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Dirty affairs with my mom husband Pains
The moment Trevor threw me into the car , he drove off .I couldn’t explain how I was feeling at this moment , but I had so many unexplainable feelings at this moment .So many things were going through my mind and the only thing that I could think of was jumping Off the car .I know that he didn’t care about my feelings or my emotions and there was nothing that I could do about it at this moment .If only he cared about me that much then maybe we wouldn’t be having this conversation .The one thing that I hated more was him acting like he didn’t get what I was trying to say .I hated him in my mind but turning to look at the guy beside me , I could literally feel my heart flutter .Trevor didn’t bother to spare me a glance , he kept driving , like I didn’t exist and it hurts so much to think that he sees me like this Maybe if I am that important to him then he wouldn’t have to act that way towards me .I hated him , I knew that .“ did you really have to say all that to m
Dirty affairs with my mom husband Not worth it
Rico stopped immediately and pulled away from me .I fell to the ground in pain , unable to stand the pains that I was feeling in my legs at that moment .I didn’t know if I should cry or be happy or even scream .There was just so much that I had in mind , that I just wanted to say out that I haven’t been able to say .I wouldn’t deny the fact that I had just being raped by the same man that I thought loved me .All these years , I had thought that Chris had been one of the worst boyfriends that I ever had , but never did I think that it was him .I knew that no matter how pissed Chris was he wouid never rape me .But this monster just did .I fell to the ground and turned , the tears blurred my vision , but when I turned I saw him there .He kept grabbing his hands and screaming at no one in particular .I wouldn’t deny the fact that I haven’t seen . Him in a state like this before .The looks on his eyes were literally killing me and I knew it .I didn’t want to push it
Dirty affairs with my mom husband Forgive me
Trevor pov When I went back home the first person that I noticed standing just by the door was Chris .I knew why he was calling me and I knew that it was the reason why he stood there waiting for me. I could tell that he was so mad at me at this point .The anger was so obvious in his face and I wondered if there was something that I had done apart from the one that I did .I carried rissa in my hands and straight into the house .She had slept off after crying for a long time .I wouldn’t deny the fact that I hated to see her cry , but the pain in her eyes , the way that she cursed at me , the way she told me to stay away from her .Those words triggered something in me and I don’t know if I would be able to think like a normal human being anymore .I had never been this hurt my entire life the way I was , the woman I loved cursed me out and I could do nothing about it but all that I could think of in my mind is why it had to happen to me . After I had dropped her in my room
Dirty affairs with my mom husband Episodes
After I was done saying things that I wanted her to hear . I walked out of the room unable to understand why I did that to her .When I walked out Chris was standing just by the door .I knew that I didn’t want to listen to whatever that he had to say , I just had no time for that , I didn't want to listen to whatever it was that he had to say .“Do not act like you didn’t see me , or have been standing here and waiting for you to come out “I turned to look at Chris , he had his hands tucked inside his pocket and I could tell that he was mad at he but definitely not tonight .“ not tonight Chris , I want some time alone , whatever that it is that you want to say you can keep it tomorrow because I don’t think I want to listen to whatever that you want to say , I don’t have the time neither do I have the energy for that , so you just have to stop it and let’s not go into any argument , I am not in the best frame of mind to let that happen .“ What did you do to her ?” Chris word
Dirty affairs with my mom husband I love your daughter
Shuan sat just by the fire trying to catch some heat .From the way he sat there , you could tell that he had stuffs bothering him at that moment and even though he was doing a better job at hiding it .Shuan opened the book in his hand and flipped through the page while trying to understand why he was so fucking worried .He knew that he was trying all his best to make sure that he put it all behind him but why did it have to be so .His wife walked in through the door that was at the back and walked up to him .“ Are you sure you want nothing ?” The woman asked him again .Shuan raised up his head from the book that he held on his Hands and stood up to his wife .“You know what , I am beginning to think about having your as a wife , I am beginning to think that you are not worthy to be called my wife , I still don’t get it , I still don’t get how you can still be this calm .Today is literally the last day of the year and you have no fucking idea about where your child i
Dirty affairs with my mom husband I will always love you
I woke up the next morning with a big hangover on my head .I felt a big bang on my head as I tried to open my eyes .It was just as if I had been partying all night and the pain decided to come this morning and remind me of what I did .As I struggled to open my eyes , I felt those sharp pains and it instantly made me open my eyes and when I did , I saw someone sitting just by the bed . I opened my eyes to make sure that I wasn’t just seeing things , I wanted to know if he was actually there or if I was seeing someone else .“ Happy new year my love “ Trevor whispered to me .I raised my head to look at him and raised my body up from the bed .“ I don't want any greeting from you , you can keep your new year wishes to yourself and I don’t want anything to do with you anymore. The only thing that I want at this moment is to go home .I just want to go home , I don’t want to be here with you anymore and I know that you know it , you should just stop trying to make me forgive
