ALEX'S P. O. V
"Are you sure you are fine?"
Noah continues to fuss over her as if shes some fragile omega, she is an omega but this man did not know that. Noah leaned in for a kiss but she held her hand to stop the kiss from connecting and he smiles up at him.
"Yesss. It does not hurt that bad anymore. Sorry for- you know for being rude earlier... You know the whole me being a raging bitch thing."
She forgot she lied about the excruciating pain, she just wanted aspirin and coke without questions. Let's not forget the amount of time she spent panicking in the bathroom, she just realized how fertile she was and was stupid enough to not have protected sex. She mentally kicked herself taking doubled dosage of the suppressant pill and spent the rest of the morning packing before watching Tiktoks on the bed. The coke and aspirin in some cases can be used as an efficient morning after pill, drinking both was just to make sure her mistake does not haunt her in the future.
"I love you and everything that comes with you although next time can I get a heads up?"
Noah teased and she swears at that that moment he has never been interested in anyone or anything as she was this incredible man before him. Perhaps her bar of what makes a good alpha is low but common she cannot be tripping here. She is not tripping, right?
"Okay. I took the sheets with me so you will have to pay and lie about why they are gone."
I ran out when Noah started talking with the employees, I was embarrassed when they all faced my direction. They bowed to Noah and Noah joined me bringing me in his arms. Toby and Lucas finally joined them and they took a two hour drive. They dropped Lucas and Toby in front of large gates before a beautiful house, is this Noah's pack? The homes are big, beautiful and the scenery just perfect as they drove to this alphas home.
...
"Ah. Noah my handsome son. Xing! Noah is at the door. Oh my. This must be your guest?"
"Alex."
Noah introduced her and his mother stared at her son in confusion, she knows in the normal world she would never be Noah's ideal type. She tried to play her hurt off as embarrassment and the mother clicked her fingers before she smiled her sons smile.
"You mean you are the Alex? Axx… Alex the medical student? As in Alex my sons date to the wedding? Alex my sons alleged fated?"
"Yes mam. It is a pleasure to meet you (she held out her hand), my name is Alex Marx."
His mother held her hand acknowledging her shy greetings, bowing slightly she never broke curious contact. She said nothing although she did blankly stare at the duo dumbly. She awkwardly smiled wondering what this alpha told his mother about her, about them. They decided to wait silently for Noah's mothers as she processed everything. What eased her anxiety that was building was the reassuring hand that held on to hers. The hands locked together did not go unnoticed because the face she pulled was kinda comical.
"Hey son. You have grown. It has been a minute. This house has been boring without you. Oh. Who is this young lady?"
Before the two could answer, Noah's mother found her words and she interjected with her graceful smile. She leaned in to give Alex a hug but her PTSD forced her to flinch expecting the woman hand to connect with her face. Instead Noah's mother hugs her although she is certain it did not go unnoticed under the rest of Noah's families' eye.
"Does Noah-"
She twisted Noah's ear and Noah let out a surprised yelp. She was about to twist his ear harder when she shook her head no holding on to Noah's arm, in the mist of his pain he still smiled for her.
"Mom you hurting me and scaring Alex."
His mother let go of his ear and she looked at his father to do something, Noah is not moving nor is he defending himself. She growled as pulled Noah behind her, she does not know these people but she will not allow them to hurt him.
"Axx relax its just a matter of explaining. Mom I swear I don't lay my hand against woman and Axx my mother did not really hurt me, Look."
His ear is red but him turning around gave her prospective to how ridiculous she must look right now. She did a brief reading on his culture she should have just stayed back, she bowed extremely embarrassed of her actions.
"I'm apologized, sometimes I'm too quick to act."
Fuck. She blew her first impression. She internally begged the earth to sallow her whole, at this point she wish she can just mentally kick herself back home or if only she could jump of a cliff. Thankfully his mother did not focus on his embarrassing first impression.
