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"Whispers, all I hear is whispers, They're fading, it's so faint and then it's gone....I thought this would be a whole lot easier than I thought, but I guess I thought wrong, and now damn memories keeps on dancing on my face over and over again..What to do now?.........."Whatever, partner in crime" I said, rolling my eyes, as I could see the smile on his face growing wider, before he finally stretched out his hand to me, that I reluctantly accepted, before finally walking along....I uncertainly placed my hand on his, as he led the way boldly, but to say the truth, all I felt was suffocated...Damn, this was going to be the second time that I would be at his house, but I already felt like it's the hundredth...Men, I really hate this place, especially that shitty fool that's unfortunately living here...I swear if I as much set my eyes on him, then it's going to be a massacre....I mean, how does this Charlie dummy tolerate that fool Ryan over and over again, I thought for a brief second angrily, before my eyes slowly drifted up to the mansion once again...."Are you ready" Charlie's voice rang into my ears, as I slowly looked up to him, before quickly letting go on his hand...."This ain't my first time, you know" I blurted out frustratedly, before quickly looking away, as he nodded cheerfully, before taking the first step, but I quickly caught him by the arm, before immediately letting go sharply...."I thought we were going to the warehouse" I asked blankly, as my eyes slowly glued to his...."We are, just wanna check something inside really quick" His warm voice blurted out, as I arched one of my eyebrows questioningly...."And what is it that you want to check" I questioned blankly, with my already folded arms, as my eyes kept on glued to his, watching him place his arms slowly at the back of his hair...."Alright you got me, The truth's that, I think I left the oven on" He mumbled, as he kept on trying so hard not to laugh, but all I felt was irritated all over again, as I slowly pressed my lips together frustratedly...."Haha, really funny" I scoffed sarcastically, with my already folded arms, as I frowned my eyebrows irritatedly, watching that dummy mimic everything I just did...."Damn, when am I going to ever make you laugh" He questioned angrily, as a little grin slowly creeped up on my face, before it quickly vanished away...."Not ever in this life" I mumbled blankly, as he slowly rolled his eyes playfully at me...."Well I guess I would keep on trying then"..."And you'll keep on failing" I cut in sharply, as my eyes slowly fixed on his blankly...."I'll prove you wrong"..."You'll always be disappointed" I said, before looking away, still taking caution, as he slowly took a step backwards, away from me, finally..."Are you really going to leave me standing here?" I questioned blankly, watching him stop quickly, before immediately turning around to look back at me, with a mischievous grin stuck right on his face....."Are you scared?" He mumbled slyly, as I could feel the cheerfulness on his voice, that kept on making me a whole lot pissed off than before...."You wish" I spat angrily, before looking away, as I could feel him quickly nodding over again..."Well, you can come along inside, if you want to, but I promise I won't be long, just wanna check something out, before we head to the warehouse" He blurted out sharply, as his eyes kept on fixed on mine...."You really did left the oven on, did you?" I mumbled under my breath blankly, but it was loud enough to hear..."Maybe... I guess" He whispered back, as I rolled my eyes at me blankly, before finally stepping into his house, still feeling his presence right at my back like a bee....Damn, he really makes me want to punch him, I thought frustratedly, as I stood blankly, finally inside his house, before quickly drifting my eyes back on him...."Why are you still standing here" I asked, staring at him irritating, as I could feel his face flushing red, but I really didn't darn care..."Right!, I would go now, Be back in a sec" He said, before immediately vanishing into thin air, as I huffed a sigh, to regain my sanity back....Alright, I guess I would just stand here and wait, I thought for a brief second, as I kept on fiddling with my fingers over again, but I guess my curiousity got the better of me, as I could feel my legs slowly moving on its own....Damn, I know that I actually shouldn't be doing this, but still it wouldn't be that bad, checking out how this snubby rich people live, right?, I said to myself, as my legs kept on carrying me away, with my wandering eyes...Last time, I didn't get a proper look of anywhere, cause