NOAH'S P.O.V
The woman that has always been on his radar have always been models tall, thin and blond or sometimes when he felt frisky brunets. It's not like he went out of his way to avoid woman who are slightly curvy, its more like there was just an unlimited warmth of options. How he stumbled upon his gorgeous fated is beyond him, she's not a model, she's average height, she has more grab than his average type and she smells like honey and coconut milk.
Although he has never had sex with a woman this sallow friend in the past would call a '304 not worth his time.' Begrudgingly his interest at first was based on the worst intentions but he does not view Alex as an object nor a means to an end, his views changed the day he met his beautiful fated. The first time they met it was pure coincidence, the second brought intrigue and the third was destiny. Noah thanked fate when his fated left the bathroom in nothing but her towel. There is a study he read that said: 'if you wish something hard enough it will eventually come to light'. Damn, his wish that her towel fall did not come true.
At this point all he knows is that he just wants, Alex. He desires her adorable innocence. He desires that binding love in her eyes that begged forever, he paid attention to how much more comfortable she got the more they spent time together. Honestly speaking the suggestion to share a room was a long shot on his end but she caught him off guard when she agreed. He desires the loyalties in such a beautiful bond.
The bathroom smells like coconut so did her skin when it glistened under the light and all he could focus on apart from the tent was the heaving twin trapped behind the towel. He of course sunk his claws deep into his skin to keep himself from doing anything to mess up the progress his made this far. Argh... He can not stop thinking about wanting to feel every inch of her, he wanted to sink into her until tomorrow never comes.
Oh shit. It is his turn to shower, today he prefers cold water. Noah was in the shower for a good ten minutes after his fantasy took him over the edge. He did not miss the irony here...It is ironic he came to Moon University to escape to pressures of finding a mate, just to have fate make him stumble upon his fated and that commitment is what he desires regardless of his fated or status. When did Alex become his heart and soul that even his wolf howled his approval?
Remembering entering the bathroom, with a box in hand. Noah turned to face where he put it next to the sink, he dried his hair then his body then his longish hair. Noah opened the box and smirked. He could only imagine his fated embarrassment purchasing all this. His wolf growled at the thought, some guy or woman must have slipped his adorable mate their contact line. A possessive smirk let loose, then it is certain they haven't met him as a person he will crush any who dare approach his fated.
That is moment he actually focused on the contents inside of the box instead of the poisonous what if's that were only there to torment him. Everything inside was small and cute like his Axx. She bought bottle of coconut lube and a bunch of condoms.
Shit he cannot freak out about this. This is actually what he wanted and tonight his fated is ready. Axx is going to give herself to him, he values this gift for its preciousness and he fist pumped the air like a kid that just had things go his way. Of course his mind moved to intimacy after he met his fated on that trip after the third day they met. Of course at the time he was contemplating how to just bed her to kill the insane connection.
His fated is everything he wished, these past few years without Alex would never compare to the few months he had got to know his fated. His happy for the first time in forever, even though being with her cannot compare to being with what he was used to. He loves Axx so much that he made a vow to himself... intimacy will not steal what they have. He left the bathroom and faced his beautiful nervous Alex.
"Are you sure?"
"No. But I want to."
Noah attacked his fated mate's tender lips, exploring her mouth with his tongue enjoying the taste and feel. Hearing the soft moans of his mate turned him on beyond rational comprehension. Noah removed his towel, he pinch her nipples and he observed her squirm enjoying the pressure. He reached to lift her shirt but she stopped him, a art of him wanted to keep going but the more logical reasoning made him stop his movements. He looked down at his mate and her fiery red eyes made it more hard to fight the growing temptation.
"Switch off the lights please."
Her eyes did not meet his and he was confused by that odd request, he can see in the dark... Okay its not like as clear as it would be lit but still. Noah junior urged him to comply and not ruin the mood, he gave her a chased kiss before turning the lights off.
"Whether the lights are on or off you are mine and will forever belong to me. You are so hot. So smart. So kind. So soft. So warm. My home."
