Ashlynn POV.
I've been here for a month, it's only one month, but it's hell, I'm living in hell, Amber changed, it started soon after I moved in with her, she took my phone away, she locked me in, she did things...
I don't want to mention any more of that, I'm stronger than my injuries, I'm stronger than the bruises she leaves over me my body, she always says she didn't hit me that bad, since my bruises would disappear right away, but I'm a wolf, it's the reason I'm healing real quick.But I'm done being treated as a toy, I'm done being a little who's abused, she has ruined me, ruined my little side, she's not someone I want to stay with, a month was more than enough, she terrorized me, she scared me, she told me I could never leave. But guess what happened today, this morning my wolf has decided that enough and is enough, we aren't hiding anymore, we're done, I'm a dominant wolf and not some helpless girl.
"Ashlynn, where are you little bitch?" she yells, but the toy she's calling is dead, she died and was enough hiding, I decided to shift to my wolf form, I'll show her what a bitch really is. I shifted to my wolf form and moved toward her, to the apartment door, the one she keeps on locked, trying to keep me in the whole time.
I moved in toward her, I moved growling, showing my teeth, she's dead meat, and I do not care about her anymore."What are you doing here?" she asks me, looking at me with wide eyes, but I only growl some more.
"Where's Ashlynn! Ashlynn!" she yells again, does she think I'm coming in to save her? I growled some more, I could be the big person, I could leave her alive, but then again, I'm raised by Jordan, he taught me about the joy of revenge.I slapped her with my paw, I'm much stronger in my wolf form, and my hit made her fall on her back, I'm sure I left a bruise, one that I hope would take a really long time to heal, I growled at her again and again, before leaving the place, not caring about her anymore, I was about to leave the place, but then I noticed her keys. I took them in my mouth and got out of the place, kicking the door close, now that I'm alone I shifted to my human form, locking the door, locking her in, letting her know the feeling of being locked in.
Her keychain held my car key too, I have no idea where my phone is now, I left my things behind, but I don't want them or need them anymore, they are tainted with her, with the bad memories I built in this place. I ran, my adrenaline rush was over, I ran out of this place, got to my car, turning it on, but it didn't turn on from the first try. I haven't turned it on for the last month, since I made it here, I tried to turn it on again, this time it did turn on, I was ready to flee this place.
I drove like a crazy woman, a crazy wolf, a hurt wolf, a broken wolf, I don't want love anymore, when I went out to look for it, all it did was hurt me, all it did was break me, I went in full and came out a broken toy. I was nothing but a toy for Amber, but that was enough, it was time to get back home, get back to my family's home to my mother. I hope she's not mad at me when Jordan decided to drop off the surface of the earth, my mother and siblings didn't care about him disappearing.
I kept on driving until I made it there! I made it home, back to my home, back to the place where I was raised, I wish Kitty was here, I need him, I need to be held. I opened the door and got out, opening the door, the alpha's door is never locked, anyone who need her protection and help could come in and ask for her protection, I needed my mother's protection right now, but I didn't want to tell her, I didn't want to ask for it.
"Mom, Jacob! Keiran!" I yell inside the house, expecting anyone to come and welcome me back, but there was no one home, it was just me, the house was quiet, quiet for once.
"Anyone?" I call, a lone tear starting to fall down my face, I didn't want to be alone, I want them back, I went toward my room, taking all of my clothes off, I'll burn them later, I don't want anything to remind me of Amber.I took a scolding hot shower, I scrubbed my body a couple of times, cleaning her touch, her false kisses, her scent, anything that might remind me of her, I scrubbed them all off, leaving my body red and sore. But I'm clean now, I got to bed, my bed, the soft one that I could rest on, Amber have banished me from her bed, I slept on the floor most nights.
I doubt she even understands what a little is, I'm not a toy, I'm not something to be played with, I got feeling, I need to be loved and taken care of, but now that I'm gone, I just need to rest, to sleep a little, things always get better after I sleep.
