Delusional state

Dirty affairs 106

The house has been so calm since my step dad left .

I had so many thoughts that were going through my mind at the same time , I didn’t want to think that it was what I was thinking .

I made sure that I cleaned my whole room and taking the last look at myself I knew that I was ready to go .

I grabbed my keys from where they were and just as I was about going out , I bumped into Trevor .

I know what he was doing here .

I thought that he had gone away .

I could see those looks and I could tell that they aren’t just looks , Thomas' judgemental looks were literally killing me .

He stood there watching me and the only thing that kept going through my mind at this moment was when he got into the room because I know that he never did , not one that I was aware of .

The both of us stood there in total silence not saying a word to the other even though we so much wanted to .

I had never felt that intense feeling ever in my entire life , I could literally feel my hear