He planted a kiss all over her body with every deceleration, he got her shirt off and began fondling her bouncy breast. She rocked herself on his hand and smiled loving this side of his mate. Confident, he kiss her exposed skin and eventually made it to her pajama pants. His fingers teased her and when he got close to her quivering area he decided to suck on her thigh. Her cries of pleasure made in blow on her sensitive area and she wrapped her legs around him.
"These condoms won't fit, Love. It is smaller than what is about to enter you."
"Ah. Noah. Please."
"As you wish, my beautiful fated."
...
"Morning sleepy... I went to go get you breakfast. Do you want Orange or Apple juice?"
Minutes before Noah left to go get breakfast, he was greeted by a beautiful angelic form. Right now the woman is awake looks frantic and pissed.
"Shut up. Please go to the pharmacy get me pain meds, a lot of Aspirin and coke."
His obvious reaction is to worry and confusion, perhaps he was too rough on his lover last night or maybe he needs to rush his fated to the hospital.
"What is wrong? Are you fine?"
His fated glared at him. If he was made of glass he would have been shattered into shards and crystal dust by the look in his eyes. He stopped before asking follow up questions.
"It seem yesterday I had a fucking train make it way in my vagina. Take a wild guess of how I am doing."
She snapped. Wow she is definitely not a morning person. He was about to retort when Alex got up and he saw the blood on one spot on the bed he looked at her concerned.
"Is this normal? We should go get you checked-"
"Just go get me what I asked from you, please."
"Okay. Okay. Love. I will drive to the pharmacy, here is breakfast. I will be right back."
"Do not return without ice-cream. Snacks are optional but they are for the rest of the trip."
She shrugged wincing. He wanted to help her but she stopped him still wrapped in the hotels covers.
"What? Are you pregnant?"
He joked and another displeased glare directed at him, this time it was one that threatened bodily harm. Noah raised his hands at the most part he is confused and desperate need to know what the hell is going on and how to help. He knows she's not a virgin but she's bleeding like it is, is that normal or did he do something to hurt her?
"No. Ridiculous. I am in- damned pain and sue me if I just want ice- cream to make me feel better."
She sassed. His fated seem to be a mystery for the ages. Being with her truly kept him on his toes but there was something in her sweet, coppery scent that did not match. In fact his scent matched neither beta nor omega and she is definitely not an alpha.
...
At a loss of what to get he called the only person he knew who must have knowledge of these type of things given his adventures with both sexes.
"Brother Jay. What pain killers and or ointments did you use on Leo, when it was your first time together?"
<<"No. Fucking. Way. Are you fine?">> - Jayden
"Why would there be anything wrong with me? I am at the drug store. Just give me the names."
<<"No. Way. Is Alex fine?">> - Jayden
<<"Jayden. Who's that? What is wrong with Lex? Noah! Is it panic attack? Nightmares? Is she violently ill? Where are you? We will be there soon, we probably won't but I will call Lucas to-">> - Leo
Hearing another alpha name made him growl in possessive irritation. The other side of the line there was a squeak. This time Jayden was full blown laughing at the concern, now fear in Leo gaze and he must have awarded him with a punch in his gut because Jayden protested.
<<"Ah.">> - Jayden
<<"That is for laughing at something that might be serious. Laugh again, that punch will go lower.">> - Leo
<<"Leo. Do you really think this is an emergency? By the amount of time we spent on this call. If it was an emergency would my brother over there be so calm? Besides fated, Noah called me.">> - Jayden
<<"Ohhh... So what you are suggesting is that I should change my pass-code because the messages people send me are mine?">> - Leo
Leo rationalize and he heard Jayden growl his disapproval.
<<"Growl at your own time. Noah are you still there?">> Leo
"Unfortunately... I called Jayden just to ask a hypothetical question not to hear a lovers quarrel..."
<<"A hypothetical question, about what? I swear if you hurt Lex-">> - Leo
<<"They had sex alright! Stop being dramatic, please...">> - Jayden
Haha. Jayden met his match and his happy, evidence that knows what he is doing falling for a beta. His Axx does not have to be with omega, his happy even though his fated is still a frustrating enigma.
Eventually the phone was given back to the owner and Noah loved when he heard Jay sigh out loud. No matter the situation he loves every inconvenience that befalls his pack mate he regards as brother.
"It turns out I love hearing your suffering more."
