~ Harper’s POV ~
A sharp pain was slicing my hear and my wolf whimpered as he took in the blood-soaked body of our dad, with an arrow lodged in the junction of his neck and shoulder.
I didn't want to imagine the kind of pain my mom must be feeling right now, considering mates could feel each other's pain. I clenched my eyes for a second to dissolve the world around me. I didn't want panic to overwhelm me, I needed to be in my wits because I would rather die than make my mom mate less and leave my newborn sister without a father.
Gathering my wits, I quickly shifted back into my human form. I covered the remaining distance between me and my father's wolf and crouched down to take a look at me.
My wolf whimpered again as I saw the condition of his wolf and I clenched my fists to stop from having a breakdown. Pack protocol stated that immediately after every attack, the non-wounded men and women would look after the wounded wolves left on the battlefield. So, I knew there would still be people searching for the living members of the pack amongst the dead bodies.
"Someone, I need a gurney here!" I shouted in my alpha voice.
I noticed that two warriors came running towards me, holding either side of a gurney in their hands. I wanted to pull out the arrow from my father's neck but I was afraid that it would do more damage than good at this point.
If they were surprised to find their alpha in this condition, they didn't show it. They put down the gurney beside my dad's barely alive body and then gently lifted him on the gurney, all the while making sure to not move the shoulder, he was shot in.
The warriors deftly lifted him and walked briskly in the direction of the pack hospital. I matched their pace and walked beside them.
"Harper, your father!" My mom's voice echoed in my head as she mind-linked me.
I sighed and hesitated before answering her. I knew that everyone in the safe house was now outside and helping the doctors and nurses keeping the critically wounded pack members alive. It was pack protocol but as my mom had recently been discharged and was still supposed to be resting, she would be taking it easy. Moreover, she had Katelyn to take care of right now.
We stormed inside the hospital and I immediately called for assistance. "Doctor, somebody! Help!" I called out frantically and was greeted by an attending and two nurses. They didn't comment on their alpha being so greatly injured but looked at me with confidence and told me that he would need to get to surgery right away.
They took my father through a set of doors, through which I had seen my mother go a couple of days ago. I ran my hands through my hair in helplessness and remembered that I hadn't yet answered back to my mom. She must have been worried sick.
"Mom, dads in the hospital!" I mind-linked my mother, hoping she would come soon because I felt like a small eleven-year-old boy lost in the mall.
My wolf was restless and I desperately wanted to go for a run but I couldn't do that. I couldn't disappear like this at a desperate time when my pack needed me the most. The just didn't need motivation and support but they also deserved to see their alpha standing beside them in this hard time.
I just wish Zara had been here with me. Her touch and her scent would have calmed me. She would have been an anchor and would have helped me to be the best version of myself, which I would have offered to help the wounded and desolate pack members.
The hospital was bustling with incoming patients, wolves who had been wounded in the attack. Doctors were trying their best to treat everyone but I could see them struggling with the inflow. The were prioritizing the serious patients and then checking over the stable ones.
I was sure that there were casualties too, on both sides. One of the warriors must be outside of the battleground, checking bodies and identifying them. If any rogue wolf had been alive, they must have been captured already and taken to the cells.
Soon, I would have a report of the members who died and I would be the one to inform their loved ones that someone in their family died.
I sat down in the waiting room, the feeling of helplessness all too familiar now, and waited for an update from the doctors.
The doors of the waiting room bust open and I saw my mother, looking tired and haggard, while her eyes searched for something or someone. She relaxed a bit when her eyes landed on me. I noticed that she didn't have Katelyn with her.
Before I could tell her anything, she crushed me in a hug. I put my arms around her small body and inhaled her scent to calm my wolf down.
"Kat?" I asked, wondering where my sister was.
"I left them with Sam. I came as soon as you mind linked me. I knew something would go wrong when I felt this huge pain in my neck. What happened to Sebastian?"
I was relieved that Samantha was alright which meant that Aiden was alright too. He must have already gotten the news of Dad being run the operation room and he must have been doing the last-minute reports, to help me.
"Everything was fine one second. The rogues were outnumbered and were retreating. We had won the battle and then, out of nowhere, Dad was shot in his neck with an arrow. There was blood everywhere and I didn't know what to do." I whispered and put my head in my hands, which I now noticed were covered in blood.
I cringed as I looked down at my hands, afraid my face would also be covered in my father's blood. Mom put her arm around my shoulders and I leaned into her touch.
