Appreciation!

She made her way to the bathroom and shut the door behind her slowly.

She didn't bolt the door because she has gotten to trust Xavier to know murmur wanted to come into the bathroom he was going to ask her.

At least the little steps of trust towards him was going to be worth it because she had seen that the man indeed wanted her to be better hence she had to make sure she was better and even go a little further to trust him.

She loved when he smiled when she gave him a compliment or told him something that made his heart warm.

She undressed carefully and as she looked at herself in the mirror goddess in the moon she was skinny and it was scary to her.

To think when growing she was a chubby baby girl and now she barely looked like someone who could be called a human being was crazy.

Derrick had indeed spoilt her life if she could say so many times because she hated the way she looked.

She cringed at the sight of herself, she looked like a mess, she really didn't know why she was his mate, looking at stature and then looking at her they didn't match in any way possible and all she could wish of was for him to let her heal so he could love her better.

But what did he see in her??

Since she had been saved from her running away and being in their care Jacqueline had been the one who had been giving her a bath and even dressing her up hence she had never really see her stature in the mirror so seeing her today broke her a little.

She sighed as has turned on the shower; she placed her towel and the phone he had gotten for her at the door. She waited for a minute for the water to heat up before she got under, at least that she had learn when Jacqueline wanted to give her a bath.

As she stood under she waited for the weakness to wash over her before she looked for a sponge.

Opening her eyes she saw that the shower had been stocked with every toiletry she could have even asked for.

Besides which toiletry did she know to have to ask for in the first place? All she had to do was be grateful she was somewhere she initially had everything she needed even those she didn't need but knew that they were there.

She didn't have to shave any parts of her body because from the first day she had been brought Jacqueline had made sure she had shaved and made her proper as she had washed her hair with hair products whilst showing her what to use first and what to use after and which to let remain in her hair so it could grow and he healthy.

She began to feel weak, this wasn't something she had done by herself and at the rogue pack she had never even been given the grace of bathing so being here alone made her legs weak.

Dizziness washed over her as she slowly went down and finally found herself sitting on the bathtub of the shower she learned on the now warm vaporized glass.

Now she knew why Jacqueline had been helping her shower since she had come, her legs still had found that stamina and she needed help.

She had already out shampoo to her hair and she had no energy leg to continue. She couldn't even stand up maybe she could crawl and get her phone so she could write Xavier.

At least now she was happy he had even told her to take the phone to the bathroom because what if she had not taken she wants mated to him through a mind link to communicate and bringing out words were so difficult for her.

She was feeling uncomfortable for Xavier to see her body, she was not something I look at but even if she wanted it or not she was still going to need his help because she could not call Jacqueline from work to come help her if she did she was wicked and selfish because Jacqueline had other patients she had to take care of.

She push opened the door slowly open.

Sadly even if she didn't want it she needed help and she was going to have help.

She slowly crawled and was by the rack where she had kept the phone and towel; luckily she had kept the phone on the towel so she used this little strength in her and pulled it down till it fell to her body.

She had to text Xavier.

Her hand passed through the visible numbers, Xavier and Jacqueline her nerves kicked in as she shakily opened his name and wrote down.

"Help please!" she sent as she slowly out her arms down and leaned on the cold wall which didn't bother her, all she thought about was the fact that he was going to see her naked again, she only could sigh because that was the only ways she was going to be clean.

Soon the door opened revealing Xavier as he looked super sharp and neat in his inner wear and dark jeans. 

His eyes looked at her from top to bottom as he slowly bit his lip as he saw her lady parts but he had to pull himself together.

"Are you okay!" he signed with a worried expression on his face.

"I have no energy left in me and I have shampooed my hair already I need help to take a bath" she signed back but looked sad as she said those words.

Deep down she knew she was bugging him, he had to go in for work and here she was so lazy she couldn't take a bath and needed him there.

His worried expressions soften as he walked closer to her and crunched her from the floor to the bathtub setting her down.

"Would you like for me to help you!" he asked her as he wanted her to comfortable with his services and not feel like he was taking advantage of her weak moments.

