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I was going to a dinner date for the first time ever in my entire life .

All those years , I had always wanted this , I wanted to do this with my ex Chris but never for once did he even try to make an attempt to do that .

All that he cared about was sex , the little things never matter to him and he was never ready to do them .

There was just something crazy about the way he never care to do those things for me , it only meant that I wasn’t just the one and all these years , I was just a replacement .

Hurt was just an understatement of how I was feeling at this moment .

I hated the fact that I put myself in the ground for that long to know that I was really worth something , I just wished that I never had to deal with that .

The fact that Trevor wasn’t my boyfriend yet , but he still wants me to go with him to a dinner date , is just the best thing that would ever happen to me .

I loved the fact that he literally cared about the little things that really mattered to me .

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