All Chapters of I will never be yours : Chapter 121 - Chapter 130

Selena pov Looking at him I have to ask him when he traces his hand down my neck. " you don't like vampires?" I ask when he looks at me for a long moment. " After what they did to you how could I ever! But not all vampires are bad!" he says and I have other questions for him when my office phone starts to ring. Turning to it Kian is faster and picks it up. " my father was going to call back!" he says and takes the phone and answers. I hear them talk for a moment and get up on my feet, I have so many questions I want to ask him but I guess it has to wait when I hear them talk about Kian should get over there right away. When he is done he hangs up the phone and starts to eat his food, I bet it's cold by now! " you are leaving today?" I ask when he looks up from his plate and gets eye contact with me. " yes it's better if I get over there as fast as possible, I want it over with and we can decide what to do after!" he says and I have a bad feeling about it all. "Are you sure you

Selena povHearing the door open to my room I'm too tired to open my eyes, just want to sleep for the whole day."Selena it's time you wake up, Michael will be waiting for you soon!" I hear Emma say when she walks inside the room and takes a seat on the bed."no! I'm tired today, can't I have a day off?" I sigh when she pulls the quilt off me." no! You have to get up! Breakfast will be ready in a moment and I suggest you take a shower and come down to the kitchen!" she pulls the quilt off me completely and the cold air on my warm skin gives me goosebumps."one day off is all I ask, I'm deathly tired," I say with a yawn and sit up in the bed." Now go and take a shower! Heard anything about when he will be back?" Kian has been away for a lot more days than he thought, right now there have been five days away from him and even if we have talked on the phone I'm still worried about him. They have found several things they are trying to get under control but that's all he has told me. I

Selena povStepping out on the other side of the portal I start to walk over to his house, Jessie takes a seat as usual outside on his lawn.Getting to his front door I give it a knock before walking inside, he knows it's me and there is no point in waiting for him to walk over and open the door."I've got some new tea ready for you!" I hear him say when I walk over to the kitchen and find him as usually standing inside and working with his herbs."Alright!" I say when he turns around and doesn't give me a heads-up before he instantly starts to pull on my energy, even how hard we are trying to practice I have a hard time with it, can't seem to stop it!When I take his energy it's even worse, I don't want to stop and that scares me more how good it feels to have his energy in my body! I crave it and the more I take the more I want it." fight it, Selena! You can do it!" I hear him say and try to block him from taking more from me, but I have no chance to do it."I can't!" I say to him

Kian povI've got some strange feelings through the bond and something is going on with Selena today.After I have talked with her through the mind link it only confirms my suspicions and I have to end my meeting here and get back to her, I won't call her to portal me back I will just show up and find out what it is for myself!Walking out of my room I head over to find Oscar, this early in the morning I often find him in the library reading a book. Heading down the hall to the library I push the doors open and walk inside, just like I thought he is sitting in his chair with a book in front of him.He is one of the highest council members and the one I prefer to have a conversation with." I have to end my visit here and get back!" I say to him when I walk inside, seeing him place his book down and raise his head to look at me."trouble?" he asks and I walk closer to where he sits."I'm not sure yet!" I tell him and he sits back in his seat." the latest report should be in this after

Selena pov You could almost touch the thick tension in the room when I spoke the truth out loud, he looks me all over for a long time when I feel his mixed feelings through the bond before he cut me off completely. I felt him shocked and happy before it turned to disappointment and anger in a short moment before he put his walls up. I know he is disappointed at my actions and the anger I feel radiates out of him is what I deserve! He takes a step closer to me when his eyes become pitch black and his rage almost takes my breath away. " you're pregnant and you risked our child's life by going out there! You don't give a fuck about your own life or mine but you are even willing to have our child killed is the worse you ever could do!" he booms out and I hear Emma and Cannon take a step back. His anger washes over me and I start to sweat when he takes a step closer. "not once have you kept your promise but I never thought you could sink that low you even would risk killing our child