<<"Bite me.">>
"Jayden. I think I will leave that to Leo."
After receiving the name of the ointment, he took the pain medication, aspirin and four bottles of coke.
"Please give the phone to Leo and step out of the room."
<<No way will I allow->>
<<"Jay love. I'm starving... Can you please make me something sweet and with strawberries?>>
Argh he did not like the image that crawled up in his head. He shook his head trying to get the image out when the door shut.
<<"Speak.">>
"I'm worried about Axx... The was blood on the bed this morning and I don't know if its normal, she's the first woman to have-"
<<"First things first, don't mention the other woman you've been with especially to her. She is probably on her period or maybe it's her first time... How does you wolf feel around her?">>
"Last night hungry and this morning concerned. She's pissed and wants me to get her aspirin and ice cream."
<<"Add pads and regular tampons in that list. Don't forget the ice cream butterscotch with chocolate chips. About her moods, I'm sure you know what happens during ovulation?">>
"Yeah thank you... Please just help me trough the selection process."
<<"Okay. (Giggle) Jay stop it I'm helping Noah...">>
He got to the sanitary section, silence met him before he could ask a question he was disgusted by the sounds he heard next.
"Little note, next time hang up when you making out. Especially while on a phone CALL!"
Hanging up he went to to take one of every brand of a box that has the word 'regular' written on in, one of every pad he could find and paid for all the requested items. Next he went to the convenient store bought ice- cream and his fated mates favorite snacks and made his way back to their hotel room.
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Finding his fated rested so comfortably on his stomach, he placed the bags on the headboard table. Kissing her awake, he leaned in closer to caress a smoking form. Noah could not help but touch his incredible body now fully clothed. Axx opened one eye and spat...
"Noah no. Don't you dare..."
"Haha, don't worry my love."
"I just want to hold you."
"Axx?"
She smells sweet, floral, enticing and her scent automatically made him hard. Did she smell this level of heavenly while they were dating because he would never forget this scent of happiness? Nor would he ever mistake the two scents, the first was sweet but this one is different its more like lavender.
"Ah. Noah. Stop, I don't feel comfortable…"
He snapped back to reality and pulled back. He grabbed the bag of things he bought and the first thing she targeted was the ice cream before giving him a confused stare.
"Leo suggested you might be on your period. Wait before you get mad again, I was worried about you and I needed reassurance that you are alright. I did not know what to buy exactly so I bought one of every thing I saw, just in case you did not bring some with you."
"I'm not mad at you, I was just in pain earlier but I'm fine now. Thank you for all this, it is really sweet gesture that you wanted to do but you didn't have to. I will be fine."
"I love you."
"Uh. Noah-"
"Shh... I said I will wait for you."
"Don't leave me"
Alex begged hugging him. She took the aspirin and coke.
"Never. From the moment I saw you at the trip, you were mine."
"You belong to me too. Your body, mine. Your mind, mine. Your love, mine. You are mine and do not forget you promised to never leave me."
"Done."
ALEX'S P. O. V"Are you sure you are fine?"Noah continues to fuss over her as if shes some fragile omega, she is an omega but this man did not know that. Noah leaned in for a kiss but she held her hand to stop the kiss from connecting and he smiles up at him."Yesss. It does not hurt that bad anymore. Sorry for- you know for being rude earlier... You know the whole me being a raging bitch thing."She forgot she lied about the excruciating pain, she just wanted aspirin and coke without questions. Let's not forget the amount of time she spent panicking in the bathroom, she just realized how fertile she was and was stupid enough to not have protected sex. She mentally kicked herself taking doubled dosage of the suppressant pill and spent the rest of the morning packing before watching Tiktoks on the bed. The coke and aspirin in some cases can be used as an efficient morning after pill, drinking both wa
ALEX'S P.O.V "Your parents are very nice." "Come here." Noah pulled her into his embrace, stroking his hair gently before planting a kiss on her forehead. "They are friendly. Warning my mother has a way of getting into someone's head. Stay with me for a while. She is a psychiatrist, a good one. I love her to bits but she is like an unrelenting dog when she sees someone she wants to fix, in a sense. I do not want her to scare you off so please, promise not to leave my side." Nodding. Not because She was terrified of opening up but because of the concern and love in his gaze. "Ready?" "No, but let us go downstairs." . Noah's family is significantly way more richer than she imagined, normal (far from dysfunctional), close and very lively. Now She gets why Noah is always happy or making stupid jokes, there is always someone that gets his way of thinking here and she laughed because they got each others jokes. Although he is future alpha he treated the help with respect. This famil