of that fool Ryan, but now, he's obviously no where in sight, so no one is going to stop me...I thought for a brief second, with a little devilish grin on my face, before my wandering eyes slowly spotted an image, that glued straight on my eyes....It was a room, with a dark creepy confused image on it, maybe some kind of art room, or something, I really don't care, cause all I knew was that I felt the urge to go in and check it out ..I wasn't a psycho by doing this, I mumbled to myself uncertainly, as I kept on studying the strange painting over again, before finally heaving and stepping into the mildquiet room...In every misery sad book I've ever read, you are never meant to, or should I say, no normal right thinking person was ever meant to walk into a quiet lonely room, unless you wanna die...But I guess I really actually normal after all, cause this could just be the key to all what I've ben searching for all this while and now I ain't gonna hold back now...I thought for a brief second, as my legs kept on moving deeper into the lonely room, filled with strange despair painting, that kept on making me rethink over again...I guess the person that ever drew this paintings must be depressed and dull just like me, I thought for a brief second, as my eyes slowly glued on a dull painting of a drowning female figure, making a little grin slowly creep up on my face...We are very much alike after all, I mumbled, as I kept on trying to read what exactly was written at the bottom, but it was so faded, beyond recognition..So I never did get to read it, and all I could do was to turn around to leave, but was quickly held back on the arm by something or should I say someone..."How dare you step into here...." The faint voice yelled out, squeezing my arm a whole lot tighter, as I slowly arched my eyebrows confusedly, trying so hard not to lose it....I thought I was the only one here, but I guess I thought wrong", I mumbled under my breath with my already racing confused heart.........Things are happening, and I don't understand... Am confused and those teary feelings seems to be taken control of me....Watery eyes....Bitter eyes, this is so strange, but the more I drown, the more my bloody thirst strengthens......."How dare you come here" The faint voice yelled out, twisting my arm a whole lot tighter, as I slowly close my eyes, racking for the next thing to do, trying to regain my breath back....I have to do something, my head racked for a brief second, as I slowly let out a deep breath, before finally bracing myself to look round to see who it actually was....Hesitantly turning around, as my eyes slowly drifted up to the blurry image that was standing obviously boiling right in front of me, as my eyes slowly met up.....It was a man?, Well nothing special about that, but he was actually someone I've never seen before, that got my heart twisting....Tall figure, long black hair with beard eating up his face, covering almost all of his chin.....To think
..."This things I do not know, This feelings I've never felt before, this strange presence, I..Damn, I feel something, I really don't know what it is, it's eating me alive and all I keep on doing is to drown deeper.........."Well, here we are" His voice voice echoed, quickly bringing life back to me, as I slowly lifted my eyes up to stare at the old, but rather fascinating looking building...."Are you scared?" He whispered, as I slowly shook my head, before taking in a deep breath, with my already folded arms...."Am fine, Got it" I blurted out more coldly than I expected, before slowly drifting my gaze back at him, but he already looked away....Damn, I guess I was a little too harsh, my damn inner self spoke out, as I pressed my lips confusedly, before fiddling with my fingers frustratedly.."I...."C'mon let's go" He cuts me off, as I could tell the little hurt sound on his voice, but decided to wave it up, as I kept on looking away angrily...Damn, this is so pathetic, are we
...."The night comes, but the dead don't rest, neither do I....You want to kill me, break me, and cut me down, but if I cry, you'll bleed ......."I don't see the point saying I love you, when all you do is drift away the more I say it"...It was a whisper, but it felt a whole lot worst than that, as I could hear the words banging into my ears, watching his eyes flicker something so unexplainable, as well as my heart, that kept on ceasing all the damn words from coming outSomething's wrong, so wrong and I can feel it, it was from my heart, but oh God it's was just so shitty...."I .." I stumbled on my words, as the rest of the words got stuck on my eyes, that kept on staring in total confusion straight on his light, somehow magnetic ones...As he kept on slowly coming closer to me, but with every step he took, the more I stagger backwards, as my head kept on screaming just one, one life saving word to me..."RUN!" I could hear my inner self yelling out, as I cautiously took to my
