ALEX'S P.O.V
"Your parents are very nice."
"Come here."
Noah pulled her into his embrace, stroking his hair gently before planting a kiss on her forehead.
"They are friendly. Warning my mother has a way of getting into someone's head. Stay with me for a while. She is a psychiatrist, a good one. I love her to bits but she is like an unrelenting dog when she sees someone she wants to fix, in a sense. I do not want her to scare you off so please, promise not to leave my side."
Nodding. Not because She was terrified of opening up but because of the concern and love in his gaze.
"Ready?"
"No, but let us go downstairs."
.
Noah's family is significantly way more richer than she imagined, normal (far from dysfunctional), close and very lively. Now She gets why Noah is always happy or making stupid jokes, there is always someone that gets his way of thinking here and she laughed because they got each others jokes. Although he is future alpha he treated the help with respect. This family is so perfect that being here made her feel like an outsider looking in, perhaps she was and has seen all that he needs to. So as promised she stuck close to Noah only eating what Noah peels for him or put on his plate.
"I am not a child. I can do this myself."
She whispered, these small acts were drawing attention and personally that is the last thing she wants.
"Yes you can but I want to do it for you."
His parents stared at the two in awe. She decided to let the whole, 'I want to take care of you' thing go because these small acts did assure her about them.
Noah's parents watched in amazement, their son finally grew up. They watched as Noah peel the shrimp, place his favorites on the lovely protective mates plate. Now his insisting Alex take a bite and taste octopus for what seems to be for the first time.
"Call me crazy but this is not as bad as I imagined."
She took more from Noah's plate trying to understand the dish. It is not chewy but he has to bite, he dipped it in soy sauce and it transformed the taste. No way. This tastes weird but in a good way, its definitely not the best thing she's ever eaten but is certainly not the worst. She was still deliberating the fish and her fated broke the silence.
"Mom. I love your cooking and I missed it so much... Although my Axx has stuffed me with his delicious meals, mom she makes the best fried rice."
'My.' Wait, did he say 'my'? Her head shot up and she faced Noah. Did he say 'my?' Before giving his parents a embarrassed smile and she bowed her head to cover her embarrassment.
"Interesting. Alex can cook?"
"Yep. This way you do not need to worry about me when in gone. I have my own wifey now."
"It is my job to worry about you, it is an unpaid gig but I love it. Just kidding, Alex if you prepared to feed this large overgrown beast... Thank you so much. At least now I know you have your mate there by your side-"
She chocked. They have never spoken about the 'M' word out loud. She looked at Noah and the guy just shrugged smiling. She eventually stopped chocking thanks to to Noah gently patting her back. She did not want to face Noah's mother and father whose eyebrow rose a question.
"Sorry."
Noah's father changed the topic. Thank whatever gods out there.
"Talking about wives, son. How long have you been-"
Never mind… this conversations made her so uncomfortable she started eating to avoid eye contact or direct questioning.
"Common Xing. Let your son eat, besides it has been a long trip for them. Although I am afraid, your father's curiosity might get the best of him-"
His mom add also desiring an answer to ease her curiosity.
"Dad. I wasn't ready for commitment until I accidentally and quite literally bumped in to Alex... To be quite honest I still was not until I got to know her."
"Sis Lexi... Are you also a werewolf?"
Ora asked and her lips pursed. Yes shes a wolf but she can do somethings others can't, her father used to call it her secret super powers. She smiled at the memory then faced Ora with the same love she would give a younger sister she kinda found in Ora.
"Yes. I was born sick but against all odds I survived. Doctors guessed my wolf was untamed that it wanted control over my body so my father tamed it for me until I was a bit old enough to understand how to control it."
"So you could shift as a child?"
"Yes but mostly no. My father did not want me to shift, I technically have never shifted for as long as I can remember."
Shes never shared this about herself not even to her fated but she felt comfortable enough to just speak her.
"So you have known your nature for as long as you were born?"
"No. Although I had my animal I did not know my nature..."
She down at her now empty plate and grabbed water just to keep her mouth busy. Everyone was listening to every word she speaks and she can no afford to let personal details slip.
"I'm scared I will never get to know my wolf. Have you ever shifted? How did it feel?"
"Yes. It was after my dad left us, I was bullied at school and one day she just came out. It honestly felt empowering, none of the kids ever dared to physically bully me. Don't worry about it hun, your wolf will look as beautiful as you do and she will be healthy."
Ora gave her a toothy smile now content with her rounds of questions. All the attention fell on her once more and she squeezed Noah's hand, nervous.
"How are your medicine studies going son?"
