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The Search 1-Lonely.
Ashlynn POV. It's you and your world and I'm stuck in the middle, I got the edge of the knife and it hurt just a little. It's not like I asked for this, no one would ever ask for this, but I'm lonely, and it's a lonely night, the loneliest night of my life, okay I'm done using song lyrics to describe what's going on with me.I'm lonely, that's the thing that's killing me on the inside, I'm lonely, there's a big hole in my chest, a feeling of missing something or someone. My soul isn't complete, there's a big piece of me gone, or maybe I haven't found it yet, I feel the need to go out there and search for my lost piece, I can't take this pain, this emptiness. I feel the need to cry, to mourn, to yell and scream, but all of those won't help my broken heart, what I need is someone to love, all wolves would look for their mate, for someone to lay over their shoulder and feel loved. That's what we are wolves, but we are souls who were broken in half, we're never complete until we find ou
Last Updated : 2022-12-05The Search 2-Amber.
Ashlynn POV. When I made it to the club, I parked my car and got out, moving toward the door, the bouncer is my friend, he was my friend since I was much younger, since the first time I came over to the club, I used to only come to the littles nights. But now I come over on regular basis, he smiled when he saw me, and I stopped to say my hellos."Hey Bennie," I say with a smile. "Miss Ash, happy to see you again, you feeling better?" he asks me, last time I came over, I was in my little space, I was all alone, and I happened to trip and scratch my knee. "Yeah, I'm all good," I say, the scratch healed before I made it home, but the little side of me was hurt and in pain, she wanted a caregiver of her own, but I'm all alone."That's good, tonight is a sub night, you sure you want to go in?" he asks me, I thought it was a neutral night, no real events, but I needed the night out, I won't object to any event they have ready. "That's fine," I say ready to get in, but Bennie stopped me
Last Updated : 2022-12-05The Search 3-Love.
Ashlynn POV. I'm in love, I'm in love, I finally found someone who'd love me for who I'm, well not who I'm she doesn't know I'm a little, we've been trying something else, I got to the club more and more often, we get to play together there, I was too worried about telling my family about her, they wouldn't get it. "Ashlynn, wanna play?" Kiara asks me, I shake my head no, I don't want to go little, I'm fighting my little side, I'm trying my best to avoid slipping."No, I'm not feeling little," I tell her, she leaves me be whenever I tell her that I'm not feeling little to join her in her games. "But you can colour even if you're not little," she says, but colouring would make me slip. "No, I don't feel like it," I tell her hoping she'd get lost but she doesn't, she keeps on whining about playing alone."Come on Ashlynn, you never home anymore, and you never play with me!" she whines, there's no leaving without playing with Kiara, I don't want her to get upset and cry either, I'm n
Last Updated : 2022-12-05The Search 4-Changes.
Ashlynn POV. "I want you to move in," she tells me, I agreed with that, I want to move in with her, I'd love to be with her and not alone the whole time, but I also had to inform my family about moving out. I was afraid of their reaction, what if they don't allow me to go, I'm a strong dominant wolf, as I'm an adult, but I'm worried about the two alpha reactions."I live with my family," I tell her, I do live with my family right now, I wasn't ready to move out. "You are a big girl, well you are practically a little girl and submissive, but that still counts as big girl you should be able to move in with me," she says, I wanted to roll my eyes at her, but she only knows the little side of me, the one that likes to start new adventures and tried to submit to her, she never met the big Ashlynn or my dominant side."I don't know if I should do this yet, isn't it too early?" I ask her, we've only known each other for a couple of months now, she's not the one that was created for me, she
Last Updated : 2022-12-05The Search 5-Toy.
