~ Harper’s POV ~
I frowned at the map laid out in front of me. The map depicted the large area of this pack, with the boundary highlighted and various important landmarks marked with an appropriate color. This map was the most updated version of our pack grounds and was made by a skilled cartographer who had been richly awarded for his efforts.
Dad had called a meeting with the high-ranked wolves and some of his most trustworthy fighters. The room was filled with fifteen people, my parents, the old and new beta couple and the rest were fierce and loyal warriors.
This meeting was called due to the alarming presence of the group of rogues who had murdered Elijah, left a creepy note, and attacked me. One of the wolves had detected the presence of rogues near the southwest border which caused an uneasiness in the rest of the pack.
It was confirmed after investigation that there were indeed rogues sniffing around in that area. We had detected so many different smells which didn't belong to any pack member.
Dad was worrying, I could see it in his furrowed and tense expression. His body was rigid and his eyes blank as he leaned against the windows.
My mom looked tired all the time now. Granted that being in the third semester, your body undergoes a lot of changes and the weight of the baby slows you down, but she shouldn't be going through this right now. Her previous miscarriages and false alarms went through my mind, some of which happened when I could fully discern what was happening around me. The last thing she should be doing was to sit in a pack meeting and worry about rogues.
"We could increase border security and for that, we will have to pull more wolves from their homes for the job." Aiden's father spoke up. He would continue to sit in pack meetings for another six months during which he would guide Aiden and Samantha to recognize and fulfill their roles to the best of their capacity.
"I think it will be best if we revise our patrolling strategies." Samantha mused. It had only been a week since their coronation since she and Aiden had finally become the beta couple and everyone was in awe of how they worked together like a well-oiled machine. They knew each other's thoughts before the other spoke and they were good at catching on to the problems and technicalities in a situation. It looked as if they had been mates for decades instead of a few short months.
They were what mate goals looked like and a wave of jealousy and burned through me at the thought. I quickly put a lid on the boiling kettle of my thoughts as I reminded myself that we were discussing more important matters than my estranged mate. A matter that could potentially cost the lives of my pack mates.
"What do you mean?", Robb, one of the oldest warriors in the pack asked. We had been following the same plan for patrolling for many years now and it has proved to be fruitful to this date, so questioning the plan was a pretty bold move.
I was proud of Samantha for calling out something she thought wasn't working to its full capacity. As the beta female, she should have a spine and not be scared away by the much more experienced and older warriors.
"Explain yourself!" I demanded with a hint of a smile on my face, to get rid of any reservations she would have about speaking in front of so many high-ranked wolves.
She gave me a small smile in return. She got up from the couch she was sharing with Aiden and I noticed the subtle squeeze he gave her as a vote of confidence.
My heart clenched as I saw the simple yet meaningful exchange of affection and support between mates. My wolf whimpered as he reminded me that at some point in my life, I had that too and I had no idea if I would ever get it any time in the future.
She walked to the table in the middle of the room where the map was displayed and I was standing. She stole a glance at the map and then picked up a pencil from the Alpha's desk where my momma sat, her expression one of curiosity.
With confidence, she marked fifteen spots along the boundary of the pack, which had almost equal distance between them. If one were to connect these dots, the product would be the perimeter of our pack.
"At all of these points, we could post two of our experienced and ruthless warriors. These points would then act as sentry posts, obviously without the architect and everything.""The patrolling guards would move between any two posts and only these posts, which would result in every sport of the perimeter being covered. There will be less chances of disputes and better chances of catching the rogues. Moreover, we won't need to employ more wolves, who as it is aren't very good at fighting. This plan would employ the use of a total of forty-five wolves but the basic plan is to make the guards oscillate between two sentry points." Samantha finished with that and her gaze nervously moved around the room, eager to hear any feedback from the older wolves.
Her words moved around in my head as I processed them. What she made sense because it would allow every part of the pack boundary to be guarded. Less wolves will be employed which will mean that everyone will be more alert and ready if an actual emergency were to happen.
This plan was perfect but I wasn't going to voice my thoughts right now. The realization that the idea was brilliant should come to everyone in the room on their own accord and not because their future alpha told them it was. That wasn't good leadership and this way the elders will finally believe that Samantha was here to say and could think like the smart girl she was.
"I think we should go for it." Evelyn, the only female warrior in the room said. All heads turned to her but she seemed unphased by all the attention. "It makes sense and solves all of our problems. It is the perfect way to blend our best warriors who know how to fight and the pack guards who aren't so good at combat."