"Ashlynn!"I heard my name being called, I jumped awake, looking around to who is waking me up, and why I'm being awakened, is she back? Is she here to hurt me again, I was ready to attack her, my teeth were out with a growl, I'm going to kill her this time."Ashlynn," it was Kiara, and she's crying now, I scared her, I must have scared her, she ran out of my room, I felt bad for what happened and followed her.
"Kiara, sweetie," I say going to her and Jacob's room, she was hugging him tightly, crying."Hey Jacob," I say walking in."Hey, sis, welcome back, how was your trip?" he asks me, I didn't want to say anything, I was embarrassed to say what really happened, instead I just nodded mumbling good.
"I accidentally scared her," I say pointing to Kiara."She'll calm down," he assures me, still petting her back."You want ice cream?" I ask her, I could use it too.Ashlynn POV. "What happened to your mommy?" Kiara asks me, she's sleeping in my room tonight, her daddy, aka my brother, is out on patrols for the night, we haven't had a sleepover in a while now. "We broke up," I explain to her, even after all that time, her little space still isn't very familiar with her wolf side or our rules. "Why broke up?" she asks me. "She's not my mate Kiara, you know Jacob explained to you what mates are," I remind her. "Jacob is my mate," she says all excited, I just smile at her, she's lucky to have such a good mate and daddy, I wonder if I'd ever find my mate, if he or she is a human, then I don't want them, I think to myself with a shake to my head, I do not want any human relation, none! "And she wasn't mine, can you keep it a secret?" I ask her, I don't want my family to know, I'm a big girl, I'm a dominant wolf, I should be able to protect myself, I should be able to kick anyone's bum, I should've but I couldn't I was weak. "Why secret?" she ask
Ashlynn POV. I can't sleep, I can't sleep, grr, I growled at myself, I want to sleep, why can't I sleep, I need the rest, I need to have some time where I wouldn't be thinking about her, about things, about my mate being MIA so far, why can't my mate just show up, I can use to be held by the one who is made for me, my wolf mate, my one and only. I groaned and left the bed this time, I looked at the time, it was four am, I haven't had any second of sleep tonight, the doctor said my blood work was clean thankfully, there was no reason for me not falling asleep, or maybe it's the lack of shifting that keeping me awake. But my fear of going feral once I shift, has me sticking to my human form, I went down the stairs, deciding to see if anyone is up or around, maybe get some water. I saw some of the patrol enforcers in the kitchen along with mom, I gave everyone a smile and said my good mornings. "Good morning, Ash, isn't it a bit early for you?" mom asks me, it's only four am. "I dec
Ashlynn POV. The day was getting better, I was starting to feel better now, I'm going over to Kitty's place, the best place to ever be! And the hot guys training without a shirt is a big plus, me and Micah love to watch them over some hot chocolate, while Jordan would yell at the two of us to get inside and stop looking. "Hey, kiki," I say sitting next to my bestie, she wasn't feeling little today, which is rare for her. "Hey, love, what's up?" she answers me. "I'm going to a bonfire today, want to join?" I ask her, she looks at me and nods. "I'll talk to Jacob about it," she says, they are like the worse kind of boyfriend and girlfriend, they act like a married couple who can't be more than three feet apart. "Sure," I say, wherever she goes he goes, it's a mate thing, a thing I never had before. After breakfast, I went back to my room, I packed my things to get to Jordan's place, this time I was sure once I get there I'd be happy and well treated, nothing would hurt me there,
Ashlynn POV. In my car, I sped off toward my brother's place, I sent them a message along with my mother's, telling them I'm on my way, I started the long drive to their place, and I had music on to keep me company, but my brain kept on repeating the scent I've smelled. So faint, yet so strong, I wonder how would it smell when it's closer, when it's stronger, my wolf wants to roll down in that scent, to bite the owner and call them ours, only ours. I shook my head at that, I want them, it's not that I don't want them, but I'm not ready yet, I need to have some time to pick up all the broken pieces that broke off me due to Amber and her memories. Maybe once I'm feeling better, I'll get back to them, I'll search for them, I'll have Liam's help, they aren't anyone in my pack, I know everyone, they must be one of his friends who's coming over to spend the night, I'd be able to find them, I'm sure I would. Now that I have a plan, I slowed down a little, there's no need to be in a hurr
