A big, warm hand enveloped my elbow and I turned around to face who it was.
"What's a pretty thing like you doing out here in the back?" I cringed as the stench of alcohol and cigarettes washed over me. The man who stood in front of me wasn't dressed like a homeless person, far from it. The dim lighting in the alley prevented me from registering his features but I could see that he was flanked by his two friends which I had earlier seen smoking and laughing at the other end of the alley.
Alarm bells rang in my head as I took the three very drunk men in front of me. All I wanted to do right now was to get back inside the club, amongst people, and away from these men.
I jerked my hand with force to free it from his grip, which only led him to tighten it, to the point of bruising my arm. I flinched but didn't release a sound from my mouth, I had no plans to give him the satisfaction.
I knew that animals could sense fear of their prey and I wondered if these men could smell mine.
The man's booming laughter at my pathetic attempt to walk away echoed in the alley, which repulsed me to no end. I knew I needed to get away from these men as soon as possible; they smelt of trouble and I had enough of my own.
"It was nice to meet you gentlemen but I have to go. My friends must be looking for me." I said, trying my best to sound fearless and not at all affected by their empowering presence.
"Listen to her." The man laughed while his two sidekicks chortled in response. "This little birdie wants to go back to his friends." He mocked me and my heart clenched in fear at his words.
I flinched as the man put his other slimy hand on my bare shoulder and fingered the strap of my purse. I knew I needed to keep my cool right now because I couldn't physically overpower three men, hell I couldn't even fight with one of them. I needed to get away and I needed to get away now.
The man smiled wickedly at me and took the purse off my shoulders, all the while moving his meaty hand on the skin of my arm. Goosebumps littered my skin and not in a good way.
My purse fell to the ground. Well, there goes my hope of contacting anyone because my phone was in it. I was cursing my decision to confront Ethan now, at least, then I wouldn't have ended up in this mess.
The man took a step forward and I instinctively took one back. A wicked smile graced his face while the men in back laughed like the little snakes they were. He took another step forward and I took another back. I gulped nervously when I felt the wall of the club on my back. Now, I knew why the men kept laughing. They had me cornered now.
The ringleader bit his lip and put his arm loosely around my throat. I was sure he could feel the throbbing pulse in my neck, which put a frightening smile on his face.
"Don't touch me," I said and jerked my body away from them. I was shitting my pants right now and I still couldn't believe that this was happening to me. Why was I stuck here, in this moment?
He chuckled, not at all put off by my comment. He traced the contours of my face with his finger, his eyes glinting in anticipation.
I shivered under his slimy touch and swatted his hand away. "I said, don't touch me." I looked straight into his eyes, to tell him that he didn't scare me. I had no idea if he knew that my legs would give out any moment now.
"This one's got some fight in her, boys." The men laughed and I eyed my purse on the ground. Maybe I could dive for it and fast-dial my emergency contacts.
"I guess it's more fun, now." He said and grabbed my waist with force. I gasped in surprise and without thinking, I slapped him as hard as I could.
The sound of the contact echoed in the alley, which resulted in dead silence. His head snapped in my direction; my fingers imprinted on his cheek. I regretted it the second I saw his murderous expression, which sent shivers down my spine.
"I'm going to have so much fun breaking you." He said, any trace of amusement gone from his voice. The next second, his hand made contact with my face and I lost my balance and fell on the floor.
My hand subconsciously touched my cheek, which was warm and sore to touch. He had slapped me. The bastard had slapped me. Tears sprang to my eyes at the realization and because of the pain that was now radiating in my skull.
My ears rang and I had difficulty focusing on anything for a few seconds. Next thing I know, my hands were grabbed by two men and I was forced to stand on my wobbly feet.
My legs felt like Jello and the heels in my boots weren't helping. My head lolled for a while, unaware of what was happening to me. The ringleader stepped forward and patted my cheek a few times to bring me back.
My vision was blurry because of the silent tears rolling down my face but my eyes slowly focused on the satisfied expression on the man. I found that the two sidekicks were holding onto both of my arms to keep me upright.
