Mom's uncle 's burial ceremony was fixed for the next day and so we had to fly back home to our state .Getting back to the state that I had grown up in , I felt weird , I didn’t know if this was just it or I was wrong for feeling that way .I couldn’t remember the last time that I came back home and I seem to have forgotten all about it and it brings back some memories that I didn’t want to talk about .It still hurts to know that I haven’t been able to sort things out with my mama . This wasn’t what I had planned and what I thought my life was going to be .It hurts so much knowing that my mom and I weren't in good terms and I just wished that it wasn’t true .My step dad and my mom sat in another car while I sat in another , mom said that she couldn’t stand me being in the same space with her .I was hurt but I never dared to show it in my face after all I was the one who hurt her first , now I have to dance to the music of what I started .When I saw the mansion in front of
The Night felt so long and I tried my best to have a good night's rest .It was just 8pm and since I came back I haven’t been able to get out of the room because of the judgmental look that I was definitely going to get .I just didn’t want anyone staring at me in that manner , it was definitely going to get on my nerves .Sarah walked into the room that the both of us were going to share and when she saw that I had already unpack , she just looked away , she didn’t even bother to look at me .“Hi Sarah , it’s been long since I last saw you “I told her trying to kill the awkward silence that was going on in the room , I didn’t want that .Sarah just turned to look at me and gave me that are you okay stare and didn’t even bother to look at me .She hissed and walked out of the room .I didn’t know how I felt , but that was it , I was mad and losing it , if she knew that this was how her family was going to treat me , then why did she bring me along , she would have just let me
My blood ran cold heading my mom ask my step dad that .I tried my best not to show the panic that I had in my face at that moment .I didn’t want to scream or cry or say trash about it .“ so tell me shuan , you are having an affair with my daughter huh “mom repeated this time more loudly “You are going nuts , I just want to believe that all of this stuff that has happened in your life that’s making you say this shit , because how can you sit there and ask me something crazy like that? Do you think that lowly of me?“I see the way you stare at her , the way you support her and the way you always offer to give her things and make her feel comfortable , I see the way you want her to be happy and always around you , I should have known , I should have known ““That’s it , I think it’s high time that I leave this place , for fuck sake girl , I love you and you know that .I didn’t care if you had a grown up daughter or not , when I found out about her , I didn’t even get mad a
Mom's uncle was laid to rest the next day just as it had been said that it would be done .Shuan and I didn’t return home last night but last night he stayed at a hotel and booked two rooms making it look like we slept in different rooms but instead we slept together and it was the best night of my life .The sex was amazing , thinking about the stuffs he did to me , I just couldn’t imagine the next time I was having him .I made sure that he ignored all of mom's texts and faced me .I knew that was his wife but my mom was way out of her line and needed to learn her lesson .I just don’t care if he loved her or not , but I am so ready to teach her that .I wasn’t going to be living here and that’s for sure , it isn’t something that’s up for discussion , I am definitely going back with them .Any minute from my step dad could kill me .I watched shuan consoled my mom as the casket was lowered to the grave .I could hear the pains from everyone's voice as they cried and I cou
Papa `` your little girl is here again and this time she's here all alone and she's so hurt because her mama had decided to choose a man over her .Mom accused me of sleeping with her husband and it’s crazy for her to think that way .I don’t know if I would be able to look at her face and call her my mother again , that’s how hurt I am right now and I don’t want that to happen .I know that it’s been long since I visited you, I just wanted to tell you that I had a lot going on and I wished that you were here to see it .You know that feeling of having your father around .I don’t know if I am feeling this way because mom and I aren’t on good terms. I shouldn’t be feeling this way and I know that , but I am hurt .It’s just as if I have a long journey and there’s no one to support apart from Elsa , dad remember Elsa the last friend I told you about .Well the both of us also got in a fight but we gave settled and along the line I have gotten a new friend and I like her and I
Summer came almost immediately .I knew how much I loved summer and I always prayed and wanted it to come and now that it was here , I was so happy .The thought that the rain was going to stop and the sun shine on us made it more unique. I just loved this and didn’t want it to end anything soon .I was so happy that things didn’t go wrong the way I thought it was going to go and things went out well .It’s been over a month since mom uncle was laid to rest .After that small talk me and mom had , I have decided to come back home and live with them .I knew that mom wanted some attention and space in the marriage and so I knew that it was best that I rented out an apartment and then I could do all the shit I wanted to do and also my mom and husband could have all the time of their lives together without me having to be in the picture but what could I do , there was absolutely nothing that I could do , just even at this moment .I wanted to start house hunting and get an a
