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"You walk into the dark, you should be prepared....You never know what you'll see, your wildest pain could just eventually come through, So what you gonna do?........."Ain't you coming in" He said, as I reluctantly hopped into the car, with the obvious frown still glued right on my face, before finally buckling in the seatbelts uncertainly...I guess I'll never know, until I get there, I repeated blankly to myself, as my dull eyes slowly drifted outside the window, to brace myself for the uncertain ride......."Why on earth have you brought me here" I asked, without wasting any more time, as I immediately hop out of the car, before staring blankly at him, with my already folded arms..."Cause of my dad" He replied absentmindedly, as he kept on adjusting his black t- shirt, but I ain't got time to sit back and just watch him make himself all pretty again...Not a chance, I thought frustratedly, before staring back at him with my already pressed lips..."What exactly do you mean by that "Cause of my dad" I repeated with the most shitty voice that I got, but still I could see that he wasn't affected in the slightest, as all he did was stare back at me "Damnit"..."He has a warehouse filled with so many of your mom memories, and likely we could find something useful there...."Like her family's address" I replied almost too quickly, before nodding my head slightly, still trying so hard to waver the bitter thought that seems to be drowning me a whole deeper, but I guess I wasn't the only one who noticed it...."What's wrong now" I could hear his faint voice whispering right on my ears, as I slowly shifted my gaze away from him..."Why do you care" I mumbled frustratedly, looking away, as I could feel his eyes still glued on me"I need to know" He blurted out, as his eyes finally caught up with mine once again, making me feel a whole lot suffocated and bitter, but all I could do was to heave sadly, before looking away once again...."Let's just say going to a warehouse full with my mom's memories aren't just my thing" I said, still staring at nowhere in particular, trying so hard to hide how it hurts so bad..."I really do feel suffocated, I might lose it completely" I whispered painfully to myself, but I guess it was loud enough to hear, as I slowly landed my gaze back to his unexplained expression...Was he actually in pain too?, I thought for a brief second, before I was pulled on the arm by him, as he pulled me way so close to him, and the next thing I felt was his arms wrapped tightly around me...Was this some kind of hug?, I thought with so much emotions racing through me, as my head laid helplessly on his chest, making my little nose catch the scent of his nice perfume...."What are you doing" I mumbled confusedly, as I could feel his arms wrapped around me, He really wasn't letting go, even though I had tried pulling away...."Shh and just keep shut" His voice vibrated, as my head wearily kept on laying on his chest uncertainly....Trust be told, I've never got hugged before, not like I ever wanted to, like men, come at least three inches close to me and you're dead meat, fuck, if I haven't ever let aunt hug me for this long, then why him, I thought angrily to my confused self....I should be suffocated by now and punch him right on the face, but no, my hands are shitty numb and I ain't doing anything...My head racked with so much frustration and anger clouding right inside me..."What happened to the three feet rule" I regained my strange lost voice back, as his arms kept on wrapped round mine..."You already broke the rule when you decided to still stay with me all this while" His voice echoed, as my mouth slowly went dumb..."I...."Oh just forget the damn rule, you're hurt and I just couldn't resist" He said, hugging me tighter than before, as my shaking unsure hands slowly drifted up to his waist, before confusedly hugging him back ..."Just save your damn sympathy to yourself" I mumbled quietly under his embrace, as he let out a soft laugh, as I kept on hugging him, still so unsure of what the hell I was exactly doing right now...."Say whatever you want to, but you can't stop just me from loving you" He blurted out amidst laughter, slowly causing shivers down my spine, as I slowly let go of him..."I think that's enough now" I mumbled, as I quickly shifted away from him uncertainly, before looking at nothing in particular, still so confused of what the fuck I just did..."Are you alright now" His voice said, quickly bringing me back to life, as my eyes slowly caught up with his..."Am better now, thanks" I blurted out, staring blankly into his eyes, as he smiled back at mine..."Do you still want to go?" He questioned, still fixing his gaze with me, as I arched one of my eyebrows...."What do you mean" I folded my arms, as my eyes kept on glued to his..."I ..."If we go, we may find the address and then BOOM!, sweet revenge" I whispered to him, with a little bitter grin plastered right on my face, as I kept on staring at him...."You're a bad girl, I like it" He smiled back wickedly, as the grin on my face slowly grew wider..."Whatever, Partner in crime" I said, as I could see the wider smile forming at the corner of his lips, before he quickly took a few steps forward, beckoning me to come along, as I slowly did, before heaving a soft sigh of determination...."Revenge is best served cold, am coming for you all and I really don't care if I spend my entire shitty life in jail for this"....I mumbled silently under my breath, as my eyes slowly glued back to his, before hesitantly