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I will never be yours Chapter 125
Selena povStepping out on the other side of the portal I start to walk over to his house, Jessie takes a seat as usual outside on his lawn.Getting to his front door I give it a knock before walking inside, he knows it's me and there is no point in waiting for him to walk over and open the door."I've got some new tea ready for you!" I hear him say when I walk over to the kitchen and find him as usually standing inside and working with his herbs."Alright!" I say when he turns around and doesn't give me a heads-up before he instantly starts to pull on my energy, even how hard we are trying to practice I have a hard time with it, can't seem to stop it!When I take his energy it's even worse, I don't want to stop and that scares me more how good it feels to have his energy in my body! I crave it and the more I take the more I want it." fight it, Selena! You can do it!" I hear him say and try to block him from taking more from me, but I have no chance to do it."I can't!" I say to him
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Selena povWalking out of the portal while I pull Jessie with me we come right in front of the barrier where I know Zoey is, closing the portal after us I drop my hold on Jessie's arm and walk closer to where Zoey stands." Where did they leave and how long ago?" I boom out, too angry to be able and contain my anger completely. Trying to take deep breaths and keep my gift at bay I feel it sizzling and stirring under my skin, ready to come out.Zoey turns and looks at me"it can't be longer than twenty minutes ago! I only had to go inside the pack house for a short moment and once I came out they were gone! I don't know where they went!" she says and turn to look at Jessie. Turning around to look at her she keeps her eyes on the ground."Jessie!" I bark at her and she is quick to raise her head and look at me, guess she feels the anger radiates out of me because she takes a step back and looks between us both."I can't help you with it because I don't know and he has cut me off so I ca
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Kian povI've got some strange feelings through the bond and something is going on with Selena today.After I have talked with her through the mind link it only confirms my suspicions and I have to end my meeting here and get back to her, I won't call her to portal me back I will just show up and find out what it is for myself!Walking out of my room I head over to find Oscar, this early in the morning I often find him in the library reading a book. Heading down the hall to the library I push the doors open and walk inside, just like I thought he is sitting in his chair with a book in front of him.He is one of the highest council members and the one I prefer to have a conversation with." I have to end my visit here and get back!" I say to him when I walk inside, seeing him place his book down and raise his head to look at me."trouble?" he asks and I walk closer to where he sits."I'm not sure yet!" I tell him and he sits back in his seat." the latest report should be in this after
Last Updated : 2023-01-29I will never be yours Chapter 128
Selena povComing out of the portal on the other side I see one of my men laying on the ground and he isn't breathing any longer, I followed him over here when I felt where he was.I already know he is dead before I reach over to where he is.Falling to my knees when I'm by his side I see his neck has bite marks from a vampire and I can't do anything for him.He was one of the unmated warriors and a young shifter who joined my pack a couple of months ago, he was a great fighter and a nice man.My heart goes out to him and I hate not being able to do anything about it.Turning my head I start to look around but I don't see anyone and since I can't shift to my wolf I have to rely on the senses I've got.I recognize the place I'm at and it's a bit in the forest from my pack, from here we are on the opposite side from the cave where the rogues are most active.I have to leave him here on the ground and come back for him later on once I have found the rest.Fear starts to creep up my spine
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Selena pov You could almost touch the thick tension in the room when I spoke the truth out loud, he looks me all over for a long time when I feel his mixed feelings through the bond before he cut me off completely. I felt him shocked and happy before it turned to disappointment and anger in a short moment before he put his walls up. I know he is disappointed at my actions and the anger I feel radiates out of him is what I deserve! He takes a step closer to me when his eyes become pitch black and his rage almost takes my breath away. " you're pregnant and you risked our child's life by going out there! You don't give a fuck about your own life or mine but you are even willing to have our child killed is the worse you ever could do!" he booms out and I hear Emma and Cannon take a step back. His anger washes over me and I start to sweat when he takes a step closer. "not once have you kept your promise but I never thought you could sink that low you even would risk killing our child
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Selena povI have been laying down here for the whole night, from time to time there has been someone down with a tray with food on and picked up the old one. I have no appetite but have tried to get some food down.My mind is a mess and I have been crying from time to time down here in the darkness by myself.He never came down and I didn't expect him to either, what I did was reckless and unforgivable. I know that!I have felt a link trying to get to me but I blocked them all out, not only because I didn't have any energy left to talk to them I need some time alone after all this mess.Turning my head to look out the small windows in the high ceiling it looks like it's morning outside and I place my hand on my stomach, I guess it won't take too long until I'm going to be able and feel a little baby bump.Will he be with me on this journey or do I have to go through it alone?Hearing the door open at the top of the stairs I hear two pairs of footsteps walking down the stairs. Turning
