants him? Sould she be encouraging such behavior?This is ridiculous but Alex chose to let it slide.
After a few more hours studying and eating the snacks meant to bribe them, Lucas took his leave. He spent almost thirty minutes in his room before Leo also left leaving her alone in her small although comfortable space.
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Working out at night was so much better than during the day. She is so insecure about her weight especially when people tell her 'you look pretty for your size.' It does not help the people who constantly tell her, her shape is attractive are often those with questionable intentions. She just despise it when the gym is full, lockers messy and the area stuffy surrounded by perfectly toned people judging each other.
She is a member of the '27 Hour gym' it is the only establishment that looks great and also affordable. Unlike the girls Leo brought over constantly, she will never be able look like those girls unless she goes through surgery. It is not her fault her digestive system fails to cooperate at each turn but it is a burden she did not mind carrying. Although the fat in her body sabotaged the way she sees herself by filling up her cheeks, bellyish, hips or the one that brought more attention, her ass.
She does tend to be more confident even though she has no idea on how to do things, that false strength got her through a lot of messed up situations that got her here. She's stronger irrespective of the moons presence, more of an intellectual usually she's more angry too.
She started off with stretches, to loosen up her tight muscles and after ten minutes of picking the right music, she hopped on the stationary bicycle. After tapping a selective amount of numbers and level, she was on the move. Tonight's goal 25K. With her dark headsets on she played upbeat songs to keep her in the mood. She was far lost in the melody that she did not recognize the man standing beside her.
A playful smile broke the resounding awkwardness and left that left her speechless. Who is this work of art with ridges of muscles, tempting her curious fingers to trace his spectacular vision?
Who the hell is this guy able to ignite such and affect? His woodsy, homey, spicy scent finally hit immediately destroying the moment. Shit. Alpha. She almost tipped off the bike at his sudden jump, she was in shock by the man's reflexes that were impeccable. Damn the man proved to be faster but what she did not expect is that he would be nicer than she initially expected....
NOAH'S P. O. V What are the odds of lighting striking the same place twice? Astronomical. Impossible. This is a rare fascinating occurrence. Okay, change in events this rare occurrence had to be focused, studied and explained. What was it about this beauty before him, still in his arms that drives him to-? Why is his wolf's tail wagging? His a wolf. What is it about this wolf that compels him to want to know everything about her? How is he so intrigued? The mystery of it all. Seriously what were the odds his fascination would be peaked for the second time? What is it about this woman that make him want to protect, provide and spend many nights having her in his arms? There has to be an answer to this intriguing mystery. The woman pushed up and he returned on the bike not at all facing him. Did she feel what he felt? Stalking the gorgeous queen like a hunter. The silence in his steps are brief as to not spook his beautiful prey. Their eyes met once more in the dark light and he real
ALEX'S P. O. V "Leo. I thought you and Jayden have a thing going. Why is he still chasing after Toby?" -Lucas "Jayden and I are just friends. Right now I do not know how to confess to my crush. Besides Xander I'm a beta, his well suited with a human than me mostly because they are so good at hiding. Tsk. It is fine man, give him the benefit of the doubt. Toby has a fragile innocence in him the alpha man see and want to possess, I don't blame them." -Leo "That a whole load of B/S." Lucas stormed of clearly affected by the fact Jayden seems to be in love with Toby. Toby is Lucas fated mate. Jayden likes Leo. Leo is clearly confused by the sexual perversions because he claims to love someone and that might have been true perhaps a two years ago but now it is just sad perversion. She honestly tried understanding this world and failed but the best she can do is not engage in topics that will make her sound like a self righteousness, condemning fool in their eyes. "Relax Luc
