Ashlynn POV.
The day was getting better, I was starting to feel better now, I'm going over to Kitty's place, the best place to ever be! And the hot guys training without a shirt is a big plus, me and Micah love to watch them over some hot chocolate, while Jordan would yell at the two of us to get inside and stop looking."Hey, kiki," I say sitting next to my bestie, she wasn't feeling little today, which is rare for her."Hey, love, what's up?" she answers me."I'm going to a bonfire today, want to join?" I ask her, she looks at me and nods."I'll talk to Jacob about it," she says, they are like the worse kind of boyfriend and girlfriend, they act like a married couple who can't be more than three feet apart."Sure," I say, wherever she goes he goes, it's a mate thing, a thing I never had before.After breakfast, I went back to my room, I packed my things to get to Jordan's place, this time I was sure once I get there I'd be happy and well treated, nothing would hurt me there, and I would be safe. After I was done packing my things, I moved back downstairs to spend some girl time with Kiara, I'm not sure when I'd be back here."Kiki, I'm going over to Jordan's place for a while," I say but she turns to me with wide eyes, what's wrong with me going to my brother's place?"What is it?" I ask her, what's wrong with that."Last time you left Ash, you came back a shell, a broken toy, I don't want that to happen again, are you back with Amber?" she asks me sounding like our real age now, we're both twenty-five now."I'm not back with her," I say with a growl, I hate her, I hate her so much!"Then why are you leaving, I don't want you to leave," she says, but I shake my head, I need this."I'm going over to my brother's place, you're welcome to join me," I say instead, maybe then she'd believe I'm okay."Jacob can't leave, he got his beta's job, blah!" she says making me giggle."Don't let him hear you," I say with a chuckle."Let him hear me, Daddy you're always busy" she yells into the house."Keep it down Kiara, or I won't be busy and will tan your bum," he tells her walking into the living room and making us giggle."You're it," I say jumping up, touching Jacob's nose, he looked at us with confusion, and as I and Kiara start to run around, he had to play along."Kiara is it," Jacob yells after a minute of chasing us, we were running around the house playing now."Keiran is it," Kiara yells, coming into the kitchen after us, even the future alpha would join in the game."Kids," mom yells, when we were kids we did the same thing, we'd run after each other playing tag, but we did the same thing we did as children, we ignored her and kept on running."I'm going to get you," Kieran says running after me, he almost got me, but then sadly he did manage to get me, now I'm it."Ashlynn is it," he yells out loud to let the others know, as our game continued, Kiara was carried by her beta mate, Keiran was an alpha, and it was hard to catch anyone.I saw Keiran close by, I pretended to have fallen on the ground, I even screamed."Ashlynn, you okay?" Keiran asks coming toward me, I stayed on the ground until he made it, only then did I get up, touching him, tagging him in."Keiran is it," I yell continuing the game.We kept on playing for about an hour until I gave in, sitting down on the sofa cuddling with Kiara, Jacob and Keiran joined the cuddling party, hugging the two of us, for once I fell asleep, I was exhausted, the game, running and laughing, that kind of helped me calm down and sleep now.I woke up feeling well-rested, even after I took a nap on the sofa with my siblings, I made myself a sandwich and ate the whole thing, before going to decide on what to wear tonight.It's a bonfire, I don't want to look overdressed, but I also want to look decent for the night, after trying half of my closet over and over again, I decided on trousers along with a jumper, it gets cold during the night, I added my boots and fixed my hair, making sure I look good, the bonfire isn't until later tonight, but I'm enjoying taking care of myself."You two coming?" I ask Kiara and Jacob while we ate our dinner."Yeah, we coming," Jacob answers me."Keiran, you should come too!" I say excitedly."I doubt they'd want their future alpha to be there with them," Keiran says making me pout."Everyone loves you," I assure him."They love me, but they would like to celebrate and get drunk away from me," he assures me, well he's right, no one would dare to drink in front of him.We finished our food in silence before we moved