Ashlynn POV. I went to the guest room, of course, I knew where it is, I always stay there when I come over, Jordy thinks he's going to be free of me! Never! I threw my things in the room, and got ready for bed, I felt energized, I felt at peace with myself, after all that time of running, I could finally rest, I know I'm strong, why I'm scaring myself? For once in a really long time, I fell asleep, I just need to recharge, and that's what this place provides, I challenge Amber to come over here, and Kitty would eat her alive. I woke up to someone jumping on top of me, I woke up slowly, I knew I wasn't in danger, not in Micah and Jordan's place, they are one of the strongest packs around, and nothing would hurt me except Micah's weight. "Get off, you're crushing my bones," I inform him, it's funny and cute when I jump on top f Jordan, but Micah's weight, which is made of eighty per cent muscles, is not so fun. "Wakey, wakey, don't you wanna watch them run?" he asks me making me
Ashlynn POV. God, my head hurt so badly, what happened? What did happen, I tried to wake up, to open my eyes, but they felt super heavy, I couldn't wake up, but why couldn't I wake up, I groaned to myself, this isn't happening again. I'm a big strong dominant wolf, I'm not someone to be hurt or abused, I can wake up, I should wake up, but then I felt weak, I don't want to feel weak. "Mmmmm," I whined and groaned trying to move my body, trying to get my consciousness to wake the frick up. "Hey princess, my sweet princess," the voice says, I recognize this voice, I've heard it before everything went dark, it was there. I whined some more, why can't I wake up, what did happen to me? I was suffering from lack of sleep, and insomnia, not being in a coma, was I in some kind of incident, unless if a meteor have hit me and sent me to a medical coma. I think I fell back to sleep, the darkness took hold of me and my mind again, my dreams were interrupted by memories of Amber, memories of t
Ashlynn POV. I looked at my mate confused, how did I end up here? I looked at him, how did he know my name, there's something missing, although I loved kissing him and having him here, finding him, the main question was how? How did I end up here? How did he find me? How did he get me here?These questions had my head spinning, I looked at Eliot with confusion, we're going to have a chat, a good long chat about all of this. "Can we talk?" I ask him, he looked worried at my request, he's been middling since the second we met, is he lost between his two headspaces, I hate when that happens, but now what's happening. "Uhh, am I in trouble?" he asks me looking down at his feet, he's not scary, he's not the one who's in charge, he's not the one who could hurt me. "You're not in trouble, we just going to have a chat," I explain to him. "Fine, let's go inside," he says, holding my hand, walking me inside the pretty home, we went to what looked to be the kitchen, he took his seat and to
Ashlynn POV. "Eliot, come back here," I say running after him, he's really trying his luck with me, I don't want to punish him, he kept running through the living room. "You can't catch me," he yells at me, as he kept on running away from me, why is he even running, I'm not going to punish him for running away from me. "Eliot, please baby, we need to eat," I inform him as he keeps on running, with me following him. Finally, I managed to catch him, I hugged him by the waist, he's the same height as me, I can't really pick him up and carry him, instead, I dragged him with me to the kitchen. But Eliot was still being fussy, the game wasn't over for him, he wanted to keep on playing, trying to get away from me. "Not hungry! Nu wanna eat!" He announces to me, but I decided to ignore him instead, I kept on walking sitting him on a chair, and looking at him with a big frown on my face, trying to sound firm. "Don't you dare leave this chair," I warn him, but he shakes his head no. "If