"Xing... This is our son's girlfriend, friend Alex. Alex this is my not so funny husband Xing and I am Prem but you can call me ma."
"Our sons what?"
His voice rose in question. His father seems to be very angry, did not sound angry or maybe his just loud but just to make sure she stepped behind the alpha (Noah will be her handsome shield). She could not hide the slight hurt that she feels literally after everyone finds out that they are sorta dating, their reaction was not far from this and it is really starting to sting now. Perm slapped her husband's arm and she completely ignored his protest. She gently pushed her mate one side leaving him to stir in his confusion. She welcomed them into their incredibly large and magnificent house. Now he gets why Noah is the way he is, his parents...
"Mom-Mom what is the commotion about? You know some of us are trying to study. This is my final year in high school and I need good grades to get into Moon University… Oh sorry, who is this? Good day."
A kid shorter than her walks in wearing cute nerdy glasses, a pink cape and adorable dinosaur in door shoes. Weird but cute. Even her hair is long in a pony tail, her plumped smile is as perfect as that one dimple she has. She looks funny, not in a way a person would laugh at her appearance but as if she was a kid going to a costume party. This tom boyish girl reminds her of herself before she was forced by life to grow up too fast. This adorable angel is the weird geeky side of herself that she lost. That when she came in to the space bitching about studying, instead of being wary or annoyed she gave her a genuine smile.
"Ora. Where are your manners, huh?"
Perm scolds the adorable girl who bows her head in apology. He then he looks up at her as if asking her to forgive her rude behavior. Cute. She smiles at the very cute nerd girl and waved of her apology, she didn't know of her arrival is the one intruding here. She had this unexplainable need to squeeze her adorable cheeky cheeks and protect this young woman as a sister would, as she was never.
"Pardon her rudeness, Alex. Ora. Sometimes I feel like we did not raise her right… This is my eldest daughter's daughter, Ora… Ora this is your uncles, uh girlfriend."
"Girlfriend?! You so pretty... you know loneliness could have been a better option than-"
Noah ran to muffle his niece mouth with his hand and tasseled her hair stopping her from completing her funny sentence.
"Don't listen to this idiot."
"Idiot? I want to study education to educate you but I will most probably study one of my passions, culinary arts."
"Uhm… It is truly nice to meet you Ora. My name is Alex but a lot of people call me Lex."
"Alex, that's a nice name. Quick question, what is your nature? What I meant say is you smell different. I am confused."
"Sorry Alex for my grand-daughter inquiry… As you noticed she just turned eighteen and she is yet to identify her nature. She's a late bloomer, I am sure shes just curious if it's normal and indeed it is normal.
She assured her grand-daughter who looked up at her expecting and answer. Suddenly uncomfortable Alex looked at the cute girl then at Noah. She still couldn't do it, this secret is her last defense to independent control but Ora reminds her so much of herself that she said the first thing that came to mind.
"There is nothing wrong with you, they are studies worldwide that indicate that some genes are dormant although for how long is yet to be determined. One case lasted almost a life time. Your wolf and your nature can be dormant for several reasons which I don't think you will understand as of yet. Give it time, knowing your nature is not always the best thing. Trust me, there is nothing wrong with you. For as long as you can, enjoy the freedom."
She smiles at the cute cheeks and she fixed the hair Noah messed up. Honestly that was not as bad as she imagined. She didn't need to expose her nature to help a child and for that, she was truly grateful.
"Thank you… I'm sorry I don't feel comfortable calling you by your name. Since Uncle Noah is your 'boyfriend'... although I still think you can do much better (Noah growl and the tiny figure shrinks)…"
"Noah."
She gave Noah a pointed glare to stop him from bullying their junior. Noah stopped and took a step back and the younger stared at her in bewilderment.
"Wow. You are amazing! Mom-mom, papa did you see that? Can I call you sis Lexi too? Please…"
"Sis Lexi?"