outside, there was no need for our cars, we were going out to the woods, it's just next to the home, not that far away, Kiara and Jacob were holding hands being the cute couple they always are, I rolled my eyes at them, really it gets old after a while. We saw the rest deep in the wood, with the fire already set, burning high, giving us light and ambience."Hi, Liam," I say greeting my friend, seeing others joining the party, I knew almost everyone, I greeted them by names, and everyone is on a friendly basis in the pack."You want a beer?" Liam offers me, I nod my head yes, he hands me one, and I took a sip. I saw others joining the party after that, these are the friends from the other pack, I suppose.I was talking with my friends, laughing, but then it was a simple whiff of the smell, it was weak, but I recognize it, it's a scent that scares me, one that I shouldn't be afraid of, I'm the one recognizing it, I'm the one in charge now, but my heart was beating like crazy, I was afraid.Without a second thought, I nodded my goodbyes to my friend and ran out, I'm going back to my car, I'll be leaving for Jordan's pack right now!Ashlynn POV. In my car, I sped off toward my brother's place, I sent them a message along with my mother's, telling them I'm on my way, I started the long drive to their place, and I had music on to keep me company, but my brain kept on repeating the scent I've smelled. So faint, yet so strong, I wonder how would it smell when it's closer, when it's stronger, my wolf wants to roll down in that scent, to bite the owner and call them ours, only ours. I shook my head at that, I want them, it's not that I don't want them, but I'm not ready yet, I need to have some time to pick up all the broken pieces that broke off me due to Amber and her memories. Maybe once I'm feeling better, I'll get back to them, I'll search for them, I'll have Liam's help, they aren't anyone in my pack, I know everyone, they must be one of his friends who's coming over to spend the night, I'd be able to find them, I'm sure I would. Now that I have a plan, I slowed down a little, there's no need to be in a hurr
Ashlynn POV. I went to the guest room, of course, I knew where it is, I always stay there when I come over, Jordy thinks he's going to be free of me! Never! I threw my things in the room, and got ready for bed, I felt energized, I felt at peace with myself, after all that time of running, I could finally rest, I know I'm strong, why I'm scaring myself? For once in a really long time, I fell asleep, I just need to recharge, and that's what this place provides, I challenge Amber to come over here, and Kitty would eat her alive. I woke up to someone jumping on top of me, I woke up slowly, I knew I wasn't in danger, not in Micah and Jordan's place, they are one of the strongest packs around, and nothing would hurt me except Micah's weight. "Get off, you're crushing my bones," I inform him, it's funny and cute when I jump on top f Jordan, but Micah's weight, which is made of eighty per cent muscles, is not so fun. "Wakey, wakey, don't you wanna watch them run?" he asks me making me
Ashlynn POV. God, my head hurt so badly, what happened? What did happen, I tried to wake up, to open my eyes, but they felt super heavy, I couldn't wake up, but why couldn't I wake up, I groaned to myself, this isn't happening again. I'm a big strong dominant wolf, I'm not someone to be hurt or abused, I can wake up, I should wake up, but then I felt weak, I don't want to feel weak. "Mmmmm," I whined and groaned trying to move my body, trying to get my consciousness to wake the frick up. "Hey princess, my sweet princess," the voice says, I recognize this voice, I've heard it before everything went dark, it was there. I whined some more, why can't I wake up, what did happen to me? I was suffering from lack of sleep, and insomnia, not being in a coma, was I in some kind of incident, unless if a meteor have hit me and sent me to a medical coma. I think I fell back to sleep, the darkness took hold of me and my mind again, my dreams were interrupted by memories of Amber, memories of t
