All Chapters of FALLEN: HIS ALONE: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

.....ERROR CHAPTER, BELONGS TO ANOTHER BOOK, PLEASE MOVE TO THE NEXT ONE TO CONTINUE THE STORY, AM DEEPLY SORRY "I have thousand reason to die and many billions reasons to cry, but am still standing and I don't know why.... ..... The ride home was a really quiet one, My hands kept on fiddling, and my poor head was banging me over and over again, God, I really feel like I was actually dying or something.... I couldn't stop digesting everything that I just heard like a few minutes ago, as my heart kept on arching, Everything was just so frustrating, and oh, to top it all, the silence in the car was killing me completely... Well, it's not like I had wanted to say something to him or what, but still everything was just so strange... He wants revenge just like me, or was it that it was all a tricky act to come close to me, I thought carefully, as I stole a sneak peak of Charlie's blank expression, as his eyes were glued on the already dark roads... I really doubt his lying, Another

LUCAS....He ran away from me, and that night, he broke the promise, or should I say part of the deal we made, and didn't return back to the room, and I blamed myself cause everything that was happening was all my fault, but I didn't really dwell in the fact that he was nowhere to be found, cause I still wanted answers to know what was happening between us, and what was really happening to me before he comes back, well if he does, cause I hated confusions so damn much, and uncertainty, so I googled out what was wrong with me, and took a "Do I like you more than a friend quiz", even though it was like the most cheesiest some what childish thing to do, cause I wanted to know if it was more than pity I had for him, and as if to clear things out, the result of the quiz came out "I LIKED HIM", but...but it wasn't really that surprising to me, cause a part of me had already figured out that I like him, since the time he placed his palm on my lips, I was the one who was trying to deny it, ca

ELIAS....Dawn set in, and I look like a complete mess, so I returned back to the room, and took a shower, even though I didn't wanted to see his damn face, cause it reminds me how he was playing with my feelings, or should I say how he HAD played with my feelings, cause I won't ever let him again, never again, but before I could leave the room, the shit woke up and stopped me."You're back!"He exclaimed, his voice high pitched, and hugged my back, he dared to, and if I was the same damn fool, I would have smiled inwardly and believe that he missed me and was happy now, but I wasn't a fool anymore, and I bet all this was just a damn act, so I push him away from myself, and turn around to see his stupid face as he fell to the floor.He had this confused, surprised look on his face, and I guess it was because he might have thought we were already friends, but we ain't, we would never fucking be, and the best part is that he would leave here soon, cause 2 more days, and the week would b

LUCASI stayed in the empty classroom like a sad puppy, well I was heartbroken than sad, especially after I saw a post about him....EliasDamnit!, it's still fresh in my memory, and I can't freaking get it out no matter how hard I tried.I saw it...I actually saw it earlier today, it was a post, more like a secret picture taken, and...and...and it was about him, the one I like: Elias, with that bastard Eliot. (God, I hate my fucking life already)In the picture, they...they were kissing, and I swear I would have swore it was edited or something, but...but someone even had a video of the kiss with an hashtag "Spicy" on it, cause Elias hands were above his head as they kissed, and honestly?, honestly at this very point I don't know what to think anymore, cause am tired, fed up, and I can't get the fucking truth out of my head, the fucking truth that he was literally going to get back with that bastard, because he hated me more than he did to him, or did he even hate him anymore after tha

LUCASI stared at my red face in the mirror of the bathroom, and felt like I was going to explode any minute from now. Why?...It was because I didn't really know if what happened last night really happened, or if it was all the effect of the alcohol I had drowned myself with."Yes it was a dream, right??"I asked myself, and almost concluded that it was, but when my eyes diverted down to my empty bare chest, I think otherwise again, cause I normally don't sleep with only boxers on, also...also I woke up this morning next to him, and...and...."Oh fuck!"I rubbed my forehead, and stopped brushing my teeth, cause I...I couldn't fucking concentrate about any single thing apart from that thought...that thought that was enjoying making me this mad, but...but I couldn't stop thinking, and overthinking, cause if what happened last night truly did happened, what if he denies everything, or tell me that it was some kind of goodbye sex before he kicks me out of this room today, huh?I rubbed my