She face Noah to explain why she cannot just use her name like everyone else.
"It is a form of respecting someone older than you, this pack has a strict leader in adequate behavior." -Noah
"Hey. We wolves not animals." –Perm
Technically wolves are animals but he got their combined points and he looked at the adorable she wolf that held on to her side like they have known each other for years.
"Call me whatever you feel comfortable calling me."
"Sissy, go put on appropriate clothes and come joins us."
Together Noah's parents are open, naturally friendly that their company made you feel at ease. Noah's niece is more opinionated, nerdy, childlike, and adorable a beautiful image of what was stolen from her. As a child she would spend countless nights hoping her father would comes back and save her but years passed... She felt so alone and she did not want to mention the childhood wonder she wasted in that hell.
Now shes here, in a new pack there is stability, love, security and a sense of loyalty. They are just the family that she has always wanted but was never blessed with one. Fighting back tears she went on to observing not knowing she is also being observed by concerned eyes.
"Noah dear. I prepared your bedroom, I did assume you would share with your guest but if there is a time you want your own room call me… Here is my phone number."
She winks at her and she smiles, liking the woman already.
"Mom. Don't give her ideas on how to leave me!"- Noah whines
"Aww... I am just teasing you, you overgrown child. Alex dear this one is a handful and I have got to say his more of a headache than that one over there."
"Mom."
"Mom-mom."
They cried simultaneously. One coming from the other direction wearing comfortable clothing. She sat back with a smile enjoying the moment, the bond in this family, especially the relationship between mother and son.
"Just go drop off your bags and come down when you ready. Then we can enjoy lunch as a family."
Family? Family. Family…
ALEX'S P.O.V "Your parents are very nice." "Come here." Noah pulled her into his embrace, stroking his hair gently before planting a kiss on her forehead. "They are friendly. Warning my mother has a way of getting into someone's head. Stay with me for a while. She is a psychiatrist, a good one. I love her to bits but she is like an unrelenting dog when she sees someone she wants to fix, in a sense. I do not want her to scare you off so please, promise not to leave my side." Nodding. Not because She was terrified of opening up but because of the concern and love in his gaze. "Ready?" "No, but let us go downstairs." . Noah's family is significantly way more richer than she imagined, normal (far from dysfunctional), close and very lively. Now She gets why Noah is always happy or making stupid jokes, there is always someone that gets his way of thinking here and she laughed because they got each others jokes. Although he is future alpha he treated the help with respect. This famil
NOAH'S P. O. V He knew Axx might be nervous in fact he prays to the Goddess of fate to be listening... He did not want his family to screw up the absolute best thing to have ever bumped into him. Their relationship was new and the grounds it stood progressed into something mind braving. She trusts him. Which means his beautiful fated must feel the same way he feels. Yesterday in the throes of passion, he remembers so clearly how his fated bit him (like a love bite). A claim from her is at best marking her territory not to even mention the scratch marks that raked down my back... Of course her bite is not as life changing as his would. His relationship with his fated is getting to the point he wish it to reach and he just hopes his family does not screw that up for him but the fact his fated is still here confirms everything he feels about him. His leaving Axx side due to his father pure manipulation. How dare his father manipulate his beautiful, sweet, gullible fated mate? Maybe it
ALEX'S P. O. V Noah left. He is gone. Did she do something wrong? Why is she being emotional? They had unprotected sex once. Fuck. No. She cannot risk getting pregnant by having unprotected sex again. She explained the whole blood situation and he was really indifferent about the disgust she expected was replace by love as well as concern. Argh, why does this man love her? She should have probably kept the whole tidbit of information to herself, that would have brought her more time to think of solutions to her current problem at hand. Basically she hasn't been 'intimate' with anyone for like more than three years and when she was intimate, her hymen did not stretch. Since she was intimate with Noah her hymen must have stretched enough to break causing the embarrassing sight this morning. So technically the person that broke her hymen is the same person that just left her alone in a big ass room. That selfish jerk left her alone with her thoughts... What if they do not work out? Tha
