Selena povStepping out on the other side of the portal I start to walk over to his house, Jessie takes a seat as usual outside on his lawn.Getting to his front door I give it a knock before walking inside, he knows it's me and there is no point in waiting for him to walk over and open the door."I've got some new tea ready for you!" I hear him say when I walk over to the kitchen and find him as usually standing inside and working with his herbs."Alright!" I say when he turns around and doesn't give me a heads-up before he instantly starts to pull on my energy, even how hard we are trying to practice I have a hard time with it, can't seem to stop it!When I take his energy it's even worse, I don't want to stop and that scares me more how good it feels to have his energy in my body! I crave it and the more I take the more I want it." fight it, Selena! You can do it!" I hear him say and try to block him from taking more from me, but I have no chance to do it."I can't!" I say to him
Selena povWalking out of the portal while I pull Jessie with me we come right in front of the barrier where I know Zoey is, closing the portal after us I drop my hold on Jessie's arm and walk closer to where Zoey stands." Where did they leave and how long ago?" I boom out, too angry to be able and contain my anger completely. Trying to take deep breaths and keep my gift at bay I feel it sizzling and stirring under my skin, ready to come out.Zoey turns and looks at me"it can't be longer than twenty minutes ago! I only had to go inside the pack house for a short moment and once I came out they were gone! I don't know where they went!" she says and turn to look at Jessie. Turning around to look at her she keeps her eyes on the ground."Jessie!" I bark at her and she is quick to raise her head and look at me, guess she feels the anger radiates out of me because she takes a step back and looks between us both."I can't help you with it because I don't know and he has cut me off so I ca
Kian povI've got some strange feelings through the bond and something is going on with Selena today.After I have talked with her through the mind link it only confirms my suspicions and I have to end my meeting here and get back to her, I won't call her to portal me back I will just show up and find out what it is for myself!Walking out of my room I head over to find Oscar, this early in the morning I often find him in the library reading a book. Heading down the hall to the library I push the doors open and walk inside, just like I thought he is sitting in his chair with a book in front of him.He is one of the highest council members and the one I prefer to have a conversation with." I have to end my visit here and get back!" I say to him when I walk inside, seeing him place his book down and raise his head to look at me."trouble?" he asks and I walk closer to where he sits."I'm not sure yet!" I tell him and he sits back in his seat." the latest report should be in this after
Selena povComing out of the portal on the other side I see one of my men laying on the ground and he isn't breathing any longer, I followed him over here when I felt where he was.I already know he is dead before I reach over to where he is.Falling to my knees when I'm by his side I see his neck has bite marks from a vampire and I can't do anything for him.He was one of the unmated warriors and a young shifter who joined my pack a couple of months ago, he was a great fighter and a nice man.My heart goes out to him and I hate not being able to do anything about it.Turning my head I start to look around but I don't see anyone and since I can't shift to my wolf I have to rely on the senses I've got.I recognize the place I'm at and it's a bit in the forest from my pack, from here we are on the opposite side from the cave where the rogues are most active.I have to leave him here on the ground and come back for him later on once I have found the rest.Fear starts to creep up my spine
Selena pov You could almost touch the thick tension in the room when I spoke the truth out loud, he looks me all over for a long time when I feel his mixed feelings through the bond before he cut me off completely. I felt him shocked and happy before it turned to disappointment and anger in a short moment before he put his walls up. I know he is disappointed at my actions and the anger I feel radiates out of him is what I deserve! He takes a step closer to me when his eyes become pitch black and his rage almost takes my breath away. " you're pregnant and you risked our child's life by going out there! You don't give a fuck about your own life or mine but you are even willing to have our child killed is the worse you ever could do!" he booms out and I hear Emma and Cannon take a step back. His anger washes over me and I start to sweat when he takes a step closer. "not once have you kept your promise but I never thought you could sink that low you even would risk killing our child
Selena povI have been laying down here for the whole night, from time to time there has been someone down with a tray with food on and picked up the old one. I have no appetite but have tried to get some food down.My mind is a mess and I have been crying from time to time down here in the darkness by myself.He never came down and I didn't expect him to either, what I did was reckless and unforgivable. I know that!I have felt a link trying to get to me but I blocked them all out, not only because I didn't have any energy left to talk to them I need some time alone after all this mess.Turning my head to look out the small windows in the high ceiling it looks like it's morning outside and I place my hand on my stomach, I guess it won't take too long until I'm going to be able and feel a little baby bump.Will he be with me on this journey or do I have to go through it alone?Hearing the door open at the top of the stairs I hear two pairs of footsteps walking down the stairs. Turning
Selena pov Following after the guards down the hallway I walk with heavy steps, I know I have to pull through even if he doesn't come to the appointment. He could as well only get the news after and don't have to face me! Walking down the hallway we pass by his bedroom and I see them still fixing it up, turning my head back we come to the stairs and start to walk down. I guess we are going to drive over to a doctor or wherever he plans for me to go. Down in the hallway, we walk past his office and I hear some voices inside before we turn around a corner and walk away from the entrance when they stop right in front of a door. A nurse opens it up and I see a doctor inside with all the machines I could think of and a delivery bed, feeling how my hands start to sweat at the sight of it, and my heart starts to beat faster. All this is making it so real! And I guess Kian has set this up here so I don't have to go outside his doors. " my Queen come inside!" I hear the doctor say when
Selena povWalking out of the room I find his guards standing outside and waiting for me, seeing Kian turning around the corner I walk by the guards to hurry after him. I need to talk to him!" where are you going!" I hear one of the guards say and I hear fast steps walk up behind me."I need to talk to him!" I say and turn around the corner I saw him walk down.An arm comes to stop me and I swirl around to face the guard." I can not recommend for you to talk to him right now, we haven't seen him this angry before and nothing good will come out of you pushing him further! I suggest you wait until he has calmed down first" the guard says but I need to talk to him right now, can he even get angrier?" no, I need to talk to him!" I say and turn around to walk after him." don't say I didn't warn you!" he says to my back while I keep walking down the hallway to his office.Standing in front of it have a hard time knocking at first when I hear the guards stand behind me I take a deep brea