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Selena pov Following after the guards down the hallway I walk with heavy steps, I know I have to pull through even if he doesn't come to the appointment. He could as well only get the news after and don't have to face me! Walking down the hallway we pass by his bedroom and I see them still fixing it up, turning my head back we come to the stairs and start to walk down. I guess we are going to drive over to a doctor or wherever he plans for me to go. Down in the hallway, we walk past his office and I hear some voices inside before we turn around a corner and walk away from the entrance when they stop right in front of a door. A nurse opens it up and I see a doctor inside with all the machines I could think of and a delivery bed, feeling how my hands start to sweat at the sight of it, and my heart starts to beat faster. All this is making it so real! And I guess Kian has set this up here so I don't have to go outside his doors. " my Queen come inside!" I hear the doctor say when
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Selena povWalking out of the room I find his guards standing outside and waiting for me, seeing Kian turning around the corner I walk by the guards to hurry after him. I need to talk to him!" where are you going!" I hear one of the guards say and I hear fast steps walk up behind me."I need to talk to him!" I say and turn around the corner I saw him walk down.An arm comes to stop me and I swirl around to face the guard." I can not recommend for you to talk to him right now, we haven't seen him this angry before and nothing good will come out of you pushing him further! I suggest you wait until he has calmed down first" the guard says but I need to talk to him right now, can he even get angrier?" no, I need to talk to him!" I say and turn around to walk after him." don't say I didn't warn you!" he says to my back while I keep walking down the hallway to his office.Standing in front of it have a hard time knocking at first when I hear the guards stand behind me I take a deep brea
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Selena pov Five years later. Walking outside to the garden we are having a dinner out here with our friends at my pack, the grill is lit and our kids are running around and playing together. Seeing Destiny running around with Jessie's daughter on the lawn, they are best friends and have been since day one they met. I'm happy they got each other and love to hang out, Emma and Cannon got a son and he is playing with our other daughter while Mateo is kicking a football with Kian. "Dezz slows down a bit, I don't want you to fall and get hurt!" I shout to her when she halts in her track and looks at me. "I'm not falling!" she says and picks up her pace when she starts running again, she has always been fast and quick to learn anything. Much faster than her brother and I only hoped we could have lifted the curse from her. Through all these years I don't know how many witches we have met to try and solve this puzzle, Michael and Emma have done everything they possibly could have done bu
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Selena povLaying on my side I feel a kick in my rib and grunt from the pain when Kian's hand comes down to my stomach and caresses it."Is she giving you a hard time?" he says and traces his nose down my neck before he places a kiss on my shoulder."not more than usual!" I say and roll to lay on my back when he looks down on me."What does my beautiful wife want to do today!" he says and I sigh."eat and sleep, mabie take a bath but you won't get me out of this room today!" I say and try to sit up from the bed, we got married a week ago even if we tried to rush it my pregnancy was as fast as last time and I'm about to go into labor any day now."you don't have to do anything! The twins are with my parents until she has arrived!" he says and helps me to sit up from the bed. Swinging my legs over the edge of the bed when Kian helps me to stand up, looking down at my stomach it looks like it has drooped lover and this time I'm more prepared for what is to come and takes it easy these da
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Selena pov1year laterFeeling him trace his hand up my thigh before he places it on my waist and pulls me close to him, it's early in the morning and our kits haven't wake up yet."it's time for us to head up if we are going to get ready in time for our trip, you know we promised the others!" Kian says and places a kiss on my shoulder before he turns me on my back, I sigh and open my eyes tired right now and wish we didn't promise to go with the rest and shopping today they wanted for us all to go." I don't remember I promised to go!" I say and pull the quilt over my head, could lay all day in here instead of going. Hearing him chuckle before he pulls the quilt off me and climbs over me instead."it's time for you to get up and get dressed!" he says and pecks my lips when I wrap my arms around his neck instead." or we could stay in here all day instead!" I say when he laughs and gives me a kiss."Not today love!" he says and takes my arms away from his neck before he get out of the