"We can even take turns at the boundary because as the beta female said, this plan would need less than fifty males and right now we use up to a hundred wolves." Xavi nodded; his voice heavy due to the damage his vocal cords had faced in some previous rogue attack decades ago.
I was pleased that I was surrounded by such good leaders and that my pack was going to be in very good hands, once I became the alpha.
Everyone nodded in affirmation and Samantha beamed at being accepted unanimously. Aiden looked proud of his mate and I quickly looked away at the moment they were sharing, not willing to let my emotions get the best of me. Again.
Suddenly, Mom cried out in pain and clutched her pregnant belly. Her cries of pain shook everyone in the room and without knowing I crouched in front of her. I stared horrified as blood trickled down her legs as she started to get up. Now, I may not be a doctor but I knew that this wasn't a good thing.
Her knees suddenly grew weak, she cried out in pain and would have fallen on the ground had it not been for Dad who was standing behind my mother, holding her up.
His expression was terrified, his eyes wide and mouth agape. "Harper, alert the pack doctor."
I nodded and ran down the pack house and into the clinic, which was a block away. I shouted at the pack members to clear the way and I saw Dad carrying my sobbing mom into his arms.
I had no time to react or feel anything as I stormed inside the small clinic, which was well-equipped to handle these kinds of cases. I quickly rambled the details of my mother's pregnancy and brought the female doctor up to speed.
She nodded as I rattled the words and I noticed she had quickly arranged a gurney and asked the nurse to keep extra units of blood on standby.
My dad entered the clinic and put her gently on the gurney in front of her. She cried out in pain and I saw in horror that the yellow sundress she was wearing was not drenched in blood.
No, this cannot happen again.
The doctor told us that she would have to operate on my mom and do an emergency C-section because the baby was in distress and needed to be out of the womb as soon as possible.
My father must have nodded and given his verbal consent because the next thing I knew, I was standing at the doors that separated the O.R. floor and the waiting room.
I was completely numb and didn't know what was wrong with Mom. One minute she was happy and participating in the meeting and the next she was crying out in pain while holding her belly.
I turned to my right to see that my dad was slumped in the seat beside me. When did I even sit down and when did he sit down beside me?
I couldn't even begin to comprehend what must have been going through his mind. His mate and the future child were inside the operation room, fighting for Life, while he was here, helpless and terrified out of his mind.
I accepted the coffee which was handed to me by some pack member, whose face I didn't recognize. I swept my gaze over the people in the waiting room but I wasn't seeing them. My senses were on overdrive and I had no idea what was happening.
My thoughts involuntarily moved to Zara and I couldn't help but fist my hands. Zara was a human and something like this would be infinitely much worse for her. Her fragile body wouldn't be able to stand the strain a werewolf fetus would put on her. Maybe I was writing to reject her because I would have died waiting for her every time something like this happened. I would have slowly killed her and myself and the strain that it would put on her body and our relationship would be too humongous to even consider.
After two hours, the doors to the waiting room opened and the doctor came out. How these doctors perfected this mask of indifference was beyond me. I couldn't make out anything from their expression and it unnerved me.
I got up and took a deep breath of relief when I heard the doctor say, "They both did well. Would you like to meet them?"
It was like an out-of-body experience because relief flooded my body and the adrenaline high in my body faded. I closed my eyes and followed my dad as he followed the doctor and listened intently to what the doctor was saying.
I was in shock and in no state to hear medical terms. I just knew that I had to see my mom and my baby sibling.
We walked into the hospital room where Mom was asleep and in recovery while a small bed stood beside her large one.
Dad's steps faltered as he took notice of the small bundle lying in the small bed while my legs subconsciously took me to it.
I gazed down at the small sleeping baby who looked perfectly healthy, even though she was premature and tears threatened to fall from my eyes.
"Congratulations Alpha Sebastian. You have a beautiful and healthy baby girl."
I smiled with blurry eyes and took her small hand in mine. The overwhelming urge to protect and love her swarmed in my body and I chuckled as she coughed.
Dad had come up behind me and he squeezed my shoulder as he looked down at his baby girl. He had waited decades for this feeling and it was finally here.
He moved to sit beside Momma and planted a soft kiss on her forehead.
"Katelyn Rose Cain, welcome to this world," I whispered gently, making sure to not disturb the tiny human that was my sister.
