All Chapters of Dirty affairs with my mom husband : Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

I knew that I had said my piece and I was literally trying to catch my breath after yelling at him , something that I never thought that I would be able to do .The thought that he stood just right there listening to me without saying a word got me more pissed than I had ever been He acted so chill and cool , like he wasn't the one that I had been talking to .I wouldn’t deny the fact that I had his guts to the core , I didn’t want a thing to do with him .The both stood opposite each other without saying a word to the other .Deep inside of me , I was disappointed with what I said about my sex life , my sex life is mine and it’s a part. Of me that I actually do not love sharing but right now I think that I have spoken out of proportion and I will have to pay for it .Nothing was ever going to let me go with these , I wanted to hear those words that he didn’t want to say , I wanted him to beg I want to see him crawl and tell him telling me that he never meant all that he sai

Rico stopped immediately and pulled away from me .I fell to the ground in pain , unable to stand the pains that I was feeling in my legs at that moment .I didn’t know if I should cry or be happy or even scream .There was just so much that I had in mind , that I just wanted to say out that I haven’t been able to say .I wouldn’t deny the fact that I had just being raped by the same man that I thought loved me .All these years , I had thought that Chris had been one of the worst boyfriends that I ever had , but never did I think that it was him .I knew that no matter how pissed Chris was he wouid never rape me .But this monster just did .I fell to the ground and turned , the tears blurred my vision , but when I turned I saw him there .He kept grabbing his hands and screaming at no one in particular .I wouldn’t deny the fact that I haven’t seen . Him in a state like this before .The looks on his eyes were literally killing me and I knew it .I didn’t want to push it

After I was done saying things that I wanted her to hear . I walked out of the room unable to understand why I did that to her .When I walked out Chris was standing just by the door .I knew that I didn’t want to listen to whatever that he had to say , I just had no time for that , I didn't want to listen to whatever it was that he had to say .“Do not act like you didn’t see me , or have been standing here and waiting for you to come out “I turned to look at Chris , he had his hands tucked inside his pocket and I could tell that he was mad at he but definitely not tonight .“ not tonight Chris , I want some time alone , whatever that it is that you want to say you can keep it tomorrow because I don’t think I want to listen to whatever that you want to say , I don’t have the time neither do I have the energy for that , so you just have to stop it and let’s not go into any argument , I am not in the best frame of mind to let that happen .“ What did you do to her ?” Chris word

I woke up the next morning with a big hangover on my head .I felt a big bang on my head as I tried to open my eyes .It was just as if I had been partying all night and the pain decided to come this morning and remind me of what I did .As I struggled to open my eyes , I felt those sharp pains and it instantly made me open my eyes and when I did , I saw someone sitting just by the bed . I opened my eyes to make sure that I wasn’t just seeing things , I wanted to know if he was actually there or if I was seeing someone else .“ Happy new year my love “ Trevor whispered to me .I raised my head to look at him and raised my body up from the bed .“ I don't want any greeting from you , you can keep your new year wishes to yourself and I don’t want anything to do with you anymore. The only thing that I want at this moment is to go home .I just want to go home , I don’t want to be here with you anymore and I know that you know it , you should just stop trying to make me forgive

I sat in the bathtub as the water filled it I loved the fact that it was warm water , the water made me feel really relax , I just wanted to stop thinking about so much stuffs and just let myself feel so fucking free .I hated the fact that my heart was aching this hard thinking about all the stuff that I wanted to do .I know what I would tell my mom when I get home but they should know that I am no longer a baby and whether they like it or not , they would have no choice but to leave with me like that .The door to the bathroom opened and even without turning I knew , it was Trevor .He had just a shirt and had pulled off all of his clothes .I thought that he had given up when I told him no but the fact that he is here shows that he hasn’t given up and still wants to do it . “You know that I am so disappointed in myself for being here but I don’t think that I gave a fucking choice , I want you Rissa and I don’t think that I can still go a day without touching you or talkin