Mom's uncle was laid to rest the next day just as it had been said that it would be done .Shuan and I didn’t return home last night but last night he stayed at a hotel and booked two rooms making it look like we slept in different rooms but instead we slept together and it was the best night of my life .The sex was amazing , thinking about the stuffs he did to me , I just couldn’t imagine the next time I was having him .I made sure that he ignored all of mom's texts and faced me .I knew that was his wife but my mom was way out of her line and needed to learn her lesson .I just don’t care if he loved her or not , but I am so ready to teach her that .I wasn’t going to be living here and that’s for sure , it isn’t something that’s up for discussion , I am definitely going back with them .Any minute from my step dad could kill me .I watched shuan consoled my mom as the casket was lowered to the grave .I could hear the pains from everyone's voice as they cried and I cou
Papa `` your little girl is here again and this time she's here all alone and she's so hurt because her mama had decided to choose a man over her .Mom accused me of sleeping with her husband and it’s crazy for her to think that way .I don’t know if I would be able to look at her face and call her my mother again , that’s how hurt I am right now and I don’t want that to happen .I know that it’s been long since I visited you, I just wanted to tell you that I had a lot going on and I wished that you were here to see it .You know that feeling of having your father around .I don’t know if I am feeling this way because mom and I aren’t on good terms. I shouldn’t be feeling this way and I know that , but I am hurt .It’s just as if I have a long journey and there’s no one to support apart from Elsa , dad remember Elsa the last friend I told you about .Well the both of us also got in a fight but we gave settled and along the line I have gotten a new friend and I like her and I
Summer came almost immediately .I knew how much I loved summer and I always prayed and wanted it to come and now that it was here , I was so happy .The thought that the rain was going to stop and the sun shine on us made it more unique. I just loved this and didn’t want it to end anything soon .I was so happy that things didn’t go wrong the way I thought it was going to go and things went out well .It’s been over a month since mom uncle was laid to rest .After that small talk me and mom had , I have decided to come back home and live with them .I knew that mom wanted some attention and space in the marriage and so I knew that it was best that I rented out an apartment and then I could do all the shit I wanted to do and also my mom and husband could have all the time of their lives together without me having to be in the picture but what could I do , there was absolutely nothing that I could do , just even at this moment .I wanted to start house hunting and get an a
It was funny how I thought that my life was going to end in a couple of months that had just passed but here I was , happy, alive and healthy and I was even beginning to forget about all the incident that happened over the past few months even though I do not wish to think about it , it just keeps coming back and it’s more like a memory that’s stuck in my head .“ don’t tell me you stood here waiting for me ?” Elsa asked me as she came out of her car .Elsa wore a mini ripped Jean and a black crop top to match with her hair packed in a ponytail , that only told me that she wasn’t having it and wasn’t in the mood for any convo .I watched her get to where I was and when she did , I hugged her .“ You look pretty today “ I told her and she smiled showing every tooth that she had in her mouth .“It’s so nice hearing you compliment me “ I raised my head up trying to understand what she was saying .I know that the both of us had fought a lot but I just can’t deny the f
After spending two extra weeks at home , I finally decided to resume since I didn’t have a lot going on at that moment .I was already behind in so many ways and I wondered how I was going to catch up to all of that .One thing I knew that I would do is for my result to come out and I was slacking behind , that was the only reason why I decided to go to that school , I didn’t want to be far behind .When I got into the classroom, I saw Angel already seated at some spot and also saw Elsa sitting with her two friends .In as much as I would love to make things look so normal between all of us , I have to accept the fact that no matter how much I try to get us together the two us just can’t stay in one place and so in that way I would have to respect the decisions of Elsa and just stay with my friend Angel . “ what took you so long to get here , “Well let’s just say that , I had so much going on and with different thoughts going through my head , I just thought that I should
Sitting there I felt like I was going nuts by just thinking about all the stuff that had just happened .I didn’t know why I was missing someone who didn’t even care about me and even if he did , I don’t think that he rated me that highly .I felt so hurt that he left without even saying hi to me when I had been dying to see him .I felt like I was choking sitting down here even though I knew how much it was hurting me I didn't take the matter to heart .I knew that it was best that I went home .I had to take up a call and act like my mom called me .“Is it your mama ?” I heard angel asked me .“ yes I nodded as I stood up to go pick the fake call that I have created .My mom didn’t call me , I was the one who made it so that I could leave this place now .I walked back to her when I knew that I was done with whatever that I was saying at that moment.“ Angel can I have a word with you “ She stood up almost immediately and followed me .“ you know what , my mom wants me to com
I had so many thoughts going through my head as he drove .I didn’t know if I should stop him and tell him that I wasn’t going with him anymore . But that was the least thing that I would ever do .I knew that Angel hadn't told me about having sex with him but I wasn’t going to tell her that I was here with him , I could only imagine how disappointed she would be with me , I just didn’t want to do that no matter how hard it was for me .“ Are you okay ?” Trevor's voice broke me out of my thoughts and that was when I noticed that he had driven into a different house from the first one that he took me to the other time .“I wanted to ask him if he had so many houses like this but I just couldn’t bring myself to say it .I didn’t know if I was scared of him or if I was just being shy but either way , I wasn’t going to ask him that .“Well this is my house and I come here most times myself wheh I just want to be left alone , I don’t think that any of my friends know this one
“ you know you look more pretty when you moan and I love the way you react when the real deal is inside of you “ Trevor had a mocking smile on his face as he drove .I didn’t fail to notice the way he gave me a stare as if he was intentionally saying that just to puss me off .The last thing that I would do is get pissed off and I wasn’t trying to do that , not right now , not after the event that had happened between us .I didn’t want to think that I was a cheap slut for sleeping with this guy .You wouldn’t blame me though , he is the hottest guy in college if I am not mistaken and I know that a lot of ladies would really be opportuned to be with him or even still spend time with him , they see that as an opportunity and I am pretty sure that they would take that time for granted and so I wasn’t the one that is going to risk spending more time with him , that isn’t happening .“Are you even listening to me pumpkin “ I turned to face him the moment he said that .I didn’t w