I saw the man's face getting closer to mine and then I felt his lips on mine. I gagged at the overwhelming stench of alcohol and cigarettes in his breath. I tried to move my head to get his lips off mine he must have understood what I was doing because he grabbed my face with both of his hands to keep me in place and plunged his rotten tongue into my mouth.
I gasped for air when his lips left mine. It felt as if all the air had been sucked out of my lungs.
He smacked his lips, his hands still holding onto my face. I was too numb and frightened to move my head and get rid of his touch.
His eyes glazed over as they moved down and lingered on my breasts. I cringed because I could see his vile thoughts floating around in his head and I wanted nothing to do with them.
One of his hands moved to the back of my neck. He smiled, almost satisfied in his perusal. "I don't think you will need it anymore," and with that he tore off my halter neck top, leaving me in only my strapless bra.
I felt the cool air on my torso and I shivered at the sensation. I instinctively moved to cover my body with my hands but groaned helplessly because they were being held by his side kicks. Tears streamed down my face at the realization that this was happening and that I was completely helpless in this situation.
He grinned at my defeated and tear-streaked face, held my face, and then kissed me again. I gagged at the taste and prayed for it to be over. I knew I wouldn't be able to keep up with it anymore. These men were having fun taking it slow and torturing me, without caring how it would scare me in the future.
I closed my eyes as hard as I could, focusing on not being present in the moment.
Suddenly, I felt him being pulled away from me but I didn't dare to open my eyes. I felt the sidekicks leave my arms, which resulted in me being toppled to the floor.
The fact that I was not being held up by anyone anymore must have brought me to my senses because I forced myself to open my eyes just then.
I registered the sound of punches being thrown and men groaning in pain but I finally took a deep breath when Ethan's huge build came into my view.
He crouched down in front of me and gently took my hands in his own. His eyes roamed on my figure, checking for injuries. His eyes narrowed on my cheek and I was sure a nasty red imprint was present.
I wondered if I had a busted lip too.
"Oh my god! I'm so sorry." Ethan's voice rang out in my head but right now I was too emotionally spent to acknowledge anything he was saying.
He must have taken his shirt off at some point, leaving himself only in his vest, because I felt my arms being raised and my body covered in his warm shirt. His smell engulfed me and calmed me a lot. I recognized the smell which meant that I was safe but the complete fact had yet to be registered in my overwrought brain.
Time seemed to slow down because I didn't know when he helped me up, picked up my purse, and hugged me as hard as he could. I didn't know who was shaking more, him or me. Next, he called a taxi to take me back to the apartment and I was glad for it.
I remembered asking him not to tell my sister anything because I didn't want her to worry.
It felt like being stuck in limbo, not that I knew how it felt. I was just guessing because this was exactly the way a 'limbo' had been described in books and movies. I knew where I was, and what was happening but my brain refused to deign it any importance. My brain had stopped registering what was happening or where I was and I knew that I was in shock. My body was in shock. I knew that Ethan and come and quite literally saved me from a very terrifying turn of events and that I was safe. My body knew it was safe and was, in turn, shutting itself down so as not to come to terms with what had happened just a few hours ago.Because it would explain how I didn't register the fact that Ethan had got me in a cab and taken me back to my sister's apartment, how he had got me to take a bath without me remembering anything about it.What I did remember about the shower was the intense and dying urge to scrub my skin raw, to get rid of the touch of those filthy men who had pretty much assaulte
Ethan had promised that he wasn't going to go anywhere and that he would stay with me. I think I'm a little bit too happy when I confirm that he did stay with me throughout the night. When I opened my eyes, my head raging because of a hangover, he was still with me, sleeping beside me.An involuntary smile had made its way on my face before the events of the previous night danced in my brain. The abuse. Ethan saved me and brought me back. And the kiss. I had flushed in embarrassment and surprise because of my actions because it was so unlike me. The fact that he was probably the second guy I had slept with, literally closed my eyes, and went to sleep with, besides Harper, wasn't lost to me.It was when my thoughts stopped on Harper and my embarrassment overwhelmed me, did I got up from my very comfortable position on the bed and went to the bathroom.I had no idea how Ethan was going to react when he woke up. Would he go back to avoiding me or were we friends once again? If one would