JAYDEN'S P. O. VThe moment his little rabbit lowered his head, he more felt than saw his racing thoughts, indecision and need. Jayden decided to focus on his need, there is something going that is going on and it got him so distracted that his body shivered in sheer need. One thing he loves most about his body, his body never lies to him. The fact that he is responsive and sensitive is the reason he loves teasing his fated mates incredibly hot body. "You."He said that one word made him hungry for the mans gorgeous body. He pulled him in for a sensuous kiss and he felt elated at the fact his anxious rabbit was lost in his lust. Hell. He did not love this greedy wolf of his who wanted more than what they were, before the fun actually started. His lips thirsty to please all of him, all Jay wanted was every day to be like this. He just wanted everyday with his fated, with that dream he roared out his bliss fisting his hair.Jayden couldn't transfer any diseases mainly it's because of t
NOAH'S P. O. V"Toby. Who was that?"He couldn't have been vaguer with his question but the omega answered the way he processed the question."Those guys? They are just Lucas friends. Leo and Alex Both are in the faculty of medicine. Although I think Leo truly despise my existence for some reason (He pouts looking like a run over puppy)." Dammit the omega looked far off the direction the car drove off. (I know, it is hard to believe this guy was right about something regarding love.) Yeah. Yeah his a genius and all but this genius waited almost four years to confess to his crush. Wait this guy could never speak to his crush up until recently and he won the damned bet they made attaining the existence of fate. "Lunch and dinner is on me.""Wait. Why do you want to buy me food? Don't tell me, you need a favour?"He laughed. "No. It's nothing like that. I concede to fates existence, at this point she might as well just throw me in a den of lions to exclaim her point." "I don't unders
JAYDEN'S P. O. V Jayden was surprised when Lucas pulled him one side. Honestly if it wasn't for Toby they would probably still be good friends but right now to him, family his more important."Jayden. I know you like Toby and I do not want us liking the same guy to ruin our friendship. But he is my fated, I saw him first and I imprinted on him. Do not tell me you cannot sense it. His mine. That is why I ask you as a friend to back off."Blah. Blah. Blah. Say what you must, Lucas is a great guy. Such a great guy that he thanked fate, Toby was to be mated to someone like this alpha before him. He is grateful because he knows Lucas will definitely take good care of his cousin. Well with that have been said it was really unfortunate he is having so much fun to stop."A- your statement is far from accurate. In fact it far from factual that I have to apologize. I cannot take a step back, Toby means the world to me. I do not want to, actually cannot let him go even if his yours. I know y
NOAH'S P.O.V "Alex. Common I have been here for an hour thirty minutes and thirty five, six, seven, eight-" "Just shut up. Just go to your room. I do not have time for this." The woman spat but still did not open the door, so he continued knocking looking for an alternative way in. When he found none he wondered what happened to change Alex mind about giving him a shot. The only person he spoke to was Air and that regarding the print photo- shoot to advertise the upcoming competition. "Alex, if you mad because Air. She is just-" And just as he started the door swung wide open and the beauty who has been avoiding him pulled him in. Just for a second he saw her eyes flash amber before her normal brown, is she even wolf? Regardless of nature she still looks cute even though his eyes are shooting daggers, her braided hair dishevelled and what hurt him more was the fact his dimples were nowhere to be seen. What doesshe think his relation is with the same Air he considered having casua
JAYDEN'S P. O. V"I think they might be pissed... Nothing goes past Alex's inkling suspicions, she seem to be up tight and I feel it is strange that I like that about her. She is incredibly smart, snarky but there is something else, it is something that I don't see although I know I like that she's... I don't know." Noah laid on the couch facing the cooling fan making it's rounds above him blowing wind on his flushed face. Human alcohol would never achieve this level of wasted they reached but an ancient Chinese herb that the bunch needed to relieve tension."Hey man. Yeah. You win. I will stay away from Toby. I do not want to complicate things for him. I saw what you did for him, you put him first and I respect you enough to take a step back and not intervene with your love life. I do really just want the best for the little guy, he seems to like you and today it looks like he chose you. I will take a step back." Lucas looks pained as he uttered those words. He takes a long swig of
