All Chapters of When My Alpha Mate Started Losing Me: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

Roberta POVIt had been some time since I returned home, and my father began to delegate some of the responsibilities of managing the pack to me again. What upset me the most was that Marcus didn't react to my behavior, he didn't even send someone out to look for me. It was like a knife hanging over my head, ready to fall and cut my neck.The early morning sun shone through the mist on the trees, ushering in a new day. I went out for a break, standing on the high ground on the edge of town, looking out over the forest and mountains in the distance, my mind wandering in Alston's confession. The conversation that morning was like a sudden storm that disturbed my inner peace."Roberta," Alston's voice rang behind me, and I turned, his blue eyes with an indescribable firmness, "there's something I've been wanting to say to you."My heart was tight, vaguely guessing what he was going to say, but I chose to face it. "What is it, Alston?"He took a deep breath as if preparing for the words h

Marcus POVI stood at the entrance of the hospital, quietly waiting for Roberta's appearance. The complex emotions in my heart kept surging. I forced myself to remain calm and looked around expressionlessly.When Roberta left Crescent Moon Pack, I wasn't surprised. But I also wasn't worried about what would happen at all. I knew she had nowhere to go. The shackles on her were more than she could imagine. She might run away, but she would eventually come back.So I chose to let her be there for a while."Even I can't understand you anymore," Dixon suddenly spoke. This was the first time I'd heard his voice since the last time we talked. He wasn't dissatisfied with me; it was just that the connection between us was also weakening. I knew very well that this was the result of my destroying the mate bond."Stop talking," I sighed. "You should know what I'm thinking."Soon, Roberta walked out of the hospital. There was a hint of unease and hesitation in her gaze. We looked at each other fo

Roberta POVAlston fell to the ground, blood gushing from his chest, and my heart was torn. Fear and despair gripped me, and I could only stare at his lifeless face. Just as I decided to get up and escape this inferno, Marcus's hand suddenly grabbed my wrist, his strength strong and cold, irresistible."Where do you want to go, Roberta?" His voice was deep and cold, and his eyes had a dangerous glow."Let me go, Marcus! You've done enough!" I struggled, trying to get away from him.He sneered and tightened his grip. "I know you want to run away from me, but don't forget, Roberta, your life is in my hands." If you move again, you'll end up worse than Alston.""You're crazy, Marcus! You've lost your mind!" My eyes widened and the fear grew stronger."Everything I do, I do for this pack." He said, releasing his hand, but his cold eyes still locked on me. "Don't try to run away, or you'll pay the price."The last hope in my heart was extinguished at that moment. I know. It was the first t

Marcus POVMoonlight like water, sprinkled in the forest every inch of the ground. In the dark, the shadows of the trees dwindle, Roberta and I face each other as we take on Wolf form, like two fierce beasts destined to fight to the death. Rage and instinct were mixed together. I could hardly hear my own heartbeat and only felt the hostility coming towards me.I growled lowly and lunged at Roberta fiercely. My teeth were shining coldly, aiming at her throat. She swiftly sidestepped, and her sharp claws drew a bloody scratch on my shoulder. The pain stimulated my nerves like an electric current, but it also made me realize the crazy thing we were doing."Marcus, stop!" Her voice pierced through the rage in my mind, carrying both command and plea.I hesitated slightly but still couldn't completely get rid of the desire for revenge. I bit her shoulder, and the taste of blood spread in my mouth. At that moment, I sobered up and realized that I was hurting her. I let her go and looked at t

Marcus POVWhen I decided to confess to Roberta, I underestimated the power and importance of the mate bond. This action made the connection between us even slimmer. I felt an unprecedented weakness and pain, as if a part of my soul was torn apart.One not long night, I was walking alone in the forest, my heart filled with contradictions and pain. Suddenly, a strong dizziness hit me. I felt my strength rapidly draining away, and my consciousness gradually blurred. Finally, I fainted to the ground.When I woke up, I found myself in a strange place, surrounded by several strange faces. Among them, one figure was particularly familiar. It was Zora. There was a moment of relaxation in my heart. I had an inertial belief in her. I thought that girl must love me the most."Marcus, you're finally awake." Zora's voice carried a hint of concern, but I could sense a hint of strangeness in her eyes."Where is this? How did I end up here?" I struggled to sit up and felt that my body was still weak