It was funny how I thought that my life was going to end in a couple of months that had just passed but here I was , happy, alive and healthy and I was even beginning to forget about all the incident that happened over the past few months even though I do not wish to think about it , it just keeps coming back and it’s more like a memory that’s stuck in my head .“ don’t tell me you stood here waiting for me ?” Elsa asked me as she came out of her car .Elsa wore a mini ripped Jean and a black crop top to match with her hair packed in a ponytail , that only told me that she wasn’t having it and wasn’t in the mood for any convo .I watched her get to where I was and when she did , I hugged her .“ You look pretty today “ I told her and she smiled showing every tooth that she had in her mouth .“It’s so nice hearing you compliment me “ I raised my head up trying to understand what she was saying .I know that the both of us had fought a lot but I just can’t deny the f
After spending two extra weeks at home , I finally decided to resume since I didn’t have a lot going on at that moment .I was already behind in so many ways and I wondered how I was going to catch up to all of that .One thing I knew that I would do is for my result to come out and I was slacking behind , that was the only reason why I decided to go to that school , I didn’t want to be far behind .When I got into the classroom, I saw Angel already seated at some spot and also saw Elsa sitting with her two friends .In as much as I would love to make things look so normal between all of us , I have to accept the fact that no matter how much I try to get us together the two us just can’t stay in one place and so in that way I would have to respect the decisions of Elsa and just stay with my friend Angel . “ what took you so long to get here , “Well let’s just say that , I had so much going on and with different thoughts going through my head , I just thought that I should
For the first time in a long while I was taken out of the house which was also weird because tge man that I went out with was no other than the enemy of my ex or should I say situationship , be a use I know that , he could swear that the both of us didn’t have a thing together . For the longest time , I had never thoufht that I will be going out with him .I remember being stranded that night and he was the one person who had helped me , I could bounced that the bastard of a husband didn’t care about the way that I felt but instead he just wanted to use and that really sums of the reasons why he didn’t want a thing to do with me anymore .For the longest that I could think of , I knew that it was next that I moved on from that phobias , I wasn’t going to be stuck thinking about all the things that would have happened to me of still held on to my dear heart , hurting badly . Hayden was looking attentively and listening to be as I told him all the things that I have done and why I was
Two more weeks passed , it passed like days .I was just in my own state of delima wondering of I should text her or just let her go .As much as I wanted it to all end , I knew that it was best that I didn’t push back the things that didn’t want me .I know that it is so obvious that she is so mad at me and she is just trying her best to make us come back .I wasn’t available for such problem , I hated evrything that is happening right mke , I just wanted to disappear and never to be seen again , but could that be real .No matter how my b u try to push it away I know that I will be huabref by those people that I claim not to love but I just can’t live without .For one in my life , I hate the fact that I have to be this way .I was alone , I had been alone , I had been used and dumped my tremor , the same guy that I thought will love and do evrything for me .I didn’t know that it took me that long to realize that I was just a pawn in his face and I wad just used to get what th
Did you just say that you aren’t going back to see your bitch anymore “ Chris voice brought me out of my thoughts .I ignored the bastard and tried to keep calm and do what I was doing , I wasn’t going to answer whatever trash that he had to say , I know that he is saying all of this things just to get on my nerves but I wasn’t going to give him that satisfaction at all .“I am talking to you boss , don’t act like you didn’t hear me , I was so loud and clear when I asked that question ?”I turned to look at him and the moment he saw angry I was , he stood up and walked away not even without sparing me a glance but with a smirk on his face .I didn’t want to get pissed , he had been doing this to me over the past few days and lettting that get to me was the wurst thing that I ever had to do .I knew that there was no need of being mad at him , I knew that he is the most happiest person since we no longer on talking terms , I am pretty sure that now he can get all the attention that