We waited for what felt like hours. I just kept staring at the magazine on the table, my thoughts running haywire.
The doors to the operation room opened and the doctor came to greet us. We immediately for up and walked to meet her.
She bowed to us in respect and then gave us the information. "Luna! The injuries that the Alpha sustained were pretty severe. The arrow nicked the artery in his shoulder so it was hard to control the bleeding."
We gulped nervously because so far, it had only been bad news. I just wanted him to be ok and awake, even if it was in a hospital bed.
"The arrow was laced with a large amount of wolfsbane, greater than the arrow you were shot with." The doctor said, pointedly looking at me. Of course, the arrow had to be laced. It meant that whoever shot the arrow wanted both me and Dad dead.
"Also, we had to inject an herb to make him shift back into human form so that we could treat him. This too, put a strain on his wolf."
"His wolf has shut down. I'm not sure if this is temporary or permanent, but there is a chance that he could lose his wolf and never be able to shift again." She told us, remorse clear in her eyes.
My mother clutched my arm in a death grip at the last sentence. My father prided himself on being a wolf, a white wolf, and it would be a huge mental blow for him if he couldn't shift again.
"The wolfsbane had entered his bloodstream and reached all the organs, including his brain. We will have to wait for him to flush out the poison on his own. The process will take a lot of time as his wolf is cut off from him."
"To make this process easier for him, we have put him in a medically induced coma. His body needs time to heal, if it can heal there's nothing more, we could do for him. I'm sorry we don't have better news."
My mother's body shook as silent tears rolled down her eyes at the thought of her mate in a coma. I put my arm around her to comfort her and looked at the doctor again. "Can we see him?"
"Yes, he has been shifted to the ICU ward and will remain there until further notice. Someone will come shortly and take you there." The doctor smiled sadly at us. "I'm sorry, Alpha!"
I nodded, not knowing what else to say. A nurse came after a few seconds and led me and mom to dad's ICU room on another floor of the hospital.
He was connected to various machines which were keeping him alive. There was a huge patch of bandage on his shoulder where the arrow had struck him. He looked pale and frail because if the blood loss and.
Pale and Frail never thought I would use these words to describe my father's appearance.
Mom left my embrace and shakily walked to dad's bed side. She held on to his arm and cried on his arm.
The scene looked so private that I took a few steps back and walked out of the room. The mates deserved to get some privacy and I would make sure they would get it.
I leaned against the wall outside the room and closed my eyes, thanking the goddess that at least, he was alive. I didn't want to think about what would have happened to the pack if something happened to him. Hell, what would I have done if something happened to him?
I felt someone squeeze my shoulder and I turned my head to look at Aiden standing beside me, with a file in his hand.
"I'm so sorry." He whispered and without saying another word, I hugged him. A great amount of tension vanished from my body as I hugged my best friend. I felt such a huge amount of relief that he was alright. He hugged me back tightly, knowing that we were thinking the same thing.
I leaned back and patted his shoulder in reassurance, both for him and myself. I crossed my arms over my chest, not at all excited about the report in his hand.
"How many?" I asked, my eyes moving around the nurse's station at the end of the hallway.
How many did our pack members died?
He sighed and I knew that he didn't have food news to give me. "33."
I took a deep breath and nodded at him. Thirty-three? Thirty-three loyal pack members who died today at the hands of the rogues. Thirty-three members had come to celebrate the birth of Katelyn and ended up getting killed themselves.
I opened my mouth to say something but suddenly a sharp pain sliced through my chest, which left me gasping. I staggered on my unsteady feet and gasped as waves of horrible pain struck my chest.
I lost my balance as the outside world blurred and my senses went into overdrive. I fell to my knees and clutched my chest, to relieve some of the pain.
"Harper! Harper, what's happening?" Aiden's voice rang somewhere inside my head and I felt his hand on my shoulder, trying to keep me upright.
I knew what was happening the moment I felt the first wave of pain because I had felt it once before. It was somewhat less but gut-wrenching and I felt my wolf whimper inside my head.
Zara was cheating on the mate bond again and the bond was making me aware of it.
No, Zara! Not now!
I gasped in pain again and then passed out on the hospital floor.
