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Author: Lexa
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Words couldn’t describe how I was feeling at this moment , deep inside of me I knew that I never wanted a thing to do with him anymore .

I knew that I couldn’t stand his house and his emotionless heart .

I knew that I couldn’t keep on being a fool , it had just been a few months and a whole lot of things had already happened, things that I never thought they could happen .

I must admit that I have a soft spot for Trevor but I don’t know if I love him , I don’t understand why I had to feel this way .

I know that being with someone takes so much sacrifice but never did I think that I would have to make this much sacrifice , I hated the fact that my life had to go this way .

Why did it have to happen anyway , I couldn’t just place my hands on it .

For one of the best things that I could think of , I knew that I was never going to be the same again not after everything that has been happening , but did I really want to work it out with him .

“ you know that I could be here on my k
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Carl D Miller
I don't like having to find where I left off at. seems like since the new chapters started I get pushed back a few chapters.
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