NOAH'S P. O. V Alex usually takes forever getting ready for anything so he used Logan's bathroom to shower and change for bed. He got downstairs to see his mother patiently waiting for him to walk to her. "Mom." "How is she?" His mother pulled a seat out for him and he took it releasing a burdened sigh. "Why can I feel her emotions as of they are my own?" "Because she's unaware that she's projecting. Son you have found you fated now, you have to take responsibility and be responsible." "Mom, in case you haven't noticed she tames my wolf before she even realized she did. I have developed feelings beyond our fated bond and I've never been so lost." "She's a troubled one indeed... This is your story son. I know that I've raised you right." "You know." His mother smiles and rests her hand on his. Perhaps Alex told his mom about her previous pack and as that thought popped up her face changed to that of pity. This is how she would look at him when he failed to get some answers rig
Two days Later... ALEX'S P.O.V They were all packed up and ready to leave his family home and head back to human civilization. She definitely enjoyed staying here for as long as she did, the only family shes had for a couple of years are just Lucas and Leo. Its beautiful to be a part of a functional family for as long as she did, the people are more respectful and her wolf did not help by considering this home. She looked up at the perfect view of the woods, pack schools, play grounds and the most beautiful sunset. . . . NOAH'S P.O.V "I will miss seeing the sunset. Your family is really nice and I will especially miss eating unlimited ice cream for free." They laughed and Noah brought her closer to his embrace, he rested his chin on top of her head. He loves this, they watched every sunset since they have been here. He is delighted she likes Blue, for some inexplicable reason he really wanted Axx to view it as home. He kissed his fated mates cheek and for a few moments just to
ALEX'S P.O.V "Come child." Mrs Zheng directed them to a bench and she faced her with a frustratingly unreadable facial expression. She pulled out a small bag and placed it on her hand, she took it confused as to why she was handed her this. "This is green tea mixed with ancient herbs and this helps with scent and these are the ones you chew on when you get 'stressed'." She smiled at her with so much understanding that her brain failed to register what just happened. "Huh? Wait. These are..." "Suppressants. Don't worry Xing took Noah downstairs and I cleared the yard before you got here." Huh? What? What is going on right now? She's restless and a dark part of her circled contemplating. [Finally. Now we can come out to our mate-] [SHUT UP.] She jumped not expecting the new foreign dialogue, why is she helping her deceive her son? "Hun, your scent is faint but we picked it up... I am not sure if Noah knows but you must be keeping it a secret for a reason so I am handing you th
ALEX'S P. O. V"Alex girl, what took you so long? Noah."She got out and hugged Lucas and Toby. Is she at peace with the relationship? No. But she's trying to be more open to this world and she's trying to be a better friend. Her action of getting out off the car sprung up a simple question she was not yet ready to get into, right now."Alex what is this?"Shit. She literary forgot she had the bag in her hand that Toby's wolf would recognize, if he ever used it. She faked a smile dropping the bag in the front seat, as the alphas took the bags. She looks down at the fairly frozen ice cream which she handed to Toby."I don't know if you like ice cream but I've eaten so much ice cream."Without answering she jumped in the car trying to come up with a story, it's unfortunate she knows that Toby is not one to easily drop things."Thank you. Do you have a spoon? Oh and you didn't answer my question."She handed him a disposal spoon. Her avoiding answering the questionis now raising attentio