...."You throw me into the ocean, am drowning, I should have knew...Five!.... Four!.... Three!.. Two!.... One!...Am.... dead!.......My heart was racing, but still I didn't stop, not for once, not ever...I could feel my legs flying, as I search for the way out of the emotional twisted warehouse, like a complete mad person that I actually am and hopefully I did, as I tried catching my breath, before heaving a big sigh of relief...Staring back at the warehouse, it was completely distant away from where I stood..Who knew I could ever run that fast, i thought, as I placed my palm at my forehead frustratedly, before looking away...Damn!, What the freaking hell just happened, I thought, as a wave of anger and confusion came clouding me, making my head hurt a whole lot worst than before...I want to fucking forget it, but no!, my damn mind will never let me, I would never rest after this crap, Never....I am helpless, Why God...My clumsy mind clouding so many thoughts at once, but w
......Fire for fire, Violence with violence, but no...this ain't fair one bit..........."I thought you saw everything, huh?" I yelled back, staring at him with all the burning anger in my eyes, but his expression changed everything....It scared the life out of me, cause all he gave was that awful deadly grin of his once again, as I could feel the urge to scream, run and just disappear completely, but I just can't....His eyes tells me "AM A FOOL", but my mind don't want to believe that, or else I'd be shattered...."Who said I didn't?" He brought me back to life with his question, that sounded more of a statement, as the grin on his face grew a whole lot wider, that kept on making my heart sink the more....Is...th...this what...he....wanted? I questioned my spinning head, as my eyebrows tilted up fearfully, but the more he stares into my soul, the more I found my darn answers....No!, he possibly co.. couldn't, I reassured my beating heart, as I could already feel uneasiness flu
....."What would you do to save the person you love the most, Would you give your dignity?, life?, everything?, and fall down flat on your face...I did and it crushed me completely...."Am smiling, but it hurts...I did this to save, but all I did is get burnt"......"P.O.V"...She left and guilt came flushing through me, my damn mind finally clicked back to normal, only then, did I realized what the shit I had just done....I could feel my palms becoming sweaty, as my mind told me to stay still and just let everything slide by, but my heart wasn't on the same side."Run you fool, run go catch her before she finally disappears from your life forever".My heart cried out, as I could feel my shaky legs moving...."Ivy?" I whispered, but she was already long gone, as my head kept on spinning over and over again"No I'll die without her" I mumbled angrily to myself, as I could feel my legs already taking the lead, only to stop halfway, as I slowly turned back to place the hurtful letter
...."Why me?....That's the question, I'd never find the answer to..."I gave you the permission, so you killed me".........."Her life is hanging on this hands" His deadly voice echoed out, as he kept on waving his hands all over the air, The same hands, that kept on making me feel trapped more and more..."Why can't you let me be" I whispered, with all the frustration and helplessness, that came clouding me, but still he felt nothing, no remorse, nothing at all..."Why can't you?" I could feel my voice coming out weaker than I expected, as the little teardrop fell right off my eye...He knows I'll fall, he shitty did.This was his plan all along, it was all his.Am walking right into my own death and I know it, but there's nothing I can do now, even if I try..."So tell me, what's your answer going to be" His sharp voice blurted out, as my shaky eyes slowly lifted up to meet his..."You still think am messing around, don't you?" He spat out angrily with grit teeth, before letting ou