Dirty affairs with my mom husband New year sex
Words couldn’t describe how I was feeling at this moment , deep inside of me I knew that I never wanted a thing to do with him anymore .I knew that I couldn’t stand his house and his emotionless heart .I knew that I couldn’t keep on being a fool , it had just been a few months and a whole lot of things had already happened, things that I never thought they could happen .I must admit that I have a soft spot for Trevor but I don’t know if I love him , I don’t understand why I had to feel this way .I know that being with someone takes so much sacrifice but never did I think that I would have to make this much sacrifice , I hated the fact that my life had to go this way .Why did it have to happen anyway , I couldn’t just place my hands on it .For one of the best things that I could think of , I knew that I was never going to be the same again not after everything that has been happening , but did I really want to work it out with him .“ you know that I could be here on my k
Dirty affairs with my mom husband To hell
I sat in the bathtub as the water filled it I loved the fact that it was warm water , the water made me feel really relax , I just wanted to stop thinking about so much stuffs and just let myself feel so fucking free .I hated the fact that my heart was aching this hard thinking about all the stuff that I wanted to do .I know what I would tell my mom when I get home but they should know that I am no longer a baby and whether they like it or not , they would have no choice but to leave with me like that .The door to the bathroom opened and even without turning I knew , it was Trevor .He had just a shirt and had pulled off all of his clothes .I thought that he had given up when I told him no but the fact that he is here shows that he hasn’t given up and still wants to do it . “You know that I am so disappointed in myself for being here but I don’t think that I gave a fucking choice , I want you Rissa and I don’t think that I can still go a day without touching you or talkin
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Dirty affairs with my mom husband I would stand with you
Dirty affairs 112Angel , Angel “ I screamed at the top of my voice as I banged at her door .I knew that she might not be in or maybe she might be with her boyfriend but I just can’t risk it. I really wanted somebody that I wanted to talk to , I didn't care who it was .The only person that came to my mind was her , my girl. I knew that no matter what it was , she would be the last person that would ever turn their back at me at this crucial moment of my life but I am not going to do it anymore , I think that I am done doing this .I kept banging and banging and banging and after hitting the door for more than 30 minutes it was then that I realized that she wasn’t even in .I had never felt so helpless my entire life .I knew that it was best that I sat here and waited for her after sending her a text .I couldn’t understand what had just happened today and I wouldn't deny the fact that I had just gotten the wurst day of my love . The person that I thought was my boyfri
Dirty affairs with my mom husband I was the slut
Dirty affairs 111Mom , mom , mom “ don’t go , don’t walk away from me “ I yelled as I dragged myself away from shuan and tried to button up my top .My head was spinning in different directions and I was breathing so hard .I knew that I was definitely going to pass out from this if I continued .But what could I do ?I thought that I had promised myself that my mom would never find me in a state like this .How could I have been so careless to let this happen , I thought that I was done with shuan , how could I be so stupid and miserable and foolish to let him do this to me again .As I rushed out of the room in a haste all that I could see was Shaun sitting comfortably in the bed, not panicked .I knew that it was my right state then he would be having some kind of explanation to do but right now , the only thing that I can keep thinking of is the pissed woman who just walked out of the door and that woman was my mother . When I rushed out , I found out that mom had taken the
Dirty affairs with my mom husband Caught with shuan /the ultimate episode
First glump , second glump and I was driving straight to shuan .In the midst of all this all that I wanted at this moment was to see my step dad , it was just as if he is the only one who wouldn’t judge me for what I wasNot even my mama called to ask me how my birthday went , I had never felt this way my entire life the way I am feeling right now .Maybe I am just being punished for all the stupid decisions that I had taken in my life , maybe next time I really do have to think before I make some stupid decisions .I drove straight into the compound and to my greatest surprise , Shaun was standing by the door and he was waiting for me .This was literally the last thing that I had ever expected him to do for me .I thought that he was going to be mad because of the way that I treated him the last time but instead he acted in the direct opposite of it and if I hadn’t chased him away , I wouldn’t be here right nis .The moment I came down , shuan walked towards me and getting to wh
Dirty affairs with my mom husband Never a choice