~ Harper’s POV ~I clenched and unclenched my fist around the small and dainty necklace in my hand. The necklace I had stolen from Zara's room. I had finally resorted to stealing small nick-nacks from her room, just so I and my wolf could feel closer to her. I would have never thought I would do this, but desperation makes you do a lot of things.It was a small heart-shaped pendant, probably gifted by her brother, and I remembered clearly that she wore it on our first date back at the cabin. She was pretty nervous the whole car ride and kept twisting her hand around the string. I had resisted yanking her hand away from the pretty necklace, entwining our hands together and calming her down.Zara never really liked wearing heavy accessories. I fingered the pendant on the chain and wondered why I never got a random present for her. Boyfriends do that kind of stuff, don't they, buying their girlfriends meaningful gifts to remember them by.Well, I had given her a pretty amazing gift, some
I gasped and clutched my sweaty throat as I woke up from the scary nightmare. Even while sleeping, I was aware that I was physically thrashing my arms around because the nightmare seemed so real and close to what I had suffered last week.I frantically moved my eyes around, relieved that I was in my room and not back in that scary alley with those scary men. My duvet was a tangled mess around my body and my sheets were sweaty. I was breathing hard, aware of my hair sticking to my face and the back of my neck, which only made me feel hotter.The event in the alley had happened last Saturday and since then, I had worked out with Ethan every day. As it was Sunday today, Ethan had let me have some rest, which proved to be counterproductive because my body had been fully relaxed to conjure up nightmares.I closed my eyes and leaned back against the headboard. I took several deep breaths to get rid of the panic inside my body and to calm myself down. The scenes from my nightmare flashed vi
We lay on Ethan's bed, face to face, within touching distance but not touching. It looked like neither of us had any plans of going to sleep at night because even though we had "gone to bed", we hadn't slept yet.I hadn't given much thought about accepting Ethan's offer about sleeping, I had just placed my hand into his, and low-key I was glad I did. A week ago, I definitely wouldn't have felt comfortable lying with another man in his bed but I didn't feel uncomfortable or strange right now. It didn't feel the same as lying with Harper, it just felt different. A very good difference."So, why did you punch Adam when you met him the first time?" I asked and laughed as I mentally pictured him punching Adam.He laughed with me and casually ran his hand through his messy bed hair. "After I came to know that rogues were involved in my mate's disappearance, my hate for them grew. I couldn't handle being with them at first. So, when I was introduced to Adam at a random college party by a fr
I groaned internally as I recalled the sensations I had experienced moments ago, the feeling of falling and floating at the same time, not being able to feel anything, and finally the soft texture of the grass underneath my skin.I knew where I was and I knew who I was going to meet but the catch was that I had not wanted to meet this person, if you could even call it that, since the last time I saw her.I had no idea what kick she gets by calling me into her magical land again and again but I wanted these unexplained and frustrating visits to stop once and for all. Was that so hard for her to understand? I thought I made it clear the last time we met. I thought she must have got the memo by now.I laid down on my back and waited for this dream to pass. I closed my eyes and focused on waking up because I didn't want to stay in this fantasy land for another minute."Hello, Zara! Long time no see." A soothing voice reached my ears and I groaned out loud. I wasn't going to hide my annoy
~ Harper’s POV ~I frowned at the map laid out in front of me. The map depicted the large area of this pack, with the boundary highlighted and various important landmarks marked with an appropriate color. This map was the most updated version of our pack grounds and was made by a skilled cartographer who had been richly awarded for his efforts.Dad had called a meeting with the high-ranked wolves and some of his most trustworthy fighters. The room was filled with fifteen people, my parents, the old and new beta couple and the rest were fierce and loyal warriors.This meeting was called due to the alarming presence of the group of rogues who had murdered Elijah, left a creepy note, and attacked me. One of the wolves had detected the presence of rogues near the southwest border which caused an uneasiness in the rest of the pack.It was confirmed after investigation that there were indeed rogues sniffing around in that area. We had detected so many different smells which didn't belong to
