What we had is in the past

I shouted at my mom knowing that she did say a word to me and apologize for her weird and unusual behavior , but to my greatest surprise she didn’t say a word , but instead she just walked out of the room ignoring me .

I felt my heart go into different pieces .

For the first time I felt that inner hate , it was more fierce that I had ever felt for her before and everything felt so fucking diffrent .

The thought that my mom was treating me this way was killing me already and now she has to act the way she liked .

I was in so much pain and I knew it but the last mistake that I would do is show that pain out .

I know that I haven’t been the best but I will be sure that I do whatever it takes to make sure that I do not ever come back to this place because obviously I know that she doesn't want me anymore .

I hated my mom at this moment , I hated her with my whole life .

I still find it so hard to believe that she choosed her own husband over me .

I was her daughter .

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