NOAH'S P. O. V He knew Axx might be nervous in fact he prays to the Goddess of fate to be listening... He did not want his family to screw up the absolute best thing to have ever bumped into him. Their relationship was new and the grounds it stood progressed into something mind braving. She trusts him. Which means his beautiful fated must feel the same way he feels. Yesterday in the throes of passion, he remembers so clearly how his fated bit him (like a love bite). A claim from her is at best marking her territory not to even mention the scratch marks that raked down my back... Of course her bite is not as life changing as his would. His relationship with his fated is getting to the point he wish it to reach and he just hopes his family does not screw that up for him but the fact his fated is still here confirms everything he feels about him. His leaving Axx side due to his father pure manipulation. How dare his father manipulate his beautiful, sweet, gullible fated mate? Maybe it
ALEX'S P. O. V Noah left. He is gone. Did she do something wrong? Why is she being emotional? They had unprotected sex once. Fuck. No. She cannot risk getting pregnant by having unprotected sex again. She explained the whole blood situation and he was really indifferent about the disgust she expected was replace by love as well as concern. Argh, why does this man love her? She should have probably kept the whole tidbit of information to herself, that would have brought her more time to think of solutions to her current problem at hand. Basically she hasn't been 'intimate' with anyone for like more than three years and when she was intimate, her hymen did not stretch. Since she was intimate with Noah her hymen must have stretched enough to break causing the embarrassing sight this morning. So technically the person that broke her hymen is the same person that just left her alone in a big ass room. That selfish jerk left her alone with her thoughts... What if they do not work out? Tha
NOAH'S P. O. V Alex usually takes forever getting ready for anything so he used Logan's bathroom to shower and change for bed. He got downstairs to see his mother patiently waiting for him to walk to her. "Mom." "How is she?" His mother pulled a seat out for him and he took it releasing a burdened sigh. "Why can I feel her emotions as of they are my own?" "Because she's unaware that she's projecting. Son you have found you fated now, you have to take responsibility and be responsible." "Mom, in case you haven't noticed she tames my wolf before she even realized she did. I have developed feelings beyond our fated bond and I've never been so lost." "She's a troubled one indeed... This is your story son. I know that I've raised you right." "You know." His mother smiles and rests her hand on his. Perhaps Alex told his mom about her previous pack and as that thought popped up her face changed to that of pity. This is how she would look at him when he failed to get some answers rig
Two days Later... ALEX'S P.O.V They were all packed up and ready to leave his family home and head back to human civilization. She definitely enjoyed staying here for as long as she did, the only family shes had for a couple of years are just Lucas and Leo. Its beautiful to be a part of a functional family for as long as she did, the people are more respectful and her wolf did not help by considering this home. She looked up at the perfect view of the woods, pack schools, play grounds and the most beautiful sunset. . . . NOAH'S P.O.V "I will miss seeing the sunset. Your family is really nice and I will especially miss eating unlimited ice cream for free." They laughed and Noah brought her closer to his embrace, he rested his chin on top of her head. He loves this, they watched every sunset since they have been here. He is delighted she likes Blue, for some inexplicable reason he really wanted Axx to view it as home. He kissed his fated mates cheek and for a few moments just to
ALEX'S P.O.V "Come child." Mrs Zheng directed them to a bench and she faced her with a frustratingly unreadable facial expression. She pulled out a small bag and placed it on her hand, she took it confused as to why she was handed her this. "This is green tea mixed with ancient herbs and this helps with scent and these are the ones you chew on when you get 'stressed'." She smiled at her with so much understanding that her brain failed to register what just happened. "Huh? Wait. These are..." "Suppressants. Don't worry Xing took Noah downstairs and I cleared the yard before you got here." Huh? What? What is going on right now? She's restless and a dark part of her circled contemplating. [Finally. Now we can come out to our mate-] [SHUT UP.] She jumped not expecting the new foreign dialogue, why is she helping her deceive her son? "Hun, your scent is faint but we picked it up... I am not sure if Noah knows but you must be keeping it a secret for a reason so I am handing you th
