You will always be my child

The rays of sunlight shone into my eyes and it was what woke me up from my sleep .

I tried to stretch my body while I moved around .

I opened my eyes again and that was when I noticed that my mom was the one opening the window curtain .

I felt my heart disappear the next moment .

I didn’t want to think that she saw Trevor .

I couldn’t think about all the things that he did last night .

I couldn’t think about what he did to me , there was just so much that I could never imagine no matter how much I tried to think of it .

I knew that my mom wasn’t the best in the world , but what I didn’t understand was why she would have to come to my room and start opening the window when she wanted Nothing to go with me .

Just last night I knew that she was mad and seeing him doing all of this was just more than I had ever imagined or even thought of , I couldn’t even place my hands on it .

“ Good morning baby , do tell me how was your night ?”

Hearing my mom ask me made me wonder if it was t