Perm asks her future daughter in law.
"Quite well. Uh. I am going for my PhD after these holidays."
"Forth year?"
"No fifth. Then I will have two years to be a certified doctor."
"Oh. That is very good. Son where did you find this beautiful, smart, charming young woman?"
She ducked her head not used to any type of praise, her hand still holding onto Noah's.
"Yeah. Uhm. Son, how did you convince such a mature well-spoken woman to go out with you?"
"Dad, I possess a charm."
"More like I turned down his advances so many times in the end he grew on me."
"That more like it…" -Ora
Everyone laughed and Alex flushed in embarrassment, she did not mean to say all that out loud. Although she did not have to say it out loud due to the super hearing werewolves are blessed with.
"Noah. Before I forget I need help with the data collection loading operating system. Come upstairs to the office and help your old man out with this technology that keeps being innovated."
"Dad you not that pitiful in fact you started that business and showed us how every single data system operates and how to fix it."
"Alex, do you know what Noah does every time he comes to visit?"
Mr Xing continues.
"Dad. Don't go there."
His son warns but his warning is taken lightly.
"He always helps out with the family business and like an employee I give him a salary he the use as his allowance."
"Dad-"
She squeezed Noah's hand not hard enough to hurt but hard enough that it stole his protest.
"It is fine. I will help Mrs Zheng clean up."
"Are you sure?"
Nodding her consent. Noah got up following his father.
"I am going to continue studying so that I can come live with Noah there in Moon next year."
Ora jumped up and ran to the direction that has to be her bed room. Now in the spacious room is a shy frame and the mother. Perhaps her boyfriends mother or whatever they are now did not disapprove of her like many of the mother in laws she sees on TV.
"I will start cleaning."
Uncomfortable situations always made her anxious to do something and her OCD will bother her until she can collect her thoughts.
"No relax they might take hours in that office, come let us talk."
"Haha, talk about what?"
"Just your friends, family and your relationship with my son."
"Uhm okay. His friend is dating one of my closest friends, I guess that's how we officially met. I admit I did not appreciate his attention at first and right now I am not sure about it. But. Noah constantly tries to be there and talk to me, just to hear what I have to say. Your son supported me though all of the darkness, although I am still terrified I went through with it last night-."
Shit now she's over sharing. Oh, she's is good... Although what if she is one of those mom's that disapprove of everyone their son brings home?
"Mrs Zheng. I completely understand if I am not good enough to be with your son. Sometimes I question why he insists on being with me but whether he wants to or fate, give us a chance to figure it out."
She told her directly. She ignored her.
"Tell me about your family."
"My mother and I are not as close as we use to be. She has a new husband now, she is happy. I guess it is my turn to move on now."
"What do you mean by move on?"
Memories drifted in and out as the injustice repeated itself. She smiled up at the beautiful, kind, gentle soul and shook the memories to dust.
"Life is not fair. I accept, you cannot change the past. Noah told me that you are a therapist. I do not know what you see in me but it is nothing I cannot find a way to handle."
The fact that the table was still a mess but have managed to divide her attention between the mess that had to be corrected and the thinking straight. Shes done... She got up bowed and began clearing the dishes. It would be a shame if Noah's mother disapproved her not being able to concentrate on her but she would be right to sometimes her concentration is not the best.
On paper shes considered perfect but the reality of is that she is always consistently drowning, Noah is a lifeline. An alpha, who knew? Who knew that one day she would fall for an alpha, the class she swore to despise forever. Working on the table, then washing the dishes, then she organized the two places she cleaned and then turned around with a satisfied expression. After some time she then realized there was nothing left to do. She bit her lower lip and turn to see Noah's mom still studying her every move, she finally got up.
"I like you. Not because you make my son happy but because you are who you are. I was serious when I said you can call me ma or Perm, whichever one you comfortable with.... I have a special hobby, do you wish to join me?'
Nodding slowly she took her to what looks like and art room with original pieces, as well as canvas that belong to her.
"Wow this is all beautifully. Are we going to paint? No way you have paint that has already been blended? This room is perfect, I bet you spend most of your time here... You know Noah is always appreciative of my raft drawings, I think he got his love of art from you... Oh this is cool, how do you ever leave this room?"
"Haha. Yes, today we will paint to our hearts content. I love the wonder you are so freely able to express."
"What should I paint? ... I have never had this much colors."
She asked with paint brush in hand and a smile far from nerves. She turned to face her with a smile on her face also enjoying the effect of this room.
"Paint hope."