...."The night is here again, everyone is happy, everyone is at peace, everyone except me........All would be save, but I?, I'll die yet again, for the second time........I could feel my legs failing me as I kept on staggering like the mad person that I am, but still that didn't changed my pathetic luck, it never fucking did.My legs kept on making the situation a whole lot shitty, it kept on threatening to fall, as I kept on watching my slender shadow walk lifelessly through the lonely roads.."Few blocks away, just few blocks away" That was all I could utter, as I could practically feel my damn self breathing in and out, like the sweaty scum that I am...It was just me and the lonely moon, yet it was so dark, my heart was, Everything felled apart.I never did knew it could be possible to watch your whole life crashing before your very eyes, yet that was exactly what happened to me....It felled apart and all I did was watch it as it felled..."I mean what I said earlier, trust
....."If I could frame our story as a snowflake in my heart, I'd freeze it with infinity, so we would never part....But like all stories, ours has come to it tragic end......"I love him" My fearful heart whispered to me the only word that I had forever kept on trying to avoid, that I had forever kept on running away from, but now it's had finally caught up with me after all...I could feel my lips slowly parting, but nothing ever did came out, as all I could do was close my eyes as I kept on trying to avoid everything, but no I just couldn't, it wouldn't just leave me alone...I am losing my damn mind right now and it's all because of them, my mind screamed out, as I could feel my shaky fist clenching..."It is all because of them" I yelled out, as I could feel my hands lifting up, but all I could damn do was keep on letting out all my frustration on my bed, scattering it, as I kept on tearing the pillows into shreds, bit by bit."Why does this crap always happens to me" I could f
....."Just as fast you fall asleep, I fell in love...I finally realized........It was him all along, it was truly him...But he would never be mine...I hoped it could have lasted longer...I hoped wrong.........."Get some sleep as well" I whispered again, but I guess she didn't hear, either way it didn't changed anything, I was dying and I knew it...Slowly I could feel my legs slowly moving away, it was shaky, but I tried holding myself, I tried preventing it from falling, as I kept on climbing the stairs that looked like a thousand, before I finally disappeared, before I finally did faded away into thin air...Slowly I could feel my shaky hands locking the room shut, as I could feel it immediately flowing down my cheeks...It was there yet again...No!, not again, I mumbled as I confusedly tried wiping it away, but still it kept on raining down my cheeks and I just couldn't stop it.I just couldn't...."What am I doing?" I whispered, as I kept on staring at my stressed reflect
...."The night is here again, everyone is happy, everyone is at peace, everyone except me........All would be save, but I?, I'll die yet again, for the second time........I could feel my legs failing me as I kept on staggering like the mad person that I am, but still that didn't changed my pathetic luck, it never fucking did.My legs kept on making the situation a whole lot shitty, it kept on threatening to fall, as I kept on watching my slender shadow walk lifelessly through the lonely roads.."Few blocks away, just few blocks away" That was all I could utter, as I could practically feel my damn self breathing in and out, like the sweaty scum that I am...It was just me and the lonely moon, yet it was so dark, my heart was, Everything felled apart.I never did knew it could be possible to watch your whole life crashing before your very eyes, yet that was exactly what happened to me....It felled apart and all I did was watch it as it felled..."I mean what I said earlier, trust
...."Why me?....That's the question, I'd never find the answer to..."I gave you the permission, so you killed me".........."Her life is hanging on this hands" His deadly voice echoed out, as he kept on waving his hands all over the air, The same hands, that kept on making me feel trapped more and more..."Why can't you let me be" I whispered, with all the frustration and helplessness, that came clouding me, but still he felt nothing, no remorse, nothing at all..."Why can't you?" I could feel my voice coming out weaker than I expected, as the little teardrop fell right off my eye...He knows I'll fall, he shitty did.This was his plan all along, it was all his.Am walking right into my own death and I know it, but there's nothing I can do now, even if I try..."So tell me, what's your answer going to be" His sharp voice blurted out, as my shaky eyes slowly lifted up to meet his..."You still think am messing around, don't you?" He spat out angrily with grit teeth, before letting ou
