Walking out of the club , I tried to look behind to see if Elsa would text me and tell me that she was joking .But as I walked out , she didn’t even bother to look at me but instead she kept gifting with her friends like none of it ever happened .I was hurt that she would treat me this way , I was doing everything possible to make sure this friendship works again and that’s the only reason why I decided to come here with her , but that bitch had just dumped my ass for a boy and at this moment I was more than hurt .I hated the fact that I didn’t come with a car , I would have driven home .I didn’t know why a club had to be in such an areas as this .There were no moving vehicles and the only thing seems to be going on here was just the club and the street was surprisingly quite . I tried my best to hide the fear that I had in my heart .I didn’t want to be shaken .I walked away from the club and just as I walked a bit further , I could notice that there was someone follo
The drive back to my home was the longest that I had ever encountered in a while , so many thoughts went through my head as Angel drove me home .I had so many unanswered questions in my head that I really needed the answers to but I just can’t find the right words in my head to say it out .While walking out of Trevor room”I wondered why I didn’t get to see him before I leave but I just couldn’t find the right words to use or say .“You know what , I don’t think that your friendship with Elsa is going to work out , I don’t want to get mad at you because that’s your life and it had gotten nothing to do with me but I am just trying to voice out my concerns as a friend ““ that girl doesn’t like you and I know it , the fact that she could leave you to go out alone , means that she had that in mind all this while ““I don’t know what would have happened if Trevor hadn’t found you on time , the bastard almost had his ways with you after pulling off your clothed and the most stupides
It’s been one month since the whole incident that happened .I didn’t want to start thinking about the events that happened after that because the more I want to think about it , the more I feel like my brain is going to explode if I tried to do that .I didn’t know why I was so hurt that someone did that to me , but I just didn’t know why though .My mom hadn’t spoken to me even though I have apologized a billion times telling her how sorry I was .I knew I was way out of line that day with what I said to her , but I was hurt too and I just wanted her to feel the same pain that I felt that was the reason why I said that .I must say that I regret saying that and I wished that I could turn back the hands of time but I just didn’t know how I was going to do it .Since that day elsa had been on my neck telling me how sorry she was and never meant to let me go just like that , but I wasn’t having that .She just showed me how much she hated me and didn’t want me to grow .She can
Mom's uncle 's burial ceremony was fixed for the next day and so we had to fly back home to our state .Getting back to the state that I had grown up in , I felt weird , I didn’t know if this was just it or I was wrong for feeling that way .I couldn’t remember the last time that I came back home and I seem to have forgotten all about it and it brings back some memories that I didn’t want to talk about .It still hurts to know that I haven’t been able to sort things out with my mama . This wasn’t what I had planned and what I thought my life was going to be .It hurts so much knowing that my mom and I weren't in good terms and I just wished that it wasn’t true .My step dad and my mom sat in another car while I sat in another , mom said that she couldn’t stand me being in the same space with her .I was hurt but I never dared to show it in my face after all I was the one who hurt her first , now I have to dance to the music of what I started .When I saw the mansion in front of
The Night felt so long and I tried my best to have a good night's rest .It was just 8pm and since I came back I haven’t been able to get out of the room because of the judgmental look that I was definitely going to get .I just didn’t want anyone staring at me in that manner , it was definitely going to get on my nerves .Sarah walked into the room that the both of us were going to share and when she saw that I had already unpack , she just looked away , she didn’t even bother to look at me .“Hi Sarah , it’s been long since I last saw you “I told her trying to kill the awkward silence that was going on in the room , I didn’t want that .Sarah just turned to look at me and gave me that are you okay stare and didn’t even bother to look at me .She hissed and walked out of the room .I didn’t know how I felt , but that was it , I was mad and losing it , if she knew that this was how her family was going to treat me , then why did she bring me along , she would have just let me
My blood ran cold heading my mom ask my step dad that .I tried my best not to show the panic that I had in my face at that moment .I didn’t want to scream or cry or say trash about it .“ so tell me shuan , you are having an affair with my daughter huh “mom repeated this time more loudly “You are going nuts , I just want to believe that all of this stuff that has happened in your life that’s making you say this shit , because how can you sit there and ask me something crazy like that? Do you think that lowly of me?“I see the way you stare at her , the way you support her and the way you always offer to give her things and make her feel comfortable , I see the way you want her to be happy and always around you , I should have known , I should have known ““That’s it , I think it’s high time that I leave this place , for fuck sake girl , I love you and you know that .I didn’t care if you had a grown up daughter or not , when I found out about her , I didn’t even get mad a
Mom's uncle was laid to rest the next day just as it had been said that it would be done .Shuan and I didn’t return home last night but last night he stayed at a hotel and booked two rooms making it look like we slept in different rooms but instead we slept together and it was the best night of my life .The sex was amazing , thinking about the stuffs he did to me , I just couldn’t imagine the next time I was having him .I made sure that he ignored all of mom's texts and faced me .I knew that was his wife but my mom was way out of her line and needed to learn her lesson .I just don’t care if he loved her or not , but I am so ready to teach her that .I wasn’t going to be living here and that’s for sure , it isn’t something that’s up for discussion , I am definitely going back with them .Any minute from my step dad could kill me .I watched shuan consoled my mom as the casket was lowered to the grave .I could hear the pains from everyone's voice as they cried and I cou
Papa `` your little girl is here again and this time she's here all alone and she's so hurt because her mama had decided to choose a man over her .Mom accused me of sleeping with her husband and it’s crazy for her to think that way .I don’t know if I would be able to look at her face and call her my mother again , that’s how hurt I am right now and I don’t want that to happen .I know that it’s been long since I visited you, I just wanted to tell you that I had a lot going on and I wished that you were here to see it .You know that feeling of having your father around .I don’t know if I am feeling this way because mom and I aren’t on good terms. I shouldn’t be feeling this way and I know that , but I am hurt .It’s just as if I have a long journey and there’s no one to support apart from Elsa , dad remember Elsa the last friend I told you about .Well the both of us also got in a fight but we gave settled and along the line I have gotten a new friend and I like her and I