~ Harper’s POV ~ It has been a week since Katelyn was delivered and everyone has settled into a routine after the shock and pleasure subsided.Mom suffered through severe blood loss during the C-section so she hasn't yet been discharged from the hospital. Dad took up the responsibility of taking care of his mate, staying in the hospital, making sure she was taking her meds and not surprising us by coding or something. You could easily see that he wasn't satisfied or relieved even when the doctors told him that she was finally out of the woods three days ago. He has been vigilant in taking care of his mate and I couldn't be prouder and understanding for him. Seeing his mate like that, bleeding profusely, clutching her pregnant belly must have been traumatizing for him. If it had been Zara, I don't know what I would have done, or how lost I would have felt. These days, I feel my thoughts running back to her more and more and they feel like a welcome distraction because, in the absence
Bonus Chapter: Natalie's POVI knew something was wrong when I didn't get my period for two months. I never had a smooth cycle so I wasn't troubled when they didn't happen the first time but their absence in the second consecutive month got me worried. My body had undergone certain changes I knew weren't normal and I was worrying myself to death, thinking about some kind of deadly disease that would kill me in a few months. Even though I knew that my immunity system was way better than a normal human's, I couldn't help but entertain such thoughts. I didn't tell anyone of my concerns as I didn't want anyone to worry because of my baseless concerns. Nonetheless, I booked the first possible appointment with the pack gynaecologist. I had prepared myself for everything, a tumour in my ovary, internal hemorrhaging of my uterus that would result in an immediate hysterectomy, or even breast cancer which would again lead to a complete mammectomy. But as I sat in front of the doctor and she ex
Bonus Chapter: Ethan's POVWhen you grow up as a werewolf, all you ever hear is the word 'mate', because people around you can't stop talking about them. Some elders talk about mates with a dazed but happy look in their eyes and you can easily tell how much they love their mates. When young people talked to mates, you could practically feel their longing and the love they had for their mates. When teenagers talk about mates, you can feel their desperation to find their mates and be one with them. Rejections in my pack were extremely rare and every werewolf lived happily ever after with their fated mates. There were no doubts, no questions asked because your mate could be the exact fit of your soul, your second half, and the one who you are supposed to live as long as you live. Growing up and watching my parents and pack members, this is all I had watched and learned, that a mate was for you to love, hold and protect till the end of your days. When you're brought up like that, the ide
EPILOGUE 3: HARPER'S POV (TEN YEARS LATER)It was three years ago when Mason was first teased by a classmate about the unusual arrangement of his parents. I had always known that as he was growing up, he became especially attuned to the fact that the way his family lived wasn't exactly normal by usual standards. There were so many unusual factors that they were bound to seem different to him and I wasn't exactly prepared for how Mason was coping with how different his family seemed to be from any other family in the pack. As the future alpha, it was essential to be a part of the pack because other people were often intimidated by the power you had and by the power you would have in the future. My father always taught me to be a part of the pack but always remember that you could never essentially be a part of the pack. And this is exactly what I had taught Mason to do; I had asked him to play with all the other wolf kids but always remember that in the future, he will be responsible
Epilogue 2: Zara's POVI could feel everyone's eyes on me, which instantly made me nervous. I hated feeling this way but I wasn't sure I could help it. I hated being the centre of attention and walking down an aisle and standing in front of all the pack members to take part in the Luna ceremony was exactly that, being the centre of attention. Harper had told me that since I was the true luna of the pack, the ceremony would be a little different and I wasn't sure how that would affect me as I hadn't exactly attended Natalie's ceremony. I weakly smiled at all the pack members assembled in the pack grounds and started walking down the aisle towards the raised stage at the front of the pack. I was barefoot to pay homage to the natural aspect of the pack and to respect the raw nature of the wolves. The grass was soft beneath my feet and I immediately compared the softness to the grass in the spirit world where I used to meet the moon goddess. Harper had instructed me to not look around an
