All Chapters of Dirty affairs with my mom husband : Chapter 91 - Chapter 100

Two weeks passed in a blink of an eye and here I was standing right in front of my step dad's house .All that I could feel right now was the fact that I am the prodigal daughter .My mom never called after the last messages she sent warning me and even a new year message I never got from her , that goes on to tell me how mad she was at me , but that didn’t change my mind but instead I stayed till I felt like I was okay and now I am back to beg again .Trevor was still standing by his car watching me .I knew that he just wanted me to go back to him so that he could take me back to his place but that is never going to happen .I know that I wouldn’t do something as crazy as that .I knew for a fact that my mom might be in this house and if she has seen me come and then I leave , that would be the worst decision that I had ever made in my entire life and I am not going to sit there and watch it happen .I will be fine , just leave , I don’t want my mom to be mad at me anymore , I p

I shouted at my mom knowing that she did say a word to me and apologize for her weird and unusual behavior , but to my greatest surprise she didn’t say a word , but instead she just walked out of the room ignoring me .I felt my heart go into different pieces .For the first time I felt that inner hate , it was more fierce that I had ever felt for her before and everything felt so fucking diffrent . The thought that my mom was treating me this way was killing me already and now she has to act the way she liked .I was in so much pain and I knew it but the last mistake that I would do is show that pain out .I know that I haven’t been the best but I will be sure that I do whatever it takes to make sure that I do not ever come back to this place because obviously I know that she doesn't want me anymore .I hated my mom at this moment , I hated her with my whole life .I still find it so hard to believe that she choosed her own husband over me .I was her daughter .I w

“ What do you want ?” I asked when I finally found my voice .I couldn’t believe that this was Elsa , what is she doing here , I didn’t want to have anything To do with this girl ever again , then why did she come to my house .The only thing that I could think about were her last words to me the last time that we met , she clearly told me that she didn’t want a thing to do with me and now she was here trying to make me look good .“ What do you want, Elsa? “ I asked this time my voice coming out more louder than it did the last time .“ can I at least come in , after all it’s 9pm and I left my house just to come here and check up on you and yet you think that you can just shut the door on my face and ask me to stand out here , what do you think that you are doing , you are fucking friend and yet even though that we have had our own fights , I still take you as my friend and as my sister .I know that the two of us have had our fights , but this a new year and you didn’

As I walked out of the room , the only thing that I could feel in my heart was nothing but pure hatred and anger .I had never been so pissed my entire life the way that I was feeling right now .There was just so much that I wanted to say , but I just couldn't because I didn’t want to .I hated the fact that this was her , this was me , why did she have to get everything that I wanted , why did she have to take the one thing that I love so much .When I got to the living room , her mom was seated there and going through her phone , it was as if she noticed my presence and raised up her head and looked at me .“ Did she ask you to leave , because if she did , I will go in the room and slap the hell out of her “ “ no mom , you don’t have to worry about that , we already talked about It and I will come back tomorrow since the both of us had already talked about it .“ It's okay , if you really want anything you can tell me , I just don't care what anyone has to say but

I looked at the room as I picked up the final piece of clothing that was on the bed .I didn’t know why I was feeling this way , this was exactly what I had alwssa wanted and it’s so shocking to know that now that I have it , I was feeling so fucking guilty about it.Never did I think that I would feel guilty over my leaving my step dad's house .After I returned home a few weeks ago , school officially resumed and once it did , mom told me that I should rent a house outside since it was something I had Always wanted .I didn’t want to think of the number of times that I just had to beg my mom to let me go and now that I was leaving I was feeling so guilty of leaving her behind .I moved that thought aside , I could never start crying , I just wanted to be away from them as soon as possible. I think that’s the best thing that I can do to myself at this point and the fact that Trevor has always been on my neck wasn’t helping issues .I zipped up the box and took one final look a