I had the worst birthday ever .Yes you heard me right and I wasn’t bluffing when I said that I just had the worst birthday ever .I knew that I was the one who threw everyone around me away but I never said that they should avoid me for my special day .Maybe I had turned out to be that horrible bitch that literally no one wants to associate themselves with .Angel was the only one who literally called to check up and was here with me all throughout the night .I must say that she did her best even though we still had our fight .I know that I can’t blame her for that , after all I haven’t been the best girl towards her and I know that I have been living in her face all this while .Even though this hurt so much like hell , I don’t think that I will ever be ready to let anyone know that I have been screwing my step dad .I could never l , it’s the most disgraceful thing that I had ever thought of in my entire life and it's just like hell . For the first time ever in weeks , I f
Dirty affairs with my mom husband I don’t care
Happy birthday my darling .” Angel's voice broke me out of my thoughts as she planted a soft kiss on my back .What do you suggest we do ? Trevor isn’t coming .My head snapped at the mention of his name and I turned to look at Angel who had made that statement .I felt sick to my stomach .I didn’t know what it was with her , I had told her severally , times without number that I do not want his name to be mentioned close to me but it’s just as if she can’t understand a word of what I am saying and she keeps on making that mistake over and over again it was like she was doing this on purpose .“ I told you that I didn’t want to hear his name no more why do you keep on mentioning his name? What do you aim to achieve by trying to get on my nerves .“ grab that damn phone , call him . Tell him that you are sorry “ she told me, obviously pissed .I turned to look at her , the anger and the hate burning inside my heart .“ No “ Angel's face turned to that of total horror when she
Dirty affairs with my mom husband You are going down with me
I just don’t get it , I don’t why he acts that way towards you, I don’t know when he is going to know that if you love someone , you have to stay with them and treat them right because you will never get a better version of it again .I smiled hearing her last statement , I know that she was just trying her best to make sure that I felt okay .I could tell that by just looking at her .I loved the way Angel would always make me feel welcomed regardless of what the situation might be .“ I will be fine baby , you don’t have to worry about me .Angel turned and gave me that look. I know that she was questioning everything that had got to do with me at this moment but I couldn’t help it , there is no way on earth that I would understand why this has to happen to me in the first place .“ It's been days since I last saw Trevor , I haven’t heard from him nor have I spoken to him .I have never been this mad at anyone my entire life the way I was so mad at him at this moment .The
Dirty affairs with my mom husband Delusional state
Dirty affairs 106 The house has been so calm since my step dad left .I had so many thoughts that were going through my mind at the same time , I didn’t want to think that it was what I was thinking .I made sure that I cleaned my whole room and taking the last look at myself I knew that I was ready to go .I grabbed my keys from where they were and just as I was about going out , I bumped into Trevor .I know what he was doing here .I thought that he had gone away .I could see those looks and I could tell that they aren’t just looks , Thomas' judgemental looks were literally killing me .He stood there watching me and the only thing that kept going through my mind at this moment was when he got into the room because I know that he never did , not one that I was aware of .The both of us stood there in total silence not saying a word to the other even though we so much wanted to .I had never felt that intense feeling ever in my entire life , I could literally feel my hear
Dirty affairs with my mom husband I am a whore
Trevor stupid there for a while without saying a word o the both of us .I had never been in a situation like this in my entire life , all that I wanted was for the ground to open and Swallow me .I had never been so speechless and the shock was something that I never expected .I knew that he left , but I never expected him to be this back this early .I couldn’t imagine what he had heard . what if he heard us talking about it? , I didn’t want to think that he heard about all the stufff that we had just said .The tears started pouring out of my eyes without control at that moment .I am pretty’s sure that he heard us talking about it and now I know that he would be planning on breaking up with me , I could never tell , I couldn’t imagine .These were the two important people in my life and i couldn’t belive the fact that I was just throwing them away .what the fuck is he doing here ? Shuan snapped at me angrily .I knew that he was pretending to be mad , he had no right
Dirty affairs with my mom husband Did he hear anything ?
The rays of sunlight were the first thing that I saw and when I opened my eyes , I could see a figure standing there just right in front of me .I know that I moved out of my mom's house yesterday but what I couldn’t understand was who and how he got here . My eyes opened immediately and I saw the figure that was standing there. I knew that this wasn’t a fucking dream , it was him , he was standing right there and looking at me like I was some kind of movie .I could never understand this man , what the fuck was he doing here .For the record , I never wanted him to know where my house was .I knew what I did when I kept this away from him but the fact that he could still find it made it more challenging for me .“Shuan , wtf are you doing here ?” I scream at him at the top of my voice .I had never been so pissed at anyone the way I was so pissed at this man at this moment .I couldn’t imagine what might have happened between him and Trevor as I wasn’t here .I didn’t know