....."What would you do to save the person you love the most, Would you give your dignity?, life?, everything?, and fall down flat on your face...I did and it crushed me completely...."Am smiling, but it hurts...I did this to save, but all I did is get burnt"......"P.O.V"...She left and guilt came flushing through me, my damn mind finally clicked back to normal, only then, did I realized what the shit I had just done....I could feel my palms becoming sweaty, as my mind told me to stay still and just let everything slide by, but my heart wasn't on the same side."Run you fool, run go catch her before she finally disappears from your life forever".My heart cried out, as I could feel my shaky legs moving...."Ivy?" I whispered, but she was already long gone, as my head kept on spinning over and over again"No I'll die without her" I mumbled angrily to myself, as I could feel my legs already taking the lead, only to stop halfway, as I slowly turned back to place the hurtful letter
......Fire for fire, Violence with violence, but no...this ain't fair one bit..........."I thought you saw everything, huh?" I yelled back, staring at him with all the burning anger in my eyes, but his expression changed everything....It scared the life out of me, cause all he gave was that awful deadly grin of his once again, as I could feel the urge to scream, run and just disappear completely, but I just can't....His eyes tells me "AM A FOOL", but my mind don't want to believe that, or else I'd be shattered...."Who said I didn't?" He brought me back to life with his question, that sounded more of a statement, as the grin on his face grew a whole lot wider, that kept on making my heart sink the more....Is...th...this what...he....wanted? I questioned my spinning head, as my eyebrows tilted up fearfully, but the more he stares into my soul, the more I found my darn answers....No!, he possibly co.. couldn't, I reassured my beating heart, as I could already feel uneasiness flu
...."You throw me into the ocean, am drowning, I should have knew...Five!.... Four!.... Three!.. Two!.... One!...Am.... dead!.......My heart was racing, but still I didn't stop, not for once, not ever...I could feel my legs flying, as I search for the way out of the emotional twisted warehouse, like a complete mad person that I actually am and hopefully I did, as I tried catching my breath, before heaving a big sigh of relief...Staring back at the warehouse, it was completely distant away from where I stood..Who knew I could ever run that fast, i thought, as I placed my palm at my forehead frustratedly, before looking away...Damn!, What the freaking hell just happened, I thought, as a wave of anger and confusion came clouding me, making my head hurt a whole lot worst than before...I want to fucking forget it, but no!, my damn mind will never let me, I would never rest after this crap, Never....I am helpless, Why God...My clumsy mind clouding so many thoughts at once, but w
...."The night comes, but the dead don't rest, neither do I....You want to kill me, break me, and cut me down, but if I cry, you'll bleed ......."I don't see the point saying I love you, when all you do is drift away the more I say it"...It was a whisper, but it felt a whole lot worst than that, as I could hear the words banging into my ears, watching his eyes flicker something so unexplainable, as well as my heart, that kept on ceasing all the damn words from coming outSomething's wrong, so wrong and I can feel it, it was from my heart, but oh God it's was just so shitty...."I .." I stumbled on my words, as the rest of the words got stuck on my eyes, that kept on staring in total confusion straight on his light, somehow magnetic ones...As he kept on slowly coming closer to me, but with every step he took, the more I stagger backwards, as my head kept on screaming just one, one life saving word to me..."RUN!" I could hear my inner self yelling out, as I cautiously took to my
..."This things I do not know, This feelings I've never felt before, this strange presence, I..Damn, I feel something, I really don't know what it is, it's eating me alive and all I keep on doing is to drown deeper.........."Well, here we are" His voice voice echoed, quickly bringing life back to me, as I slowly lifted my eyes up to stare at the old, but rather fascinating looking building...."Are you scared?" He whispered, as I slowly shook my head, before taking in a deep breath, with my already folded arms...."Am fine, Got it" I blurted out more coldly than I expected, before slowly drifting my gaze back at him, but he already looked away....Damn, I guess I was a little too harsh, my damn inner self spoke out, as I pressed my lips confusedly, before fiddling with my fingers frustratedly.."I...."C'mon let's go" He cuts me off, as I could tell the little hurt sound on his voice, but decided to wave it up, as I kept on looking away angrily...Damn, this is so pathetic, are we