ALEX'S P.O.V Self-pity, embarrassment and shame override her entire being. What the fuck is wrong with her, with her dammed nature? How the fuck did she not know? How the fuck did she not sense it? Why did her body betray her this way? She literally took suppressants not so long ago, why is this happening now to her? She huffed hands clasping the sink and she prayed the Earth have pity on her and swallow her whole. It is her body, how could she not detect the changes. She has never willingly been intimate with someone before Noah. Perhaps that is why she naturally thought the increase in her sex drive was due to the raging endorphins spurring her hormones. Argh! Common, she should have known better. She should have been able to treat every changes in his own body as they come. For goodness sake she is the damned doctor with extraordinary capabilities and she couldn't get that right? How foolish she has been indulging her uncontrollable, insatiable, irresponsible parts of herself. S
GAB'S P. O. V "Here." He directed Toby and his friend. "This is Alex. Alex this is Gabriella but everyone calls her Gab." She never wished to give Toby a bad name ever, even amongst his friends so she willed her life to behave. She politely smiled, shaking her delicate hand. It was clear as day this omega is super high on suppressants. How do they stand the scent? Why is she taking such large dosages of suppressants? Does she not have her alpha? There are cases she has witnessed where pimps would force their sex workers to drink the drug, to of course avoid pregnancies. She was not part of the crowd but her friend was. Eventually the scent blocker became something she avoided, that drug was a reminder of a life she was grateful she was saved from. She did not want to say anything or ask in case she does have a reason to hide her nature. Everyone has to have a reason to do anything, right. Like my reason to visit Zoe as her sister, a sister that trusted an entire pack to do what
LEO'S P.O.V Everything was going well until it did not and it did not the day Jayden bit him. They are still very much interested in each other, in all aspects of the word but they grow distant as if something crucial is missing. Leo feels wrong being with his mate and there are times when he has this terrible thought that tells him this emptiness is not worth it. That he must master up all his strength and run far, very far away so that this feelings can evaporate. He knows that his logic is nonsensical, they are fated mates now and they took a literal term to 'to death do them part'. That was his decision to commit which means there's no escape from all these feelings and that knowledge is enough to make him want to cry. There are days he wanted to leave his dammed beloved. Oh, goddess of fate forgiveness but it is nothing bad he just contemplated it. Okay, it does not help him if he keep contemplating his decisions. It does not help that he keeps overthinking his situation more
LEO'S P. O. V"Happy anniversary!"A very confused Jayden walked in, exchanged his shoes for indoor flats and stared dumbly at Leo. It was yet to ring a bell."It is our first f*ckerversary. We were not together so for the years this date passed, I just let it slide but now look. Cake!"He said with a smile wide, his focus evenly distributed between the man before him and the sweetness of the cake he baked. It is not the best looking cake ever and probably tastes like diabetes more than anything. His not sure if homemade cake should give you the heartburn his currently experiencing. Jayden wouldn't judge him harshly for the thought and effort his lover put on this, cake? Okay yes, he sucks at cooking but he really worked hard on making the white covered icing cake with a 'Happy F*ckerversary' elegantly written.*This is a special moment to him that called for a major celebration in his life and of course it did not go without warning from his fathers. It is not like his going throug
ALEX'S P.O.V Self-pity, embarrassment and shame override her entire being. What the fuck is wrong with her, with her dammed nature? How the fuck did she not know? How the fuck did she not sense it? Why did her body betray her this way? She literally took suppressants not so long ago, why is this happening now to her? She huffed hands clasping the sink and she prayed the Earth have pity on her and swallow her whole. It is her body, how could she not detect the changes. She has never willingly been intimate with someone before Noah. Perhaps that is why she naturally thought the increase in her sex drive was due to the raging endorphins spurring her hormones. Argh! Common, she should have known better. She should have been able to treat every changes in his own body as they come. For goodness sake she is the damned doctor with extraordinary capabilities and she couldn't get that right? How foolish she has been indulging her uncontrollable, insatiable, irresponsible parts of herself. S