She nodded as has watches him sit by the tub and began to give her a bath giving her sweet looks each time they bother shares looks and she could feel a hearing precedent taking over her core as she watched him take off his inner wear so he could help her properly.

He even took away his jeans finally leaving him in his underwear.

He got into the bathtub and she was feeling cold but when he going his body as huge as it was brought her the warmth she was looking for but she was shy and embarrassed.

She smiled as she closed her eyes for a moment before opening it to look at Xavier.

He returned her smiles gently before he carefully sat properly he looked around and found a wash cloth as he goes her face and then slowly he began to condition her hair washing it all off as she felt so good having to have him do all of that to her.

He then reaches out and grabbed her loafah and some of the body wash she had chosen to take a bath, gently he began to clean the cuts and bruises on her body which was slowly beginning to heal off as she had not been given the wolfs bane.

He was slowly making sure that he didn't hurt her and she didn't feel uncomfortable when he was touching her.

He got the abdomen and he stopped in shock, she knew he was looking at the bruises on her body rather than anything else and she hated that, she didn't want him to keep seeing her in this process she was weak already and having deal with him look at her in her weak moment broke her and as he touched her abdomen she began to have those terrible flashbacks.

He had seen just the bruises in her arm and ankles not the ones inside of her body, he had not seek the ones on her stomach and thighs as he had seen them so clearly today and those bruises on her arms and ankles where those he had seen and then stormed off from the hospital room days back.

Tears began to spill from her eyes and he looked up instantly pulling her even closer than she already was, he cradled her keeping her close to his heart as he heard her cry out those years she had been holding in.

"They did this to you!" he signed being even more upset and emotional and trying his best not to storm off the bathroom because she needed him.

He was slowly planning for the death of all who had done this to her.

She was innocent and didn't deserve to be treated like trash; they could have used her as a servant but not this way.

Why??

Nodding as she accepted her bottom lips shivering from the memories she had just had, his eyes flickered to wolf silver meaning his wolf was super mad and just wanted to ask but she could see his bluish eye version coming back trying to fight off the wolf side.

He rather made her face him as he looked deep into her red eyes gently giving kisses to the bruises, sending tingles through her entire body, right down to her core where she had the hot feeling between her legs.

“Damn!” 

So this was how being aroused felt like, she didn’t feel uncomfortable she rather blushed at the feelings she was having as she sat down on his laps looking back at him.

“How did they give you these bruises? Do you want to share?” he signed to her a little frown on his face as he indeed just wanted to know.

She shook her head taking a deep breath, trying to stop herself from crying again, she wanted to be strong.

Crying somehow made her vulnerable and weak and she wanted to be off that.

“Not today” she replied weakly, he nodded understanding and not pushing the issue further because he knew she was trying her best.

For a while they just sat in the bathtub, not saying anything just enjoying each other’s presence he continued to wash her and then he was done.

His heat combined with the heat from her body made her feel like she was in Wolfven. She felt safe.

She smiled as soon as he got her out of the tub and dried her down before he wrapped her in a towel.

“Turn for a moment” he said and she did just as she was told.

She stood there silently knowing that he was probably taking off the boxers he had on and he didn’t want her uncomfortable from seeing his member.

After a few seconds he spun her around as his face was lower to her face he was now standing with a towel on his waist.

“I like your tattoo” she said as she admired how his tattoo was being drawn she was still entranced in his gaze as he looked at her.

“Shall we go get dressed and have some breakfast Princess?” he asked her and she sheepishly nodded.

Soon she was dressed in black leggings and a pink t shirt as she tied her hair up in a messy bun she left him to dress up too as she followed behind him slowly as he went down the stairs holding her hand so she couldn’t fall to the floor.

“Thank you so much Xavier I appreciate your help” she said as she appreciated what he had just done to her.

“No problem Princess, breakfast is ready and you should eat plenty too so you gain your strength faster okay?” he said to her and she shook her head in acceptance.

She loved this.