~ Harper’s POV ~ It has been a week since Katelyn was delivered and everyone has settled into a routine after the shock and pleasure subsided.Mom suffered through severe blood loss during the C-section so she hasn't yet been discharged from the hospital. Dad took up the responsibility of taking care of his mate, staying in the hospital, making sure she was taking her meds and not surprising us by coding or something. You could easily see that he wasn't satisfied or relieved even when the doctors told him that she was finally out of the woods three days ago. He has been vigilant in taking care of his mate and I couldn't be prouder and understanding for him. Seeing his mate like that, bleeding profusely, clutching her pregnant belly must have been traumatizing for him. If it had been Zara, I don't know what I would have done, or how lost I would have felt. These days, I feel my thoughts running back to her more and more and they feel like a welcome distraction because, in the absence
~ Harper’s POV ~I checked out my red polo shirt, paired with black jeans and black combat boots. I had dressed somewhat similarly to Aiden's birthday party, which felt like a really long time ago.So much has changed since then. I had dressed up that day, as cringe-worthy as those sounds, for Zara because I knew exactly how I needed to dress up to turn her on. I loved how she made moony eyes at me whenever I was dressed up like this but her favorite color on me was black. Now, I was getting dressed up for the celebratory party for my sister's birth. I honestly never thought I would be a big brother ever, and I was sure neither did my parents. Katelyn was a miracle bestowed upon us by the moon goddess and I was forever thankful to her for that.Then, I was madly in love with Zara. At least, that hasn't changed yet and I didn't think it could ever change. She was with me then but she wasn't with me now. Now I had a very pregnant baby mama, a newly mated best friend and beta couple, a
~ Harper’s POV ~A sharp pain was slicing my hear and my wolf whimpered as he took in the blood-soaked body of our dad, with an arrow lodged in the junction of his neck and shoulder.I didn't want to imagine the kind of pain my mom must be feeling right now, considering mates could feel each other's pain. I clenched my eyes for a second to dissolve the world around me. I didn't want panic to overwhelm me, I needed to be in my wits because I would rather die than make my mom mate less and leave my newborn sister without a father.Gathering my wits, I quickly shifted back into my human form. I covered the remaining distance between me and my father's wolf and crouched down to take a look at me.My wolf whimpered again as I saw the condition of his wolf and I clenched my fists to stop from having a breakdown. Pack protocol stated that immediately after every attack, the non-wounded men and women would look after the wounded wolves left on the battlefield. So, I knew there would still be
It has been two weeks since I saw the moon goddess in my sleep and told me that she told me that the sacred race of white wolves was going to finally end, that the reproductive problems they were having with their mates were a result of a carefully put-together plan of slowing them down. It has also been two weeks since I have analyzed and over-analyzed everything she had told me. She had indirectly told me that Harper getting Natalie pregnant was part of a bigger plan, something which I wouldn't be able to comprehend. But instead of satisfying me, she had just left me with more questions. Honestly, I wasn't even surprised at this point. She always did that and it didn't matter to her that I found it frustrating or confusing.I just wanted to what Harper getting pregnant meant. Was she just a means to an end? Was she just acting as a surrogate so the pack could have an alpha after Harper, so the alpha line could continue? Or was she much more than that?Did Harper have sex with her
"His name is Harper," I whispered, my eyes glued to the roof of the gym. My clothes were wet from the heavy workout session and were sticking to my skin. It was very uncomfortable and my nerves were somewhat frazzled because of our make-out session a few minutes ago. "What?" Ethan enquired, turning his head to look at me.I felt his eyes boring into the side of my skull but I didn't have the strength to look into Ethan's eyes and tell him something I ought to have told him a long time ago.Silence enveloped us and I fought the tension inside my body. Was it right to talk about Harper? How much should I tell him? Should I tell him that my mate is the white wolf? If I told him everything, would it also change the way he saw me?"Harper is your mate." He confirmed and I nodded, still not turning to look at him."Our relationship has always been rocky from the start. I think it was bound to fail." I sadly chuckled, missing Harper and Sharing the feeling of missing him at the same time."