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Selena povMy mother comes over and places our daughter in my arms she is hungry and in a short moment, she will be screaming at the top of her lungs if she doesn't get food right away.Walking inside the nursery I take a seat on the couch and start to feed her when I see them change on our son, he is calm and hopefully, I manage to get our daughter full before it's his time to eat.When I'm done feeding both of them I hand them over and go to get the breast pump, I still got some left and it's good to have in store if there ever going to need it."Kian is waiting for you downstairs!" a maid comes inside the room and tells me, taking the bottle in my hand when I'm done I adjust my dress and get up from the couch when the nanny comes over and stops in front of me."let me take the bottle and you can get down to eat instead!" she says and I give it to her."Alright, I'm downstairs if there is anything and will be up again in a bit!" I say when she takes the bottle and walks over to my m
I will never be yours Chapter 166
Selena povJessie stands from her seat when we start to walk out of my office together."I wonder what she has in mind for you!" she says and chuckles and when it comes to Emma you never know."yeah, this will be interesting!" I say and chuckle with her when we make our way down the hallway and over to my room, hearing her being in my closet I'm about to head over when she comes out and stops me."no, you don't get to see anything before I'm done! Come on!" she says and grabs my arm before leading me over to my bathroom." You know I can find my way in here myself!" I say when she pushes me inside and is about to close the door."Now you take a shower and shave properly, don't want to see chunks of hair on your legs after!" she says and looks sternly at me before she closes the door, I just stand there puzzled and looking at the closed door when I hear her walk around in the room before I shake my head at her and start to undress.Placing my clothes in the wash bin I head over to the
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Selena povWe spend a long time searching behind the cave yesterday but none of them could find anything, at one point we had to give up and go home.Michael took the book with him to continue figuring it out more, he will come back with it once they have done what they can.I had my appointment with the doctor today and everything was fine, could have told him that without being examined but Kian insisted to make sure and I went for his sake. After feeding and being with our children until lunch I decided I needed to head over to my pack and look at things haven't been there for a long time.Both my mother and Kian's wanted to stay with our children while I'm away for a few hours, we got two nannies and one is with them all the time I know everything will be alright and Kian is in the house but I still have a hard time being away from them.There is a knock on my office door and Jessie walks inside and heads over to take a seat in front of the desk." how do you feel?" I ask her when
I will never be yours Chapter 164
Selena povHe is holding the book in his hands when he walks closer to the table, we where ready and everyone gets up on their feet."let's talk inside my office!" Kian says and starts to head out of the kitchen, we follow after him when Kian opens the door to his office and we all walk inside.I walk over and stand beside the office desk when Kian comes to stand beside me, he places his arm around my waist and I look up at him over my shoulder when I place my hand over his.I'm nervous about what Michael has found!Turning my head back I see Michael standing over our daughter who is laying in Emma's arms and she seems happy about it." whenever you want to begin!" Kian says and I know he is ass eager to know as I am. Michael looks up at us and takes a step over to the table where he places the book down."I suggest we take a seat!" he says. Emma and Cannon start to walk when she walks over and hands me our daughter back, pulling her close to me when she is in my arms I place my head
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Selena povIt takes a moment before he turns his head to look at me, he has a smile on his lips and I know he agrees to it."It's perfect!" he says and takes our daughter's other hand and leans down to talk to her."our little destiny!" he says and strokes her cheek before pulling her up with him."I will take Mateo over to the nursery and place him down for sleep before I change my clothes then I'm ready to head down, I say and get up from the bed and start to head for the door."we will be waiting here for you!" he says when I reach the door and pull it open before walking out in the hallway and over to the nursery, the nanny is inside and changing the linen in one of the cribs when I walk over and place our son down in his crib."our daughter is awake and we are heading down for a meeting, we will be taking our daughter with us! If he wakes up you can come down to the kitchen or Kian's office with him." I say when I place the quilt over him, I know he probably will be sleeping for
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Selena povLooking at Kian when he walks inside the room with our son in his arms I smile at how gorgeous he looks, wouldn't I already be completely hooked on him just this sight of him with our child in his arms had made me fall for him completely."Michael wanted to come over and talk!" I tell him when he walks inside the room and stops by the bed, our daughter is done eating and needs to be burped when we change children.I try to breastfeed them as much I can but sometimes we give them extra milk so I can have a longer rest between, offering our son the breast he is quick to take it and start eating."has he found any clue?" Kian ask and I'm not sure they have been able to solve it but when he said he wanted to come over and talk it gave me some hope for all this."I don't know I hope they got some news," I say and see him burping our daughter, I don't know if it's my hormones that are running havoc in my body but I get weak in my knees by just looking at him and I'm sitting down