It has been two weeks since I saw the moon goddess in my sleep and told me that she told me that the sacred race of white wolves was going to finally end, that the reproductive problems they were having with their mates were a result of a carefully put-together plan of slowing them down. It has also been two weeks since I have analyzed and over-analyzed everything she had told me. She had indirectly told me that Harper getting Natalie pregnant was part of a bigger plan, something which I wouldn't be able to comprehend. But instead of satisfying me, she had just left me with more questions. Honestly, I wasn't even surprised at this point. She always did that and it didn't matter to her that I found it frustrating or confusing.I just wanted to what Harper getting pregnant meant. Was she just a means to an end? Was she just acting as a surrogate so the pack could have an alpha after Harper, so the alpha line could continue? Or was she much more than that?Did Harper have sex with her
"His name is Harper," I whispered, my eyes glued to the roof of the gym. My clothes were wet from the heavy workout session and were sticking to my skin. It was very uncomfortable and my nerves were somewhat frazzled because of our make-out session a few minutes ago. "What?" Ethan enquired, turning his head to look at me.I felt his eyes boring into the side of my skull but I didn't have the strength to look into Ethan's eyes and tell him something I ought to have told him a long time ago.Silence enveloped us and I fought the tension inside my body. Was it right to talk about Harper? How much should I tell him? Should I tell him that my mate is the white wolf? If I told him everything, would it also change the way he saw me?"Harper is your mate." He confirmed and I nodded, still not turning to look at him."Our relationship has always been rocky from the start. I think it was bound to fail." I sadly chuckled, missing Harper and Sharing the feeling of missing him at the same time."
Ethan's words kept rolling in my head every time my brain was free to actively think about something. I was going crazy about all the arguments I was having with myself in my head.It had been two days since I had told Ethan the selective truth about Harper while lying on a gym mat. Not the best of places, but still, it was better than nothing. These past two days I have been busy writing am essay which was due to be submitted today. Granted the teacher had assigned this essay three weeks ago but I had just gotten around to doing it. All this drama had started affecting my academic life and I hated it. I had always kept my grades up because I knew it was one of the many ways, I could be independent and take care of myself in the way I wanted to do. I have always had ambitions and boy trouble was the last thing I would let get into the way of that. I had already shifted schools mid-year; I wasn't about to ignore my studies.It was time I set my priorities straight and the number one
~ Harper’s POV ~It has been two days since the attack and these two days have been a living hell for me. Seven more gravely wounded pack members succumbed to their injuries in these last few days, which totaled the death count to 40. I had no idea if there would be more because many of the wounded were still teetering on the edge and fighting for life.40 lives were taken and I had to supervise the organization of 40 funerals. Trust me, it isn't fun!There has always been a set of protocols for a mass funeral in the packs. All the members don't get buried; all the dead don't get treated the same way. Like they were different while they were alive, they are treated differently when they are dead.The infants below the age of one year are completely burnt on a funeral pyre. This is done to make them be one with nature again. Fire easily disintegrates their small bodies and the elements are quickly mixed with the environment, mixed in the cycle of nature.All the wolves ranging from yea
The dream with the moon goddess only strengthened my resolve to call Harper. So, when I woke up, got fresh, I came good on my promise.I won't sugarcoat it. The decision was so hard. I practically sat on my clean bed, with my phone in my hand, doubting my decision and wondering about the potential consequences of this phone call. This could end either way. I could get my heart broken again or not, but I knew I would feel miserable. Whatever way our conversation went. So, after all the overthinking and overstressing, I just decided to get it over with. I turned my phone on and dialed Harper's phone, which I had blocked a few months ago. I was on the verge of hyperventilating and I kept wanting to cut the call while it was still dialing. I didn't know what was Harper doing right then, what if it was something important and he couldn't pick up the call? Half the time, I wished it would keep ringing and go to voicemail so I wouldn't have to talk to him. I wanted to talk to him. I want
I had broken up with Harper. It sounded so simple. The words themselves sounded so simple but only I knew how much weight they carried and how I felt the realization of the fact breaking my heart. I lay on my bed, sobbing as my shoulders shook. It was so damn hard to believe that everything was over just like that. All the struggle that we had been through to come together, all the chances I had taken with myself to decide to love him, it had all come to nothing. Nothing but pain and heartbreak. It was depressing and gut-wrenching to know that we were done, that I was done with him. I had heard and read so many times that love was never enough and that love doesn't always conquer anything and everything but this was probably the first time I was coming in turns with the sayings.It would have been easier if I could just make my feelings for Harper go away. Like maybe a snap of fingers or something. It would be so much easier than to be a heap of crying mess on my bed. I didn't know
"What did you just say?" Ethan asked, and I immediately grew pensive. I didn't trust the moon goddess at all. What if she told me a term that was some kind of taboo in the werewolf world and made me ask Ethan, who in turn would kill me and bury my body because I offended him and his werewolf code of living?What, it could be possible? As Murphy's law states, what can happen will happen. So, my fears weren't too farfetched, were they?The next moment, Ethan was sitting in front of me, thanks to his werewolf speed. It startled me and made me jump in the air I was surprised.Before I could reprimand him, he spoke, "Zara, what did you just say?""I asked what the term Batair meant but it's a touchy subject." In the few months that I had been here, I had learned that if I so much said one wrong word, it would send Ethan crawling back to his apartment and then ignoring me for weeks. I had no idea if what I was asking him was one such subject though, I guess I would have to take my chances.