placing my hand now on his........."Whispers, all I hear is whispers, They're fading, it's so faint and then it's gone....I thought this would be a whole lot easier than I thought, but I guess I thought wrong, and now damn memories keeps on dancing on my face over and over again..What to do now?.........."Whatever, partner in crime" I said, rolling my eyes, as I could see the smile on his face growing wider, before he finally stretched out his hand to me, that I reluctantly accepted, before finally walking along....I uncertainly placed my hand on his, as he led the way boldly, but to say the truth, all I felt was suffocated...Damn, this was going to be the second time that I would be at his house, but I already felt like it's the hundredth...Men, I really hate this place, especially that shitty fool that's unfortunately living here...I swear if I as much set my eyes on him, then it's going to be a massacre....I mean, how does this Charlie dummy tolerate that fool Ryan over and over again, I thought for a
....Things are happening, and I don't understand... Am confused and those teary feelings seems to be taken control of me....Watery eyes....Bitter eyes, this is so strange, but the more I drown, the more my bloody thirst strengthens......."How dare you come here" The faint voice yelled out, twisting my arm a whole lot tighter, as I slowly close my eyes, racking for the next thing to do, trying to regain my breath back....I have to do something, my head racked for a brief second, as I slowly let out a deep breath, before finally bracing myself to look round to see who it actually was....Hesitantly turning around, as my eyes slowly drifted up to the blurry image that was standing obviously boiling right in front of me, as my eyes slowly met up.....It was a man?, Well nothing special about that, but he was actually someone I've never seen before, that got my heart twisting....Tall figure, long black hair with beard eating up his face, covering almost all of his chin.....To think
..."This things I do not know, This feelings I've never felt before, this strange presence, I..Damn, I feel something, I really don't know what it is, it's eating me alive and all I keep on doing is to drown deeper.........."Well, here we are" His voice voice echoed, quickly bringing life back to me, as I slowly lifted my eyes up to stare at the old, but rather fascinating looking building...."Are you scared?" He whispered, as I slowly shook my head, before taking in a deep breath, with my already folded arms...."Am fine, Got it" I blurted out more coldly than I expected, before slowly drifting my gaze back at him, but he already looked away....Damn, I guess I was a little too harsh, my damn inner self spoke out, as I pressed my lips confusedly, before fiddling with my fingers frustratedly.."I...."C'mon let's go" He cuts me off, as I could tell the little hurt sound on his voice, but decided to wave it up, as I kept on looking away angrily...Damn, this is so pathetic, are we
...."The night comes, but the dead don't rest, neither do I....You want to kill me, break me, and cut me down, but if I cry, you'll bleed ......."I don't see the point saying I love you, when all you do is drift away the more I say it"...It was a whisper, but it felt a whole lot worst than that, as I could hear the words banging into my ears, watching his eyes flicker something so unexplainable, as well as my heart, that kept on ceasing all the damn words from coming outSomething's wrong, so wrong and I can feel it, it was from my heart, but oh God it's was just so shitty...."I .." I stumbled on my words, as the rest of the words got stuck on my eyes, that kept on staring in total confusion straight on his light, somehow magnetic ones...As he kept on slowly coming closer to me, but with every step he took, the more I stagger backwards, as my head kept on screaming just one, one life saving word to me..."RUN!" I could hear my inner self yelling out, as I cautiously took to my
...."You throw me into the ocean, am drowning, I should have knew...Five!.... Four!.... Three!.. Two!.... One!...Am.... dead!.......My heart was racing, but still I didn't stop, not for once, not ever...I could feel my legs flying, as I search for the way out of the emotional twisted warehouse, like a complete mad person that I actually am and hopefully I did, as I tried catching my breath, before heaving a big sigh of relief...Staring back at the warehouse, it was completely distant away from where I stood..Who knew I could ever run that fast, i thought, as I placed my palm at my forehead frustratedly, before looking away...Damn!, What the freaking hell just happened, I thought, as a wave of anger and confusion came clouding me, making my head hurt a whole lot worst than before...I want to fucking forget it, but no!, my damn mind will never let me, I would never rest after this crap, Never....I am helpless, Why God...My clumsy mind clouding so many thoughts at once, but w
......Fire for fire, Violence with violence, but no...this ain't fair one bit..........."I thought you saw everything, huh?" I yelled back, staring at him with all the burning anger in my eyes, but his expression changed everything....It scared the life out of me, cause all he gave was that awful deadly grin of his once again, as I could feel the urge to scream, run and just disappear completely, but I just can't....His eyes tells me "AM A FOOL", but my mind don't want to believe that, or else I'd be shattered...."Who said I didn't?" He brought me back to life with his question, that sounded more of a statement, as the grin on his face grew a whole lot wider, that kept on making my heart sink the more....Is...th...this what...he....wanted? I questioned my spinning head, as my eyebrows tilted up fearfully, but the more he stares into my soul, the more I found my darn answers....No!, he possibly co.. couldn't, I reassured my beating heart, as I could already feel uneasiness flu
