Dirty affairs 79I had never felt that much guilt that I was feeling at this point .So many things went through my mind at the same time and all that I could think of is , what would have happened , if something stupid happened to her .I could never explain how grateful that we all got back in the same peace .But this is literally her fault , she didn’t tell me about her illness , if I had known about it , then I wouldn’t have dared to do that .With each time that passed by , all that I did was watch the food that was on the table .It was just a day more to a freaking new year and a new session in school and there was literally nothing for me and all that I am thinking of is how not to get on his nerves .Both Dante and Trevor had the same character .The fact that Dante hasn’t said a word to me since the day I stepped my leg into this house made it harder for me to understand the kind of family that this was .They were acting so weird and their characters were totally out of
The drive was long , longer than I had ever thought or imagined .Never did I think that it was going to be this long but now that it was , I had to act like I was okay deep down .I knew that I had so much to say to him at this moment but I just decided to let things go .I know how much I missed him and even though he is so toxic , I don’t think that I would be able to leave him now and that is the only reason why I am in this car with him .I had seen him throw glances at me as we drove .I didn’t want to hear a thing from him , not even a word .I know he can be manipulative and I am not about to let him use that on me .I knew that his words had an effect on me and just one word from him and I would be on my knees the next moment begging for his dick .“ I am sorry , I never meant to do any of that to you , I am so sorry that you got to see that side of me and now you will have to hide me by that .Believe me when I say that it wasn’t the plan and I was so jealous when I sa
I knew that I had said my piece and I was literally trying to catch my breath after yelling at him , something that I never thought that I would be able to do .The thought that he stood just right there listening to me without saying a word got me more pissed than I had ever been He acted so chill and cool , like he wasn't the one that I had been talking to .I wouldn’t deny the fact that I had his guts to the core , I didn’t want a thing to do with him .The both stood opposite each other without saying a word to the other .Deep inside of me , I was disappointed with what I said about my sex life , my sex life is mine and it’s a part. Of me that I actually do not love sharing but right now I think that I have spoken out of proportion and I will have to pay for it .Nothing was ever going to let me go with these , I wanted to hear those words that he didn’t want to say , I wanted him to beg I want to see him crawl and tell him telling me that he never meant all that he sai
The moment Trevor threw me into the car , he drove off .I couldn’t explain how I was feeling at this moment , but I had so many unexplainable feelings at this moment .So many things were going through my mind and the only thing that I could think of was jumping Off the car .I know that he didn’t care about my feelings or my emotions and there was nothing that I could do about it at this moment .If only he cared about me that much then maybe we wouldn’t be having this conversation .The one thing that I hated more was him acting like he didn’t get what I was trying to say .I hated him in my mind but turning to look at the guy beside me , I could literally feel my heart flutter .Trevor didn’t bother to spare me a glance , he kept driving , like I didn’t exist and it hurts so much to think that he sees me like this Maybe if I am that important to him then he wouldn’t have to act that way towards me .I hated him , I knew that .“ did you really have to say all that to m
Rico stopped immediately and pulled away from me .I fell to the ground in pain , unable to stand the pains that I was feeling in my legs at that moment .I didn’t know if I should cry or be happy or even scream .There was just so much that I had in mind , that I just wanted to say out that I haven’t been able to say .I wouldn’t deny the fact that I had just being raped by the same man that I thought loved me .All these years , I had thought that Chris had been one of the worst boyfriends that I ever had , but never did I think that it was him .I knew that no matter how pissed Chris was he wouid never rape me .But this monster just did .I fell to the ground and turned , the tears blurred my vision , but when I turned I saw him there .He kept grabbing his hands and screaming at no one in particular .I wouldn’t deny the fact that I haven’t seen . Him in a state like this before .The looks on his eyes were literally killing me and I knew it .I didn’t want to push it
Trevor pov When I went back home the first person that I noticed standing just by the door was Chris .I knew why he was calling me and I knew that it was the reason why he stood there waiting for me. I could tell that he was so mad at me at this point .The anger was so obvious in his face and I wondered if there was something that I had done apart from the one that I did .I carried rissa in my hands and straight into the house .She had slept off after crying for a long time .I wouldn’t deny the fact that I hated to see her cry , but the pain in her eyes , the way that she cursed at me , the way she told me to stay away from her .Those words triggered something in me and I don’t know if I would be able to think like a normal human being anymore .I had never been this hurt my entire life the way I was , the woman I loved cursed me out and I could do nothing about it but all that I could think of in my mind is why it had to happen to me . After I had dropped her in my room
After I was done saying things that I wanted her to hear . I walked out of the room unable to understand why I did that to her .When I walked out Chris was standing just by the door .I knew that I didn’t want to listen to whatever that he had to say , I just had no time for that , I didn't want to listen to whatever it was that he had to say .“Do not act like you didn’t see me , or have been standing here and waiting for you to come out “I turned to look at Chris , he had his hands tucked inside his pocket and I could tell that he was mad at he but definitely not tonight .“ not tonight Chris , I want some time alone , whatever that it is that you want to say you can keep it tomorrow because I don’t think I want to listen to whatever that you want to say , I don’t have the time neither do I have the energy for that , so you just have to stop it and let’s not go into any argument , I am not in the best frame of mind to let that happen .“ What did you do to her ?” Chris word
Shuan sat just by the fire trying to catch some heat .From the way he sat there , you could tell that he had stuffs bothering him at that moment and even though he was doing a better job at hiding it .Shuan opened the book in his hand and flipped through the page while trying to understand why he was so fucking worried .He knew that he was trying all his best to make sure that he put it all behind him but why did it have to be so .His wife walked in through the door that was at the back and walked up to him .“ Are you sure you want nothing ?” The woman asked him again .Shuan raised up his head from the book that he held on his Hands and stood up to his wife .“You know what , I am beginning to think about having your as a wife , I am beginning to think that you are not worthy to be called my wife , I still don’t get it , I still don’t get how you can still be this calm .Today is literally the last day of the year and you have no fucking idea about where your child i