Ashlynn POV. I looked at my mate confused, how did I end up here? I looked at him, how did he know my name, there's something missing, although I loved kissing him and having him here, finding him, the main question was how? How did I end up here? How did he find me? How did he get me here?These questions had my head spinning, I looked at Eliot with confusion, we're going to have a chat, a good long chat about all of this. "Can we talk?" I ask him, he looked worried at my request, he's been middling since the second we met, is he lost between his two headspaces, I hate when that happens, but now what's happening. "Uhh, am I in trouble?" he asks me looking down at his feet, he's not scary, he's not the one who's in charge, he's not the one who could hurt me. "You're not in trouble, we just going to have a chat," I explain to him. "Fine, let's go inside," he says, holding my hand, walking me inside the pretty home, we went to what looked to be the kitchen, he took his seat and to
Ashlynn POV. "Eliot, come back here," I say running after him, he's really trying his luck with me, I don't want to punish him, he kept running through the living room. "You can't catch me," he yells at me, as he kept on running away from me, why is he even running, I'm not going to punish him for running away from me. "Eliot, please baby, we need to eat," I inform him as he keeps on running, with me following him. Finally, I managed to catch him, I hugged him by the waist, he's the same height as me, I can't really pick him up and carry him, instead, I dragged him with me to the kitchen. But Eliot was still being fussy, the game wasn't over for him, he wanted to keep on playing, trying to get away from me. "Not hungry! Nu wanna eat!" He announces to me, but I decided to ignore him instead, I kept on walking sitting him on a chair, and looking at him with a big frown on my face, trying to sound firm. "Don't you dare leave this chair," I warn him, but he shakes his head no. "If
Ashlynn POV. "Stop, stop," I say pushing my mate off me, although we're both in our big headspace, I wasn't ready to have sex yet, it's not like I've been saving myself, life got lonely, but the thing is, I wasn't ready right now. "Fine, princess," he says getting off me, but then he pulled me into his lap, playing with my hair making me feel safe in his arms, I felt the urge, the need to regress, but I'm still fighting that feeling, fighting it off. "Eli, where are we exactly?" I ask him trying to get my mind off the whole regressing business."You're in my lap sweetie," he answers me, whispering the words in my ear, landing a kiss there. "I know, but I mean where are we on the map?" I ask him. "You're right here, in my heart," he says making me giggle, he's cute. "I'm for real," I say with a giggle, making him giggle too, I made Eli giggle, it felt like an accomplishment. "What? My pretty mate doesn't like my cheap romance talk? I learned them all off old cheesy movies, you d
Ashlynn POV. The rest of the day passed like that, cuddling and hugging, I tried to ask him more about his life before we came here, and what pack he was from, but he wouldn't tell me. I asked why he was over at Micah's place, but he said he was there for me only, but when I tried to get more information about where he was born, and "how did he live his life, I got nothing, absolutely nothing, he won't answer any of those personal questions. "At least tell me what's your favourite colour," I beg him, I want to know something, anything about him, even if it's just his favourite colour. "I like orange," he says with a smile, finally I got one piece of information out of him. "Do you want to have dinner?" I ask him, I hoped Eli wasn't as picky as little Eliot. "Yes, princess, come on, I'll cook you tonight," he promises me, getting out of the bed, holding my hand we both went down to the kitchen to have the dinner ready, he didn't look any picky while picking the ingredient for the
Ashlynn POV. "Baby, wakey wakey," he says begging me, but I wasn't going to obey him, I don't want to wake up, not after last night's dream, it felt like shit. "I don't want to wake up," I say with a groan, I don't want to wake up, why is he trying to even wake me up. "Please get up princess, I want to see your pretty eyes," he begs with me, with a groan, I opened my eyes allowing him to see them, hope he's happy now. "Happy?" I groan at him. "Very, now please get up," he begs with me, he didn't sound little but I had to make sure I'm not neglecting my little boy, I sat up and opened my arms for him, little Eliot would come and sit in my lap, he'd hug me, but big Eli pulled me in for a hug, placing me in his lap, he's clearly big. "You can take care of yourself for the day Eli, if little Eliot needs me, I'll be in bed," I say pushing him off and going back to sleep. He allowed me to sleep in for another hour or so, but after that, I was wakened up by my mate again, this time he