All Chapters of Dirty affairs with my mom husband : Chapter 71 - Chapter 80

I was going to a dinner date for the first time ever in my entire life .All those years , I had always wanted this , I wanted to do this with my ex Chris but never for once did he even try to make an attempt to do that .All that he cared about was sex , the little things never matter to him and he was never ready to do them .There was just something crazy about the way he never care to do those things for me , it only meant that I wasn’t just the one and all these years , I was just a replacement .Hurt was just an understatement of how I was feeling at this moment .I hated the fact that I put myself in the ground for that long to know that I was really worth something , I just wished that I never had to deal with that .The fact that Trevor wasn’t my boyfriend yet , but he still wants me to go with him to a dinner date , is just the best thing that would ever happen to me .I loved the fact that he literally cared about the little things that really mattered to me .I wanted t

“ Your new slut looks better than I can ever imagine , never did I think that you could bring a girl that naive , to a place like this , what exactly were you thinking? I turned to look at Dethro , why did he have to call her a slut , she wasn’t a slut and was never going to be one so why did he have to call her that It seems like he seems to get my body movement and the anger in my face and. The next moment he was laughing out his lungs .“ You don’t Have to look at me like that , you don’t have to tell me that , I never knew she’s your girl , then why did you have to bring her here , she looks so naive and she shouldn’ be. In This place isn’t going to favor her and you know that .“ well I only brought her here for a warning , you know I don’t want anyone close to her , everyone knows be too well that I do not bring any kind of girl and this is the first time that I am doing that , I want everyone to know that she’s mine and I know that no one would want to tak

I stood still in that same spot thinking that he was going to come back , but to my greatest surprise he never did and even his friend noah also drove past me without saying a word .I knew my life was ruined standing there in the next five minutes without knowing anybody .Was I hurt ?Yes I was but I wasn’t going to start crying over that .The pains I was literally feeling at this moment , was nothing that I had ever thought of .For the first time I regretted leaving my step dad. I knew that no matter how mad Shaun was , he would never leave me in a place like this. How could they do this to me now?From where I stood the only thing that I could see was the street light .The fact that he dumped me just after he got out of the party is the most crazy part of it .There were no vehicles and even if there were , I wasn’t in the United States , I was aside my own country and a bit was making my life hell like this .I hate Trevor , with everything that I have in me .I didn’t kn

Whatever the reasons might be or what it might be , I don’t want to be a part of it and I know that he knows it .Days had not been easy , I could tell he was pissed by just standing there and stating here without doing a thing .I wanted to go back home but I couldn’t because I am not even on good terms with my mom .I know that sooner or later I would have no choice but to do those things that I thought that I would never find myself doing .It hurts thinking that my life could be a mess just because I like a boy .For all the things that a guy had done to me ever , this had gotten to be the worst that had ever happened . It hurts to even think that I am still okay thinking about him right now and no matter what it does , it seems like I would never let him go , that is how guile I am to him right now and that really hurts like hell , more than I had ever imagined .From the day I left that party , I had not set my eyes on Trevor again .It’s just as if , he flew away from the

The drive was long , longer than I had ever thought or imagined .Never did I think that it was going to be this long but now that it was , I had to act like I was okay deep down .I knew that I had so much to say to him at this moment but I just decided to let things go .I know how much I missed him and even though he is so toxic , I don’t think that I would be able to leave him now and that is the only reason why I am in this car with him .I had seen him throw glances at me as we drove .I didn’t want to hear a thing from him , not even a word .I know he can be manipulative and I am not about to let him use that on me .I knew that his words had an effect on me and just one word from him and I would be on my knees the next moment begging for his dick .“ I am sorry , I never meant to do any of that to you , I am so sorry that you got to see that side of me and now you will have to hide me by that .Believe me when I say that it wasn’t the plan and I was so jealous when I sa