Elsa

Shuan didn’t leave the room till it was almost midnight .

I could get that he was so mad and missing me , but there was absolutely nothing that I could do .

I had so much that I wanted to talk about at this moment but I just decided to let everything on just like that .

I am not one to make trouble and I didn’t want to know what he had told my mom because that could hurt me so much .

“ why don’t you just leave “ I asked turning away from the side of the bed that I was looking at .

“ you know what , I think that I would leave now , but you know what , I think that I am happy for you even though I know that it hurts me this much , this isn’t what I had planned , this isn’t what I wanted with my life , I know how much I love you and it hurts to know that I won’t be having you , but that’s not the case here , I am good and I am totally fine with whatever it is that you want .

Shuan words made me feel really uncomfortable , the fact that he was trying to Blackmail trying to mak