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Chapter 130

Author: Melan pamp
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Selena pov

I have been laying down here for the whole night, from time to time there has been someone down with a tray with food on and picked up the old one. I have no appetite but have tried to get some food down.

My mind is a mess and I have been crying from time to time down here in the darkness by myself.

He never came down and I didn't expect him to either, what I did was reckless and unforgivable. I know that!

I have felt a link trying to get to me but I blocked them all out, not only because I didn't have any energy left to talk to them I need some time alone after all this mess.

Turning my head to look out the small windows in the high ceiling it looks like it's morning outside and I place my hand on my stomach, I guess it won't take too long until I'm going to be able and feel a little baby bump.

Will he be with me on this journey or do I have to go through it alone?

Hearing the door open at the top of the stairs I hear two pairs of footsteps walking down the stairs. Turning
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T White
What pissed me off about this, is that she earned being an Alpha in her own right. If she makes a mistake, then it is what it is. But for him to demote her and take her pack away, WTH?!? guarantee if it was a Male Alpha he would have let it be. that's BS
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marissaskylandauthor
don't like Kian being mean to Selena, he needs to soften up
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