....."What would you do to save the person you love the most, Would you give your dignity?, life?, everything?, and fall down flat on your face...I did and it crushed me completely...."Am smiling, but it hurts...I did this to save, but all I did is get burnt"......"P.O.V"...She left and guilt came flushing through me, my damn mind finally clicked back to normal, only then, did I realized what the shit I had just done....I could feel my palms becoming sweaty, as my mind told me to stay still and just let everything slide by, but my heart wasn't on the same side."Run you fool, run go catch her before she finally disappears from your life forever".My heart cried out, as I could feel my shaky legs moving...."Ivy?" I whispered, but she was already long gone, as my head kept on spinning over and over again"No I'll die without her" I mumbled angrily to myself, as I could feel my legs already taking the lead, only to stop halfway, as I slowly turned back to place the hurtful letter
...."Why me?....That's the question, I'd never find the answer to..."I gave you the permission, so you killed me".........."Her life is hanging on this hands" His deadly voice echoed out, as he kept on waving his hands all over the air, The same hands, that kept on making me feel trapped more and more..."Why can't you let me be" I whispered, with all the frustration and helplessness, that came clouding me, but still he felt nothing, no remorse, nothing at all..."Why can't you?" I could feel my voice coming out weaker than I expected, as the little teardrop fell right off my eye...He knows I'll fall, he shitty did.This was his plan all along, it was all his.Am walking right into my own death and I know it, but there's nothing I can do now, even if I try..."So tell me, what's your answer going to be" His sharp voice blurted out, as my shaky eyes slowly lifted up to meet his..."You still think am messing around, don't you?" He spat out angrily with grit teeth, before letting ou
....."If I could frame our story as a snowflake in my heart, I'd freeze it with infinity, so we would never part....But like all stories, ours has come to it tragic end......"I love him" My fearful heart whispered to me the only word that I had forever kept on trying to avoid, that I had forever kept on running away from, but now it's had finally caught up with me after all...I could feel my lips slowly parting, but nothing ever did came out, as all I could do was close my eyes as I kept on trying to avoid everything, but no I just couldn't, it wouldn't just leave me alone...I am losing my damn mind right now and it's all because of them, my mind screamed out, as I could feel my shaky fist clenching..."It is all because of them" I yelled out, as I could feel my hands lifting up, but all I could damn do was keep on letting out all my frustration on my bed, scattering it, as I kept on tearing the pillows into shreds, bit by bit."Why does this crap always happens to me" I could f
....."Just as fast you fall asleep, I fell in love...I finally realized........It was him all along, it was truly him...But he would never be mine...I hoped it could have lasted longer...I hoped wrong.........."Get some sleep as well" I whispered again, but I guess she didn't hear, either way it didn't changed anything, I was dying and I knew it...Slowly I could feel my legs slowly moving away, it was shaky, but I tried holding myself, I tried preventing it from falling, as I kept on climbing the stairs that looked like a thousand, before I finally disappeared, before I finally did faded away into thin air...Slowly I could feel my shaky hands locking the room shut, as I could feel it immediately flowing down my cheeks...It was there yet again...No!, not again, I mumbled as I confusedly tried wiping it away, but still it kept on raining down my cheeks and I just couldn't stop it.I just couldn't...."What am I doing?" I whispered, as I kept on staring at my stressed reflect
...."The night is here again, everyone is happy, everyone is at peace, everyone except me........All would be save, but I?, I'll die yet again, for the second time........I could feel my legs failing me as I kept on staggering like the mad person that I am, but still that didn't changed my pathetic luck, it never fucking did.My legs kept on making the situation a whole lot shitty, it kept on threatening to fall, as I kept on watching my slender shadow walk lifelessly through the lonely roads.."Few blocks away, just few blocks away" That was all I could utter, as I could practically feel my damn self breathing in and out, like the sweaty scum that I am...It was just me and the lonely moon, yet it was so dark, my heart was, Everything felled apart.I never did knew it could be possible to watch your whole life crashing before your very eyes, yet that was exactly what happened to me....It felled apart and all I did was watch it as it felled..."I mean what I said earlier, trust