Epilogue: Zara's POVA blush immediately coated my cheeks as I slowly woke up from my deep slumber. The bed felt too cosy and I couldn't help but snuggle against Harper's body. His amazing body heat and the tingles that danced all over my skin whenever we touched made me let out a deep, sleepy moan. I felt Harper stir beside me and felt his arm settle on my bare hip, eliciting a heady warmth to settle deep in my belly. His thumb gently caressed my hip bone and I moved closer to him, determined to have as much skin contact as possible and leave no space between us. Harper's scent surrounded me, which brought an involuntary sleepy smile to my face. Even with my eyes closed, I could picture Harper's slightly upturned nose as he slept. It was too hard to resist his adorable expressions so most of the time, I didn't even try. My head rested on his shoulder and my face settled in the crook of his neck. Without needing to open my eyes, I leaned forward and planted an open-mouthed kiss on Ha
I thought about it for so many months, because the act of being marked by Harper seemed final. It felt like a full stop and in a way, it was final, an end. I knew the meaning of being marked even before I had decided to go away when I had learned of Natalie's pregnancy. I had asked him to mark me so many months ago and he had refused. It seemed so long ago, Aiden's birthday party when he found out that Samantha was his mate. So much has happened since then, things that have made me value the most precious things in life, let go of grudges, and the importance of relationships. After all, I have been through, I believe I have grown as a person. Not just me either, I know that all of us, Harper, Natalie, Samantha, and Aiden have grown up and matured in a way that most eighteen-year-olds don't. Well, Natalie is nineteen years old and so is Harper, as of today. So, I want to stress the fact that the decision to mate with Harper wasn't a light one even though I know most people wouldn't s
I think what the moon goddess said somehow helped me get over Ethan's death. I was still wrung and grieving about him for weeks, don't get me wrong but thinking about how must be at peace somehow made it easy to bear his loss. If I were to believe the goddess' words, Ethan wasn't happy in his life and was lost because he had no apparent purpose. I like to think that he got the release he so desperately wanted and needed. Even after knowing all this, I still couldn't cope with the fact that I won't be seeing him every day. He had been my source of comfort and strength for so long, he was someone I could lean on. He had begun to understand me in ways I'd never thought possible. And his absence felt left like a big void and I wasn't sure I could fill it. I didn't know if it was possible to fill it. When Harper told me that Ethan wouldn't be getting a funeral like the pack members because he was a rogue, I had been so infuriated. I knew that what Harper was saying was a part of who he w
~ Harper’s POV~"You do realize that to break the bond between us, either one of us will have to complete the mating process and mark our mates," I remarked and watched as Natalie nodded her head in acknowledgment. We had just gotten back after performing the final rites of the pack warriors who had lost their lives from the battle with the rogues. Needless to say, we needed some time to regain our bearings before we mingled with the rest of the world. I had done it before when my father was fighting for his life and I still found it jarring to my being, to perform the final rites of the werewolves who lose their lives. I couldn't imagine how Natalie must be feeling as it was her first time dealing with this ceremony. And hopefully, the last time. "I know," she said and we didn't speak for a few moments. I sincerely hoped that it would get easier with time, performing this ritual. It certainly hurt more when I knew that the pack members were paying for the mistakes my father committe
When I came to my senses, I immediately knew that Harper wasn't in the bed with me. I had lost consciousness when I was engulfed in his body heat, with his arms wrapped around me. The loss of his presence was so pronounced that I didn't want to open my eyes. It felt like he was the only reason I wasn't emotionally breaking down right now. A very big part of me wanted to be near him right now and the fact that he wasn't here with me disappointed me a lot. Even in my dreams, I had expected him to be here with me, helping me get over my loss. I wanted to never open my eyes and I was glad the room was shrouded in darkness. My neck prickled in awareness and I became aware of someone sitting in the room and even though, the threat of the rogues was over, I suddenly felt unsafe. "I know you are awake, Zara." I recognized that voice and the fear immediately abated. I opened my eyes and got up in a seating position. I leaned against the headboard and regarded the figure of the soft figure of