Ashlynn POV.
"I want you to move in," she tells me, I agreed with that, I want to move in with her, I'd love to be with her and not alone the whole time, but I also had to inform my family about moving out. I was afraid of their reaction, what if they don't allow me to go, I'm a strong dominant wolf, as I'm an adult, but I'm worried about the two alpha reactions.
"I live with my family," I tell her, I do live with my family right now, I wasn't ready to move out.
"You are a big girl, well you are practically a little girl and submissive, but that still counts as big girl you should be able to move in with me," she says, I wanted to roll my eyes at her, but she only knows the little side of me, the one that likes to start new adventures and tried to submit to her, she never met the big Ashlynn or my dominant side."I don't know if I should do this yet, isn't it too early?" I ask her, we've only known each other for a couple of months now, she's not the one that was created for me, she's not my mate, but she's not that bad either, I do love her, don't I?
"Come on Ashlynn, why are you refusing to move in with me?" she says but I shake my head no, I wasn't refusing."I'm not ready," I say it's the truth."Ready? I'll take good care of you, don't you know that?" she asks me, her face going into a pout shape, I didn't want her to be mad or sad.
"It's not that," I say but she started to tear up, her eyes filling with tears."But I want you, Ashlynn, why won't you move in with me? We'd have a slumber party every day, we'd have so much fun," she says, tears going down her face, but she tries to wipe them off."Hey, don't cry...don't cry," I beg her, trying to get her to stop."Then you'd move in with me?" she asks me, I was about to say no, but she was still crying, I didn't want her to cry.
"You will!" she says all excited, jumping to hug me this time, I hugged her back, didn't have the heart to say no to her, I can stay with her for a little while."Fine, but I can't stay for long," I explain to her, I'll have to get back home at some point.
"Okay, we'll get to my place tonight?" she asks me, I just nod my head yes to her, I have to talk to my family first."Yes, but I need to talk to my family first," I explain to her, she nods her head yes, just excited, we spent the rest of our date just talking, excited about me moving in with her, about being a little full time with her as my mommy.We each left back to our place, I went home, I had to have a talk with my mom if she says yes, then it's all good, I hope she'd agree, I knocked on her door, her office door, she's always busy with her work. Being an alpha is a big job, plus she needs to keep up with her human job, she owns a small company that most of the pack works in.
"Hey mama," I say with a smile, walking inside her office."Ash, wait until I tell you to come in," she says, making me giggle."I'm in now!" I answer her taking a seat on one of the chairs in front of her.
"You need something, sweetie? I'm kind of busy," she says, but I need her."I...I want to go stay with one of my friends for a while," I inform her."Friend? Who are you staying with?" she asks me."You don't know her," I say, blushing, only Kiara knows about me and Amber, no one in my family knows what I'm."And who would that be?" she ask giving me her full attention now, looking at me with a raised brow."Just a friend from uni, I'm just telling you, I'll keep in touch," I say trying to slip out of her office, maybe if I don't give her much time to interrogate me, she won't be able to say no.
"Ashlynn, for real," mom says as I made it out of her office."I'll call you," I promise leaving and going toward my room, I got my things ready, and packed most of my things.Before I left the house, I went on the search for Kiara, looking all over the house for her, but I didn't find her, I felt the need to cry, I want to say bye to my bestie, but she was not here, I messaged her but she texted back telling me that she's out with my stupid brother, stupid brother!
I left the house, got in my car, starting the drive toward Amber's place, she's in the town next to us, the one that doesn't have any pack in it, I'm safe to stay there, it's just neutral ground, everyone can stay in here.I parked my car in front of her building, I sent her a message telling her I'm here, I know where her building is, but I never went out, I don't know which house is hers, I waited for her to come and get me, we'll get in together, we'll start this part of our life together.
"Ready?" Amber says coming down to my car, I nod my head, getting out of the car, I got my things too, locking my car behind me.She held my hand the whole way up to her apartment, she lives on the fourth floor, I always lived in a big home, never lived in an apartment or a building like this, we went inside her home. I was first met with a small living room with an open kitchen, the whole place was tidy and clean, next Amber held my hand and showed me the rest of the place.
