Dirty affairs 77Watching her go with him was one of the most disappointing things that had ever happened to me .I wasn’t one that could be defeated just like that but without proof , I know that I have been defeated and it really hurts to know that I lost that one to him again .Not again not after all that I have sworn to do to him but yet it seems like there's just too much around him that I just can’t win and that really hurts like hell , I can feel it .She got into dethro car and I watched them speed off and it was then that I noticed Anna who was standing by the other side of the car waiting for me .I had even forgotten that I was here with her , all my thoughts and thinking were just her .I didn’t know why , but I guess it is because of the way things go .“ can’t believe That you left me here in the car without caring to ask about how I am or faring just to go after a girl who would later deny you and go with another .I turned to see the mocking look on Anna gav
Whatever the reasons might be or what it might be , I don’t want to be a part of it and I know that he knows it .Days had not been easy , I could tell he was pissed by just standing there and stating here without doing a thing .I wanted to go back home but I couldn’t because I am not even on good terms with my mom .I know that sooner or later I would have no choice but to do those things that I thought that I would never find myself doing .It hurts thinking that my life could be a mess just because I like a boy .For all the things that a guy had done to me ever , this had gotten to be the worst that had ever happened . It hurts to even think that I am still okay thinking about him right now and no matter what it does , it seems like I would never let him go , that is how guile I am to him right now and that really hurts like hell , more than I had ever imagined .From the day I left that party , I had not set my eyes on Trevor again .It’s just as if , he flew away from the
Dirty affairs 79I had never felt that much guilt that I was feeling at this point .So many things went through my mind at the same time and all that I could think of is , what would have happened , if something stupid happened to her .I could never explain how grateful that we all got back in the same peace .But this is literally her fault , she didn’t tell me about her illness , if I had known about it , then I wouldn’t have dared to do that .With each time that passed by , all that I did was watch the food that was on the table .It was just a day more to a freaking new year and a new session in school and there was literally nothing for me and all that I am thinking of is how not to get on his nerves .Both Dante and Trevor had the same character .The fact that Dante hasn’t said a word to me since the day I stepped my leg into this house made it harder for me to understand the kind of family that this was .They were acting so weird and their characters were totally out of
The drive was long , longer than I had ever thought or imagined .Never did I think that it was going to be this long but now that it was , I had to act like I was okay deep down .I knew that I had so much to say to him at this moment but I just decided to let things go .I know how much I missed him and even though he is so toxic , I don’t think that I would be able to leave him now and that is the only reason why I am in this car with him .I had seen him throw glances at me as we drove .I didn’t want to hear a thing from him , not even a word .I know he can be manipulative and I am not about to let him use that on me .I knew that his words had an effect on me and just one word from him and I would be on my knees the next moment begging for his dick .“ I am sorry , I never meant to do any of that to you , I am so sorry that you got to see that side of me and now you will have to hide me by that .Believe me when I say that it wasn’t the plan and I was so jealous when I sa
I knew that I had said my piece and I was literally trying to catch my breath after yelling at him , something that I never thought that I would be able to do .The thought that he stood just right there listening to me without saying a word got me more pissed than I had ever been He acted so chill and cool , like he wasn't the one that I had been talking to .I wouldn’t deny the fact that I had his guts to the core , I didn’t want a thing to do with him .The both stood opposite each other without saying a word to the other .Deep inside of me , I was disappointed with what I said about my sex life , my sex life is mine and it’s a part. Of me that I actually do not love sharing but right now I think that I have spoken out of proportion and I will have to pay for it .Nothing was ever going to let me go with these , I wanted to hear those words that he didn’t want to say , I wanted him to beg I want to see him crawl and tell him telling me that he never meant all that he sai
The moment Trevor threw me into the car , he drove off .I couldn’t explain how I was feeling at this moment , but I had so many unexplainable feelings at this moment .So many things were going through my mind and the only thing that I could think of was jumping Off the car .I know that he didn’t care about my feelings or my emotions and there was nothing that I could do about it at this moment .If only he cared about me that much then maybe we wouldn’t be having this conversation .The one thing that I hated more was him acting like he didn’t get what I was trying to say .I hated him in my mind but turning to look at the guy beside me , I could literally feel my heart flutter .Trevor didn’t bother to spare me a glance , he kept driving , like I didn’t exist and it hurts so much to think that he sees me like this Maybe if I am that important to him then he wouldn’t have to act that way towards me .I hated him , I knew that .“ did you really have to say all that to m
