Selena pov Following after the guards down the hallway I walk with heavy steps, I know I have to pull through even if he doesn't come to the appointment. He could as well only get the news after and don't have to face me! Walking down the hallway we pass by his bedroom and I see them still fixing it up, turning my head back we come to the stairs and start to walk down. I guess we are going to drive over to a doctor or wherever he plans for me to go. Down in the hallway, we walk past his office and I hear some voices inside before we turn around a corner and walk away from the entrance when they stop right in front of a door. A nurse opens it up and I see a doctor inside with all the machines I could think of and a delivery bed, feeling how my hands start to sweat at the sight of it, and my heart starts to beat faster. All this is making it so real! And I guess Kian has set this up here so I don't have to go outside his doors. " my Queen come inside!" I hear the doctor say when
Selena povWalking out of the room I find his guards standing outside and waiting for me, seeing Kian turning around the corner I walk by the guards to hurry after him. I need to talk to him!" where are you going!" I hear one of the guards say and I hear fast steps walk up behind me."I need to talk to him!" I say and turn around the corner I saw him walk down.An arm comes to stop me and I swirl around to face the guard." I can not recommend for you to talk to him right now, we haven't seen him this angry before and nothing good will come out of you pushing him further! I suggest you wait until he has calmed down first" the guard says but I need to talk to him right now, can he even get angrier?" no, I need to talk to him!" I say and turn around to walk after him." don't say I didn't warn you!" he says to my back while I keep walking down the hallway to his office.Standing in front of it have a hard time knocking at first when I hear the guards stand behind me I take a deep brea
Selena povWaking up the next morning I find myself laying on the bed and I know I haven't gone there myself. Sitting up I look around me and find I'm still in the same clothes as yesterday and I'm laying on his bed with a quilt over me.He is not in here and I don't think he has been in here for the whole night, turning my head I look at the nightstand and see it's early in the morning and time for me to head over to Michael's.Pulling the quilt off me I place my feet on the floor and instantly got this urge to use the bathroom. I have been asleep for the rest of the day and night without waking up and now I'm about to burst if I can't get to the toilet and empty my bladder, after that, I need to eat!Rushing inside the bathroom I do my business before washing up and brushing my teeth, it only takes me a moment to be done before I head over to his closet and find my clothes on a shelf. Taking down a pair of pants I pull them on myself and grab a shirt before I head out from his close
Selena povWalking out of my portal outside the castle I head up the stairs and open the front doors and get inside.It's almost evening and I'm tired from the long day with Michael, we have done nothing else but train and learning me to shield myself from spells these last three weeks.He says I might be needing it and the more I know the better prepared I will be once I need it, I know he has had visions about something but I don't care to ask him I know he will tell me when he can. Just like Emma always has!During these three weeks, I have dropped the pack completely, I know they are in good hands with Kian and he told me I where no longer in charge then I have been focusing my time on training and learning everything I need to keep me and my children safe.I asked Michael to buy me a laptop the first day and he fixed it till I came back the next day, I can't place my focus on something I can't change and if I'm going to take my pack back once this is over I need to have my financ
Selena povWhen I woke up the next morning I got this urge to pee and it's the same every morning. Tossing the quilt off me I sit up and place my feet down on the floor and rise, my head instantly starts to spin and I have to sit back down again and wait for it to subside.I know there isn't anything wrong with my blood sample, I where down at the doctor's two days ago, and everything where fine. As off now he wants to check my blood with two weeks apart if I don't feel anything unusual in the meantime.I have been feeling fine except I start to get tired faster in the evening and sometimes during the day I could fall asleep standing right up but he says it's normal.Trying again I take it easier this time when I slowly rise from my seat and make sure I don't walk too fast when I make my way inside the bathroom. Heading over to the toilet I empty my bladder before I get over and wash up, brushing my hair I look at myself in the mirror and I guess I'm starting to look a bit pale and I
Kian povLooking at my little mate when she takes the bottle of water and an apple and gets out under my arm before she opens a portal and vanishes right in front of us with no other word than it's fine!"Now do you believe me? What have you done to her!" I hear Emma shouts from the side before she breaks down in a sob and Cannon walks over to be by her side.I haven't seen her for weeks because I have been too busy trying to get the situation under control, I hardly have any minute over and don't want to disturb her when she needs to rest. I had hoped this would settle down quickly and we could have a talk but the days have gone right into the next one.It wasn't until today when Emma burst inside my office and screamed at me we are about to lose her for good that it had me to realize how long it has been since I saw her. I came at her hard that day in my office and my anger where outside my body, couldn't contain it.She had overstepped my trust by miles and it took me more than a w
Selena povI'm done for the day and head out of Michael's house before I'm ready to head back, I have a new book in my hand and I would have loved to take a seat outside this evening and read by myself."Now go back and take a rest, don't take a detour! It will only get you in trouble!" Michael shouts from the window and I roll my eyes at him, could I get in worse trouble than I already am?"yes, I will!" I say and sigh before opening a portal and walking out right outside the castle, now I'm here, and would it hurt anyone if I stay outside for a bit?My stomach starts to rumble and there have been several hours since I ate something, these days it doesn't seem to be any stop in the amount of food my body craves.I sigh and decide to walk inside instead and grab myself something from the kitchen before heading up to the room.Walking up the stairs to the front door I push it open and head inside, the hallway is empty and I like it that way. Hoping I won't bump into anyone on the way a
Selena povI have to blink several times before I'm able to come back to my senses when I see him take a step closer to where I am. I hurry and wrap the towel around my body and take a step back.I hear him walk closer to where I stand when I try to step to the side, there isn't enough room in the bathroom for me to get away from him and soon I see him stop right in front of me.Holding the towel tighter around my body when I see him lift his hand to touch my stomach.Taking a small step back my back hits the wall and I have nowhere else to go!"Don't!" I say to him when he takes a step closer to me. He doesn't move from his spot and I take my chance to push beside him and walk out of the bathroom in a rush, coming outside to the bedroom I head over to the closet and start to take out a large shirt and some pajama pants with some underwear. Closing the door I turn around only to halt in my track when he stands right behind me!As of now, I don't want him close to me, it's harder to ke