My mark!!

She stirred as she woke up from a good night’s sleep. She had slept so peacefully in the arms of the man she had seemingly began to love so much immediately after the fact that they had been marked to each other.

Rolling around she was face to face with the man she loved so much.

Xavier Chadson Hills.

She smiled gently as she rubbed his arm, which caused him to stir. She was an early riser as per the fact that she had not been able to sleep while she had been in the heat of Derrick hence, she had awoken him even if he didn’t want to wake but he was happy looking at her because just as he had wanted it, she was his.

He curled her in his arms and she felt the warmth she had for years always wished to have and somehow this romance made her giggly as she tried escape.

Eventually she broke free from his hold and shakily she walked to the bathroom trying her best to find stamina in her movement.

She came out a few minutes later to find Xavier seated on the bed a little bit worried. He looked like something had happened and somehow she didn’t like to see him in this type of mood because as she had been out of the rogue pack she never wanted to see someone in a very sad mood because it brought back anxiety.

“Are you okay Xavier?” she asked as she walked slowly towards him just hoping he was going to tell her everything was find and he just was in a far thought.

“Yea, I am okay I somehow felt I did something wrong that is why you left for the bathroom in a haste” he said almost frowning because even though they had become mates in full she still had her withdrawal periods and he didn’t want to be added in these periods.

“I just has to use the toilet and no you didn’t hurt me with anything if that is what you are worried about I want to tell you that I have become super comfortable with you so you don’t have to feel super bad Xavy” she signed looking at him carefully hoping that he had gotten the hit of what she was trying her best to explain to him.

Watching her carefully he pulled her to him slowly, he could feel the changes on her body, she had begun to add some flesh as per the nourishing foods Jacqueline had proposed for her to have as she healed in the pack.

Even though she was slow in the way she ate she was trying and he could say he was proud because her best was actually the best.

Somehow she remembered what had happened the night before, they had been super intimate and she somehow was shy, even though she had been forced so many times by Derrick when she was at his pack she had for the first time in her life accepted to give into Xavier and he had kissed her.

“We kissed last night” she signed nervously as she pulled herself away from him and stood waiting for him to say something.

“Of course we did” he signed back with a grin on his face.

“I am sorry but I just felt a certain kind of way…” she signed as she wanted to say so many things but her words where stuck and all she could do was look at his face to see if he held regret in touching her.

All the memories of the nights Derrick forced himself on her and the kisses he had on her and left her lips wounded was just what had held her in that spot where she wanted to keep apologizing to him for having the thoughts of another man when she was in a consummating moment with the mate the moon goddess had given to her.

Suddenly as he saw the look and fluster in her eyes, his thumbs rubbed gently at the tears that where trailing down she had begun to feel dizzy and tears welled her eyes to the brim, dropping just as she blinked.

“Don’t be sorry, you didn’t mean to and I promise you that I will make sure Derrick and his other rogues will pay for all they had done to you” he signed eventually calming her down as he let her go at her will.

He wanted to hold her in his arms but she wanted to be free and he didn’t want her feeling bad ta the fact that she had given him the free will and he was going way overboard.

“But I kissed you and you are the Alpha I should have waited for you to initiated those things right? I feel like you are somewhat giving me the go ahead too much and that is just not how it is supposed to be right?” she asked.

“You are the Luna and you can di just what you want to me and with me, you have rights to my body and soul just the same way I have to you so all you wish to do you “ he said hoping he had calmed her down because indeed it felt like she was having mixed emotions and all the emotions he wanted her to have was that which made her happy.

“So what you are saying is that I can kiss you when I want?” she asked.

“Yes you can kiss me when you want we are equals, Nathalia and you can do whatever you want because the rules don’t apply to you like they do to everyone else, if you were just a wolf of the pack and you did that then we would be at the punishment room, but you are my mate the one that belongs to me so you can kiss me just the way you want”

Staring back at him she was in shock because as it was the rogue pack had made her know that she was an inferior and was not supposed to even for a second think she was equals with anyone.

“I am sorry” she apologized yet again.

“Why are you sorry again Princess?” he asked as he gently wiped the tears from her eyes.

“I am sorry because I forgot that you are not him, you are so nice to me and no one in ten years has ever been this nice to me. I am so in time with being abused that I expect you to do it too, I thought you wanted to hurt me too”

“It’s okay Nathalia. I promise I understand that it is hard and it will take time but I don’t mind. I’ll always be here for you and I am sorry that they hurt you this much Nathalia”

“It’s okay,” she shakily said as more memories flood back into her mind and as he looked at her for sure now he knew that his grandfather was right when he had said that he was going to take a very long time to know what had happened indeed.

Breathing deeply, Xavier tried to calm himself, the way he always used to react when it came to his Alpha duties right now he didn’t want to react that way when it came to Nathalia.

He smiled and it instantly calmed her down.

How did he do that? A question he asked himself just so he could find an answer to because she felt like the one who could calm him down from all that he was, all the harsh and tensed and authoritative Alpha ended at his office as when he entered his house now all he wanted the house to hold was happiness and warmth.

Eventually she had sat on his legs again as he processed hos thoughts he scooped her in his arms and carried her to the bathroom, gently he set her on the sink area as she sat there watching and waiting to see just what he must have wanted to do.

“I figured this was your time for your bath and wanted to know if you needed any help?” he asked as he watched her waiting for a response.

“I think I will be okay today, let me not be too dependent on you” she said as she nervously was replying to him.

He somehow nodded and she could see in his eyes that somehow he wanted to help her but she wanted to do this herself. She had asked yesterday but right now she wanted to do this on her own.

“If you need me I’ll be in the guest bathroom down the hall and as you have been marked you can mind link me now” he said with a smile in face.

Shrugging her shoulders she slowly jumped down the sink area thankful she didn’t hurt herself because the sink space was upper high for her tiny structure.

As she looked at the mirror she saw the mark and slowly her hands went up to the mark as she whispered.

MY MARK!!