All Chapters of I will never be yours : Chapter 111 - Chapter 120

Selena pov Getting out of the shower I take a towel and wrap it around my body when Kian walks up behind me and wraps his arms around my waist. He kisses my neck before we start to walk out of the bathroom with him behind me. Opening the door to his bedroom I halt in my track when I find Emma sitting on the chair by the bed with her arms crossed over her chest and she has a serious expression on her face. " Really! In the shower as well! Haven't you two had enough yet?" she says and doesn't take her eyes away from mine. Shaking my head at her when I walk over to grab myself a shirt. "if I get to hear another moan from you I will move the next day!" Emma whines from the chair. Hearing Kian chuckle beside me in the closet where I have found a shirt and a pair of pants. "Well no one is forcing you to stay outside the door, I bet there are a lot of better things you could do!" I shout to her while putting on my clothes and wrapping the towel around my hair and starting to dry it befo

Selena povMy feets carry me inside the house and pull me further down the hallway, I can't stop my body. My gift is sizzling under my skin and pulling on the thread to the other energy in the room.Coming inside a dark living room I feel it getting stronger and whatever it is my gift is yearning after it I got to have, my gift starts to draw energy from the other, and as fast it connects with my energy it starts to intervene and fill my veins with a strong warm feeling I can't get enough off. I want more, need more!It's like a drug to my gift and I want it all!" you have to stop Selena!" I hear a dark voice inside my head but I am too lost in the feeling and keep drawing out the energy and sucking it up in my body. I'm strong this way and untouchable, it's the best feeling and I start to feel high on it!My veins are filled with the other energy and my surroundings start to glow purple, I know it's my gift that does this.A hand grabs my shoulder and it's from the person the energy

Selena pov Looking at her I already know there are more lives on the line here, the whole kingdom and our pack are at stake here and not to mention everyone else who would be affected if the kingdom fell. "I know how many people it is on the line here and my question is how I'm going to learn to control it!" I ask when I look between them and once again the room falls silent for a moment. " I will help you as much I can, you can come here as often as you can and we can practice!" Michael says and to me, that sounds like a good idea. "I can come every day you have time to practice!" I say when I see Emma get up from her seat and take our cups from the table and head over to the sink and start to wash them, she is quiet and lost in her thoughts when I see Michael get up from his seat and walk over to where Emma stands when he starts to take down herbs and place on the counter in different piles. I get this feeling they both are hiding something from me. "what is it? I can feel it i

Selena povI have been sitting on my favorite spot on the cliff looking out of the lands below me, up here I'm always alone and every time I need some time to myself I go here.With everything they told me I needed the break and gather my thoughts, I have to tell him at one point and hopefully, we can figure it out together but I will wait until I'm sure she is right about this.Getting up from my seat I have to go back to my pack and stop hiding here, I have obligations even if I want to take a long break from this mess. Opening a portal beside me to my office I get inside and walk out in my office into my pack house. Sighing to myself, I have a job where I at one point need to go back to or quit. Can I even go back there in the first place and if I don't how am I going to provide for my pack?Walking over to the window I stand and look outside when I hear my office door being opened and Jessie comes walking inside."Finally you are back! Gotten over yourself?" Jessie says and takes

Selena povHis lips are devouring mine when he is about to take off my bra. I feel a mind link open up and stop his hand while I break the kiss, he understands what's happening and stops when l pick the link up."a big group of rogues is outside our borders!" Zoey says and I look at Kian"There is a big group of rogues outside the borders!" I say to him when he lets go of me and heads over to the other side of the desk and starts to pull on his clothes."I'll be right down!" I tell her and end the link when I take my shirt and put it back on."I want to know it all later and we will discuss what to do with everything!" Kian says and places his arm around my waist before we start to head out of the office and down the stairs. Coming down I see Cannon and Declan are right out of the door and Jessie I guess is already outside.Following after them we rush over to where Zoey is standing with some other of what I guess are Kian's guards, walking closer I see several wolves and men outside