Rico stopped immediately and pulled away from me .I fell to the ground in pain , unable to stand the pains that I was feeling in my legs at that moment .I didn’t know if I should cry or be happy or even scream .There was just so much that I had in mind , that I just wanted to say out that I haven’t been able to say .I wouldn’t deny the fact that I had just being raped by the same man that I thought loved me .All these years , I had thought that Chris had been one of the worst boyfriends that I ever had , but never did I think that it was him .I knew that no matter how pissed Chris was he wouid never rape me .But this monster just did .I fell to the ground and turned , the tears blurred my vision , but when I turned I saw him there .He kept grabbing his hands and screaming at no one in particular .I wouldn’t deny the fact that I haven’t seen . Him in a state like this before .The looks on his eyes were literally killing me and I knew it .I didn’t want to push it
Trevor pov When I went back home the first person that I noticed standing just by the door was Chris .I knew why he was calling me and I knew that it was the reason why he stood there waiting for me. I could tell that he was so mad at me at this point .The anger was so obvious in his face and I wondered if there was something that I had done apart from the one that I did .I carried rissa in my hands and straight into the house .She had slept off after crying for a long time .I wouldn’t deny the fact that I hated to see her cry , but the pain in her eyes , the way that she cursed at me , the way she told me to stay away from her .Those words triggered something in me and I don’t know if I would be able to think like a normal human being anymore .I had never been this hurt my entire life the way I was , the woman I loved cursed me out and I could do nothing about it but all that I could think of in my mind is why it had to happen to me . After I had dropped her in my room
Did you just say that you aren’t going back to see your bitch anymore “ Chris voice brought me out of my thoughts .I ignored the bastard and tried to keep calm and do what I was doing , I wasn’t going to answer whatever trash that he had to say , I know that he is saying all of this things just to get on my nerves but I wasn’t going to give him that satisfaction at all .“I am talking to you boss , don’t act like you didn’t hear me , I was so loud and clear when I asked that question ?”I turned to look at him and the moment he saw angry I was , he stood up and walked away not even without sparing me a glance but with a smirk on his face .I didn’t want to get pissed , he had been doing this to me over the past few days and lettting that get to me was the wurst thing that I ever had to do .I knew that there was no need of being mad at him , I knew that he is the most happiest person since we no longer on talking terms , I am pretty sure that now he can get all the attention that
As I walked bank to my house , the only thing that I wanted to see at this moment was my bed .I never expected my day to turn out this way , the fact that everything could be this cruel was the least thing that I expected .I knew how much I loved my mom , I thought she was going to be sorry for what she had done to us .I must admit that the both of us hadn’t been better but why did she have to cone to my face just to tell me how much she hated me even though she knew that I loved her to death .I was hurt , more hurt than I had ever being , I thought that I was finally getting off this then all of this had to happen .My life hadn’t gotten any worse than it already was , I could never imagine the things that he wanted to do to me .I wad hurt , more hurt than i would ever imagine , I didn’t want a damn thing , I just wanted us to make up but my mom wasn’t going to do that , I knew it .As I walked into my room , I noticed that my door was slightly open .For the first time
I didn’t see him again for the next one month and neither did I see her .I missed Angel , I hated to see us fight and it was all over a guy .The fact that she couldn’t even check up on me made it so hard for me to understand what exactly was going on .I know that the both of us had been Nothing but cool friends but I really thought that she had done kind of respect for me the same way that I had done for her .Angel never texted , she never called, she never checked up on me but we have been seeing each other in school all this while .The two of us didn’t want to talk to the other and I literally understood that .I wouldn’t blame her though , I don’t know why anyone should limit their happiness just for my sake , I have been nothing but a horrible bitch and I don’t think that I deserve anything called love .I had not been the best person too and I see that I take half of all the things that are being given to me because all of this is my fault and I wasn’t going to blame anyone
