As I walked out of the room , the only thing that I could feel in my heart was nothing but pure hatred and anger .I had never been so pissed my entire life the way that I was feeling right now .There was just so much that I wanted to say , but I just couldn't because I didn’t want to .I hated the fact that this was her , this was me , why did she have to get everything that I wanted , why did she have to take the one thing that I love so much .When I got to the living room , her mom was seated there and going through her phone , it was as if she noticed my presence and raised up her head and looked at me .“ Did she ask you to leave , because if she did , I will go in the room and slap the hell out of her “ “ no mom , you don’t have to worry about that , we already talked about It and I will come back tomorrow since the both of us had already talked about it .“ It's okay , if you really want anything you can tell me , I just don't care what anyone has to say but
The rays of sunlight shone into my eyes and it was what woke me up from my sleep .I tried to stretch my body while I moved around .I opened my eyes again and that was when I noticed that my mom was the one opening the window curtain .I felt my heart disappear the next moment .I didn’t want to think that she saw Trevor .I couldn’t think about all the things that he did last night .I couldn’t think about what he did to me , there was just so much that I could never imagine no matter how much I tried to think of it .I knew that my mom wasn’t the best in the world , but what I didn’t understand was why she would have to come to my room and start opening the window when she wanted Nothing to go with me . Just last night I knew that she was mad and seeing him doing all of this was just more than I had ever imagined or even thought of , I couldn’t even place my hands on it .“ Good morning baby , do tell me how was your night ?”Hearing my mom ask me made me wonder if it was t
I looked at the room as I picked up the final piece of clothing that was on the bed .I didn’t know why I was feeling this way , this was exactly what I had alwssa wanted and it’s so shocking to know that now that I have it , I was feeling so fucking guilty about it.Never did I think that I would feel guilty over my leaving my step dad's house .After I returned home a few weeks ago , school officially resumed and once it did , mom told me that I should rent a house outside since it was something I had Always wanted .I didn’t want to think of the number of times that I just had to beg my mom to let me go and now that I was leaving I was feeling so guilty of leaving her behind .I moved that thought aside , I could never start crying , I just wanted to be away from them as soon as possible. I think that’s the best thing that I can do to myself at this point and the fact that Trevor has always been on my neck wasn’t helping issues .I zipped up the box and took one final look a
I finally had my own fucking place , that was the only thought that was laced on my head as I got into the house .The fact that I didn’t even bother myself to get myself this house and I still got it just showed me how much I was cared for .My step dad found the house , it was a fucking apartment but I didn’t let him come furnish it , I just did it myself .I knew shuan too well , he might have had someone install some cameras in the house just to watch me and that was the reason why I rejected every help that came from him .Angel pulled over at our driveway and when she did , I walked out .I was so mesmerized by the thought of living alone .I knew that I couldn’t have been able to do this if it wasn’t for her , she had been more supportive than I could ever think of .I loved the fact that she wanted to do things with me , maybe yet to kill that bond that she tried to kill .I loved Angel as my friend , she had been the best girl that I could ever make as my friend in my
You look fucking pretty and you know that right ? I turned and there was Trevor staring at me , from the way he looked at me lustfully I knew exactly what was going through His mind and I wished that he was joking .I was in no mood to have sex right now .Trevor moved away from the door and approached me .I could literally feel my heart beat start going faster than I had ever thought of .I moved a bit away from the kitchen sink and there he was standing in front of me .“ Not today baby I am so tired “ I whispered to him .Trevor didn’t even look at me , he had that straight look on his face and I couldn’t tell what was going through his mind at that moment .I wanted to move away from him but the stare he gave me I knew I shouldn’t dare to do that since it would only make him mad at this moment .“ Trevor “ I whispered when he bent his mouth to my neck .Trevor pulled away from me and looked at me directly .“ You don’t tell me what to do, “ he whispered and grabbed
I had never felt so desperate my entire life the way I was feeling at this moment .Everything felt so surreal and it felt like I was dreaming his couid going just turn out this way that quickly , I couid never get over the fact , I found it so fucking hard to belive that this was it .Just a few moments ago , we were both all lovey dovey with each other and right now he was so mad at me and was threatening to leave .I couldn’t understand why , I just couldn’t get it .Please don’t go , don’t leave me all alone here , that was just a fucking harmless call , shuan and I are very close and that’s how he talks to me if you want I could call my mom and you confirm that to me , I would have gave a thing to do with my step dad if that’s what you are thinking please don’t go , I don’t think I will be able to handle if if you leave , please I am begging you “I begged Trevor who was putting on his clothes preparing to leave .I had never seen him this pissed and jealous , I never
After calling her for the 10th time I knew that it was time that I let it go , it was so obvious that she wasn’t going to pick up that call .In my entire life I had never felt so miserable like the way I was feeling at this moment , I just wanted to hear her voice and say something to her and she isn’t picking up , I know that I might get with her mom but I wouldn’t deny the fact that she has made a get big impact in my life and nothing is ever going to change that .I had spent the past few months with her and I must admit that it had been one of the best months of my life and I love seeing her here .She wasn’t here anymore and I could feel that void and that space In my heart , it was just as if there was a hole in my heart that couldn’t be filled no matter how much I tried to act cool about it, I was losing my senses over my wife daughter . I dropped my iPhone on the table angrily and grabbed my hair in frustration .I had never been this frustrated in my entire life , I
The rays of sunlight were the first thing that I saw and when I opened my eyes , I could see a figure standing there just right in front of me .I know that I moved out of my mom's house yesterday but what I couldn’t understand was who and how he got here . My eyes opened immediately and I saw the figure that was standing there. I knew that this wasn’t a fucking dream , it was him , he was standing right there and looking at me like I was some kind of movie .I could never understand this man , what the fuck was he doing here .For the record , I never wanted him to know where my house was .I knew what I did when I kept this away from him but the fact that he could still find it made it more challenging for me .“Shuan , wtf are you doing here ?” I scream at him at the top of my voice .I had never been so pissed at anyone the way I was so pissed at this man at this moment .I couldn’t imagine what might have happened between him and Trevor as I wasn’t here .I didn’t know