NOAH'S P. O. V He knew Axx might be nervous in fact he prays to the Goddess of fate to be listening... He did not want his family to screw up the absolute best thing to have ever bumped into him. Their relationship was new and the grounds it stood progressed into something mind braving. She trusts him. Which means his beautiful fated must feel the same way he feels. Yesterday in the throes of passion, he remembers so clearly how his fated bit him (like a love bite). A claim from her is at best marking her territory not to even mention the scratch marks that raked down my back... Of course her bite is not as life changing as his would. His relationship with his fated is getting to the point he wish it to reach and he just hopes his family does not screw that up for him but the fact his fated is still here confirms everything he feels about him. His leaving Axx side due to his father pure manipulation. How dare his father manipulate his beautiful, sweet, gullible fated mate? Maybe it
ALEX'S P. O. V Noah left. He is gone. Did she do something wrong? Why is she being emotional? They had unprotected sex once. Fuck. No. She cannot risk getting pregnant by having unprotected sex again. She explained the whole blood situation and he was really indifferent about the disgust she expected was replace by love as well as concern. Argh, why does this man love her? She should have probably kept the whole tidbit of information to herself, that would have brought her more time to think of solutions to her current problem at hand. Basically she hasn't been 'intimate' with anyone for like more than three years and when she was intimate, her hymen did not stretch. Since she was intimate with Noah her hymen must have stretched enough to break causing the embarrassing sight this morning. So technically the person that broke her hymen is the same person that just left her alone in a big ass room. That selfish jerk left her alone with her thoughts... What if they do not work out? Tha
NOAH'S P. O. V Alex usually takes forever getting ready for anything so he used Logan's bathroom to shower and change for bed. He got downstairs to see his mother patiently waiting for him to walk to her. "Mom." "How is she?" His mother pulled a seat out for him and he took it releasing a burdened sigh. "Why can I feel her emotions as of they are my own?" "Because she's unaware that she's projecting. Son you have found you fated now, you have to take responsibility and be responsible." "Mom, in case you haven't noticed she tames my wolf before she even realized she did. I have developed feelings beyond our fated bond and I've never been so lost." "She's a troubled one indeed... This is your story son. I know that I've raised you right." "You know." His mother smiles and rests her hand on his. Perhaps Alex told his mom about her previous pack and as that thought popped up her face changed to that of pity. This is how she would look at him when he failed to get some answers rig
Two days Later... ALEX'S P.O.V They were all packed up and ready to leave his family home and head back to human civilization. She definitely enjoyed staying here for as long as she did, the only family shes had for a couple of years are just Lucas and Leo. Its beautiful to be a part of a functional family for as long as she did, the people are more respectful and her wolf did not help by considering this home. She looked up at the perfect view of the woods, pack schools, play grounds and the most beautiful sunset. . . . NOAH'S P.O.V "I will miss seeing the sunset. Your family is really nice and I will especially miss eating unlimited ice cream for free." They laughed and Noah brought her closer to his embrace, he rested his chin on top of her head. He loves this, they watched every sunset since they have been here. He is delighted she likes Blue, for some inexplicable reason he really wanted Axx to view it as home. He kissed his fated mates cheek and for a few moments just to
ALEX'S P.O.V "Come child." Mrs Zheng directed them to a bench and she faced her with a frustratingly unreadable facial expression. She pulled out a small bag and placed it on her hand, she took it confused as to why she was handed her this. "This is green tea mixed with ancient herbs and this helps with scent and these are the ones you chew on when you get 'stressed'." She smiled at her with so much understanding that her brain failed to register what just happened. "Huh? Wait. These are..." "Suppressants. Don't worry Xing took Noah downstairs and I cleared the yard before you got here." Huh? What? What is going on right now? She's restless and a dark part of her circled contemplating. [Finally. Now we can come out to our mate-] [SHUT UP.] She jumped not expecting the new foreign dialogue, why is she helping her deceive her son? "Hun, your scent is faint but we picked it up... I am not sure if Noah knows but you must be keeping it a secret for a reason so I am handing you th
ALEX'S P. O. V"Alex girl, what took you so long? Noah."She got out and hugged Lucas and Toby. Is she at peace with the relationship? No. But she's trying to be more open to this world and she's trying to be a better friend. Her action of getting out off the car sprung up a simple question she was not yet ready to get into, right now."Alex what is this?"Shit. She literary forgot she had the bag in her hand that Toby's wolf would recognize, if he ever used it. She faked a smile dropping the bag in the front seat, as the alphas took the bags. She looks down at the fairly frozen ice cream which she handed to Toby."I don't know if you like ice cream but I've eaten so much ice cream."Without answering she jumped in the car trying to come up with a story, it's unfortunate she knows that Toby is not one to easily drop things."Thank you. Do you have a spoon? Oh and you didn't answer my question."She handed him a disposal spoon. Her avoiding answering the questionis now raising attentio
