After Selena was forced to leave Alpha Kian's kingdom for being his second chance mate she swore to never come back, leaving her family and friends behind. Without any other choice, she leaves the pack and has to survive on her own. With no pack or family to help her, she builds up her life. When fate one day interferes and she finds herself captured by the king's guards as an enemy and tossed in the castle's prison to be tortured. Can she escape without the King finding out his mate has come back to his kingdom, and keep her secrets hidden from him? When her life and the ones she cares about depend on her secrets. Is the King still the cold-hearted mate she once met a late night in the dark or has he changed?
Lihat lebih banyakSelenas pov
The truck comes to a halt and my body rolls into someone else besides me, I'm too weak to move and can hardly open my eyes from the swelling in my face. Hearing some voices I know it's the king's men and I'm guessing we have arrived in his kingdom.
The doors back in the truck open and I hear some screaming before bodies are dragged out of the truck, hands comes and grab me, lifting my body up and tossing me to the ground. I hit the hard concrete with a thud, biting my tongue to prevent myself from making any sound.
I feel blood oozing out of my tongue and spit it out in front of me, blood pouring down my jaw. Trying to take in my surroundings with my ears, I know we were about fifteen people on the truck and I heard more than one truck when we arrived here.
"Get up on your feet rogue!" A guard stops by my body and kicks me in my stomach. All air leaves my body and I have to clutch my arms around my stomach in pain, trying to open my eyes I look around and in the corner of my eyes, I see a gorgeous man in a dark grey suit walking closer to us. I have a feeling I know who it is!
He has three more men beside him and by the aura around him I can already guess who he is and the men beside him.
Trying to sit up I lean forward and keep my head down, whatever happens, my true identity can't be revealed.
The man walks closer and I have to keep my raising heart down, I know they will pick up my heart rate if I don't keep it steady. I see his feets walking closer to where I am sitting on the ground before he stops a bit in front of us. I just breathe slowly and focus on keeping my head low, hoping he won't notice me.
" is this all?" I hear him say and that's all I need to know, it's him. I will never forget his voice as long as I live... My mate!
" yes my king! " comes a guard's voice to answer him.
Keeping my eyes locked on the ground I wait for what's to come.
" take them to the dungeons and start to interrogate them!" He orders out and guards start to drag people down a stair. A pair of arms come and grab me before I'm being dragged over to the stairs, he doesn't stop and my body bounces down every step. I'm already badly beaten up and for every step down the stairs, I try just to hold in my whimpers. I will not give them that kind of satisfaction.
Coming down the last step the guard drags me inside and I have to just try and breathe through the bad stench of blood and body fluids that hits my nose the moment we come inside the building.
The guard stops outside a cell and opens the door up before he tosses me inside and I land on the floor. smacking my head on the hard concrete, feeling my head crack up by the impact and a warm substance running to my cheek.
I have no energy left to move and my wolf is dormant from all this wolfsbane they have ingested us with, I can't heal from my wounds and black spots start to dance in front of my eyes. I don't fight it right now! Just letting the darkness suck me down and take me away from this place.
I think back on the moment I saw my mate all those years back. I followed a mouth-watering scent and it lead me to the cemetery. It got stronger when I walked a bit further in, and I couldn’t resist it. That's when I saw him! He stood beside a new grave with his back towards me, I didn't need him to turn around for me to know it was my mate.
I stopped In my tracks when I saw whose grave he stood by. Cursing to the moon goddess in my head! How cruel could she be?
My mate is the Alpha king... Kian!
The king over all werewolves and he just lost his mate, they said she was pregnant and to week, she couldn't survive a pregnancy and died just a month into her pregnancy. He buried her yesterday!
I try to slowly walk backwards without making any sound when I see him take a sniff in the air and slowly turn around.
His eyes meet mine and my breath hitches in my body. He is so handsome! tall, and very muscular. Black hair and in the darkness I can se his glowing amber eyes.
He is breathtakingly handsome!
"MATE" the words just slip out of my mouth before I can stop them.
-NO !! He roars at me, taking long strides toward me. He comes to stand right in front of me and I am too afraid to even breathe.
He takes my chin in a firm grip and tilts my head up to look at him. He looks me deep in my eyes, sparks shoot out from his touch and I gasp from the feeling.