~ Harper’s POV ~ She just hung on me. I couldn't believe she just did that. After months of no contact, she had the balls to give me a call, not let me say anything, and then hang up on me.I was sitting on the uncomfortable plastic chair in the waiting room of the hospital, reeling from different emotions, the majority of them being disbelief, anger, and hurt.My wolf was restless, he had heard the voice of his mate but it wasn't enough for him. He wanted Zara in his arms eight now. He wanted to see her and bet with her. I, on the other hand, was so damn angry with her that I had no idea what I would do if she were to walk in the room right now. She was hurt and insecure, I get that. But that didn't give her or anyone else any right to play with my emotions. I took a deep breath to calm myself down. I needed to remind myself that Zara was not here right now and letting her into my head and control my emotions would be a terrible thing. I would deal with her when o would face her. I
Bonus Chapter: Natalie's POVI knew something was wrong when I didn't get my period for two months. I never had a smooth cycle so I wasn't troubled when they didn't happen the first time but their absence in the second consecutive month got me worried. My body had undergone certain changes I knew weren't normal and I was worrying myself to death, thinking about some kind of deadly disease that would kill me in a few months. Even though I knew that my immunity system was way better than a normal human's, I couldn't help but entertain such thoughts. I didn't tell anyone of my concerns as I didn't want anyone to worry because of my baseless concerns. Nonetheless, I booked the first possible appointment with the pack gynaecologist. I had prepared myself for everything, a tumour in my ovary, internal hemorrhaging of my uterus that would result in an immediate hysterectomy, or even breast cancer which would again lead to a complete mammectomy. But as I sat in front of the doctor and she ex
Bonus Chapter: Ethan's POVWhen you grow up as a werewolf, all you ever hear is the word 'mate', because people around you can't stop talking about them. Some elders talk about mates with a dazed but happy look in their eyes and you can easily tell how much they love their mates. When young people talked to mates, you could practically feel their longing and the love they had for their mates. When teenagers talk about mates, you can feel their desperation to find their mates and be one with them. Rejections in my pack were extremely rare and every werewolf lived happily ever after with their fated mates. There were no doubts, no questions asked because your mate could be the exact fit of your soul, your second half, and the one who you are supposed to live as long as you live. Growing up and watching my parents and pack members, this is all I had watched and learned, that a mate was for you to love, hold and protect till the end of your days. When you're brought up like that, the ide
EPILOGUE 3: HARPER'S POV (TEN YEARS LATER)It was three years ago when Mason was first teased by a classmate about the unusual arrangement of his parents. I had always known that as he was growing up, he became especially attuned to the fact that the way his family lived wasn't exactly normal by usual standards. There were so many unusual factors that they were bound to seem different to him and I wasn't exactly prepared for how Mason was coping with how different his family seemed to be from any other family in the pack. As the future alpha, it was essential to be a part of the pack because other people were often intimidated by the power you had and by the power you would have in the future. My father always taught me to be a part of the pack but always remember that you could never essentially be a part of the pack. And this is exactly what I had taught Mason to do; I had asked him to play with all the other wolf kids but always remember that in the future, he will be responsible
Epilogue 2: Zara's POVI could feel everyone's eyes on me, which instantly made me nervous. I hated feeling this way but I wasn't sure I could help it. I hated being the centre of attention and walking down an aisle and standing in front of all the pack members to take part in the Luna ceremony was exactly that, being the centre of attention. Harper had told me that since I was the true luna of the pack, the ceremony would be a little different and I wasn't sure how that would affect me as I hadn't exactly attended Natalie's ceremony. I weakly smiled at all the pack members assembled in the pack grounds and started walking down the aisle towards the raised stage at the front of the pack. I was barefoot to pay homage to the natural aspect of the pack and to respect the raw nature of the wolves. The grass was soft beneath my feet and I immediately compared the softness to the grass in the spirit world where I used to meet the moon goddess. Harper had instructed me to not look around an