ALEX'S P. O. VDamn Toby and his inability to keep things to himself. Technically she is no way at fault because Leo kissed her but regardless of that knowledge it does not makes sense, if by chance they did know why are they so calm? Especially Jayden. The operations of that relationship is beyond the rules of nature, alpha can not be with beta and a man cannot bed another but this world seems to be very flexible with the rules. Back to Jayden, everyone already knows how possessive he is over Leo that he is willing to forfeit the one which was destined to him. Maybe she is just tripping, perhaps Noah holding her in his very hot embrace was driving her insane because actually feels content in his arms thst she relaxed. Her wolf is bound to drive her insane, she continuously insists that the alpha holding her captive is her destined. The moment Noah got too comfortable holding her back she blurted something and hated the face she saw on Leo's face.She pulled away from her prison and s
GAB'S P. O. V "Here." He directed Toby and his friend. "This is Alex. Alex this is Gabriella but everyone calls her Gab." She never wished to give Toby a bad name ever, even amongst his friends so she willed her life to behave. She politely smiled, shaking her delicate hand. It was clear as day this omega is super high on suppressants. How do they stand the scent? Why is she taking such large dosages of suppressants? Does she not have her alpha? There are cases she has witnessed where pimps would force their sex workers to drink the drug, to of course avoid pregnancies. She was not part of the crowd but her friend was. Eventually the scent blocker became something she avoided, that drug was a reminder of a life she was grateful she was saved from. She did not want to say anything or ask in case she does have a reason to hide her nature. Everyone has to have a reason to do anything, right. Like my reason to visit Zoe as her sister, a sister that trusted an entire pack to do what
LEO'S P.O.V Everything was going well until it did not and it did not the day Jayden bit him. They are still very much interested in each other, in all aspects of the word but they grow distant as if something crucial is missing. Leo feels wrong being with his mate and there are times when he has this terrible thought that tells him this emptiness is not worth it. That he must master up all his strength and run far, very far away so that this feelings can evaporate. He knows that his logic is nonsensical, they are fated mates now and they took a literal term to 'to death do them part'. That was his decision to commit which means there's no escape from all these feelings and that knowledge is enough to make him want to cry. There are days he wanted to leave his dammed beloved. Oh, goddess of fate forgiveness but it is nothing bad he just contemplated it. Okay, it does not help him if he keep contemplating his decisions. It does not help that he keeps overthinking his situation more
LEO'S P. O. V"Happy anniversary!"A very confused Jayden walked in, exchanged his shoes for indoor flats and stared dumbly at Leo. It was yet to ring a bell."It is our first f*ckerversary. We were not together so for the years this date passed, I just let it slide but now look. Cake!"He said with a smile wide, his focus evenly distributed between the man before him and the sweetness of the cake he baked. It is not the best looking cake ever and probably tastes like diabetes more than anything. His not sure if homemade cake should give you the heartburn his currently experiencing. Jayden wouldn't judge him harshly for the thought and effort his lover put on this, cake? Okay yes, he sucks at cooking but he really worked hard on making the white covered icing cake with a 'Happy F*ckerversary' elegantly written.*This is a special moment to him that called for a major celebration in his life and of course it did not go without warning from his fathers. It is not like his going throug
ALEX'S P.O.V Self-pity, embarrassment and shame override her entire being. What the fuck is wrong with her, with her dammed nature? How the fuck did she not know? How the fuck did she not sense it? Why did her body betray her this way? She literally took suppressants not so long ago, why is this happening now to her? She huffed hands clasping the sink and she prayed the Earth have pity on her and swallow her whole. It is her body, how could she not detect the changes. She has never willingly been intimate with someone before Noah. Perhaps that is why she naturally thought the increase in her sex drive was due to the raging endorphins spurring her hormones. Argh! Common, she should have known better. She should have been able to treat every changes in his own body as they come. For goodness sake she is the damned doctor with extraordinary capabilities and she couldn't get that right? How foolish she has been indulging her uncontrollable, insatiable, irresponsible parts of herself. S
