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I wish it was you who died Instead

Author: Lexa
last update Last Updated: 2024-06-19 00:12:00

The drive back to my home was the longest that I had ever encountered in a while , so many thoughts went through my head as Angel drove me home .

I had so many unanswered questions in my head that I really needed the answers to but I just can’t find the right words in my head to say it out .

While walking out of Trevor room”I wondered why I didn’t get to see him before I leave but I just couldn’t find the right words to use or say .

“You know what , I don’t think that your friendship with Elsa is going to work out , I don’t want to get mad at you because that’s your life and it had gotten nothing to do with me but I am just trying to voice out my concerns as a friend “

“ that girl doesn’t like you and I know it , the fact that she could leave you to go out alone , means that she had that in mind all this while “

“I don’t know what would have happened if Trevor hadn’t found you on time , the bastard almost had his ways with you after pulling off your clothed and the most stupides
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