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Author: Lexa
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-05 12:28:31

Rico stopped immediately and pulled away from me .

I fell to the ground in pain , unable to stand the pains that I was feeling in my legs at that moment .

I didn’t know if I should cry or be happy or even scream .

There was just so much that I had in mind , that I just wanted to say out that I haven’t been able to say .

I wouldn’t deny the fact that I had just being raped by the same man that I thought loved me .

All these years , I had thought that Chris had been one of the worst boyfriends that I ever had , but never did I think that it was him .

I knew that no matter how pissed Chris was he wouid never rape me .

But this monster just did .

I fell to the ground and turned , the tears blurred my vision , but when I turned I saw him there .

He kept grabbing his hands and screaming at no one in particular .

I wouldn’t deny the fact that I haven’t seen . Him in a state like this before .

The looks on his eyes were literally killing me and I knew it .

I didn’t want to push it
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