Epilogue: Zara's POVA blush immediately coated my cheeks as I slowly woke up from my deep slumber. The bed felt too cosy and I couldn't help but snuggle against Harper's body. His amazing body heat and the tingles that danced all over my skin whenever we touched made me let out a deep, sleepy moan. I felt Harper stir beside me and felt his arm settle on my bare hip, eliciting a heady warmth to settle deep in my belly. His thumb gently caressed my hip bone and I moved closer to him, determined to have as much skin contact as possible and leave no space between us. Harper's scent surrounded me, which brought an involuntary sleepy smile to my face. Even with my eyes closed, I could picture Harper's slightly upturned nose as he slept. It was too hard to resist his adorable expressions so most of the time, I didn't even try. My head rested on his shoulder and my face settled in the crook of his neck. Without needing to open my eyes, I leaned forward and planted an open-mouthed kiss on Ha
I thought about it for so many months, because the act of being marked by Harper seemed final. It felt like a full stop and in a way, it was final, an end. I knew the meaning of being marked even before I had decided to go away when I had learned of Natalie's pregnancy. I had asked him to mark me so many months ago and he had refused. It seemed so long ago, Aiden's birthday party when he found out that Samantha was his mate. So much has happened since then, things that have made me value the most precious things in life, let go of grudges, and the importance of relationships. After all, I have been through, I believe I have grown as a person. Not just me either, I know that all of us, Harper, Natalie, Samantha, and Aiden have grown up and matured in a way that most eighteen-year-olds don't. Well, Natalie is nineteen years old and so is Harper, as of today. So, I want to stress the fact that the decision to mate with Harper wasn't a light one even though I know most people wouldn't s
I think what the moon goddess said somehow helped me get over Ethan's death. I was still wrung and grieving about him for weeks, don't get me wrong but thinking about how must be at peace somehow made it easy to bear his loss. If I were to believe the goddess' words, Ethan wasn't happy in his life and was lost because he had no apparent purpose. I like to think that he got the release he so desperately wanted and needed. Even after knowing all this, I still couldn't cope with the fact that I won't be seeing him every day. He had been my source of comfort and strength for so long, he was someone I could lean on. He had begun to understand me in ways I'd never thought possible. And his absence felt left like a big void and I wasn't sure I could fill it. I didn't know if it was possible to fill it. When Harper told me that Ethan wouldn't be getting a funeral like the pack members because he was a rogue, I had been so infuriated. I knew that what Harper was saying was a part of who he w
~ Harper’s POV~"You do realize that to break the bond between us, either one of us will have to complete the mating process and mark our mates," I remarked and watched as Natalie nodded her head in acknowledgment. We had just gotten back after performing the final rites of the pack warriors who had lost their lives from the battle with the rogues. Needless to say, we needed some time to regain our bearings before we mingled with the rest of the world. I had done it before when my father was fighting for his life and I still found it jarring to my being, to perform the final rites of the werewolves who lose their lives. I couldn't imagine how Natalie must be feeling as it was her first time dealing with this ceremony. And hopefully, the last time. "I know," she said and we didn't speak for a few moments. I sincerely hoped that it would get easier with time, performing this ritual. It certainly hurt more when I knew that the pack members were paying for the mistakes my father committe
When I came to my senses, I immediately knew that Harper wasn't in the bed with me. I had lost consciousness when I was engulfed in his body heat, with his arms wrapped around me. The loss of his presence was so pronounced that I didn't want to open my eyes. It felt like he was the only reason I wasn't emotionally breaking down right now. A very big part of me wanted to be near him right now and the fact that he wasn't here with me disappointed me a lot. Even in my dreams, I had expected him to be here with me, helping me get over my loss. I wanted to never open my eyes and I was glad the room was shrouded in darkness. My neck prickled in awareness and I became aware of someone sitting in the room and even though, the threat of the rogues was over, I suddenly felt unsafe. "I know you are awake, Zara." I recognized that voice and the fear immediately abated. I opened my eyes and got up in a seating position. I leaned against the headboard and regarded the figure of the soft figure of