ALEX'S P.O.V Self-pity, embarrassment and shame override her entire being. What the fuck is wrong with her, with her dammed nature? How the fuck did she not know? How the fuck did she not sense it? Why did her body betray her this way? She literally took suppressants not so long ago, why is this happening now to her? She huffed hands clasping the sink and she prayed the Earth have pity on her and swallow her whole. It is her body, how could she not detect the changes. She has never willingly been intimate with someone before Noah. Perhaps that is why she naturally thought the increase in her sex drive was due to the raging endorphins spurring her hormones. Argh! Common, she should have known better. She should have been able to treat every changes in his own body as they come. For goodness sake she is the damned doctor with extraordinary capabilities and she couldn't get that right? How foolish she has been indulging her uncontrollable, insatiable, irresponsible parts of herself. S
LEO'S P. O. V"Happy anniversary!"A very confused Jayden walked in, exchanged his shoes for indoor flats and stared dumbly at Leo. It was yet to ring a bell."It is our first f*ckerversary. We were not together so for the years this date passed, I just let it slide but now look. Cake!"He said with a smile wide, his focus evenly distributed between the man before him and the sweetness of the cake he baked. It is not the best looking cake ever and probably tastes like diabetes more than anything. His not sure if homemade cake should give you the heartburn his currently experiencing. Jayden wouldn't judge him harshly for the thought and effort his lover put on this, cake? Okay yes, he sucks at cooking but he really worked hard on making the white covered icing cake with a 'Happy F*ckerversary' elegantly written.*This is a special moment to him that called for a major celebration in his life and of course it did not go without warning from his fathers. It is not like his going throug
GAB'S P. O. V "Here." He directed Toby and his friend. "This is Alex. Alex this is Gabriella but everyone calls her Gab." She never wished to give Toby a bad name ever, even amongst his friends so she willed her life to behave. She politely smiled, shaking her delicate hand. It was clear as day this omega is super high on suppressants. How do they stand the scent? Why is she taking such large dosages of suppressants? Does she not have her alpha? There are cases she has witnessed where pimps would force their sex workers to drink the drug, to of course avoid pregnancies. She was not part of the crowd but her friend was. Eventually the scent blocker became something she avoided, that drug was a reminder of a life she was grateful she was saved from. She did not want to say anything or ask in case she does have a reason to hide her nature. Everyone has to have a reason to do anything, right. Like my reason to visit Zoe as her sister, a sister that trusted an entire pack to do what
LEO'S P.O.V Everything was going well until it did not and it did not the day Jayden bit him. They are still very much interested in each other, in all aspects of the word but they grow distant as if something crucial is missing. Leo feels wrong being with his mate and there are times when he has this terrible thought that tells him this emptiness is not worth it. That he must master up all his strength and run far, very far away so that this feelings can evaporate. He knows that his logic is nonsensical, they are fated mates now and they took a literal term to 'to death do them part'. That was his decision to commit which means there's no escape from all these feelings and that knowledge is enough to make him want to cry. There are days he wanted to leave his dammed beloved. Oh, goddess of fate forgiveness but it is nothing bad he just contemplated it. Okay, it does not help him if he keep contemplating his decisions. It does not help that he keeps overthinking his situation more
LEO'S P. O. V"Happy anniversary!"A very confused Jayden walked in, exchanged his shoes for indoor flats and stared dumbly at Leo. It was yet to ring a bell."It is our first f*ckerversary. We were not together so for the years this date passed, I just let it slide but now look. Cake!"He said with a smile wide, his focus evenly distributed between the man before him and the sweetness of the cake he baked. It is not the best looking cake ever and probably tastes like diabetes more than anything. His not sure if homemade cake should give you the heartburn his currently experiencing. Jayden wouldn't judge him harshly for the thought and effort his lover put on this, cake? Okay yes, he sucks at cooking but he really worked hard on making the white covered icing cake with a 'Happy F*ckerversary' elegantly written.*This is a special moment to him that called for a major celebration in his life and of course it did not go without warning from his fathers. It is not like his going throug