As I walked bank to my house , the only thing that I wanted to see at this moment was my bed .I never expected my day to turn out this way , the fact that everything could be this cruel was the least thing that I expected .I knew how much I loved my mom , I thought she was going to be sorry for what she had done to us .I must admit that the both of us hadn’t been better but why did she have to cone to my face just to tell me how much she hated me even though she knew that I loved her to death .I was hurt , more hurt than I had ever being , I thought that I was finally getting off this then all of this had to happen .My life hadn’t gotten any worse than it already was , I could never imagine the things that he wanted to do to me .I wad hurt , more hurt than i would ever imagine , I didn’t want a damn thing , I just wanted us to make up but my mom wasn’t going to do that , I knew it .As I walked into my room , I noticed that my door was slightly open .For the first time
I didn’t see him again for the next one month and neither did I see her .I missed Angel , I hated to see us fight and it was all over a guy .The fact that she couldn’t even check up on me made it so hard for me to understand what exactly was going on .I know that the both of us had been Nothing but cool friends but I really thought that she had done kind of respect for me the same way that I had done for her .Angel never texted , she never called, she never checked up on me but we have been seeing each other in school all this while .The two of us didn’t want to talk to the other and I literally understood that .I wouldn’t blame her though , I don’t know why anyone should limit their happiness just for my sake , I have been nothing but a horrible bitch and I don’t think that I deserve anything called love .I had not been the best person too and I see that I take half of all the things that are being given to me because all of this is my fault and I wasn’t going to blame anyone
Trevor tied both my hands and my legs to the bed as I watched in terror of what he was planning to do to me .When he saw come dominh that , he walked towards and stripped off every piece of clothing that I had on me left .The moment I was naked in front of him , I could hear that silent growl that came out from his mouth as he watched me .I know that I have seen him in many forms but not this way , I had never seen him this way .The way he looked at me , the way he stared at my body and even the way he watched my every move like I was his prey .I loved being dominated by him , I loved the things that he did to me , I loved everything that he was planning to do and I just wanted him to go on .For the next three minutes , he stood there watching me intensely without saying a word to me .The silence was defeating but I was horny as fuck , the last thing that I had in my mind at this moment was some sort of starring competition .Trevor walked to where I was and stood right
Angels pov ~~~~~Watching her go out of the house in anger was more like terror to me .I never actually thought that a day would ever come when the both of us will have to be this way towards the other .Seeing her here was the least thing that I expected but what was I expecting after all I never treated her right I was the one who had absorbed her .This should be my fault and not anyone’s fault .I loved her but then I loved him too. Friends are supposed to treat each other better but I think that I have just ruined that .Trevor was still sitting at my couch with his phone in his hands and going through his phone at the same time .He didn’t seem to care about what had just happened. I have known him to be this nonchalant but I never expected it to be this way , but how could I be this guilty . “ You know that you didn’t have to come out , I don’t want to ruin that relationship and I hate the fact that you are doing this ?”Trevor stood up from where he sat , and walked up to
Chapter 121Angel never visited.I waited for another week but I didn’t see her . For the first time ever , it felt like something was wrong and staying here wasn’t going to help at all .I knew that Angel wasn’t any person to just ignore because she felt so , I knew that she could love me as much as I did and that is the only reason why I have decided to go meet her today .Being out of the house today was so weird , everything felt so different .I guess that I have been locking myself in the house just for their own will .I could never imagine the things that were going on with her .The fact that she didn’t visit , I could never imagine what had gone wrong In the next few seconds I was standing right in front of her door .From where I stood I could hear the laughter coming out from inside .It was her voice , I knew that voice wherever I heard it , she was with someone , but who could that person be that she didn’t even care about me .I knocked on the door and waited
Chapter 120 “ I’m sorry “ Elsa whispered, as she stood right in front of me with her hands together in a pleading manner .Sorry ? , she wasn’t sorry , I knew that , I knew that there was something that brought her here . The Elsa that I know could never be sorry , she will always bitch about stuff .Elsa moved closer to me again and kept staring straight into my eyes .I knew that she was trying to get to me .I need space , not right now , I don’t want that .“ I know you don’t want me anymore, and I totally understand if you don’t want to see me anymore but why don’t you give me a fucking chance to explan myself .The both of us hasn’t been in good terms , I know that I have betrayed you so much but I still love you , I shouldn’t have hurt you the way I did , you never deserved any of that from me, and I am so sorry that I did that to you , I was so wrong for judging the way that I did , just give me a chance .Listening to all the words that came out from the bitch