Ashlynn POV. I've been here for a month, it's only one month, but it's hell, I'm living in hell, Amber changed, it started soon after I moved in with her, she took my phone away, she locked me in, she did things...I don't want to mention any more of that, I'm stronger than my injuries, I'm stronger than the bruises she leaves over me my body, she always says she didn't hit me that bad, since my bruises would disappear right away, but I'm a wolf, it's the reason I'm healing real quick.But I'm done being treated as a toy, I'm done being a little who's abused, she has ruined me, ruined my little side, she's not someone I want to stay with, a month was more than enough, she terrorized me, she scared me, she told me I could never leave. But guess what happened today, this morning my wolf has decided that enough and is enough, we aren't hiding anymore, we're done, I'm a dominant wolf and not some helpless girl."Ashlynn, where are you little bitch?" she yells, but the toy she's calling i
Last Updated : 2022-12-05The Search 6-Insomnia
Ashlynn POV. "What happened to your mommy?" Kiara asks me, she's sleeping in my room tonight, her daddy, aka my brother, is out on patrols for the night, we haven't had a sleepover in a while now. "We broke up," I explain to her, even after all that time, her little space still isn't very familiar with her wolf side or our rules. "Why broke up?" she asks me. "She's not my mate Kiara, you know Jacob explained to you what mates are," I remind her. "Jacob is my mate," she says all excited, I just smile at her, she's lucky to have such a good mate and daddy, I wonder if I'd ever find my mate, if he or she is a human, then I don't want them, I think to myself with a shake to my head, I do not want any human relation, none! "And she wasn't mine, can you keep it a secret?" I ask her, I don't want my family to know, I'm a big girl, I'm a dominant wolf, I should be able to protect myself, I should be able to kick anyone's bum, I should've but I couldn't I was weak. "Why secret?" she ask
Last Updated : 2023-01-12The Search 7-Out, again
Ashlynn POV. I can't sleep, I can't sleep, grr, I growled at myself, I want to sleep, why can't I sleep, I need the rest, I need to have some time where I wouldn't be thinking about her, about things, about my mate being MIA so far, why can't my mate just show up, I can use to be held by the one who is made for me, my wolf mate, my one and only. I groaned and left the bed this time, I looked at the time, it was four am, I haven't had any second of sleep tonight, the doctor said my blood work was clean thankfully, there was no reason for me not falling asleep, or maybe it's the lack of shifting that keeping me awake. But my fear of going feral once I shift, has me sticking to my human form, I went down the stairs, deciding to see if anyone is up or around, maybe get some water. I saw some of the patrol enforcers in the kitchen along with mom, I gave everyone a smile and said my good mornings. "Good morning, Ash, isn't it a bit early for you?" mom asks me, it's only four am. "I dec
Last Updated : 2023-01-12The Search 8-Bonefire
Ashlynn POV. The day was getting better, I was starting to feel better now, I'm going over to Kitty's place, the best place to ever be! And the hot guys training without a shirt is a big plus, me and Micah love to watch them over some hot chocolate, while Jordan would yell at the two of us to get inside and stop looking. "Hey, kiki," I say sitting next to my bestie, she wasn't feeling little today, which is rare for her. "Hey, love, what's up?" she answers me. "I'm going to a bonfire today, want to join?" I ask her, she looks at me and nods. "I'll talk to Jacob about it," she says, they are like the worse kind of boyfriend and girlfriend, they act like a married couple who can't be more than three feet apart. "Sure," I say, wherever she goes he goes, it's a mate thing, a thing I never had before. After breakfast, I went back to my room, I packed my things to get to Jordan's place, this time I was sure once I get there I'd be happy and well treated, nothing would hurt me there,
Last Updated : 2023-01-12
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The Search 50-Peace
Aspen POV. "I'm gonna bite you then you'll be mine, okay?" Ashlynn asks me, we're finally in our new place, the one we just wanted to get to turn out, you can't leave the city but you can take over it. "Fine baby, I know how this goes," I assure her, she's worried about doing this, she's been worried about biting me for a month now. She does want me, but she's worried since I'm not a wolf, and I almost died from a wolf bite, her bite might kill me, but it's what kept me alive, thinking about them, my connection to them both, I don't want to die, I'll never die and leave them behind, without anyone to take care of them, they could only take care of each other for so long, they need me and I need them too, I might need them more then they need me. "Okay, but tell me if it hurt," she says getting close to my neck kissing it, licking it, marking her territory before she finally biting me, connecting our souls to each other. I could feel her inside me along with Eliot, I could feel them
The Search 49-The end.
Eli POV. "We're here to win the war," my mate says, I smiled at her, she's right, we're going to win this war, we're going to take what's ours again, and then we can finally get the chance to move in somewhere and live our happy life. "We glad to have you, let's go," Marco says, he's with us? I expected him to scold us, to tell us he's going to call Aspen and tell him to come and get us. "Are you for real?" I ask him, it's not that I don't want to fight, or not that I'm sure we're going to win, but him being so sure about us coming, that means something is really bad, there's no other explanation, especially that I know Marco. "Yes, let's go," Marco says in a cold voice, telling us to get going, we were in the cars, but we weren't going home, home is our safe place, Aspen always kept is a safe place, I didn't expect to go there, but we didn't go to the club either, the club is a big war zone, where are we going then? "Where are we going?" I ask Marco getting worried now, is Aspen
The Search 48-Rescue