ALEX'S P. O. V"Alex girl, what took you so long? Noah."She got out and hugged Lucas and Toby. Is she at peace with the relationship? No. But she's trying to be more open to this world and she's trying to be a better friend. Her action of getting out off the car sprung up a simple question she was not yet ready to get into, right now."Alex what is this?"Shit. She literary forgot she had the bag in her hand that Toby's wolf would recognize, if he ever used it. She faked a smile dropping the bag in the front seat, as the alphas took the bags. She looks down at the fairly frozen ice cream which she handed to Toby."I don't know if you like ice cream but I've eaten so much ice cream."Without answering she jumped in the car trying to come up with a story, it's unfortunate she knows that Toby is not one to easily drop things."Thank you. Do you have a spoon? Oh and you didn't answer my question."She handed him a disposal spoon. Her avoiding answering the questionis now raising attentio
ALEX'S P.O.V "Come child." Mrs Zheng directed them to a bench and she faced her with a frustratingly unreadable facial expression. She pulled out a small bag and placed it on her hand, she took it confused as to why she was handed her this. "This is green tea mixed with ancient herbs and this helps with scent and these are the ones you chew on when you get 'stressed'." She smiled at her with so much understanding that her brain failed to register what just happened. "Huh? Wait. These are..." "Suppressants. Don't worry Xing took Noah downstairs and I cleared the yard before you got here." Huh? What? What is going on right now? She's restless and a dark part of her circled contemplating. [Finally. Now we can come out to our mate-] [SHUT UP.] She jumped not expecting the new foreign dialogue, why is she helping her deceive her son? "Hun, your scent is faint but we picked it up... I am not sure if Noah knows but you must be keeping it a secret for a reason so I am handing you th
Two days Later... ALEX'S P.O.V They were all packed up and ready to leave his family home and head back to human civilization. She definitely enjoyed staying here for as long as she did, the only family shes had for a couple of years are just Lucas and Leo. Its beautiful to be a part of a functional family for as long as she did, the people are more respectful and her wolf did not help by considering this home. She looked up at the perfect view of the woods, pack schools, play grounds and the most beautiful sunset. . . . NOAH'S P.O.V "I will miss seeing the sunset. Your family is really nice and I will especially miss eating unlimited ice cream for free." They laughed and Noah brought her closer to his embrace, he rested his chin on top of her head. He loves this, they watched every sunset since they have been here. He is delighted she likes Blue, for some inexplicable reason he really wanted Axx to view it as home. He kissed his fated mates cheek and for a few moments just to
NOAH'S P. O. V Alex usually takes forever getting ready for anything so he used Logan's bathroom to shower and change for bed. He got downstairs to see his mother patiently waiting for him to walk to her. "Mom." "How is she?" His mother pulled a seat out for him and he took it releasing a burdened sigh. "Why can I feel her emotions as of they are my own?" "Because she's unaware that she's projecting. Son you have found you fated now, you have to take responsibility and be responsible." "Mom, in case you haven't noticed she tames my wolf before she even realized she did. I have developed feelings beyond our fated bond and I've never been so lost." "She's a troubled one indeed... This is your story son. I know that I've raised you right." "You know." His mother smiles and rests her hand on his. Perhaps Alex told his mom about her previous pack and as that thought popped up her face changed to that of pity. This is how she would look at him when he failed to get some answers rig
ALEX'S P. O. V Noah left. He is gone. Did she do something wrong? Why is she being emotional? They had unprotected sex once. Fuck. No. She cannot risk getting pregnant by having unprotected sex again. She explained the whole blood situation and he was really indifferent about the disgust she expected was replace by love as well as concern. Argh, why does this man love her? She should have probably kept the whole tidbit of information to herself, that would have brought her more time to think of solutions to her current problem at hand. Basically she hasn't been 'intimate' with anyone for like more than three years and when she was intimate, her hymen did not stretch. Since she was intimate with Noah her hymen must have stretched enough to break causing the embarrassing sight this morning. So technically the person that broke her hymen is the same person that just left her alone in a big ass room. That selfish jerk left her alone with her thoughts... What if they do not work out? Tha