”You are not my mate! And you never will be! ”
Hi spits out the words to me. He’s so angry, that his alpha aura slips out of him and I can barely breathe anymore.
”you will leave my land and never come back! If You ever set your foot at my lands again I will kill you and your whole family! Is that understood?" He says with such hatred in his voice.
I can't move, can't look in his eyes, the pain I feel almost has me falling to the ground. I think I would have if his grip on my chin wasn’t that hard. A whimper leaves my lips.
" I said is that understood!" He barks out to me and a tear slip down my chin. I have to hold back a sob from the pain I feel.
His grip on my chin tightens and all I can do is nod. If his look on me could kill, I would be dead right now. He let go of me and I fall to my knees. Trying to gather myself from all this heartache I feel.
"Now get the fuck off my land!" He booms out and his alpha command washed over me and I can’t do anything else than obey.
I scramble to my feet and start running.
Selena pov Five years later. Walking outside to the garden we are having a dinner out here with our friends at my pack, the grill is lit and our kids are running around and playing together. Seeing Destiny running around with Jessie's daughter on the lawn, they are best friends and have been since day one they met. I'm happy they got each other and love to hang out, Emma and Cannon got a son and he is playing with our other daughter while Mateo is kicking a football with Kian. "Dezz slows down a bit, I don't want you to fall and get hurt!" I shout to her when she halts in her track and looks at me. "I'm not falling!" she says and picks up her pace when she starts running again, she has always been fast and quick to learn anything. Much faster than her brother and I only hoped we could have lifted the curse from her. Through all these years I don't know how many witches we have met to try and solve this puzzle, Michael and Emma have done everything they possibly could have done bu
Selena povLaying on my side I feel a kick in my rib and grunt from the pain when Kian's hand comes down to my stomach and caresses it."Is she giving you a hard time?" he says and traces his nose down my neck before he places a kiss on my shoulder."not more than usual!" I say and roll to lay on my back when he looks down on me."What does my beautiful wife want to do today!" he says and I sigh."eat and sleep, mabie take a bath but you won't get me out of this room today!" I say and try to sit up from the bed, we got married a week ago even if we tried to rush it my pregnancy was as fast as last time and I'm about to go into labor any day now."you don't have to do anything! The twins are with my parents until she has arrived!" he says and helps me to sit up from the bed. Swinging my legs over the edge of the bed when Kian helps me to stand up, looking down at my stomach it looks like it has drooped lover and this time I'm more prepared for what is to come and takes it easy these da
Selena pov1year laterFeeling him trace his hand up my thigh before he places it on my waist and pulls me close to him, it's early in the morning and our kits haven't wake up yet."it's time for us to head up if we are going to get ready in time for our trip, you know we promised the others!" Kian says and places a kiss on my shoulder before he turns me on my back, I sigh and open my eyes tired right now and wish we didn't promise to go with the rest and shopping today they wanted for us all to go." I don't remember I promised to go!" I say and pull the quilt over my head, could lay all day in here instead of going. Hearing him chuckle before he pulls the quilt off me and climbs over me instead."it's time for you to get up and get dressed!" he says and pecks my lips when I wrap my arms around his neck instead." or we could stay in here all day instead!" I say when he laughs and gives me a kiss."Not today love!" he says and takes my arms away from his neck before he get out of the
Selena povMy mother comes over and places our daughter in my arms she is hungry and in a short moment, she will be screaming at the top of her lungs if she doesn't get food right away.Walking inside the nursery I take a seat on the couch and start to feed her when I see them change on our son, he is calm and hopefully, I manage to get our daughter full before it's his time to eat.When I'm done feeding both of them I hand them over and go to get the breast pump, I still got some left and it's good to have in store if there ever going to need it."Kian is waiting for you downstairs!" a maid comes inside the room and tells me, taking the bottle in my hand when I'm done I adjust my dress and get up from the couch when the nanny comes over and stops in front of me."let me take the bottle and you can get down to eat instead!" she says and I give it to her."Alright, I'm downstairs if there is anything and will be up again in a bit!" I say when she takes the bottle and walks over to my m