Trevor tied both my hands and my legs to the bed as I watched in terror of what he was planning to do to me .When he saw come dominh that , he walked towards and stripped off every piece of clothing that I had on me left .The moment I was naked in front of him , I could hear that silent growl that came out from his mouth as he watched me .I know that I have seen him in many forms but not this way , I had never seen him this way .The way he looked at me , the way he stared at my body and even the way he watched my every move like I was his prey .I loved being dominated by him , I loved the things that he did to me , I loved everything that he was planning to do and I just wanted him to go on .For the next three minutes , he stood there watching me intensely without saying a word to me .The silence was defeating but I was horny as fuck , the last thing that I had in my mind at this moment was some sort of starring competition .Trevor walked to where I was and stood right
Angels pov ~~~~~Watching her go out of the house in anger was more like terror to me .I never actually thought that a day would ever come when the both of us will have to be this way towards the other .Seeing her here was the least thing that I expected but what was I expecting after all I never treated her right I was the one who had absorbed her .This should be my fault and not anyone’s fault .I loved her but then I loved him too. Friends are supposed to treat each other better but I think that I have just ruined that .Trevor was still sitting at my couch with his phone in his hands and going through his phone at the same time .He didn’t seem to care about what had just happened. I have known him to be this nonchalant but I never expected it to be this way , but how could I be this guilty . “ You know that you didn’t have to come out , I don’t want to ruin that relationship and I hate the fact that you are doing this ?”Trevor stood up from where he sat , and walked up to
Chapter 121Angel never visited.I waited for another week but I didn’t see her . For the first time ever , it felt like something was wrong and staying here wasn’t going to help at all .I knew that Angel wasn’t any person to just ignore because she felt so , I knew that she could love me as much as I did and that is the only reason why I have decided to go meet her today .Being out of the house today was so weird , everything felt so different .I guess that I have been locking myself in the house just for their own will .I could never imagine the things that were going on with her .The fact that she didn’t visit , I could never imagine what had gone wrong In the next few seconds I was standing right in front of her door .From where I stood I could hear the laughter coming out from inside .It was her voice , I knew that voice wherever I heard it , she was with someone , but who could that person be that she didn’t even care about me .I knocked on the door and waited
Chapter 120 “ I’m sorry “ Elsa whispered, as she stood right in front of me with her hands together in a pleading manner .Sorry ? , she wasn’t sorry , I knew that , I knew that there was something that brought her here . The Elsa that I know could never be sorry , she will always bitch about stuff .Elsa moved closer to me again and kept staring straight into my eyes .I knew that she was trying to get to me .I need space , not right now , I don’t want that .“ I know you don’t want me anymore, and I totally understand if you don’t want to see me anymore but why don’t you give me a fucking chance to explan myself .The both of us hasn’t been in good terms , I know that I have betrayed you so much but I still love you , I shouldn’t have hurt you the way I did , you never deserved any of that from me, and I am so sorry that I did that to you , I was so wrong for judging the way that I did , just give me a chance .Listening to all the words that came out from the bitch
when was the last time that I instructed that none of you should dare to cross me again , I am pretty sure that I made it clear that this organization is to be ruined by me , I am the head here and I am literally the strongest but you think that since I am away , I have becomes weak and soft and I am not longer fit to be the leader and then you think that getting my goods and trying to cover my stuffs behind my back is going to give you guys the power that you need to impeach , what makes you all think that it could happen , you all really underestimate me and what I can really do . Why don’t you tell me that it was him who had asked you all to vote me out , without me not being here and being in charge and yet you all agreed thinking that it is literally the eyes test decision that you all would make .I know that you all bastard didn’t think about it all , he was the mastermind of it all and you all are literally going astray .I pointed my gun towards him and he did the sa
It’s been two long weeks since I last saw Angel .I didn’t know where she was and I couldn’t tell if she was coming or not. I had tried my best to stay away from her. It seemed like she needed time on her own , so she told me and I hoped that it was true .I didn’t want to burden her with all my issues , I didn’t want to be that friend that would only care about themselves .I know that I am going through something right now and the least that I could have was a friend but was that friend coming .I know that Angel loved me and whatever it was that was holding her was as meaningful as me being all alone .Staying in this house had been nothing but exhausting , I had thought about life in ways that I never thought that I could do , or knew that I was just being this way because I was alone but this was the least that I could do at this moment , it had her. Clear to me that I couldn’t do more .It was best that this whole stuff had gone down and all the insults were beginning to re