...."Why me?....That's the question, I'd never find the answer to..."I gave you the permission, so you killed me".........."Her life is hanging on this hands" His deadly voice echoed out, as he kept on waving his hands all over the air, The same hands, that kept on making me feel trapped more and more..."Why can't you let me be" I whispered, with all the frustration and helplessness, that came clouding me, but still he felt nothing, no remorse, nothing at all..."Why can't you?" I could feel my voice coming out weaker than I expected, as the little teardrop fell right off my eye...He knows I'll fall, he shitty did.This was his plan all along, it was all his.Am walking right into my own death and I know it, but there's nothing I can do now, even if I try..."So tell me, what's your answer going to be" His sharp voice blurted out, as my shaky eyes slowly lifted up to meet his..."You still think am messing around, don't you?" He spat out angrily with grit teeth, before letting ou
....."What would you do to save the person you love the most, Would you give your dignity?, life?, everything?, and fall down flat on your face...I did and it crushed me completely...."Am smiling, but it hurts...I did this to save, but all I did is get burnt"......"P.O.V"...She left and guilt came flushing through me, my damn mind finally clicked back to normal, only then, did I realized what the shit I had just done....I could feel my palms becoming sweaty, as my mind told me to stay still and just let everything slide by, but my heart wasn't on the same side."Run you fool, run go catch her before she finally disappears from your life forever".My heart cried out, as I could feel my shaky legs moving...."Ivy?" I whispered, but she was already long gone, as my head kept on spinning over and over again"No I'll die without her" I mumbled angrily to myself, as I could feel my legs already taking the lead, only to stop halfway, as I slowly turned back to place the hurtful letter
......Fire for fire, Violence with violence, but no...this ain't fair one bit..........."I thought you saw everything, huh?" I yelled back, staring at him with all the burning anger in my eyes, but his expression changed everything....It scared the life out of me, cause all he gave was that awful deadly grin of his once again, as I could feel the urge to scream, run and just disappear completely, but I just can't....His eyes tells me "AM A FOOL", but my mind don't want to believe that, or else I'd be shattered...."Who said I didn't?" He brought me back to life with his question, that sounded more of a statement, as the grin on his face grew a whole lot wider, that kept on making my heart sink the more....Is...th...this what...he....wanted? I questioned my spinning head, as my eyebrows tilted up fearfully, but the more he stares into my soul, the more I found my darn answers....No!, he possibly co.. couldn't, I reassured my beating heart, as I could already feel uneasiness flu
...."You throw me into the ocean, am drowning, I should have knew...Five!.... Four!.... Three!.. Two!.... One!...Am.... dead!.......My heart was racing, but still I didn't stop, not for once, not ever...I could feel my legs flying, as I search for the way out of the emotional twisted warehouse, like a complete mad person that I actually am and hopefully I did, as I tried catching my breath, before heaving a big sigh of relief...Staring back at the warehouse, it was completely distant away from where I stood..Who knew I could ever run that fast, i thought, as I placed my palm at my forehead frustratedly, before looking away...Damn!, What the freaking hell just happened, I thought, as a wave of anger and confusion came clouding me, making my head hurt a whole lot worst than before...I want to fucking forget it, but no!, my damn mind will never let me, I would never rest after this crap, Never....I am helpless, Why God...My clumsy mind clouding so many thoughts at once, but w
...."The night comes, but the dead don't rest, neither do I....You want to kill me, break me, and cut me down, but if I cry, you'll bleed ......."I don't see the point saying I love you, when all you do is drift away the more I say it"...It was a whisper, but it felt a whole lot worst than that, as I could hear the words banging into my ears, watching his eyes flicker something so unexplainable, as well as my heart, that kept on ceasing all the damn words from coming outSomething's wrong, so wrong and I can feel it, it was from my heart, but oh God it's was just so shitty...."I .." I stumbled on my words, as the rest of the words got stuck on my eyes, that kept on staring in total confusion straight on his light, somehow magnetic ones...As he kept on slowly coming closer to me, but with every step he took, the more I stagger backwards, as my head kept on screaming just one, one life saving word to me..."RUN!" I could hear my inner self yelling out, as I cautiously took to my
..."This things I do not know, This feelings I've never felt before, this strange presence, I..Damn, I feel something, I really don't know what it is, it's eating me alive and all I keep on doing is to drown deeper.........."Well, here we are" His voice voice echoed, quickly bringing life back to me, as I slowly lifted my eyes up to stare at the old, but rather fascinating looking building...."Are you scared?" He whispered, as I slowly shook my head, before taking in a deep breath, with my already folded arms...."Am fine, Got it" I blurted out more coldly than I expected, before slowly drifting my gaze back at him, but he already looked away....Damn, I guess I was a little too harsh, my damn inner self spoke out, as I pressed my lips confusedly, before fiddling with my fingers frustratedly.."I...."C'mon let's go" He cuts me off, as I could tell the little hurt sound on his voice, but decided to wave it up, as I kept on looking away angrily...Damn, this is so pathetic, are we