Selena povJessie stands from her seat when we start to walk out of my office together."I wonder what she has in mind for you!" she says and chuckles and when it comes to Emma you never know."yeah, this will be interesting!" I say and chuckle with her when we make our way down the hallway and over to my room, hearing her being in my closet I'm about to head over when she comes out and stops me."no, you don't get to see anything before I'm done! Come on!" she says and grabs my arm before leading me over to my bathroom." You know I can find my way in here myself!" I say when she pushes me inside and is about to close the door."Now you take a shower and shave properly, don't want to see chunks of hair on your legs after!" she says and looks sternly at me before she closes the door, I just stand there puzzled and looking at the closed door when I hear her walk around in the room before I shake my head at her and start to undress.Placing my clothes in the wash bin I head over to the
Selena povWe spend a long time searching behind the cave yesterday but none of them could find anything, at one point we had to give up and go home.Michael took the book with him to continue figuring it out more, he will come back with it once they have done what they can.I had my appointment with the doctor today and everything was fine, could have told him that without being examined but Kian insisted to make sure and I went for his sake. After feeding and being with our children until lunch I decided I needed to head over to my pack and look at things haven't been there for a long time.Both my mother and Kian's wanted to stay with our children while I'm away for a few hours, we got two nannies and one is with them all the time I know everything will be alright and Kian is in the house but I still have a hard time being away from them.There is a knock on my office door and Jessie walks inside and heads over to take a seat in front of the desk." how do you feel?" I ask her when
Selena povHe is holding the book in his hands when he walks closer to the table, we where ready and everyone gets up on their feet."let's talk inside my office!" Kian says and starts to head out of the kitchen, we follow after him when Kian opens the door to his office and we all walk inside.I walk over and stand beside the office desk when Kian comes to stand beside me, he places his arm around my waist and I look up at him over my shoulder when I place my hand over his.I'm nervous about what Michael has found!Turning my head back I see Michael standing over our daughter who is laying in Emma's arms and she seems happy about it." whenever you want to begin!" Kian says and I know he is ass eager to know as I am. Michael looks up at us and takes a step over to the table where he places the book down."I suggest we take a seat!" he says. Emma and Cannon start to walk when she walks over and hands me our daughter back, pulling her close to me when she is in my arms I place my head
Selena povIt takes a moment before he turns his head to look at me, he has a smile on his lips and I know he agrees to it."It's perfect!" he says and takes our daughter's other hand and leans down to talk to her."our little destiny!" he says and strokes her cheek before pulling her up with him."I will take Mateo over to the nursery and place him down for sleep before I change my clothes then I'm ready to head down, I say and get up from the bed and start to head for the door."we will be waiting here for you!" he says when I reach the door and pull it open before walking out in the hallway and over to the nursery, the nanny is inside and changing the linen in one of the cribs when I walk over and place our son down in his crib."our daughter is awake and we are heading down for a meeting, we will be taking our daughter with us! If he wakes up you can come down to the kitchen or Kian's office with him." I say when I place the quilt over him, I know he probably will be sleeping for
Selena povLooking at Kian when he walks inside the room with our son in his arms I smile at how gorgeous he looks, wouldn't I already be completely hooked on him just this sight of him with our child in his arms had made me fall for him completely."Michael wanted to come over and talk!" I tell him when he walks inside the room and stops by the bed, our daughter is done eating and needs to be burped when we change children.I try to breastfeed them as much I can but sometimes we give them extra milk so I can have a longer rest between, offering our son the breast he is quick to take it and start eating."has he found any clue?" Kian ask and I'm not sure they have been able to solve it but when he said he wanted to come over and talk it gave me some hope for all this."I don't know I hope they got some news," I say and see him burping our daughter, I don't know if it's my hormones that are running havoc in my body but I get weak in my knees by just looking at him and I'm sitting down
I Will Never Be Yours is a moving romance novel about the dynamics of meeting your soulmate but not losing yourself. Selena is a woman seeking independence from the clutches of her werewolf mate, the King of Alphas. She has all the reasons to leave. A second-choice mate is never the priority. Selena abandons everything to find freedom. And yet, she finds herself dragged back from where it all began. Will this second time be any different? Or is it written in her fate that she is forever the unlucky second-choice mate?
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