Her bedroom, the giant bed in the middle of the room, a desk in her room, but I also noticed the small things, the small hooks in the bedframe, the wooden paddle hanging on the wall as decoration, I looked at those and blushed, she likes to use them, but little me is afraid of those, little me hates pain, unlike Amber.Ashlynn POV. I've been here for a month, it's only one month, but it's hell, I'm living in hell, Amber changed, it started soon after I moved in with her, she took my phone away, she locked me in, she did things...I don't want to mention any more of that, I'm stronger than my injuries, I'm stronger than the bruises she leaves over me my body, she always says she didn't hit me that bad, since my bruises would disappear right away, but I'm a wolf, it's the reason I'm healing real quick.But I'm done being treated as a toy, I'm done being a little who's abused, she has ruined me, ruined my little side, she's not someone I want to stay with, a month was more than enough, she terrorized me, she scared me, she told me I could never leave. But guess what happened today, this morning my wolf has decided that enough and is enough, we aren't hiding anymore, we're done, I'm a dominant wolf and not some helpless girl."Ashlynn, where are you little bitch?" she yells, but the toy she's calling i
Ashlynn POV. "What happened to your mommy?" Kiara asks me, she's sleeping in my room tonight, her daddy, aka my brother, is out on patrols for the night, we haven't had a sleepover in a while now. "We broke up," I explain to her, even after all that time, her little space still isn't very familiar with her wolf side or our rules. "Why broke up?" she asks me. "She's not my mate Kiara, you know Jacob explained to you what mates are," I remind her. "Jacob is my mate," she says all excited, I just smile at her, she's lucky to have such a good mate and daddy, I wonder if I'd ever find my mate, if he or she is a human, then I don't want them, I think to myself with a shake to my head, I do not want any human relation, none! "And she wasn't mine, can you keep it a secret?" I ask her, I don't want my family to know, I'm a big girl, I'm a dominant wolf, I should be able to protect myself, I should be able to kick anyone's bum, I should've but I couldn't I was weak. "Why secret?" she ask
Ashlynn POV. I can't sleep, I can't sleep, grr, I growled at myself, I want to sleep, why can't I sleep, I need the rest, I need to have some time where I wouldn't be thinking about her, about things, about my mate being MIA so far, why can't my mate just show up, I can use to be held by the one who is made for me, my wolf mate, my one and only. I groaned and left the bed this time, I looked at the time, it was four am, I haven't had any second of sleep tonight, the doctor said my blood work was clean thankfully, there was no reason for me not falling asleep, or maybe it's the lack of shifting that keeping me awake. But my fear of going feral once I shift, has me sticking to my human form, I went down the stairs, deciding to see if anyone is up or around, maybe get some water. I saw some of the patrol enforcers in the kitchen along with mom, I gave everyone a smile and said my good mornings. "Good morning, Ash, isn't it a bit early for you?" mom asks me, it's only four am. "I dec
Ashlynn POV. The day was getting better, I was starting to feel better now, I'm going over to Kitty's place, the best place to ever be! And the hot guys training without a shirt is a big plus, me and Micah love to watch them over some hot chocolate, while Jordan would yell at the two of us to get inside and stop looking. "Hey, kiki," I say sitting next to my bestie, she wasn't feeling little today, which is rare for her. "Hey, love, what's up?" she answers me. "I'm going to a bonfire today, want to join?" I ask her, she looks at me and nods. "I'll talk to Jacob about it," she says, they are like the worse kind of boyfriend and girlfriend, they act like a married couple who can't be more than three feet apart. "Sure," I say, wherever she goes he goes, it's a mate thing, a thing I never had before. After breakfast, I went back to my room, I packed my things to get to Jordan's place, this time I was sure once I get there I'd be happy and well treated, nothing would hurt me there,
Ashlynn POV. In my car, I sped off toward my brother's place, I sent them a message along with my mother's, telling them I'm on my way, I started the long drive to their place, and I had music on to keep me company, but my brain kept on repeating the scent I've smelled. So faint, yet so strong, I wonder how would it smell when it's closer, when it's stronger, my wolf wants to roll down in that scent, to bite the owner and call them ours, only ours. I shook my head at that, I want them, it's not that I don't want them, but I'm not ready yet, I need to have some time to pick up all the broken pieces that broke off me due to Amber and her memories. Maybe once I'm feeling better, I'll get back to them, I'll search for them, I'll have Liam's help, they aren't anyone in my pack, I know everyone, they must be one of his friends who's coming over to spend the night, I'd be able to find them, I'm sure I would. Now that I have a plan, I slowed down a little, there's no need to be in a hurr
Ashlynn POV. I went to the guest room, of course, I knew where it is, I always stay there when I come over, Jordy thinks he's going to be free of me! Never! I threw my things in the room, and got ready for bed, I felt energized, I felt at peace with myself, after all that time of running, I could finally rest, I know I'm strong, why I'm scaring myself? For once in a really long time, I fell asleep, I just need to recharge, and that's what this place provides, I challenge Amber to come over here, and Kitty would eat her alive. I woke up to someone jumping on top of me, I woke up slowly, I knew I wasn't in danger, not in Micah and Jordan's place, they are one of the strongest packs around, and nothing would hurt me except Micah's weight. "Get off, you're crushing my bones," I inform him, it's funny and cute when I jump on top f Jordan, but Micah's weight, which is made of eighty per cent muscles, is not so fun. "Wakey, wakey, don't you wanna watch them run?" he asks me making me
Ashlynn POV. God, my head hurt so badly, what happened? What did happen, I tried to wake up, to open my eyes, but they felt super heavy, I couldn't wake up, but why couldn't I wake up, I groaned to myself, this isn't happening again. I'm a big strong dominant wolf, I'm not someone to be hurt or abused, I can wake up, I should wake up, but then I felt weak, I don't want to feel weak. "Mmmmm," I whined and groaned trying to move my body, trying to get my consciousness to wake the frick up. "Hey princess, my sweet princess," the voice says, I recognize this voice, I've heard it before everything went dark, it was there. I whined some more, why can't I wake up, what did happen to me? I was suffering from lack of sleep, and insomnia, not being in a coma, was I in some kind of incident, unless if a meteor have hit me and sent me to a medical coma. I think I fell back to sleep, the darkness took hold of me and my mind again, my dreams were interrupted by memories of Amber, memories of t
Ashlynn POV. I looked at my mate confused, how did I end up here? I looked at him, how did he know my name, there's something missing, although I loved kissing him and having him here, finding him, the main question was how? How did I end up here? How did he find me? How did he get me here?These questions had my head spinning, I looked at Eliot with confusion, we're going to have a chat, a good long chat about all of this. "Can we talk?" I ask him, he looked worried at my request, he's been middling since the second we met, is he lost between his two headspaces, I hate when that happens, but now what's happening. "Uhh, am I in trouble?" he asks me looking down at his feet, he's not scary, he's not the one who's in charge, he's not the one who could hurt me. "You're not in trouble, we just going to have a chat," I explain to him. "Fine, let's go inside," he says, holding my hand, walking me inside the pretty home, we went to what looked to be the kitchen, he took his seat and to