ALEX'S P.O.V Self-pity, embarrassment and shame override her entire being. What the fuck is wrong with her, with her dammed nature? How the fuck did she not know? How the fuck did she not sense it? Why did her body betray her this way? She literally took suppressants not so long ago, why is this happening now to her? She huffed hands clasping the sink and she prayed the Earth have pity on her and swallow her whole. It is her body, how could she not detect the changes. She has never willingly been intimate with someone before Noah. Perhaps that is why she naturally thought the increase in her sex drive was due to the raging endorphins spurring her hormones. Argh! Common, she should have known better. She should have been able to treat every changes in his own body as they come. For goodness sake she is the damned doctor with extraordinary capabilities and she couldn't get that right? How foolish she has been indulging her uncontrollable, insatiable, irresponsible parts of herself. S
ALEX'S P. O. V"Alex girl, what took you so long? Noah."She got out and hugged Lucas and Toby. Is she at peace with the relationship? No. But she's trying to be more open to this world and she's trying to be a better friend. Her action of getting out off the car sprung up a simple question she was not yet ready to get into, right now."Alex what is this?"Shit. She literary forgot she had the bag in her hand that Toby's wolf would recognize, if he ever used it. She faked a smile dropping the bag in the front seat, as the alphas took the bags. She looks down at the fairly frozen ice cream which she handed to Toby."I don't know if you like ice cream but I've eaten so much ice cream."Without answering she jumped in the car trying to come up with a story, it's unfortunate she knows that Toby is not one to easily drop things."Thank you. Do you have a spoon? Oh and you didn't answer my question."She handed him a disposal spoon. Her avoiding answering the questionis now raising attentio
ALEX'S P.O.V "Come child." Mrs Zheng directed them to a bench and she faced her with a frustratingly unreadable facial expression. She pulled out a small bag and placed it on her hand, she took it confused as to why she was handed her this. "This is green tea mixed with ancient herbs and this helps with scent and these are the ones you chew on when you get 'stressed'." She smiled at her with so much understanding that her brain failed to register what just happened. "Huh? Wait. These are..." "Suppressants. Don't worry Xing took Noah downstairs and I cleared the yard before you got here." Huh? What? What is going on right now? She's restless and a dark part of her circled contemplating. [Finally. Now we can come out to our mate-] [SHUT UP.] She jumped not expecting the new foreign dialogue, why is she helping her deceive her son? "Hun, your scent is faint but we picked it up... I am not sure if Noah knows but you must be keeping it a secret for a reason so I am handing you th
Two days Later... ALEX'S P.O.V They were all packed up and ready to leave his family home and head back to human civilization. She definitely enjoyed staying here for as long as she did, the only family shes had for a couple of years are just Lucas and Leo. Its beautiful to be a part of a functional family for as long as she did, the people are more respectful and her wolf did not help by considering this home. She looked up at the perfect view of the woods, pack schools, play grounds and the most beautiful sunset. . . . NOAH'S P.O.V "I will miss seeing the sunset. Your family is really nice and I will especially miss eating unlimited ice cream for free." They laughed and Noah brought her closer to his embrace, he rested his chin on top of her head. He loves this, they watched every sunset since they have been here. He is delighted she likes Blue, for some inexplicable reason he really wanted Axx to view it as home. He kissed his fated mates cheek and for a few moments just to
NOAH'S P. O. V Alex usually takes forever getting ready for anything so he used Logan's bathroom to shower and change for bed. He got downstairs to see his mother patiently waiting for him to walk to her. "Mom." "How is she?" His mother pulled a seat out for him and he took it releasing a burdened sigh. "Why can I feel her emotions as of they are my own?" "Because she's unaware that she's projecting. Son you have found you fated now, you have to take responsibility and be responsible." "Mom, in case you haven't noticed she tames my wolf before she even realized she did. I have developed feelings beyond our fated bond and I've never been so lost." "She's a troubled one indeed... This is your story son. I know that I've raised you right." "You know." His mother smiles and rests her hand on his. Perhaps Alex told his mom about her previous pack and as that thought popped up her face changed to that of pity. This is how she would look at him when he failed to get some answers rig
ALEX'S P. O. V Noah left. He is gone. Did she do something wrong? Why is she being emotional? They had unprotected sex once. Fuck. No. She cannot risk getting pregnant by having unprotected sex again. She explained the whole blood situation and he was really indifferent about the disgust she expected was replace by love as well as concern. Argh, why does this man love her? She should have probably kept the whole tidbit of information to herself, that would have brought her more time to think of solutions to her current problem at hand. Basically she hasn't been 'intimate' with anyone for like more than three years and when she was intimate, her hymen did not stretch. Since she was intimate with Noah her hymen must have stretched enough to break causing the embarrassing sight this morning. So technically the person that broke her hymen is the same person that just left her alone in a big ass room. That selfish jerk left her alone with her thoughts... What if they do not work out? Tha