Ashlynn POV. "We need to save him now!" I say worriedly, he's in danger! If rogues are taking over the city, he could end up dead any day now, I know he said not to come, but I'm not going to sit back and let my mate get hurt. "What happened!" Eli asks worried too, he didn't read the email, only I did so and I know what's waiting there. "Rogues all over the city, a war between two mafia bosses have them working for them," I say showing him the screen and the two clubs' logos, daddy's club logo! "He sent us away..." Eli says, he sent us away to keep us safe, but he's the human one between us three, he's the one who might get in trouble, who could get hurt and might die, not us! We're too far away from mortality. "We can't stay away anymore," I finish the sentence for him, we can't stay away anymore, he needs us. "We need to get going," Eli says offering me a hand, ready to leave this place and go save our mate, he needs u and we're going to go and get him."Go where, you two free
The Search 47-News
Ashlynn POV. "If you don't sit down and be a good girl, I'm calling Jordan, I don't care that you are mated and old now, I'll call him and he'll come to get your ass little sis," Keiran threatens me, it's rare for him to threaten me, he hasn't done so in so long, but right now he's doing so, threatening me with Jodan, Jordan wasn't here, he's in his pack with his mate, but if we call him, maybe he'd come. "He can't have my bum anymore, it belongs to Aspen," I sass back to my brother, he's also the alpha and I'm on his land, I should be more respectful, but I'm not and I won't I still get the chance to annoy him. "Then should I call him? Tell him that you're being a naughty little thing?" he says, that got me to pout, I don't like this plan, I prefer him calling Jordan, Jordan isn't as scary and I'm used to him, I can talk him out of spanking me, but Aspen, he told Eli to give my bum three smacks and then send me to bed early. All I did was drive Eli crazy, bullying Kiara into gett
The Search 46-Worse
Aspen POV. "Baby, are you there? Are you safe need me to go and get you?" I answer Eli worried about him, is he still in the airport, is he back at home? What's going on with him? "I made it to Ashy's place, but please don't be mad," he says right away, I growled, I was angry at him, but not so angry, he's safe back at Ashlynn's place, away from here. "Didn't I say to wait for me?" I say, happy that he disobeyed me for once, but also trying to say it's not okay to disobey me. "Sorry daddy, Ash is sorry too aren't you?" he says, I could hear a small hit sound and then a grunt before finally, Ash's voice came on the line. "Sorry for leaving without telling you so daddy, I was really mad at you, still am," Ashlynn says, I'm okay with her being mad at me, as long as she's talking to me and staying safe, there. "Guys," I say to them both, it's better to keep them safe, but secrets are clearly not the way to go, if we keep on hiding things from each other, we're gonna keep on fighting
The Search 45-Baby
Eli POV. "Now can you please untie me," I ask the alpha, I don't expect Jacob to untie me, he'd keep me tied forever now. "Untie him, boys," alpha Cameron ordered her kids who just shared a look but didn't move to untie me, I had to take things into my hands, I could untie myself all along, they need better ways to keep me in place, I pulled the rope away and got up. I only looked at the alpha, waiting for her to take me to my baby mate, she's getting her bum kicked, for leaving like this. "Can we go see Ashlynn now?" I ask her, she nods and starts to move toward the house, her house, they had me tied up in a small room, we left this room and got out, she had a car waiting for us, how far away were they keeping me from the main house. The two guys got in their own car, while I ride with the alpha, the drive wasn't the longest but it was long enough for the alpha to talk to me. "Would you keep my baby safe?" she asks me. "Of course, she's mine, she's my baby now, I would always ke
The Search 44-Interrogation
Eli POV. "And why are you here?" the first guy asks me, I looked at him, trying my best not to growl, or glare at him, I need them and not the other way around. "I'm here to see her," I say yet again, we've been going over this for over an hour now, I've made it to her pack, but I didn't have any access to get in yet. After I ended the call with daddy Aspen, I got on the plane as fast as possible, if he got here before he was going to tan my bum, and knowing that if I wait for him, he'd find out that Ashlynn isn't here with me, and if he finds that out, he was going to beat my bum a second time for that, I should have stayed with her or maybe just call him right away, now that I'm here not daring to use his name to gain any privilege to get in the pack, I thought using my mate's name would be enough but it clearly wasn't. "I'm here to see her," I repeat to the guy, who I still don't know his name, why did he do this, why can't they just call her siblings they know who I'm, they kn
The Search 43-Attacked
Aspen POV. "Boss, you need to calm down, you're scaring her," Marco tries to tell me, he just drove my baby girl home, and I'm the one who got to sit here and worry about scaring her too much, pushing her too far, about making things much worse than they were. "She was attacked in my club, on my ground, this is the worse thing has ever gotten to, they are on my land, in my club!" I snarl at him, I felt the need to hit, scream, and throw a tantrum, but I'm too old for tantrums and I'm not the little one around here. "I know boss, we would never allow anything like this to happen again," he promises me, but it's too late, she was hurt and angry at me. "She knows what our real work is now," I say with a sigh, I don't know which got me angrier, her being attacked, or her finding out what my real job is. "She was close to finding out, she's living in the same house as us, she's a dominant wolf, she would have just asked Eliot and he'd tell her," Marco says, although he had a point, I
The Search 42-Mad
Eli POV. I knew exactly how Ashlynn felt, I was lied to also, and it's not a nice feeling, to have your own mate hiding things from you, and for what? I'm not going to say I'm ashamed of my work, I love my work, I did it, I knew what I was doing the whole time, but now that she's here with us, I want to come clean to her, to confess my job and make sure she's okay with that. "She's really mad at you," I tell Aspen, who just nods his head, I love him, I really do, and have been in love with him for years now. But Ashlynn is what completes us, she's our missing link and without her, we don't feel complete. "Do you think if I told her right away she wouldn't be mad? She would've just joined us here?" He asks me, although he made a point, I wasn't sure. "For wolves, it's different when I saw Ashlynn, I knew right away she's mine," I say but that kind of got him sad, he looked at me with sad eyes now. "So you forgot about me? If it's Ashlynn what you need Eli, I won't stand in the w