ALEX'S P. O. V"Alex girl, what took you so long? Noah."She got out and hugged Lucas and Toby. Is she at peace with the relationship? No. But she's trying to be more open to this world and she's trying to be a better friend. Her action of getting out off the car sprung up a simple question she was not yet ready to get into, right now."Alex what is this?"Shit. She literary forgot she had the bag in her hand that Toby's wolf would recognize, if he ever used it. She faked a smile dropping the bag in the front seat, as the alphas took the bags. She looks down at the fairly frozen ice cream which she handed to Toby."I don't know if you like ice cream but I've eaten so much ice cream."Without answering she jumped in the car trying to come up with a story, it's unfortunate she knows that Toby is not one to easily drop things."Thank you. Do you have a spoon? Oh and you didn't answer my question."She handed him a disposal spoon. Her avoiding answering the questionis now raising attentio
GAB'S P. O. V "Here." He directed Toby and his friend. "This is Alex. Alex this is Gabriella but everyone calls her Gab." She never wished to give Toby a bad name ever, even amongst his friends so she willed her life to behave. She politely smiled, shaking her delicate hand. It was clear as day this omega is super high on suppressants. How do they stand the scent? Why is she taking such large dosages of suppressants? Does she not have her alpha? There are cases she has witnessed where pimps would force their sex workers to drink the drug, to of course avoid pregnancies. She was not part of the crowd but her friend was. Eventually the scent blocker became something she avoided, that drug was a reminder of a life she was grateful she was saved from. She did not want to say anything or ask in case she does have a reason to hide her nature. Everyone has to have a reason to do anything, right. Like my reason to visit Zoe as her sister, a sister that trusted an entire pack to do what
LEO'S P.O.V Everything was going well until it did not and it did not the day Jayden bit him. They are still very much interested in each other, in all aspects of the word but they grow distant as if something crucial is missing. Leo feels wrong being with his mate and there are times when he has this terrible thought that tells him this emptiness is not worth it. That he must master up all his strength and run far, very far away so that this feelings can evaporate. He knows that his logic is nonsensical, they are fated mates now and they took a literal term to 'to death do them part'. That was his decision to commit which means there's no escape from all these feelings and that knowledge is enough to make him want to cry. There are days he wanted to leave his dammed beloved. Oh, goddess of fate forgiveness but it is nothing bad he just contemplated it. Okay, it does not help him if he keep contemplating his decisions. It does not help that he keeps overthinking his situation more
LEO'S P. O. V"Happy anniversary!"A very confused Jayden walked in, exchanged his shoes for indoor flats and stared dumbly at Leo. It was yet to ring a bell."It is our first f*ckerversary. We were not together so for the years this date passed, I just let it slide but now look. Cake!"He said with a smile wide, his focus evenly distributed between the man before him and the sweetness of the cake he baked. It is not the best looking cake ever and probably tastes like diabetes more than anything. His not sure if homemade cake should give you the heartburn his currently experiencing. Jayden wouldn't judge him harshly for the thought and effort his lover put on this, cake? Okay yes, he sucks at cooking but he really worked hard on making the white covered icing cake with a 'Happy F*ckerversary' elegantly written.*This is a special moment to him that called for a major celebration in his life and of course it did not go without warning from his fathers. It is not like his going throug
ALEX'S P.O.V Self-pity, embarrassment and shame override her entire being. What the fuck is wrong with her, with her dammed nature? How the fuck did she not know? How the fuck did she not sense it? Why did her body betray her this way? She literally took suppressants not so long ago, why is this happening now to her? She huffed hands clasping the sink and she prayed the Earth have pity on her and swallow her whole. It is her body, how could she not detect the changes. She has never willingly been intimate with someone before Noah. Perhaps that is why she naturally thought the increase in her sex drive was due to the raging endorphins spurring her hormones. Argh! Common, she should have known better. She should have been able to treat every changes in his own body as they come. For goodness sake she is the damned doctor with extraordinary capabilities and she couldn't get that right? How foolish she has been indulging her uncontrollable, insatiable, irresponsible parts of herself. S