Ethan's words kept rolling in my head every time my brain was free to actively think about something. I was going crazy about all the arguments I was having with myself in my head.It had been two days since I had told Ethan the selective truth about Harper while lying on a gym mat. Not the best of places, but still, it was better than nothing. These past two days I have been busy writing am essay which was due to be submitted today. Granted the teacher had assigned this essay three weeks ago but I had just gotten around to doing it. All this drama had started affecting my academic life and I hated it. I had always kept my grades up because I knew it was one of the many ways, I could be independent and take care of myself in the way I wanted to do. I have always had ambitions and boy trouble was the last thing I would let get into the way of that. I had already shifted schools mid-year; I wasn't about to ignore my studies.It was time I set my priorities straight and the number one
~ Harper’s POV ~It has been two days since the attack and these two days have been a living hell for me. Seven more gravely wounded pack members succumbed to their injuries in these last few days, which totaled the death count to 40. I had no idea if there would be more because many of the wounded were still teetering on the edge and fighting for life.40 lives were taken and I had to supervise the organization of 40 funerals. Trust me, it isn't fun!There has always been a set of protocols for a mass funeral in the packs. All the members don't get buried; all the dead don't get treated the same way. Like they were different while they were alive, they are treated differently when they are dead.The infants below the age of one year are completely burnt on a funeral pyre. This is done to make them be one with nature again. Fire easily disintegrates their small bodies and the elements are quickly mixed with the environment, mixed in the cycle of nature.All the wolves ranging from yea
The dream with the moon goddess only strengthened my resolve to call Harper. So, when I woke up, got fresh, I came good on my promise.I won't sugarcoat it. The decision was so hard. I practically sat on my clean bed, with my phone in my hand, doubting my decision and wondering about the potential consequences of this phone call. This could end either way. I could get my heart broken again or not, but I knew I would feel miserable. Whatever way our conversation went. So, after all the overthinking and overstressing, I just decided to get it over with. I turned my phone on and dialed Harper's phone, which I had blocked a few months ago. I was on the verge of hyperventilating and I kept wanting to cut the call while it was still dialing. I didn't know what was Harper doing right then, what if it was something important and he couldn't pick up the call? Half the time, I wished it would keep ringing and go to voicemail so I wouldn't have to talk to him. I wanted to talk to him. I want
Bonus Chapter: Natalie's POVI knew something was wrong when I didn't get my period for two months. I never had a smooth cycle so I wasn't troubled when they didn't happen the first time but their absence in the second consecutive month got me worried. My body had undergone certain changes I knew weren't normal and I was worrying myself to death, thinking about some kind of deadly disease that would kill me in a few months. Even though I knew that my immunity system was way better than a normal human's, I couldn't help but entertain such thoughts. I didn't tell anyone of my concerns as I didn't want anyone to worry because of my baseless concerns. Nonetheless, I booked the first possible appointment with the pack gynaecologist. I had prepared myself for everything, a tumour in my ovary, internal hemorrhaging of my uterus that would result in an immediate hysterectomy, or even breast cancer which would again lead to a complete mammectomy. But as I sat in front of the doctor and she ex
Bonus Chapter: Ethan's POVWhen you grow up as a werewolf, all you ever hear is the word 'mate', because people around you can't stop talking about them. Some elders talk about mates with a dazed but happy look in their eyes and you can easily tell how much they love their mates. When young people talked to mates, you could practically feel their longing and the love they had for their mates. When teenagers talk about mates, you can feel their desperation to find their mates and be one with them. Rejections in my pack were extremely rare and every werewolf lived happily ever after with their fated mates. There were no doubts, no questions asked because your mate could be the exact fit of your soul, your second half, and the one who you are supposed to live as long as you live. Growing up and watching my parents and pack members, this is all I had watched and learned, that a mate was for you to love, hold and protect till the end of your days. When you're brought up like that, the ide
EPILOGUE 3: HARPER'S POV (TEN YEARS LATER)It was three years ago when Mason was first teased by a classmate about the unusual arrangement of his parents. I had always known that as he was growing up, he became especially attuned to the fact that the way his family lived wasn't exactly normal by usual standards. There were so many unusual factors that they were bound to seem different to him and I wasn't exactly prepared for how Mason was coping with how different his family seemed to be from any other family in the pack. As the future alpha, it was essential to be a part of the pack because other people were often intimidated by the power you had and by the power you would have in the future. My father always taught me to be a part of the pack but always remember that you could never essentially be a part of the pack. And this is exactly what I had taught Mason to do; I had asked him to play with all the other wolf kids but always remember that in the future, he will be responsible
