I was going to a dinner date for the first time ever in my entire life .All those years , I had always wanted this , I wanted to do this with my ex Chris but never for once did he even try to make an attempt to do that .All that he cared about was sex , the little things never matter to him and he was never ready to do them .There was just something crazy about the way he never care to do those things for me , it only meant that I wasn’t just the one and all these years , I was just a replacement .Hurt was just an understatement of how I was feeling at this moment .I hated the fact that I put myself in the ground for that long to know that I was really worth something , I just wished that I never had to deal with that .The fact that Trevor wasn’t my boyfriend yet , but he still wants me to go with him to a dinner date , is just the best thing that would ever happen to me .I loved the fact that he literally cared about the little things that really mattered to me .I wanted t
For the first time ever I was shocked and surprised by the place that he had brought me to .Never had I been brought to a place like this .When Trevor stopped the car , he was standing right in front of a mansion .I didn’t know why the whole place was quiet and it seemed like an isolated area and got me a bit scared but knowing that he would hurt me , I just threw that thought away .“Are you sure you are okay ?” I heard Noah ask behind me .Noah had just come out of his car and was approaching the both of us who stood beside the car and me having so many things going through my head at this moment .“I will be fine I promise you , I will definitely be fine “ “Trevor wrapped his hands around my waist and that brought me out of my thoughts .He had that smile on his face and I wondered why he had been smiling this much .“ I loved the fact that he was still concerned about my feelings .Boss , I think we should be going in now , everyone is already in and waiting for you
“ Your new slut looks better than I can ever imagine , never did I think that you could bring a girl that naive , to a place like this , what exactly were you thinking? I turned to look at Dethro , why did he have to call her a slut , she wasn’t a slut and was never going to be one so why did he have to call her that It seems like he seems to get my body movement and the anger in my face and. The next moment he was laughing out his lungs .“ You don’t Have to look at me like that , you don’t have to tell me that , I never knew she’s your girl , then why did you have to bring her here , she looks so naive and she shouldn’ be. In This place isn’t going to favor her and you know that .“ well I only brought her here for a warning , you know I don’t want anyone close to her , everyone knows be too well that I do not bring any kind of girl and this is the first time that I am doing that , I want everyone to know that she’s mine and I know that no one would want to tak
I had been there without doing anything and I couldn’t help but wonder what exactly I was doing here .I know that he personally told me not to go anywhere , but I was just sick and tired of it and the only thing that I wanted at this moment was to get out .I didn’t know how mad he was going to get, but I am pretty sure that I am going to rush it .Noah was standing just right behind me and he didn’t let me go .I watched Trevor talk with the said brother and I watched as they threw glances at me .I wonder what it was , that was making them look at me like that but I knew that Trevor was telling him stuff about me , because from the way he looked at me , it was pretty cool that I was the topic of discussion at this point .I turned and that was even when I noticed that Noah was talking to some group of guys and his attention was no longer on me .I knew that this was definitely the moment that I had been waiting for .I took a glance and when I noticed that he still wasn
I stood still in that same spot thinking that he was going to come back , but to my greatest surprise he never did and even his friend noah also drove past me without saying a word .I knew my life was ruined standing there in the next five minutes without knowing anybody .Was I hurt ?Yes I was but I wasn’t going to start crying over that .The pains I was literally feeling at this moment , was nothing that I had ever thought of .For the first time I regretted leaving my step dad. I knew that no matter how mad Shaun was , he would never leave me in a place like this. How could they do this to me now?From where I stood the only thing that I could see was the street light .The fact that he dumped me just after he got out of the party is the most crazy part of it .There were no vehicles and even if there were , I wasn’t in the United States , I was aside my own country and a bit was making my life hell like this .I hate Trevor , with everything that I have in me .I didn’t kn
Dirty affairs 77Watching her go with him was one of the most disappointing things that had ever happened to me .I wasn’t one that could be defeated just like that but without proof , I know that I have been defeated and it really hurts to know that I lost that one to him again .Not again not after all that I have sworn to do to him but yet it seems like there's just too much around him that I just can’t win and that really hurts like hell , I can feel it .She got into dethro car and I watched them speed off and it was then that I noticed Anna who was standing by the other side of the car waiting for me .I had even forgotten that I was here with her , all my thoughts and thinking were just her .I didn’t know why , but I guess it is because of the way things go .“ can’t believe That you left me here in the car without caring to ask about how I am or faring just to go after a girl who would later deny you and go with another .I turned to see the mocking look on Anna gav
Whatever the reasons might be or what it might be , I don’t want to be a part of it and I know that he knows it .Days had not been easy , I could tell he was pissed by just standing there and stating here without doing a thing .I wanted to go back home but I couldn’t because I am not even on good terms with my mom .I know that sooner or later I would have no choice but to do those things that I thought that I would never find myself doing .It hurts thinking that my life could be a mess just because I like a boy .For all the things that a guy had done to me ever , this had gotten to be the worst that had ever happened . It hurts to even think that I am still okay thinking about him right now and no matter what it does , it seems like I would never let him go , that is how guile I am to him right now and that really hurts like hell , more than I had ever imagined .From the day I left that party , I had not set my eyes on Trevor again .It’s just as if , he flew away from the
Dirty affairs 79I had never felt that much guilt that I was feeling at this point .So many things went through my mind at the same time and all that I could think of is , what would have happened , if something stupid happened to her .I could never explain how grateful that we all got back in the same peace .But this is literally her fault , she didn’t tell me about her illness , if I had known about it , then I wouldn’t have dared to do that .With each time that passed by , all that I did was watch the food that was on the table .It was just a day more to a freaking new year and a new session in school and there was literally nothing for me and all that I am thinking of is how not to get on his nerves .Both Dante and Trevor had the same character .The fact that Dante hasn’t said a word to me since the day I stepped my leg into this house made it harder for me to understand the kind of family that this was .They were acting so weird and their characters were totally out of