ALEX'S P. O. V"Alex girl, what took you so long? Noah."She got out and hugged Lucas and Toby. Is she at peace with the relationship? No. But she's trying to be more open to this world and she's trying to be a better friend. Her action of getting out off the car sprung up a simple question she was not yet ready to get into, right now."Alex what is this?"Shit. She literary forgot she had the bag in her hand that Toby's wolf would recognize, if he ever used it. She faked a smile dropping the bag in the front seat, as the alphas took the bags. She looks down at the fairly frozen ice cream which she handed to Toby."I don't know if you like ice cream but I've eaten so much ice cream."Without answering she jumped in the car trying to come up with a story, it's unfortunate she knows that Toby is not one to easily drop things."Thank you. Do you have a spoon? Oh and you didn't answer my question."She handed him a disposal spoon. Her avoiding answering the questionis now raising attentio
ALEX'S P.O.V "Come child." Mrs Zheng directed them to a bench and she faced her with a frustratingly unreadable facial expression. She pulled out a small bag and placed it on her hand, she took it confused as to why she was handed her this. "This is green tea mixed with ancient herbs and this helps with scent and these are the ones you chew on when you get 'stressed'." She smiled at her with so much understanding that her brain failed to register what just happened. "Huh? Wait. These are..." "Suppressants. Don't worry Xing took Noah downstairs and I cleared the yard before you got here." Huh? What? What is going on right now? She's restless and a dark part of her circled contemplating. [Finally. Now we can come out to our mate-] [SHUT UP.] She jumped not expecting the new foreign dialogue, why is she helping her deceive her son? "Hun, your scent is faint but we picked it up... I am not sure if Noah knows but you must be keeping it a secret for a reason so I am handing you th
Two days Later... ALEX'S P.O.V They were all packed up and ready to leave his family home and head back to human civilization. She definitely enjoyed staying here for as long as she did, the only family shes had for a couple of years are just Lucas and Leo. Its beautiful to be a part of a functional family for as long as she did, the people are more respectful and her wolf did not help by considering this home. She looked up at the perfect view of the woods, pack schools, play grounds and the most beautiful sunset. . . . NOAH'S P.O.V "I will miss seeing the sunset. Your family is really nice and I will especially miss eating unlimited ice cream for free." They laughed and Noah brought her closer to his embrace, he rested his chin on top of her head. He loves this, they watched every sunset since they have been here. He is delighted she likes Blue, for some inexplicable reason he really wanted Axx to view it as home. He kissed his fated mates cheek and for a few moments just to
NOAH'S P. O. V Alex usually takes forever getting ready for anything so he used Logan's bathroom to shower and change for bed. He got downstairs to see his mother patiently waiting for him to walk to her. "Mom." "How is she?" His mother pulled a seat out for him and he took it releasing a burdened sigh. "Why can I feel her emotions as of they are my own?" "Because she's unaware that she's projecting. Son you have found you fated now, you have to take responsibility and be responsible." "Mom, in case you haven't noticed she tames my wolf before she even realized she did. I have developed feelings beyond our fated bond and I've never been so lost." "She's a troubled one indeed... This is your story son. I know that I've raised you right." "You know." His mother smiles and rests her hand on his. Perhaps Alex told his mom about her previous pack and as that thought popped up her face changed to that of pity. This is how she would look at him when he failed to get some answers rig
ALEX'S P. O. V Noah left. He is gone. Did she do something wrong? Why is she being emotional? They had unprotected sex once. Fuck. No. She cannot risk getting pregnant by having unprotected sex again. She explained the whole blood situation and he was really indifferent about the disgust she expected was replace by love as well as concern. Argh, why does this man love her? She should have probably kept the whole tidbit of information to herself, that would have brought her more time to think of solutions to her current problem at hand. Basically she hasn't been 'intimate' with anyone for like more than three years and when she was intimate, her hymen did not stretch. Since she was intimate with Noah her hymen must have stretched enough to break causing the embarrassing sight this morning. So technically the person that broke her hymen is the same person that just left her alone in a big ass room. That selfish jerk left her alone with her thoughts... What if they do not work out? Tha