Epilogue 2: Zara's POVI could feel everyone's eyes on me, which instantly made me nervous. I hated feeling this way but I wasn't sure I could help it. I hated being the centre of attention and walking down an aisle and standing in front of all the pack members to take part in the Luna ceremony was exactly that, being the centre of attention. Harper had told me that since I was the true luna of the pack, the ceremony would be a little different and I wasn't sure how that would affect me as I hadn't exactly attended Natalie's ceremony. I weakly smiled at all the pack members assembled in the pack grounds and started walking down the aisle towards the raised stage at the front of the pack. I was barefoot to pay homage to the natural aspect of the pack and to respect the raw nature of the wolves. The grass was soft beneath my feet and I immediately compared the softness to the grass in the spirit world where I used to meet the moon goddess. Harper had instructed me to not look around an
Epilogue: Zara's POVA blush immediately coated my cheeks as I slowly woke up from my deep slumber. The bed felt too cosy and I couldn't help but snuggle against Harper's body. His amazing body heat and the tingles that danced all over my skin whenever we touched made me let out a deep, sleepy moan. I felt Harper stir beside me and felt his arm settle on my bare hip, eliciting a heady warmth to settle deep in my belly. His thumb gently caressed my hip bone and I moved closer to him, determined to have as much skin contact as possible and leave no space between us. Harper's scent surrounded me, which brought an involuntary sleepy smile to my face. Even with my eyes closed, I could picture Harper's slightly upturned nose as he slept. It was too hard to resist his adorable expressions so most of the time, I didn't even try. My head rested on his shoulder and my face settled in the crook of his neck. Without needing to open my eyes, I leaned forward and planted an open-mouthed kiss on Ha
I thought about it for so many months, because the act of being marked by Harper seemed final. It felt like a full stop and in a way, it was final, an end. I knew the meaning of being marked even before I had decided to go away when I had learned of Natalie's pregnancy. I had asked him to mark me so many months ago and he had refused. It seemed so long ago, Aiden's birthday party when he found out that Samantha was his mate. So much has happened since then, things that have made me value the most precious things in life, let go of grudges, and the importance of relationships. After all, I have been through, I believe I have grown as a person. Not just me either, I know that all of us, Harper, Natalie, Samantha, and Aiden have grown up and matured in a way that most eighteen-year-olds don't. Well, Natalie is nineteen years old and so is Harper, as of today. So, I want to stress the fact that the decision to mate with Harper wasn't a light one even though I know most people wouldn't s
I think what the moon goddess said somehow helped me get over Ethan's death. I was still wrung and grieving about him for weeks, don't get me wrong but thinking about how must be at peace somehow made it easy to bear his loss. If I were to believe the goddess' words, Ethan wasn't happy in his life and was lost because he had no apparent purpose. I like to think that he got the release he so desperately wanted and needed. Even after knowing all this, I still couldn't cope with the fact that I won't be seeing him every day. He had been my source of comfort and strength for so long, he was someone I could lean on. He had begun to understand me in ways I'd never thought possible. And his absence felt left like a big void and I wasn't sure I could fill it. I didn't know if it was possible to fill it. When Harper told me that Ethan wouldn't be getting a funeral like the pack members because he was a rogue, I had been so infuriated. I knew that what Harper was saying was a part of who he w
~ Harper’s POV~"You do realize that to break the bond between us, either one of us will have to complete the mating process and mark our mates," I remarked and watched as Natalie nodded her head in acknowledgment. We had just gotten back after performing the final rites of the pack warriors who had lost their lives from the battle with the rogues. Needless to say, we needed some time to regain our bearings before we mingled with the rest of the world. I had done it before when my father was fighting for his life and I still found it jarring to my being, to perform the final rites of the werewolves who lose their lives. I couldn't imagine how Natalie must be feeling as it was her first time dealing with this ceremony. And hopefully, the last time. "I know," she said and we didn't speak for a few moments. I sincerely hoped that it would get easier with time, performing this ritual. It certainly hurt more when I knew that the pack members were paying for the mistakes my father committe
When I came to my senses, I immediately knew that Harper wasn't in the bed with me. I had lost consciousness when I was engulfed in his body heat, with his arms wrapped around me. The loss of his presence was so pronounced that I didn't want to open my eyes. It felt like he was the only reason I wasn't emotionally breaking down right now. A very big part of me wanted to be near him right now and the fact that he wasn't here with me disappointed me a lot. Even in my dreams, I had expected him to be here with me, helping me get over my loss. I wanted to never open my eyes and I was glad the room was shrouded in darkness. My neck prickled in awareness and I became aware of someone sitting in the room and even though, the threat of the rogues was over, I suddenly felt unsafe. "I know you are awake, Zara." I recognized that voice and the fear immediately abated. I opened my eyes and got up in a seating position. I leaned against the headboard and regarded the figure of the soft figure of