ALEX'S P. O. V"Alex girl, what took you so long? Noah."She got out and hugged Lucas and Toby. Is she at peace with the relationship? No. But she's trying to be more open to this world and she's trying to be a better friend. Her action of getting out off the car sprung up a simple question she was not yet ready to get into, right now."Alex what is this?"Shit. She literary forgot she had the bag in her hand that Toby's wolf would recognize, if he ever used it. She faked a smile dropping the bag in the front seat, as the alphas took the bags. She looks down at the fairly frozen ice cream which she handed to Toby."I don't know if you like ice cream but I've eaten so much ice cream."Without answering she jumped in the car trying to come up with a story, it's unfortunate she knows that Toby is not one to easily drop things."Thank you. Do you have a spoon? Oh and you didn't answer my question."She handed him a disposal spoon. Her avoiding answering the questionis now raising attentio
ALEX'S P.O.V "Come child." Mrs Zheng directed them to a bench and she faced her with a frustratingly unreadable facial expression. She pulled out a small bag and placed it on her hand, she took it confused as to why she was handed her this. "This is green tea mixed with ancient herbs and this helps with scent and these are the ones you chew on when you get 'stressed'." She smiled at her with so much understanding that her brain failed to register what just happened. "Huh? Wait. These are..." "Suppressants. Don't worry Xing took Noah downstairs and I cleared the yard before you got here." Huh? What? What is going on right now? She's restless and a dark part of her circled contemplating. [Finally. Now we can come out to our mate-] [SHUT UP.] She jumped not expecting the new foreign dialogue, why is she helping her deceive her son? "Hun, your scent is faint but we picked it up... I am not sure if Noah knows but you must be keeping it a secret for a reason so I am handing you th
Two days Later... ALEX'S P.O.V They were all packed up and ready to leave his family home and head back to human civilization. She definitely enjoyed staying here for as long as she did, the only family shes had for a couple of years are just Lucas and Leo. Its beautiful to be a part of a functional family for as long as she did, the people are more respectful and her wolf did not help by considering this home. She looked up at the perfect view of the woods, pack schools, play grounds and the most beautiful sunset. . . . NOAH'S P.O.V "I will miss seeing the sunset. Your family is really nice and I will especially miss eating unlimited ice cream for free." They laughed and Noah brought her closer to his embrace, he rested his chin on top of her head. He loves this, they watched every sunset since they have been here. He is delighted she likes Blue, for some inexplicable reason he really wanted Axx to view it as home. He kissed his fated mates cheek and for a few moments just to
NOAH'S P. O. V Alex usually takes forever getting ready for anything so he used Logan's bathroom to shower and change for bed. He got downstairs to see his mother patiently waiting for him to walk to her. "Mom." "How is she?" His mother pulled a seat out for him and he took it releasing a burdened sigh. "Why can I feel her emotions as of they are my own?" "Because she's unaware that she's projecting. Son you have found you fated now, you have to take responsibility and be responsible." "Mom, in case you haven't noticed she tames my wolf before she even realized she did. I have developed feelings beyond our fated bond and I've never been so lost." "She's a troubled one indeed... This is your story son. I know that I've raised you right." "You know." His mother smiles and rests her hand on his. Perhaps Alex told his mom about her previous pack and as that thought popped up her face changed to that of pity. This is how she would look at him when he failed to get some answers rig
ALEX'S P. O. V Noah left. He is gone. Did she do something wrong? Why is she being emotional? They had unprotected sex once. Fuck. No. She cannot risk getting pregnant by having unprotected sex again. She explained the whole blood situation and he was really indifferent about the disgust she expected was replace by love as well as concern. Argh, why does this man love her? She should have probably kept the whole tidbit of information to herself, that would have brought her more time to think of solutions to her current problem at hand. Basically she hasn't been 'intimate' with anyone for like more than three years and when she was intimate, her hymen did not stretch. Since she was intimate with Noah her hymen must have stretched enough to break causing the embarrassing sight this morning. So technically the person that broke her hymen is the same person that just left her alone in a big ass room. That selfish jerk left her alone with her thoughts... What if they do not work out? Tha